"This cigarette is given by a debt collector, and it is the master who owes money this year, and the one who borrows the money is the grandson." Gave Chengcai a cigarette, and said half-jokingly, I first peeled off the plastic tube on the outside of the cigarette, "This cigarette is purely for pretending people, each cigarette will be given you a condom, I don't know I think we will get pregnant after smoking." "I took the cigarette in hand and told a little yellow joke, of course, this is also the crystallization of my boss and I often go out to participate in all kinds of entertainment. Chengcai played with the cigarette in his hand, although he also peeled off the outer cover, but he refused to light it for a long time. Because he knew too well that the results of his work in one night were worth four of these cigarettes. A college student who has just graduated from the imperial capital, without the support of the successor financial resources, can be considered very lucky to be able to become a talent. Most of them chose to bow to fate, but the person in front of me still straightened his spine, raised his proud head, and walked forward step by step, because he knew how to sail against the current and retreat if he didn't advance. I touched my pocket, there were still two unopened packs in it, took Chengcai's hand, and slapped it into his hand, "Go home for the old man to taste it during the New Year." Compared with the big boy in front of me, I can be regarded as a loser, "No, no, no, no, this cigarette is too expensive, Brother Jia, you can keep it." Chengcai hurriedly pushed back, "Let you take it, where is so much nonsense!" "After staying with the boss for a long time, the aura around me naturally became stronger, "Brother Xiexie! After speaking, Chengcai put the cigarette into the pocket of his jeans, as soon as he sat down, he stood up again, put the two packs of cigarettes in the breast pocket of the white sweatshirt, I lit both of our cigarettes, and then continued to listen to Chengcai's narration.

"In order not to let the people of the imperial capital discriminate against us, we have practiced Mandarin for four years in college, and I am better, after all, the imperial capital is also considered to be the north, but my girlfriend is difficult, people are talking, and she is fluent in Mandarin, she is practicing with goose soft stones, at the beginning, her mouth was swollen like a sausage, and I didn't dare to kiss her for a month." Cigarette is a prop to communicate a man's feelings, at this moment I have a deep understanding, Chengcai spit out a smoke ring, and continued, "Your brother and sister are called Zhang Xiaoting, she is the most valuable treasure in my life, if I lose her, I will never live alone in this world." "What are you talking about, hurry up and say what life and death, say that you two practice Mandarin for a while." Maybe it's because of the same disease, I am especially disgusted that Chengcai said that he wants to die or live, Chengcai grinned at me, "Honestly, brother, can you hear that I have a foreign accent now?" If I didn't tell your brother and sister myself, who would have guessed that we were outsiders? Chengcai held a cigarette and showed me a smile of success, but this smile was mixed with too much blood, tears and injustice.

"Even if the two of us rented a small nest, it was too far away to gather less and stay away now. The company stipulates that 8 o'clock clock in on time, we basically have to get up at half past four in the morning, wash our faces and brush our teeth to make do with food, we have to squeeze the bus to change the subway, and to reverse the bus several times, I remember how to say a joke, look at my memory. "I know this joke, and I was talking to the boss for the first few days, because we have to cross West Chang'an Avenue connecting the city center to Babaoshan every day to work, and every time a big man dies, there must be traffic control three or five days after the death of a big man, and the traffic jam is very sensitive to obituaries. Normally, close friends of our party will be blocked for half an hour, time-tested and loyal communist fighters will be blocked for an hour, outstanding proletarian revolutionaries and politicians will be blocked for two hours, and outstanding leaders will be blocked for a morning. If you need to fly the flag at half-mast, you don't have to go to work. Right! "I found out that I was absolutely crooked." That's right. Chengcai slapped his thigh, and the cigarette ash fell off his pants, and when he was about to use his hand to brush it, I quickly got up and flicked the cigarette ash down, "You really haven't smoked for a long time, if you do, you won't be able to wear these pants tomorrow." "I found that I had more life experience than he did." Xiexie, in fact, we don't ask for much, it is a house that really belongs to the two of us, every time I meet the landlord, the aunt says enviously: 'I really envy you happy little couple.' In fact, we are very envious of the aunt who can have a house, even if it is a bungalow, according to the current development rate of Beijing, it will not be long before the place where we live now will become a commercial house, but now there is no way at all. Lang Fei is on the road for at least 6 hours a day, and there is no direct bus or subway, can only fall and fall, from half past four in the morning, to eight o'clock in the evening back to the nest of the two of us, every day we both do not sleep more than six hours, this city is a little bit of corrosion of our patience, our vows, our commitments, our youth, our everything. After speaking, Chengcai lowered his high head, held his head in both hands, and fell into a painful memory. I handed over another cigarette, "It's the same, a city that can only accommodate 7 million people, gathering more than 13 million people, life is easy, life is easy, living in the imperial capital, it is really not easy." "I was also very emotional.

"It's been more than three years since I graduated, I'm 3,200 a month, she's less than 3,000 a month, and it's only 6,200 yuan a month, even if I wear the cheapest clothes, I don't have meat at every meal, and I can only save 3,000 yuan a month at most, and the money saved in a year is not enough to buy a square meter and a half in the Fifth Ring Road, and now the house is getting bigger and bigger, and the higher the fee is for the more you build. Year after year, both of us have reached the age of fear of marriage, children are afraid to think about it, and we still need the country to give birth, others have both of us, and even a few more strength and perseverance, but I just can't find where the marriage is, I love her, love so much that I am willing to give everything I have, even my life; She loves me, loves me deeply, loves so much that she can't get out of it, but she can't find a container that can hold us aiqing, but she can't see where our home is? Chengcai roared and shouted a few words from Zuihou, his teeth biting the cigarette all over the ground.

"Xu Chengcai, remember, you are a man, you are a gentleman, no matter how hard and tired you have to grit your teeth for me, you have to use your backbone to stand up when the sky falls, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, if you think that you can win my sympathy if you complain to me, then you are wrong, you only work harder, more desperately, I will look up to you. There are so many people inside and outside the company, they all sympathize with me, at least from now on, in this company, within my ability, you still have the opportunity to wash your face and go to work. I got up and patted him, resolutely left the smoking room, and then returned to the boss's office, set the alarm clock with my phone, and then squinted on the boss's bed until dawn. In the boss's bathroom, washing his face and brushing his teeth, cleaning up, he came downstairs, and met Xu Chengcai, who had just come out of the bathroom, nodded to each other, and then went to their own homes. This is the first time I have met Xu Chengcai.

to be continued