In the endless darkness, in a narrow corridor, with a lighter in hand, crawling forward by the faint light of the fire, I didn't know why I was going, where I was going, the confined space and the terrible silence left me breathless. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

I had to keep crawling forward, as if that was the way I could leave my fear behind.

I don't know how long I climbed, until the lighter in my hand was so hot that I couldn't hold it anymore, it fell from the palm of my hand, making a "bang" sound, and then there was a sliding sound downward, I reached out and touched it forward, nervous, and there was nothing under my hand.

Then I heard the sound of an object falling into the water, and I was startled. There is no road ahead, and I don't know how deep it is, so am I not on a cliff?

There was a deep darkness in front and behind, and something seemed to be watching me in the darkness, and I heard a clicking sound behind me, as if something was dripping on the ground.

I wanted to jump into the abyss in front of me, but at some point, the space suddenly became tighter and tighter, and I couldn't move, so I had to curl up in desperation.

The pressure was surging in all directions, I felt as if I was being put into a crucified coffin, I couldn't stretch my body, this oppressive feeling of boredom made me feel hot all over, and there seemed to be a breath of air in my chest that made me almost crazy.

I stretched my limbs like crazy, but I was firmly anchored, and I felt a sharp pain in my chest, and then I lost consciousness.

"Huhuhu......"

I sat up straight, panting violently, feeling very uncomfortable, as if I was drenched in sweat.

"You're having a nightmare, take a deep breath and calm down, there's water on the table." There was a gentle and nice voice in my ears.

I glanced up at her, her expression was soft, I think I must be pale and frightened at the moment, combined with the sweaty look that scared a lot of people, but there was not much surprise in her eyes, obviously she was used to it.

"You go to the bathroom inside to wash your face first, I'll go out for a while and come back soon."

I lay on the chaise longue with my eyes closed, and I didn't reply, and I heard the sound of high heels stepping on the ground and leaving.

After taking a few deep breaths, I calmed down a little and got up to go to the bathroom.

Looking at the face in the mirror, thin and pale, how could I have thought that it would only be two months for me to become like this, I thought back on the experience of the past two months, smiled wryly, reached out and patted my face, and left the bathroom.

Dr. Ye just came back, sitting on the small sofa next to the recliner with a stack of papers, which should be about me, but it was quite thick.

The room is neat and plain, with soft lighting, and under the wall opposite the chaise longue is a row of indescribable potted plants, which gives people a very quiet and peaceful feeling. And there is a faint fragrance in the house, refreshing, I don't know where it comes from, it smells very good.

I sat on the small sofa opposite her, she saw me coming, nodded to me, and took a glass of water from the coffee table next to her arm, "Mr. Liu, you must be thirsty, let's drink a glass of water first." ”

I took the glass, thanked her, and looked at her as I drank.

Ye Qingyu, a well-known psychiatrist in the city, has a good voice and beautiful appearance, it is said that he is only twenty-eight years old, and it is said on TV that the suicide rate of the profession of psychiatrist is very high, and it is a pity that such a young girl likes to do this.

In recent years, the suicide rate of Chinese people has surged, psychiatrists are very scarce, and they usually have to queue for several days to make an appointment.

"Mr. Liu, your situation is more serious than I imagined, please tell me your truest feelings, so that I can have a clear judgment of the difficulties you are facing." The beautiful doctor suddenly looked up at me and said.

I shook my head and shook off Fang Cai's thoughts, and scolded myself secretly, I still have the heart to worry about others in this situation.

"I said the most real feelings, but they didn't believe me, and the way they looked at me was like seeing a neurotic."

I was reluctant to see a psychiatrist, and when I first went to counseling, I was always afraid that someone I knew would see me and tell them about my situation, and all I would get was a psychiatric diagnosis. By the time I was recommended to Dr. Yip, I was numb and didn't want to say a word.

At first, she saw that I was in a bad mood and hypnotized me, but I fell asleep at some point, and although I had a nightmare, my heart was much calmer, and I had some hope for her.

Anyway, this is the last time I'll see a psychiatrist, I thought to myself.

"Please say it again, I will listen carefully, and it will help you to talk more." Her eyes were like two pools of clear but bottomless water, and her voice was soft but magical, making me unconsciously want to be obedient.

"That was about two months ago......" I leaned back on the couch and closed my eyes.

Two months ago, I heard that Brother Dashan was coming to Songhua City, so I called and asked, Brother Dashan said that he was on the train, and he had to change trains on the way, and it was estimated that he would arrive tomorrow. He also said that it was his first time and asked me what I was looking at, and asked me to take him to play.

I haven't seen Brother Dashan for a year, so I readily agreed, asked for leave directly from the unit, and went straight to the train station the next day.

It was noon, the flow of people was boiling, I stood outside the exit and waited for a long time and still didn't see anyone, I was about to make a phone call to ask, just opened and saw a middle-aged man walking over with a mobile phone in his right hand.

I recognized him at a glance and held up the phone and shook it. When Brother Dashan saw me, he laughed from afar, put his phone in his pocket, walked quickly in front of me, slapped me on the shoulder, and slapped me on the ground.

"Haha, you've gained weight."

I rubbed my shoulders and glared at him, "I almost knocked you to the ground, can you use less force in the future?" ”

Brother Dashan's body looked stronger than a year ago, he took out a pack of Hongtashan from his jacket pocket, lit a cigarette, and said while smoking: "Brother, your body is too weak, how can you attract girls?" I'll teach you to exercise another day, and find a girlfriend as soon as possible, so that my sister-in-law can rest assured. ”

"Okay, here we go again, you can't worry less about my business?" I took him to a nearby local restaurant.

"Ouch, I hugged you when you were a child, and now you annoy me? I really miss the time when you begged me for candy in open crotch pants! By the way, I'll also pee ...... you," Brother Dashan said nostalgically as he took a cigarette in his mouth.

I coughed twice to interrupt his next memories and told him about the rest of the trip: "Let's go to my house after dinner, then go to the city's famous seaweed park, and then ......"

I changed the topic, Brother Dashan smiled and stopped making a sound, and listened while eating.

Brother Dashan is my distant cousin, I'm afraid my father can't say how far away, anyway, they are all children of Lao Liu Zhuang, and they are all surnamed Liu. He was in his thirties, his parents died young, and although he was in good health, his face was dark and wrinkled, and he looked like a forty-year-old man, and he was often easily recognized as father and son when he stood with me.

But we have a good relationship, it is said that he hugged me when I was young, and often bought me toys when I came back from working outside, in recent years I went to school in Songhua City and then worked and rarely saw him, I heard that he made a lot of money in the northwest, but I didn't believe it, because it was not visible from the way he dressed.

As I spoke, I remembered that I didn't know what he was doing here, so I asked casually, and he was stunned for a moment, and said to find an acquaintance.

He's never been to Songhua City, do you have any other acquaintances here besides me? He said it was a business business, and I didn't think much of it, and after dinner we went back to where I lived.

I asked him if he wanted to sleep first, and he shook his head and said that he had slept too much on the train and asked me to take him out directly.

I took him almost around Songhua City, walked around the afternoon, walked sore, my legs were numb, I usually lack exercise, maybe there were blisters on my feet, grinding for a while, so that Brother Dashan laughed at me for a long time.

It was a bit dark, we had just come out of the ecological park to see the monkeys, and I suggested finding a place to eat before heading home. Brother Dashan said that he was a guest, and he listened to my arrangement.

This is the outskirts of the city, there is an old street not far away, the houses and streets are a little dilapidated, but at this time it is very lively, I entered a restaurant with Brother Dashan, after eating I asked Brother Dashan to sit and wait for a while, I called a taxi to come.

When I came back, I couldn't find Brother Dashan. Seeing that there was no him around, I called his phone, only to find that his phone was ringing on the dinner table.

I became anxious, thinking to myself how old this person was, and people should be worried.

I ran into the old street, and I heard the shouting of a taxi driver behind me.

I asked people as I walked, and when I finally found Brother Dashan at the end of the street, I went up and punched him.

"Brother Dashan, can you stop playing the missing game, you don't even want your phone, you're here to play people!"

I hit him, he didn't react, just stared blankly at the other side, I was suspicious, and followed his gaze.

Opposite is a jewelry store, there is only a man and a woman in it, the woman is choosing jewelry, and the man is wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses, standing on the side and seems a little impatient.

I glanced at Brother Dashan, and his eyes were very complicated, and all the words I could think of to describe my heart were expressed in his eyes.

I took a closer look at the woman, who was in her twenties, and she was okay looking, with big breasts, which was the type that Brother Dashan liked.

I suddenly realized, could it be that Brother Dashan met his ex-girlfriend and her current boyfriend?

So this woman is the acquaintance he said he wanted to see? He came here without anything, did he want to see each other and leave?

I said that he didn't have much energy when he played all afternoon, and he didn't know what he was thinking, so that's what happened.

I immediately wrote the script of the love triangle around these two men and one woman in my heart, looking at Brother Dashan's unrelenting expression, I sighed and patted him on the shoulder, it's better to practice well than to look good, even if you have developed six-pack abs, but you look too old, it's normal for people to look down on you.

Brother Dashan finally noticed that I was by my side, glanced at the sweat on my forehead, lit a cigarette, and said to me: "Brother, you go back first, I still have some business, and I will invite you to dinner tomorrow." ”

I shook my head and said, "No, since you came to me, I have to entertain me well, how can I leave you halfway and go home by myself, so that my dad knows that he has to smoke me." ”

Actually, I'm curious about what is going on with his love triangle, I have rarely seen him over the years, I have to get to know him well, and by the way, take revenge on him for his ridicule when we met at noon.

Brother Dashan seemed to know what I was thinking, glared at me, and was about to reject me, when suddenly he caught a glimpse of the couple walking out of the store, so he grabbed me and hid in the store behind me.

This is a grocery store, and tobacco and alcohol are also sold, and Brother Dashan said to buy a pack of cigarettes and asked me to go out to see the position of the man and woman, and I nodded and went out.

The man walked in front, and the woman watched as she walked, and I inadvertently noticed that the two of them were walking in a weird way, but I couldn't tell what was strange, and I felt very uncomfortable.

I wanted to ask Brother Dashan, but when I turned my head, Brother Dashan had already walked next to me and was carrying a long package into his arms, "Where did they go?" ”

I looked at it fixedly, and it turned out to be a fruit knife, and I was immediately frightened, hugged his arm and whispered, "Brother Dashan, isn't it just a woman?" It doesn't come to this, does it? ”

Brother Dashan looked at me and was stunned for a while, then scolded with a smile: "What do you want? That woman is not my woman. ”

"Then you have this fruit knife......

"Oh, I suddenly remembered, I went to your house at noon to buy fruit, and you didn't have a fruit knife at home, so I bought one, and you see I didn't even tear the package." He said as he showed me the fruit knife.

I'm still skeptical, "So what are you doing with them?" Are you enemies? ”

Brother Dashan glanced out and glared at me, "You've watched too many TV series, why are there so many, killing people is a crime, can I know better than you?" ”

When he saw that I was about to ask, he turned around and went out, ignoring me.

I hurriedly followed him, and at the same time breathed a sigh of relief, thinking to myself that he was right, people in their thirties, and they knew what to do and what not to do, and I was really worried about it again.

We followed the two of them, who never noticed us, and soon they walked into a roadside inn, where it was getting dark and the street lights were on.

Brother Dashan looked at the neon sign on the hostel and laughed, "Nude Hostel, hehe, the name is really good." ”

I thought to myself, no, such a naked name is easy to be seized, and when I looked up, I was angry, "It's obviously Luo Yan Hotel!" Brother Dashan, do you know how to read? ”

"Hehe, let's go, we'll stay here tonight, maybe there will be special services!"

I looked at the lewd smile on his big black face, which was a little funny, and quipped: "Brother Dashan, you don't just want to come to Miss so you don't go home with me, do you?" ”

He smiled but didn't say anything, when he really went in, I was confused in my head, I didn't go back to my home, could it be true that I was staying here?

I was very hesitant, but when I thought of the fruit knife in his hand, I suddenly made up my mind to walk in, there must be some ulterior secret between Brother Dashan and the pair of men and women!

There was a young man lying on his stomach at the front desk, with messy hair, who switched to the game interface and played after we registered.

Brother Dashan didn't leave after getting the room card, took out the more expensive Chinese cigarette he just bought and took one in his mouth, and then handed another one to the man at the front desk, seeing that he was not empty-handed, he helped him light the cigarette, and then asked: "Little brother, do you know which room the man and woman who came in just now live?" ”

The little brother said thank you, heard the question, glanced at him, and Brother Dashan threw the whole pack of cigarettes to him, and then he whispered: "Room 207." ”

The corridor on the second floor is narrow, allowing only two people to walk side by side, and the key card is 209, next door to 207. Only the three downlights on the top of the hallway were still on, and the one on the edge of our room flickered on and off, making a sizzling sound from time to time.

I followed Brother Dashan to open the door and enter, this is a double room, two beds, a TV, a bathroom, the decoration and furnishings are quite standard, but the furniture is a little old, and an oil painting on the wall has been blurred to see clearly.

Brother Dashan opened the door and leaned on the door frame to listen to the movement of 207 next to him, I went to the bathroom to pee, the toilet did not come out when flushing, I wanted to go downstairs and call the front desk to see, Brother Dashan said no, he came over and opened the water tank to check it, saying that the water valve was broken, and it must not be repaired tonight, we will not live tomorrow, let me endure it all night.

I nodded, saw the fruit knife on the table, reached out and took it, and was seen by Brother Dashan, who pointed at me and smiled, but didn't say anything.

There don't seem to be many people living on this floor on the second floor, and there is occasionally a car outside, but it's very quiet.

After walking so much in the afternoon, I fell asleep after watching TV for a while, and before I fell asleep, I saw Brother Dashan also lying on the bed.

I was woken up by a stomachache at night, I guess I had a bad stomach at night, I wanted to go to the bathroom, and I remembered that the toilet was broken, and I glanced at Brother Dashan who was lying on the opposite bed, and I didn't wake him up, and I went out cautiously with slippers and paper, and I half-covered the door and went down to the first floor.

The front desk guy fell asleep in front of the computer, I glanced at the screen, at half past two in the morning, I shook him, didn't wake up, I vaguely remembered that there was a public toilet outside, so it took me a long time to find it, and finally released it happily.

Back at the hostel, the little brother was still sleeping, the computer time was 2:55, I quietly went upstairs, I don't know what happened The lights in the corridor were all out, at 3 o'clock in the morning the corridor was darker than outside, the darkness was extremely silent, from time to time there was a cool breeze blowing, I was suddenly a little scared.

What a bastard turned off the lights! I hated to think. Some want to go down and call the front desk brother, but the dignity of the man tells me that I can't, why don't I smear a few steps, I'm afraid of a ball!

209 In the fifth room on the left side of the corridor, I touched one by one from the left, and felt a doorknob counted as one.

As I touched the fourth doorknob, I heard what seemed to be movement coming from inside, and I listened with bated breath and didn't hear anything.

I thought to myself, isn't this the room where the man and the woman live? They haven't slept so late?

I shook my head, I didn't care about it, my feet were cold from the cold in my slippers, and I hurried back to my room to warm up in the bed.

As soon as I took a step, I heard something coming from the room, as if shouting for help!

I thought I had misheard, and put my ear to the door to sound.

This time, I didn't hear a cry for help, only a few small sounds, but it made me feel a cool breath from my spine and go straight to my head.

I heard the popping of sharp objects piercing into my flesh, the sound of panting, the snapping of liquid dripping onto the ground.

I sat down on the ground in fright, got up and rushed forward, I didn't know where to press it, I clicked as if I pressed a switch, the downlight above my head lit up, and I saw a large patch of red liquid flowing from under door 207, which was extremely dazzling on the gray floor.

I stared at the puddle of red liquid for a few moments, as if I heard something moving inside, but I didn't dare to listen anymore. With trembling hands, he opened the door of room 209, slowly walked into the room, closed it carefully, lay on the bed, and covered his head with a quilt. Listening to the sound of my heart beating from violent to flat, I don't know when I fell asleep.