Chapter 177: An Uncertain Future

I sat on the couch and listened quietly to Qu Chunhua tell me about my father—the few things he knew. The pen and fun www.biquge.info his mouth is basically the father I am familiar with, which is the opposite of the father in the demon's mouth. Only occasionally in a small moment, in the eyes of Qu Chunhua, who was deliberately observing, did his father inadvertently reveal a trace of extremely unique difference.

I don't know exactly what it is, but from this perspective, paying attention to someone who is very special to him from afar still makes him feel mixed feelings.

Especially before the Spring Festival this year, when he suddenly heard the news of my father's accidental death, he was shocked and sad, and he didn't know who to express it to, and how to express it, which made my nose sour. If it goes on like this, my tears will not help falling, but fortunately he was also a little emotional, and had to stop the topic in time.

"Shining, until I failed to complete this task, I didn't dare to contact you, because there was always some worry, worried that my actions would accidentally cause you some trouble. But now it's different, I originally planned to wait until after this year's Midyear Festival, I have completed the task, and I will let you come to me, because now everything is different. Qu Chunhua said very sincerely, "I know that you don't live in your own house now, so come to me!" ”

"Is it because of the end of the world that you said?" I asked.

Qu Chunhua nodded.

"I have experienced that final day myself, even if I have died once, the memory of that day is still clear to this day, and it is absolutely impossible to forget. That's an absolute nightmare for humans! Shining, since you believe me, you should be able to imagine all this. I've been preparing for this day for five years. Shining, come to me, and bring people who are important to you with you. Although the darkness of the future is too strong for me to guarantee anything, it is always much more calm to be prepared than not to be prepared. ”

I heard the meaning of his words, and I couldn't help but be very moved. He has fulfilled his promise, but he is not satisfied with this, he also wants to protect me as much as possible in the face of the impending end of humanity.

The person in front of him is not only decisive and super action-oriented, but also must be a person who is always grateful, right?

Such people tend to radiate their aura to a great extent, unconsciously conveying bright energy to the people around them.

I tried to observe him with a special field of vision, with my eyes that existed as a merger. But I found that there was no more blame in him, he was clean, and he became like us special people.

Although his body is still an ordinary human, people who have been reborn once are different after all. The interesting thing about human life is that life can always be only a sketch, and it is impossible to go back and revise it, whether it is good or bad. But Qu Chunhua is different, his life can be delicately depicted on the basis of sketches, turning life into a delicate work of art.

Even if you know that the future is dangerous and dark, you will still choose to start all over again, that is to say, the very fact of living as a human being is quite tempting!

So is the end inevitable and unavoidable? Humans love their lives so much!

I politely rejected Qu Chunhua's kindness and told him that I still had my own things to do before that. Qu Chunhua did not try to persuade and retain me, and it can be seen that because of my father's relationship, he has long classified me as an "abnormal human being".

It's hard to talk to people who are so insightful.

We talked for a while, and I explained to him some of the basics of human preparedness and fighting demons, so that his preparations could be more purposeful and targeted. Although there are not many people who have always believed in him, I know that once that day really comes, all that Qu Chunhua has done will definitely save a large number of human beings, and even become a great contributor to preserving the fire for the human race.

Qu Chunhua listened very excitedly, what I have mastered must be much beyond his imagination. We left each other's contact information, and said that we would keep in touch and communicate with each other in a timely manner.

When I was about to say goodbye, Qu Chunhua suddenly stopped me.

He thought for a moment and said to me: "Shining, in fact, in the past five years, I have also found that many things are different from the last time I experienced them in person. ”

"Different?"

"For example, the last time this time, I wasn't here, my business wasn't here, and you weren't here."

Of course. Since you are fortunate enough to be reborn, you will naturally not make the same choices as before, and will prepare in advance for the future that you already know. And the different choices made will affect the future to varying degrees, which is a certain thing.

"Shine, I mean—and I've been wondering a lot these days—is the future really set in stone? Or maybe I have a different idea at the moment, and the future will go to a completely different fork in the road. So, maybe the future isn't necessarily that way. ”

I nodded. I understand that he is trying to say that perhaps, we human beings ourselves have the ability to change our fate, so we should not give up hope until the last moment.

That's what I thought, and now, I'm even more convinced of it.

When I returned to Boredom, the first thing I did was shut myself in the house, turning out the souvenirs my parents had given me one by one and spreading them out on my bed.

The Montblanc pen was on the list, and it seemed to appeal to me for some reason.

So I'm even more convinced that it should be it.

But what kind of secrets can it hide?

I took it in my hand, looked at it repeatedly, and then pulled out the cap.

It has been following me for a long time, and I don't particularly care for it, or even give it enough attention. Since it has not been used for a long time, the carbon ink inside has dried up, and the nib has a faint black condensation.

If there's a secret hidden in it, why haven't I been able to discover it for so long?

And why, do you have to crack it in the month of July?

I tried many things, I took it apart, I put it back together, I saw it with my inner eye, I felt it with my consciousness, and I still didn't find anything.

Even with my very different body as a fused body, I still haven't been able to resonate with it in any way.

In desperation, I put it on the windowsill in case I could observe and study it at any time.

That night, I changed into my uniform and was about to go to the bar to help and prepare to open the door, when my eyes accidentally swept over the windowsill, but I was surprised to find that the fountain pen lying there quietly seemed to have changed slightly.

If you don't look closely, you won't notice that it is slightly different from the original color, and it seems to be wrapped in a shallow light.