Chapter 8 Love is not gone, thinking is over, and righteousness is difficult to complete (Part II)

When Brother Masakawa said this, the smile of nonchalance on my face had not faded, and it had already stiffened, and at that second, I didn't even know what kind of expression to use to face Brother Masakawa.

I was silent, my hands began to tremble slightly, I picked up the glass, I couldn't stop the wine from spilling out of the glass, and finally after swallowing the glass with difficulty, I could barely look at Brother Zhengchuan calmly.

"You should tell me everything. When you made such a decision, did you intend to hide it from me for the rest of your life? After a few silent and repeated thoughts, I uttered this sentence, neither agreeing nor stopping. I can't agree with Brother Zhengchuan's approach in my heart, it feels like I'm going to die. But there is nothing I can do to stop him, he is not a child, and my blocking may not be able to change his decision.

I need to at least know what's going on so that I can make a basic judgment in this mess.

Brother Zhengchuan didn't speak, looked at me, and was silent for more than ten seconds, then he stretched out his hands and began to unbutton his shirt one by one, pulling one by one, revealing his chest.

There were still a few scabbing marks on his chest, how could I not remember the injury? At that time, Brother Zhengchuan was already in extreme danger, we ventured into the ghost market, found the beast elder, and used a special way to pull out Brother Zhengchuan's poison and save him from his death.

I'm not stupid, I naturally understand that what Brother Zhengchuan is going to say is related to this wound.

This is the only secret between him and me, he has never said the cause of this injury, I can only guess vaguely related to feelings, I can't forget the decadent Brother Zhengchuan at that time, I don't know ≤who gave him this emotional wound, I only understand that he is secretive about his feelings, just like his wounds, which shows the connection between the two.

"This wound was left on me by the person I love." This was the first thing Brother Zhengchuan told me.

I clenched my fists, who the hell can be so ruthless? Even if you don't like Brother Zhengchuan, you won't be so ruthless, right?

"I was with her, and then we had to separate. I couldn't promise anything else, but I knew she liked me just as much. "Brother Zhengchuan was very calm and indifferent when he said this, not like trying to argue, emphasizing that I believe that feeling is an established fact, and it can't be false if you don't argue or distinguish it.

I bowed my head, I believe Brother Zhengchuan, but I don't understand why it has fallen to this point? I was puzzled, and more of course angry.

"I know you're angry, and you can't wait to reason with her right away. Because if it were me, I'm afraid I'm in the same mood. Brother Zhengchuan buttoned up one by one as he spoke, and then looked at me solemnly and said, "But I said, she has shown mercy to my subordinates and has been suffering for me, do you believe it?" No, that's not entirely true, and you're the one who suffers from it. ”

"Me?" This time I was finally moved, and I didn't understand why I was involved in Brother Zhengchuan's feelings?

Looking at my puzzled eyes, Brother Zhengchuan was silent again, but picked up the pot of turbid wine and filled the cup again, this time he didn't sip it lightly, but took a sip of a glass and drank three glasses in a row, and when he was about to pour it again, I reached out and grabbed him: "Since you want to say it, you don't need to swallow and spit it out." Is there anything you and I have anything to say? ”

"If it's really easy to say, how can I keep it a secret from you? And once, I wanted to bury this matter in my heart for the rest of my life, but reality can't let me do this, I'm afraid that if I don't say it, it will be even more sad for you to discover the truth yourself. But I still lack some courage, isn't drinking just to strengthen my courage? Brother Zhengchuan looked at me and said.

I let go of his hand, but I snatched the flask, opened the lid, and said, "Okay, you have the courage." I don't have to drink cup by cup, I can't wait anymore, so let's pour it directly. ”

I'm a little angry, I'm a little worried, how can I endure such a grind?

Brother Zhengchuan didn't shirk, really grabbed the wine jug, drank most of the jug in one go, and then put down the jug heavily, but the first thing he said to me surprised me: "You have been collecting a photo, I know, can you take it out for me to see now?" ”

My heart was confused, I had some vague guesses, and with a somewhat stiff movement, I took out my wallet from my pocket, and then took out the photo from my wallet.

Needless to say, the people in the photo are now all in their own worlds, but that was also my time, so many years. As painful as it may be to look back, how can I really forget? After all, the warmth and joy at that time were real. So, the photos have always been left.

My hands began to tremble again, and I handed the photo to Masakawa, but my eyes did not dare to fall on the photo.

Brother Zhengchuan took the photo, looked at it carefully, rubbed his fingers over and over again, and after a while, he raised his head, and at this time he didn't know if it was because of alcohol or sadness, and his eyes were already a little red.

He gently put the photo on the table, his fingers were still rubbing the photo, but I could already clearly see that the place where his fingers repeatedly rubbed was just a person's face, and in the photo, the woman who looked like water, and the corners of her eyes and eyebrows were full of amorous women - Amu.

My heart began to flutter violently, and I looked up at Brother Zhengchuan with difficulty, he hid me so hard, I wanted to say something, but my throat rolled and I couldn't say anything.

On the contrary, Brother Zhengchuan calmed down, looked at me and said, "I guess you have already guessed, right?" ”

It's one thing to have a guess, it's another thing when a guess is confirmed. People are always like this, when they face painful things again, they don't wait for the final result, they always have illusions, they always have to comfort themselves, why don't I do this?

"What, how could it be her?" I can't believe it, I can't connect Amu and Masakawa anyway, especially when I know that Amu and Sang-sang are actually demons.

Could it be because Amu thought I was going to be hostile to her, so I treated Brother Zhengchuan like this, I can't figure out the joints, how is it connected, although I am already anxious, involving two people I care about, but I can only endure it like this, waiting for the answer.

Brother Zhengchuan stood up at this time and walked to the corridor outside the main hall, his steps seemed a little ethereal, I hurriedly followed, I didn't want to wait for a second.

Looking out from the corridor, the mountain is sunny after the rain, and a light red sunset is slightly flashed in the distance of the sky, just like the scenery of the day I once left the mountain gate, Brother Zhengchuan glanced at the sky, sat down, but said: "Master used to cook here, when he was here, how good was it?" Those were my happiest days. ”

Brother Zhengchuan sat down while talking, and my heart was gloomy, and when the master left the mountain gate, I was still misunderstanding him. And now, it is impossible for me to say to him, 'I know all your hard work', why can't the years be kept like that? To the point of ruthlessness!

"I don't want to dwell on two stories. Listen? Brother Zhengchuan looked into the distance, and his mouth was already very direct.

I silently took out a cigarette, lit it, took a deep breath, and then said, "Okay, you can say it." ”

"Between people, whether it is a blind date or a love, it is often a thought, a moment, a small touch. Do you know why Zhuang Jing likes me so much? I once asked her about her roots, not because of how good I was, but because of a small incident when she was a child. "I didn't expect that the beginning of Brother Zhengchuan's story turned out to be Zhuang Jing.

At that time, Zhuang Jing was not good at martial arts, and was often blamed by the elders in the family, to the point that she didn't dare to go home. On that day, I didn't go back to the mountain gate after school, but went to collect some food from the villagers, and when I passed by the school again, I heard Zhuang Jing's cry. After talking, this little girl told me what was on her mind. I am grateful and kind to everyone in Wangxian Village, and it is natural to help Zhuang Jing. I quickly forgot what I did, it was Zhuang Jing who later talked about this past, and I learned that I personally taught her the key points of the martial arts she practiced that day, and practiced with her more than a dozen times, until she knew how to leave. Then this incident became a 'nail' in her heart, and I was deeply rooted in her heart. When Brother Zhengchuan said this, he shook his head with a wry smile, how could a simple-minded young man at that time think of an unintentional move that would make Zhuang Jing, a girl, deeply loved?

I listened silently, but Brother Zhengchuan asked me for a cigarette, and then continued: "When Zhuang Jing talked about it, I thought it was incredible. When Amu drove this nail into my heart, I realized that it was not ridiculous at all, and it was very logical. I am a little luckier than Zhuang Jing in that Amu also responded to me. Despite the fact that "

Brother Zhengchuan didn't say any more, and took a few deep puffs of cigarette.

"The first story is about a dilapidated mountain gate, and the most beloved little brother in the mountain gate was driven down the mountain by the master out of unspeakable distress. But Master has never let go of him, for some reason, he will stay at the bottom of the mountain for a long time every year, secretly protect him, check everything around him, and see if he is in danger? Later, the master also left the mountain gate, and this task was naturally handed over to the only remaining senior brother in the mountain gate. ”

"At that time, the little junior brother had already grown up. There are also some changes in my life, such as meeting new people and loving to go to new places. The place was a bar, opened by two slightly mysterious women. "Speaking of which, I looked at Brother Zhengchuan and I respectively, I think this is the beginning of fate, it turns out that the gears are so interlocking.

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