The first chapter is full of rivers and mountains, and the thoughts are far away

When I was a sophomore in college, Xiong Xin ..... Well, let's call it Bear Heart, who was kicked from the elite class to the ordinary class. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info This is really not a pleasant thing, so the first class meeting held by the new head teacher Xiong Xin is just a boring attitude that has to go.

When I entered the classroom, I was a little late, probably Xiong Xin and the three people in the dormitory were the last to enter, and these three Xiong Xin were also completely unfamiliar with it, although they were all scrap materials from the elite class, and they were in the same class before, but Xiong Xin had no impression of them at all, and they couldn't even remember their names until the class meeting. At this time, they were no different from strangers to Bear Heart.

Unfamiliar environment, unfamiliar classmates, boring life, bleak future, a bad life, just happened to fall out of love, migraines from time to time, everything, Xiong Xin only felt very irritable, and the most important thing to do was to take two sleeping pills and couldn't sleep.

Then I met Wang Lin, which was the first time Xiong Xin saw her.

The first thing you noticed was her smile. Xiong Xin likes to smile from the heart, just like the kind of smile on her face standing in front of Xiong Xin at this time. Although it is a toothless smile, it has an inexplicable contagion, which makes Xiong Xin's muddy head sober up a little.

So Xiong Xin focused his vision to one point so that he could observe it carefully.

She has short ear-length hair and looks refreshing in a short-sleeved top with a long light-colored skirt.

Looks ok.

Wang is the current class president, and he needs to make sure that all the students have arrived before he can start the class meeting. After marking the checkmark for the bears, the head teacher started the class meeting.

Class meetings, it's probably like that, first the head teacher talks about it, and then enters the topic. Because there are many new students joining the class, one of the themes of this class meeting is to introduce each other.

It's boring, boring, but it's a necessary cutscene for the smooth running of society, and enduring the headaches that come on from time to time, Xiong Xin introduced himself. While waiting for the end of the class meeting, I suddenly heard a girl say that she was the class leader and asked everyone to call her if they had something.

Well, what she said seems to make sense, college, there are often all kinds of activities, meetings, etc., and there will be sudden extra classes and so on. So Xiong Xin added her phone number. Then the strange new number shows that it is from Tangshan, and the bears are now in Jiangcheng. Her thoughts swirled in her mind, and Xiong Xin understood that she was from Tangshan, and she had been using an old phone number that had been used for at least a year. This is very different, Xiong Xin has changed three phone numbers in the past two years.

This girl named Wang Lin from Tangshan who is now the class president looks quite interesting, but. It's just fun.

If you are busy in your sophomore year, you can be very busy, and you can run to the library every day to read materials. If you say it's not busy, it's really not busy at all, anyway, there are no midterm exams and monthly exams now, and you can play until the final exam as long as you don't get caught skipping class.

In the first month after the start of school, Xiong Xin basically didn't study hard, and all she thought about was what would happen to the competition, what she was doing, and whether she was happy now. Recently, I've always heard that Xinjiang is not very stable, and it's very worrying that she is alone there.

At the end of September, Jing Zhi made it clear that she had a boyfriend. When I received the news at that time, I had a feeling that everything was worse than death. At that moment, Xiong Xinari really understood the so-called "mourning is greater than heart death", probably counting.

Within a minute of receiving the news, feelings of jealousy and anger filled the body and mind, and the only thought at that time was to go and slash the man to death. Then the feeling of anger turns to a feeling of powerlessness, even if Xiong Xin can really do it, so what? Like is like, dislike is not like, since she has made a choice, it means that her feelings for Xiong Xin are not the kind of feelings that Xiong Xin feels for her, everything is just Xiong Xin's own affection. Or maybe she has someone she likes more, but the miscellaneous family is not ............. Hey, there's no need to talk about that.

trembling and typing, "It's not enough to defeat the bear's heart for this little thing!" After that, I turned off the computer, went to bed, and didn't fall asleep for the rest of the night, until after dawn, when I slept in a daze for about half an hour.

Meeting, acquaintance, acquaintance, Xiong Xin fell in love with Jing Zhi for about a year and a half and less than two years, and then after the confession was rejected and learned that she had a boyfriend, Xiong Xin deleted all the information related to her, because if she continued to contact her, Xiong Xin would go crazy

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In that case, doesn't it bind her? How can you be sure that your bondage is her only happiness? If love will never change and last forever, how can Xiong Xin be sure that he can always maintain the mood when he said this? Today's bear heart and yesterday's bear heart, and tomorrow's bear heart believe that there is always a difference, doesn't that love ever exist in the dimension of time?

Who are you writing these things for? Who cares and appreciates what you've written? Aren't all these things your own?

When you write these things, you write down your sorrows, your pain, your fears, your hesitation, and you use such an exaggerated tone, are these really your emotions? Are you sure your words are tied to your heart? Or do you choose words that are so selective or random that they can arouse strong emotions in the reader?

Don't you want people you like to see these words? And you're also paying attention to the information of the people you like every day!

You don't want to drag the mud and water like this, but you don't have the courage to cut everything. You know it's about preparing for the best and preparing for the worst, but isn't it time to choose between the least bad options?

When I saw someone's information update, I thought it was written specifically for you. Self-righteousness and self-inflicted affection are very boring things that make people laugh.

If you think you're wise, you'll be confused when it comes to yourself.

You close comments because you don't want people to comment on them. This kind of thing only depends on the feelings of the person concerned, and others cannot understand it. You can't figure it out even yourself, let alone someone else?

Well, I've almost forgotten about the twelfth.

I have applied for a new QQ and decided to do it again.

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This probably reflects the state of Xiong Xin at that time from a certain angle.,It doesn't seem to be a reference to Kojiro.。

This breakup, well, it probably can't be called a breakdown before it starts, let's call it the "September Incident". In the two months after the "September Incident", I still often think about Jingzhi, when I eat, when I go to class, when I walk, when I take a bath, when I sleep, and even if I focus on something, my thoughts will involuntarily drift to her bits and pieces.

During this period of time, Xiong Xin almost couldn't do anything, and even when he played Xiong Xin's favorite game, he would suddenly think of the competition in a daze.

I don't see it for a day, like every other autumn.

Although I made up my mind, "love is a thing for no reason, and love is constant". Well, this is the lyrics, and the next sentence is: Who remembers the tail and swears by the pillar, just a joke.

Xiong Xin knows that he will eventually fall in love with other girls, and he will forget this feeling of love that is dead and alive, as long as he is given enough time. Until then, all he can do is keep himself as busy as he can, so busy that he doesn't have time to think about anything else. If it doesn't work, when you're sad and heartbroken, go for a lot of exercise until you're exhausted.

Sometimes he thinks: If he didn't have a heart, probably he wouldn't feel pain.