Chapter 20: The Troubles of Too Much Discipline (Part II)

“…… I've had a dream since I was very young. ”

Standing on the scorched earth ruins filled with black smoke, Suzumiya Haruhi talked leisurely while looking up at the sky.

“…… Whether I am ridiculed as a secondary school disease, or suspected of having a problem with my head, I dream of making this boring world more exciting and lively, and then making myself a legendary heroine who protects the world and defends justice......

After so many years, although I have not been understood, I still can't let go of this obsession in my heart, and I want to play with aliens, future people, capable people and people from other worlds to make this world more lively

Eventually, just when I was about to give up, my dream suddenly came true, and a bustling new world opened its doors to me, and countless wonderful things unfolded before my eyes, and aliens, future people, and capable people turned out to be around me all along......

However, after a period of excitement, I realized that I was in a state of uncertainty about what the future holds.

How so? It feels like a wonderful novel, omitting most of the ups and downs of the plot and process, and jumping straight from the beginning to the end - although the ending is very bright hapud1, it still feels awkward and dazed.

In short, in this wonderful new world that suddenly opened its doors, I suddenly didn't know what I should do.

Seeking more power? I am already the supreme god of this planet and every world, and who else could be more powerful than me?

Fight against alien invaders? First of all, our world has not been invaded by aliens for the time being. Secondly, hehe, not to mention my ability, just with those strange people I have already seen, no matter what aliens dare to invade our world, they will definitely only be beaten

Eradicate evil and maintain fairness and justice in the world? Well, this mission seems to be very suitable for the identity of the gods, and I just insisted on punishing these skin demons and giving justice to the women who died tragically in the basement, just because I felt that it was my natural mission......"

Speaking of this, Kasuga Suzumiya-san, couldn't help but sigh faintly, "...... But the result? Although sending out the giant army in this way and making a big fuss with a bang, it seems to be very cool. But when all the qiē is over, what problem have I solved other than creating a ruin? Is it really upholding justice and justice, and seeking justice for those who died tragically?

Except for the ogre colonel we just caught, and the thugs who have already been overturned by us, many of the evil members who founded this torture club are probably still safe and sound at the moment, and I don't even know who they are or where they are now.

On the contrary, as the colonel said, many innocent German soldiers died as a result, and countless public property was destroyed...... Am I still a partner in justice? What's more, what's next?

Well, of course I could have caused a bigger catastrophe, or even summoned a giant meteorite to hit Germany and raze the country to the ground. Or summon a group of demons and monsters to descend on Europe, and punish every scumbag who can be found in this land...... However, under such an indiscriminate and fierce blow, the innocent people who died because of it would be at least several times more than those who deserved it. Hey, although I don't want to admit it, but as the ogre colonel said, I, who am also stained with blood and full of murder, am afraid that I am not qualified to stand on the high ground of morality and despise them......"

Her shoulders suddenly collapsed, as if her whole mind had fallen into unprecedented tangle and confusion.

——Regarding the entanglement of the spring in the cool palace, Wang Qiu just wanted to increase his forehead with his hand for a while, and sighed: Girl, your discipline is too high

Obviously a vigorous girl who breaks through ingenuity and moves forward bravely, don't learn from those pretentious literary girls, okay?

If it is those decisive heroes in Chinese online novels, even if it is a positive character of the sunshine type, at most it will be a little pity and touch for tragedies such as the massacre of cities and mass graves. As for the lives below the triple digits, most of them will not be regarded as a matter at all, and they will not even blink their eyes...... If you kill a few people casually and have to sigh for a long time, then how can you be happy to take revenge and conquer the world?

But this is also something that can't be helped, as a Japanese student, Suzumiya Haruhi probably grew up receiving various anti-war education, and his aversion to violence and killing is probably far better than that of his peers in other countries (limited to the real world, not counting online competitions).

Although the campus life of Japanese high school students is not a paradise in an ivory tower, there are also various bullying incidents, as well as delinquent girls and hooligan groups of teenage girls, but there is still a considerable distance from the bloody life-and-death killing.

That's why from Is This a Zombie? In the various light novels from "Detective Conan", even in the face of a murderer, the protagonist basically does not take his life: because in the modern Japanese concept, it is never right to kill someone, even if the other party is a murderer.

Therefore, it is really an impossible task to make Suzumiya Haruhi go from an ordinary middle school student who is accustomed to a peaceful life in a very short period of time to a battlefield warrior with bloody hands and disregard human life like a mustard - the real war and destruction are quite cruel and sad, definitely not as fascinating as described in knight novels, and not as handsome and gorgeous as in the game animation.

Moreover, the sudden acquisition of powerful power is the same as a sudden windfall, if the lucky person who obtains it does not have enough psychological qualities, then most of the next guidance will not be a good thing, but only a disaster - at least it will make people extinguish their enterprising spirit and find their goal in life. At worst, it will make people decadent and corrupt, and lose a beautiful and noble quality, which has always been a very philosophical and valuable topic.

Wang Qiu has heard more than once that a good person who was originally ambitious and striving for progress, after accidentally winning the lottery or inheriting a large inheritance, quickly became decadent and degenerate, indulged in pleasure, completely lost the courage and motivation to struggle, and finally squandered all the wealth he had been lucky to gain, and degenerated into a wrecked wasted person - these easy-to-come wealth did not become their motivation, but became an obstacle.

In the same way, for Haruhi Suzumiya, the powerful power she has just suddenly gained may also be a difficult test.

In fact, she can still restrain herself until now, and she is already thankful that she has not abused violence to wantonly destroy and toss the earth.

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