In fact, I sometimes wonder, is human life an opening process? It's like the first word spoken, the first step to go away, the first song learned, when countless firsts come to come, the next things will naturally be integrated into life.

In the morning, there were some gloomy streets, sparse pedestrians indifferent, or lazy faces, yawning people walking past me, the dazzling light in the distance, the dark clouds piled up overhead in the near distance, and I was a little stunned when I grabbed the brocade box, and this is the thought that came to my heart.

How many nights of loneliness have I had, feeling like a 'monster' in this world, burying countless secrets but not being able to speak to others, without the loneliness of 'the same kind'.

So far, Yu Lu met Qin Hainian, and the next day he met Lu again with such a mysterious middle-aged man, is this the first process in his life?

Yes, I don't think that middle-aged man is an ordinary person, at least ordinary people can't do it in this street that doesn't have any branches, it's quite open, and it won't be able to walk in the blink of an eye, even if I can't do it, after all, I'm just another ordinary person who knows more than ordinary people and learns differently.

After searching all over the world, I had to hold the brocade box and give up looking for this middle-aged man, at this time, I realized that this world is extremely mysterious, and in these few days, it finally revealed a corner of its mystery for me.

Back in the store, because there was no air conditioning, the store was a little stuffy, just like my mood was inexplicably a little dull, holding the brocade box, I couldn't get back to my senses for a long time, inexplicably stuffy.

And there is a magical fur in the brocade box, the middle-aged man told me that it is very big, but I still dare not doubt what his words are, I really want to open this brocade box and take a closer look, after all, just now that glance, just let me see this fur in addition to some bright surprises, at least from the shape I don't see anything special.

It's a fox, it doesn't have a few tails, six legs, and it's a small fox.

But when I put this brocade box on the counter, put my fingers on the buckle, and wanted to open it again, I still remember the feeling that this fur brought me, just a glance, almost made me lose my mind and want to have it, this must be a dangerous thing, right?

I had a gut feeling that I shouldn't have looked twice, and even though my spiritual senses weren't great at all, that didn't stop me from judging the matter.

Thinking like this, I endured all the complicated feelings in my heart, and threw this brocade box under the counter, forcing myself not to think about it all day.

Except for this strange incident that happened in the morning, the day passed very uneventfully, and when it was time to close the store on time, I silently packed up everything, as usual, and habitually closed the door of the store, but today I was a little hesitant, as if something in my heart was calling me to take it away.

This kind of self-uncontrollable struggle made me almost keep the time to pull the store door at the door of the store, and stood for a minute Finally, I gritted my teeth, let go of my hand, rushed into the store, and took out the brocade box that I casually threw on the counter that morning, and the moment I grabbed it in my hand, I was inexplicably relieved, and the corners of my mouth actually raised a smile.

This time, I didn't hesitate to pull down the door and leave my small shop.

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Although the fur gave me such a magical feeling, it did not prevent me from labeling it as 'dangerous', and I didn't even know what kind of demon I was in, and on the night when I should have been busy, except for incense to my grandfather, I didn't have any time, but I just sat on the sofa and stared at the brocade box, and I was hesitant to open it and take another look.

I think it's like a game of wills, and in the end I didn't open it, and when the alarm clock of the black cat sheriff rang, it was considered that I won today, and I had to take Lao Zhou to negotiate with the female ghost, and what the black cat sheriff wanted to remind me of was this matter.

I threw it under the bed in frustration, just as I had thrown the things that Master had passed down to me.

That's an attitude. At least I think so.

After packing everything up, I set off from home, in fact, it is not as easy as folklore to make an ordinary person ghost, and even some dangerous things, but in these two dilemmas, I can only choose this way.

When the car drove to the front of Lao Zhou's community, Lao Zhou was already waiting there I got out of the car and called him, he was obviously stuck in his own contemplation, I called like this, and the sound was not too loud, which actually startled him.

"Ye Zhengling, don't take you so scary." Lao Zhou said to me that under the reflection of the street lamp, his face was a little pale.

In the past few days, he has often been like this, I have been thinking about how many times I have tossed so much, has Lao Zhou not been dark since then, but has become a little white-faced? If this whitening method is feasible, it is a very environmentally friendly thing.

"It's you who scares you, not me." I looked down and saw that there were at least 5 or 6 cigarette butts at Lao Zhou's feet, which showed how much psychological pressure he had.

I believe that if he is asked to take his blood pressure now, it must be due to high blood pressure due to nervousness.

"Yes, you have a point, I will be completely waiting for you tonight to destroy my three views." Lao Zhou pretended to be relaxed and said to me, took the lead in front, got into the car, and sat in the co-pilot.

At this time, the time was 10:40 p.m., and I thought it was still a little early, so after I got in the car, I didn't rush to drive, but also lit a cigarette, and tried to organize the language and said to Lao Zhou: "Lao Zhou, I don't plan to destroy your three views, and you yourself must not have such thoughts." After all, what kind of existence is a ghost, even if I am a Taoist priest, I can't give you an accurate answer. Sometimes, you can also try to explain it from a scientific point of view, what is it? It is the will of man that does not disperse, really, can also be explained in this way. ”

Lao Zhou didn't speak, just looked at me with a puzzled look in his eyes.

I took a puff of cigarette, and the hot wind blowing outside the car window blew away the smoke, and I spoke again: "Old Zhou, I don't mean anything else, I'm just telling you that there must be some corners in this world, there are things that you and I don't know and can't even understand, we can't refuse to accept them because they are full of mysteries, or give a strong definition, whether this definition is correct or not, we all use it to comfort ourselves, well, everything in this world is within the scope of what I can explain." You have to know that Lu Dao, whether it is you or me, it is a human being, I think it is immature, don't talk about this vast starry sky, even if every corner of the land in this world is not dared to say that the exploration is complete, what about the deep sea? What about the underground? You also know that if the earth is an apple, we just stay on the skin of the apple. ”

"Third child, are you going to go home with me tonight to watch the National Geographic Channel? Why did you suddenly pull this up for me? Lao Zhou finally asked impatiently.

"Well, I didn't mean that. I just heard that after some people's three views are destroyed, they will begin to doubt their lives, and even have serious personality disorders, and even have suicidal tendencies. Lao Zhou, didn't I give you a psychological construction first? "That's exactly what I am.

After I finished saying this, Lao Zhou's face suddenly became serious, he turned his head to look at me, and said, "Third child, do you really not understand me, or do you pretend not to understand me?" Do you think I have three views on Zhou? Don't forget what we experienced together when we were children."

"You, what do you mean?" I feel like I've got to know Lao Zhou again, but in fact, I can vaguely guess what Lao Zhou is trying to tell me. But for me, it was even more shocking than the first time Master took me to see the soul.

"You know that I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, I just want to try to live like a normal person, including studying medicine. Doesn't man say that doctors are the most sensible? Although, after I worked in the hospital, I found that the existing doctors relied more on faith than ordinary people, do you know what it feels like? The more you run away from something, the more indelible seeds are planted in your heart, and the more extreme it is to force you to go. There are many painful things in life, and there is one kind of pain that happens to you and you can't find the answer anyway. Third child, haven't you noticed that I've been running away all these years? Now it's just that fate has used another way, and I can't escape it. After Lao Zhou said this, he seemed to be a little tired, leaned back in the chair, and took out a cigarette again to light it.

"I'm guessing you're like that, it's just that you've behaved in such an extreme way that I, as a brother, don't want to deliberately puncture it. After a long time, I think you're like that. With that, I laughed.

Lao Zhou also smiled.

In fact, this conversation has once again shortened the distance between us, and this kind of heart-to-heart feeling is very good, at least diluting some of the tense atmosphere.

"Third child, in fact, I have a lot of questions I want to ask you, like, you have been since that year" Lao Zhou tried to speak, in fact, he has not asked me for so many years.

At this time, I suddenly lifted the handbrake and said, "When this is over, I'll see if I can try to tell you." ”

The car started, and the roar of the engine seemed to hide some of the sadness that I couldn't forget after years of heartache, even though it was a twist of my fate