I just do what I want to do and just want to be the best I can be
I never dare to forget that saying, the more you know, the more you will discover your ignorance.
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infoI don't dare to say that I know a lot, I should say that a lot of my knowledge is far less than I thought.
From British, American, French, German, Italian, and Japanese dramas, their films, anime, novels, comics, to history, literature, language, art, and music, many of them have not been carefully watched and studied carefully.
Sometimes, I'm not a patient person.
In all fairness, Mr. Andy Warhol's "Empire State Building" was well shot, really good, and as Mr. Warhol said, TheEmpireStateBuildingisastar!
Yes, the Empire State Building, it's a star, a well-deserved star.
And the final twist of the film makes everyone feel that the previous wait is worth it, no matter how much time it wastes you.
But, unfortunately, I simply didn't have the patience to read on, and all I saw was the end.
My American friend said that if I were your English teacher, I would definitely give you an A.
Although I was a little disappointed that it wasn't A+, I was still very impressed.
When those people who don't know what to say deny you, you still have people to support you, isn't this the best ending for this person?
I remember last Friday night at the end of October, because my drawings did not satisfy me in any way, I threw down my pencil in anger and almost tore the whole paper to shreds.
The senior who taught me to draw was silent for a while and asked me: Are you annoyed?
It's true that drawing shapes can be boring for many people.
But I never wanted to give up, I just wanted to do my best, but at that time, I just couldn't do it, it was a rage, it was my original sin.
I don't want to fight for anything, and it's not unreasonable.
For example, the English teacher said that my English is poor, which is also what I have to admit, I can't deny that many of my professional materials are completely incomprehensible, I can only look up the dictionary little by little, even so, I may not be able to translate the entire professional vocabulary, Latin and Chinese are completely different things.
In my circle, those who know me well know that I only read Japanese and Chinese, and others think that I have a quirk, but in fact because I can't understand the most extensive English materials.
That's why, nothing to be embarrassed to admit.
Even so, even with these flaws, I still want to be the best I can be, try to be the best I can be, maybe not in the real sense, maybe just to satisfy myself, maybe some people will think that it is false, ridiculous, metaphysical, but what does it matter?
I only do what I like, I only play what I want to play.
I don't have WeChat because I don't like it.
I play the LINE series because I like it.
I have mixi because I like it.
Like is like, disdain is disdain, nothing to be embarrassed to say.
I want to write what I want to write, and what I want to write is part of the fantasy I have made in my heart.
In the too chaotic and complicated fantasy world, I tried my best to find the tip of the iceberg that could be shown in words, and shared it with everyone with my clumsy writing as much as possible, which is also what I pursued.
No matter how many people, whether we know each other or not, whether everyone is full of disdain, hostility, resentment, and vicious curses against me, I don't care, I just do what I want to do, I just want to do the best.