I don't know if Bai Xiya was moved by Tong Nan's actions, or if it touched her fragile nerves, she slowly lowered her head, and her tone was no longer an empty tone, but with a strong tenderness.

"You don't know, in fact, we've been together for a long time, it's just that we haven't made it public, and we only go on dates together on weekends."

"He, he was very nice to me, he once asked me out to go hiking with me, and he took me to the beach.

He told me we were going to be together for the rest of our lives......"

"When he came back from his trip with me, he said he wanted to continue his great research. And then he disappeared for a while, and you don't know how much I missed him during that time, so much so that I often lost my mind when you talked to me.

Ho ho ho, that was that time, do you remember? I fell ill once during that time. ”

Tong Nan frowned and thought for a while: "I do remember that there was a time when you couldn't give up, when you turned on the water, you could burn your hands, and you couldn't eat regularly, I thought you were sick, if it wasn't for the time I had been helping you cook and take care of your daily life, I'm afraid you wouldn't be able to do it at that time, I advised you to go to the hospital to have a look, but you told me that it wasn't a disease, just a little anorexia, I didn't expect you to be trapped by love."

I remember watching Dream of Red Mansions, Lin Daiyu on the opposite side was disdainful, and I once smiled and said that you are like Lin Daiyu, but I didn't expect that it was such a reason, but, Ji Luode, is he really worthy of your love like this? ”

Bai Xiya had an indescribable smile on her face, this smile appeared on Yun Yun's face a little weird, but I felt a sense of happiness.

"It's worth it, you don't know how considerate he is, how pitiful he is.

He is so sunny, so admirable, for academic research can achieve the goal of forgetting sleep and food, even when he is with me, he is still explaining his research on certain aspects from time to time, isn't a serious man worthy of your love? ”

When Tong Nan heard this, his body couldn't help but tremble: "You, him, is it really worth it?" ”

Tong Nan's question was immediately refuted by Bai Xiya: "Isn't it worth it?" Forget it, you don't understand this, anyway, I really loved him at that time, you don't know, he is not there, my soul is almost lost.

Thankfully, he's back.

He found me again and took me out for another day of crazy play, we went on a shopping spree, whatever I wanted, he bought me.

Then we played like crazy again, and finally we went to his house and had a crazy night.

You will never understand how happy I am to snuggle up in his arms, that state of peace of mind, you will never understand. ”

A complicated look flashed in Tong Nan's eyes, as if she wanted to say something, but before she could speak, Bai Xiya continued: "You know, after we went crazy all night, he looked very painful and very sad.

He told me that his research had failed.

You don't know how depressed he was at that time, how distressing it was to me, I wished I could help him, if I could make him less sad, even if I gave my life would not hesitate. ”

Hearing Bai Xiya say this, my brain trembled, this is a simple girl, Ji Luode has such a cold character, how can he really have any pity for a girl?

Sure enough, Bai Xiya's following words verified my thoughts, but I didn't expect that this would be so miserable that it could not be worse.

I asked him how he had failed. He is so good, he is so careful, why did he fail?

He told me that it was because the carrier of the real yàn was different, because the mice used by the real yàn were simply not enough to withstand a large dose of probiotics, yes, it was the word probiotics, and he said that if he changed to another carrier, then his scientific research results would become a project that attracted the attention of the world, and this carrier would also become an immortal body, and the youth would last forever. ”

"Don't you know, his look at that time was full of confidence, full of hope, full of the idea of overcoming a qiē, at that moment, I felt that the confident him in the past was back.

But this feeling only lasted for a few seconds, and he lamented that it was a pity that without such a carrier, his wish could not be formed after all. That look of loss, I still feel heartache now, Tong Nan, can you understand me? ”

Bai Xiya seemed to have fallen into a crazy situation, she asked Tong Nan to herself, but she didn't give Tong Nan a chance to speak at all, and continued to talk to herself:

I asked him if there would be any bad consequences for this kind of reality, and I was thinking at that time, if there were no bad consequences, then I would be his carrier.

But he was very surprised at first, and said seriously? Then he quickly rejected me, saying no, no, if there were any bad consequences, wouldn't it hurt me, he was reluctant.

I told him firmly, it's okay, I believe you.

I believe in him! Tong Nan, I really believe in him, I believe that he will achieve that kind of scientific research success in me, and he can become the greatest medical researcher in the world.

You know how pleasantly surprised he was when he got my affirmative answer, how happy he was, as if his wish had been granted.

He led me to one of his laboratories in the suburbs, explained all the processes to me, let me understand the true meaning, and at that moment, I felt that I was really close to him, and I was willing to contribute to his scientific research, even if it was life.

You never know how happy I was when I was lying on that warm white bed, just like when I first had sex with him, his fingers running over my skin, so gentle, so intoxicating......"

When Bai Xiya said this, she had already fallen into an inextricable imagination.

The results speak for themselves, Ji Luode's research must have been unsuccessful, otherwise Bai Xiya would not be lying in the stinky ditch in front of him now.

It is impossible for him to succeed, so many amazing geniuses in history have not studied the secret of immortality, and he Ji Lude is not an immortal, how can he research any medicine for immortality?

I find it hard to understand how a true love can be distorted to such an extent, is it still called love?

In my opinion, this is completely an overly emotional behavior, Bai Xiya is completely sunk, and at that moment her brain is hot, which is what we often call brainwashing.

Just like the two words that Nobita stood beside me at this time and spit out disdainfully: "Brain-dead!" ”R1148