831. Overcome yourself
"This body is like in a dream, and I don't know where I am going." I looked at Yun Lu and Yun Yan and sighed in a low voice.
Yun Lu frowned, and seemed to be a little unhappy and said, "Husband." Aren't we living together here? Why do you feel this way? Could it be that there is something wrong with the two of us? ”
Yun Yan also helped: "Could it be because we didn't have children? We were originally born as flower fairies, and it is very difficult to have children. Don't be anxious, husband. I've recently read some ancient books and seen some secret techniques for many positions in the boudoir that are said to increase the chances of pregnancy. Why don't you let me try it again with my sister tonight? ”
If I had heard such words before, I would have been overjoyed and hurriedly agreed. But after seeing myself in the mirror that I couldn't bear to see, my heart was a little loose. It was like in the middle of the darkness, and suddenly the sun shone in.
This is called an epiphany, also called a Daigo empowerment.
I think I've finally figured something out.
If the little fox incident before still made me a little dazed. Then, when I contact Yunyan Yunlu again, I understand everything.
The little fox wants to talk about me, and I stopped at a critical moment. I don't kill her, that's my heart.
Yun Yan Yunlu used charm to confuse me, to make me intoxicated and not know the way back. I walked out. That's what I mean by heart.
My heart beckons ahead, how can I continue to be fascinated by the second daughter.
Zhuang Sheng dreams of butterflies, and he doesn't know if he is Zhuang Sheng or a butterfly. And I'm in a similar state myself.
It seems to be realistic, it is real. However, who can guarantee that all this is true.
I lowered my eyes and remained silent, just expressing my defiance in silence.
Yunlu saw that I didn't speak, and suddenly became a little annoyed. She snorted: "Husband, what do you mean today?" I think the two of us sisters have really done our best to you over the years. Whatever you want, we've got you covered. For you, we have used all kinds of positions in the boudoir, our sisters up and down, everywhere is yours. We don't quarrel, we just try to please you wholeheartedly. You enjoy the blessings of all people, and your life is extremely leisurely, isn't it good for us to live like this? ”
"yes, I really don't understand, why, you're going to be like this?" Yun Yan sighed, looking very hurt, "We really worked hard to do it, even if there is something that we don't do well, I hope you can take care of it." If you do this, you will break the hearts of our sisters. Could it be that in your eyes, our sisters are really not worth mentioning? ”
"Hallucinations, all hallucinations. Everything is illusory. I looked calm and said lightly.
Yunlu suddenly became a little angry, she snorted, and directly grabbed my hand with her hand. Then, she pressed my hand her chest, and she looked at me with an excited expression and said, "Touch it, is this true?" This is a chicken head tender meat that you can't afford to play with, you dare to say it's fake? ”
Yun Yan also moved the lotus step lightly, and when she came to me, her legs dangled in front of me, white and dazzling. The slender white legs are so smooth, and the cyan blood vessels on them are also distinct. Yun Yan also had a helpless look: "Look...... You open your eyes and see...... This is the legs that will not feel tired after playing all night, is this fake? ”
Under the attack of the second daughter, I was slightly embarrassed. Soon, though, I calmed down again. My slack heart regained its strength and formed an impregnable line of defense. I smiled slightly and said, "Do you really love me?" What do you love about me? ”
Before they could speak, I shouted and asked.
"Do you love my sloppy body and the vicissitudes of life?"
"Do you love my fat belly and lazy personality?"
"Husband!" Yunlu stomped her feet, looking like she was about to cry, she looked at me with a pitiful expression, as if she was about to cry.
Yun Yan's expression also became very sad. She sighed faintly, looked at Yunlu and said, "Why, why is this happening?" We just want to live together well, we want to grow old, we don't care about the outside world, we just live like this. ”
"Yes, we only love your soul. It doesn't matter how ugly you are on the outside or how sloppy you look. The important thing is that you are our husband, and we will love you. ”
Looking at the appearance of the second daughter, my heart was loose again. I asked myself, was I thinking wrong? In fact, everything is not what I thought it would be. This is a different kind of life.
A voice told me. It's good to be alive and happy, why think so much. Do you like this kind of life? If you like it, just continue to live like this. Where can you find such a pair of flowers? You can't find it at all. You can find it, that's your luck, you still haven't caught it?
Another voice told me. Don't give up, be firm in your beliefs. It's just a dream, it's just a dream!
Under the argument between the two voices, I was also very dazed.
"Do you really love me?" I finally looked at the second daughter and said, "If you really love me, then would you like to go out with me?" Go and see the outside world. ”
Yunlu snorted: "Husband, have you forgotten how you came in before?" What the outside world. What's so good about the outside world? There is only deceit, only intrigue, and you will be eaten in the outside world to the point that there are no bones left. Look at how nice we are here, it's like a paradise. We live happily together, and when the time comes, we will give birth to a child for you, and the house will be full of children and grandchildren, and it will make people feel happy when they think about it. ”
Yun Yan also showed a look of longing, and said to me, "Yes, husband. You don't have to worry about it anymore. It's good to be here. Let's not go out. ”
"I want to go to the outside world, you love me, just come with me." My expression was very determined.
Yunlu looked at me, and her eyes slowly turned cold: "Husband, are you trying to persecute us?" ”
"Didn't you say you loved me? Why don't you go out with me? I asked rhetorically.
Yunlu sneered: "We love you, but this is not a reason for you to do evil. You can't kidnap our love. We're good here, why let you out? Why do we go to the earthly world, why do we have to go through those things? We don't want it. ”
Yun Yan was even more ruthless, and said directly: "Don't talk nonsense with him." He's already a little crazy. We just locked him up, and after a while, he got better. ”
And then I literally got locked up. Yunyan Yunlu came to see me every day. They persuaded me and told me that the outside world was really bad, and that we just had to live here.
Sometimes, they would striptease in front of me and just seduce me. I looked at them in all their amorous ways, and thought about the joyful times between us, and my heart really wavered. But soon, I regained my composure, and my whole expression became solemn and solid again.
It's a dream.
That's what I told myself.
You can be happy in this dream and sink in the dream. But when you lose yourself completely, you can never go back. Dreams, after all, are dreams. I don't want to live in dreams. I want to be firm in my mind, and I wait slowly.
However, as time passed, I could never see a way out. A lot of times I even wonder if I'm having something wrong with my brain, but it's all real. Why should I think it's a dream. I almost couldn't help but give up. I was really miserable.
It was at this time that I saw an opportunity, which made me understand. It was really a dream, and I was once again overcoming myself.