Chapter 301 Self-Talk

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When I was five years old, I had an extra sister. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

When my sister was born, I was in the delivery room, and it happened to be snowing heavily outside the window, and a thick layer of snowflakes piled up on the windowsill, like cotton wool.

The house is as warm as spring, the family is happily teasing my sister to play, my sister has not opened her eyes, she is held in her arms by her father, I can't hug it if I want to, I can only watch it from afar.

My newborn sister had wrinkled skin and an ink-like blue color on her face, which didn't look good at all, and I didn't know why adults liked such ugliness at the time.

I was given a cold reception and a little sad.

The father hugged his sister and looked out the window at the heavy snow, saying that this was a snowfall, so he gave his sister a name to be Chen Xue, and his grandfather also said that his sister was good and a person with great luck.

After that, my position in the family was threatened, although there was no shortage of good food and drink, but there was a lot less love, and I didn't need good food, good drink, I just wanted everyone's love.

I hate Chen Xue like a little mouse, and I think she took away the love that belonged to me.

I vowed to take back the love that belonged to me.

Adults like to be well-behaved, so I became an obedient child, studying seriously, restraining myself, even my favorite game gave up, and the elders began to praise me, but I felt that the love for me did not increase.

I resent God's injustice, Chen Xue didn't have to do anything, she just needed to lie in someone else's arms and cry to get so much love, and my continuous efforts were just perfunctory politeness from others.

Later, I plucked myself out of them, and since I couldn't do anything to attract their attention, I stopped being with them, and I began a long journey of solitude.

I am me, they are them, they are polite to me, and I am polite to him.

Chen Xue began to grow up, babbling, toddler, she was very clingy to me, always smiling and running after me.

Aside from anything else, Chen Xue is really cute when she laughs, two beautiful dimples, it is easy for others to fall.

But my heart is full of hatred for her, so I always look at her beyond the superficial emotions, and I still hate her in my heart.

Gradually, ten years have passed, Chen Xue is ten years old, she is still very sticky to me, and always hopes that I can take her out to play.

I had an idea, if Chen Xue is gone, then the love that once belonged to me will not come back, so evil was born from the guts, and secretly took the ten-year-old Chen Xue to a far away place to play, and then left her there alone.

The streets were full of people, too many of them beyond my math level, and I ran on my head for a long, long run, and then took the car home.

At night, someone finally found out that Chen Xue was missing and asked me, and I said I didn't know.

All of a sudden, I realized that I was born to do bad things, or that I was born to be a bad guy, and that I didn't look bad on the surface, it was because I was crooked.

Despite my best efforts to hide it, Chen Xue was still found, I underestimated the strength of my family, and if I wanted to find someone in the capital, there was nothing they couldn't find.

After Chen Xue was found, I was very scared, I thought that I was finished, Chen Xue would definitely confess to me, I took her out, and then lost her.

But to my surprise, Chen Xue didn't say this, and she actually helped me hide it.

Chen Xue helped me cover up, but I didn't thank her, because I thought she had ulterior motives for doing this, and then she really came to me, but the purpose of coming to me was not what I imagined.

At the first sentence of the meeting, Chen Xue asked me if I hated her.

I didn't want to pretend, I was tired and confessed out loud.

Chen Xue cried and hugged me, telling me that she loved me very much and asked me not to hate her, and she said that I was his only brother. And then I cried all the time.

I also cried, so many years of grievances, all of a sudden, I didn't expect that after crying, my mood was a lot better.

Later, when she returned home, Chen Xue changed her ways to please me, giving me her favorite toys, giving me her pocket money, and giving me everything she could give.

Although she couldn't give me what I wanted most, she made up for it with her unique method.

I also accepted Chen Xue, and since then I have had a younger sister.

Since I let go of my heart, the melancholy in my heart has exploded, and the whole person has opened as bright as the sun, and those who are familiar with me can see that I have changed, but they don't know the reason for my change.

Maybe what they said is true, my sister Chen Xue is a person of great luck, since I have been in contact with her for a long time, everything I do is smooth, no matter in which aspect.

My sister is a kind person, she retains the greatest kindness to everyone, so her popularity is also very good, and others take care of her very much.

It's because she's so kind that her home has almost become a shelter for stray animals, but it doesn't matter, as long as she's happy.

The days passed plainly, the family was happy, and my sister had grown up, but there were always many waves in life.

The Zhou family in Jinkou actually moved the idea of a toad wanting to eat swan meat, and actually wanted to marry my sister back, and I didn't look at what kind of virtue the Zhou family kid was, there was no shortage of eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling, even the **** on the side of the road was stronger than him.

But there are three old monsters in the Zhou family who are very powerful, with the ability to fly to the sky, I never knew that there were such strong people in the world, I thought that those things were legendary things, and they did not exist in life at first.

That day, I finally saw what it means to be a land fairy, the man in the black robe flew into the air with a leap, and slapped his palm down from above, and the water in the lotus pond was like being blown up by a grenade, splashing crystal water and scattering on the side.

Faced with a huge threat, some people in the family began to waver, hoping to marry their sister to calm the turmoil, like through marriage, but also let the family get such a master, but fortunately, grandpa did not agree and forcibly pressed it.

But the discord in the house became louder and louder, so I had to let my sister go out and hide, but I didn't expect that after my sister went out, it would become a goodbye, and I would never see my sister come back.

On the night of my sister's death, I was sleeping in bed, lying next to my wife, she was very beautiful, very well-read, and a rare good woman, I was able to marry her, it is estimated that it was also stained with my sister Chen Xue's light, relying on her atmospheric luck, maybe I used her too much atmospheric luck, which caused her to die in Huangquan.

That night I had a dream, in which my sister said goodbye to me, told me to take good care of myself, said that she was leaving, I asked her where she was going, she didn't answer, just walked into the dark without looking back.

When I woke up the next morning and remembered my dream last night, I knew that something had happened to my sister. (To be continued.) )