In the early morning, Xiaobin was still naked and holding me who had already woken up but was still pretending to be asleep. Pressed to my ear, he whispered the words "I love you."

When these three words came out of Xiaobin's mouth, my body trembled involuntarily, and I repeatedly emphasized in my heart: I didn't let you fall in love with me, and I never planned to promise you anything, you must know that this completely unguarded love between the two of us is equivalent to completely unguarded acceptance of all harm from each other. I finally got rid of the pain of my last relationship, and I didn't want to taste that heart-rending feeling again.

Xiaobin should have noticed that I was pretending to be asleep, and he spat smoke rings in my face very mischievously, so that I couldn't pretend anymore when I coughed loudly. I grabbed the cigarette case and pulled out a cigarette and lit it, watching as the cigarette burned out little by little, and the ash scattered on the white sheets.

Although the cigarette has burned out, Xiaobin's delicate cheeks are blurred by the smoke, and when the lost red lips fall in love with the decadent cigarette, everything ends with the snuffed out cigarette butt.

After another crazy lingering, I left the sleeping Xiaobin out of the hotel and stepped on the return train alone, and for many days after that, I would be confused by the thing aiqing, mainly because it felt too dreamlike, too sweet, so that I didn't want to wake up, but I knew more clearly that aiqing was the most useless thing for a woman of my age, so I chose to forget it slowly and give it up slowly.

As a woman, I still prefer to stay in a big house surrounded by sunlight and have those warm memories that my female friends around me have. I don't want to burn myself like a cigarette, where the best parts of myself are reduced to ashes, and the rest of the parts are mercilessly snuffed out in the ashtray, or thrown on the dirty ground with a few additional sips on it.

To this day, my thoughts have not changed, I will not defend Aiqing, I will defend myself, when Aiqing's impulse burns out, all that is left is exhaustion and despair.

So, I fell in love with smoking, after all, smoking doesn't hurt the lungs, but vice versa. "As the cigarette in my hand burned out completely, and Qian Duoduo's story was finished, the four of us were completely quiet, and the hustle and bustle around us had nothing to do with us.

It can be seen that Xiaomi and Yang Rui want to know Xiaobin's current situation very much, but they swallowed it all when the words came to their mouths, this question is too sensitive, and it is better not to ask in this atmosphere today.

The biggest disadvantage of 520 this Taiwanese cigarette is that there is too little nicotine, I lit one again, walked quickly to the side of the song orderer, ordered a song "I will find you in the next life", cut the song, grabbed a microphone, and sang loudly this song with the most awesome lyrics in 05 years, when I sang "Write your name on the cigarette and inhale it into your lungs, so that you can keep the closest distance from my heart, and I don't have to worry about cutting off contact with you, I want to be with you for the rest of my life!" When the girls were crying, were they crying for themselves or for the memories of the past? Well, please allow these three girls to be sad for a while, and maybe they really sing to their sore spots.

Because the others didn't know what was going on, they all put down their hands and ran over to comfort these three soft girls, and I was punished for not finishing the song, and I was punished for three bottles in a row, and I meowed!

As compensation, I sang the little Shenyang version of "A Chinese Ghost Story" again, and I refused to give up after everyone was daxiao.

came to these three girls, locked their eyes on Yang Rui's body, and waited for the story she promised us.

Yang Rui first took a sip of wine to moisten her throat, and then began to tell us an even more absurd aiqing story in her deep voice.

"Since Sister Duoduo can open her heart, today I will also talk about the past that only hurts her lungs and does not hurt her heart." After speaking, Yang Rui also lit a cigarette, it seems that these girls are all pretending to be like that on weekdays, as soon as the chatterbox is opened, all the original forms are revealed, this is hidden deep enough!

"What you met was scum, but you are still a main room, my mother and I have actually been reduced to a junior, you say it's ridiculous." As soon as Yang Rui's words fell, Xian Xiaomi's squirt out of a sip of wine, and I was choked by the smoke.

Yang Rui ignored everyone's surprised eyes and continued: "You said that if I fell in love with a big man, it would be okay, I would fall in love with a man with a family, and I was the type who wanted nothing, I am not sick." ”

Everyone nodded, your head is definitely blistered, if there is a thermometer, at least forty-one degrees nine, burn your girl.

"It was not long after I started working, and I felt that society and school were completely different things, although I thought about many possibilities, but compared with the things I encountered, I thought about it too simply.

Not to mention the pressure on the upper and lower parts of the unit, those who have no talent actually occupy important positions in the company one by one by relying on whiskers or nepotism, and those of us who are old and diligent can only live a life of darkness.

That day coincided with my menstrual holiday, and I was so painful that I died, but the HR manager just didn't give me leave, and the even more angry girl actually said, "Which woman doesn't have a period, if you want to give all the leave, our company won't have to open, and all the holidays will be taken." What the hell, is this what an old man should say, his father should have shot him at the wall in the first place, and his mother definitely raised the placenta and threw the baby away to come out of such a freak! Yang Rui was angry, grabbed the wine glass and drank the beer inside.

"Just as I was about to lose consciousness, one of our deputy section chiefs held me up. After asking about the situation, I bought a warm baby, brown sugar water, and secretly handed over my work to other employees, somehow, I felt that he was very handsome at that time, and he had a sense of security!

I thanked him afterwards, and he actually forgot that this had happened, and my affection for him increased a little more. Although the deputy section chief Li has already begun to give up, and the child is already in junior high school, it does not affect my feelings about him at all.

For the sake of convenience, I specially rented an apartment in the community near his house, you must know how expensive the apartment is, I only earn more than 3,000 a month, and the rent alone is close to 700, and the original rent is only a little more than 300, do you say that I am sick. Yang Rui looked at us very seriously, hoping to get an answer.

Well, in order to satisfy Ya's curious heart, we chose to nod at the same time, so as to prove that Ya is definitely not lightly ill.

"Ao, how many of you did it on purpose, right?" Yang Rui asked tangledly, in exchange for a few of us hahadaxiao, who asked you to ask, you are still angry when you give you the answer.

to be continued