187. The Maiden and the Flower Capital of the Sky 10
"What a small thing the so-called possibility is," the hero chuckled and patted the dust off his shoulder, "don't you think so?" There are many ways to target another "me", but I don't. Because the "variables" she brings are really minimal, and although she has almost unlimited potential, nothing means anything to the "desireless". ”
She walked step by step in front of the 'clone' of the broken Cecilia, she had no intention of breaking this fake world, which could not even be called an impact - these guys, Cecilia and the Queen, the Ten Nights of the Crane, the Fifty Miles of Moonwhite and the Red Night, these people did not know anything about the second heart leaf, but only guessed her rules of action based on their own half-understood conjectures. Only she knows what this heart leaf wants, and only she is the one who knows this heart leaf best. That being will only continue to act as it is, and then disappear one day, and suddenly appear again, and this heart leaf is just that kind of 'thing'. Even the will to survive is abandoned.,Imitating the posture of others "no phase".
That is, he has all the feelings, and he has no feelings at all. Like everything in this world, contradictions are unreasonable.
"If I have to say, she's a 'weird creature' at best," the hero pats the non-existent dust on her hands, lowers her head, and looks down at the motionless doppelganger, "what she is most likely to do is walk through a world with it as if she were a bystander, and although it is unlikely that she wants to be a bystander because of her nature, she will take nothing with her as she did when she came." And 'she' is not exactly me, she is only 'partial' of me, full of loopholes and flaws, and can never become the supreme god. Your worries are unnecessary, I never thought about what to do with her, but you... If you want to do anything to her, consider my opinion first. This is an "order". ”
"I admit it... You're strong, but where does that strength come from? Not even the supreme god can be powerful..."
Cecilia's voice came from the doppelganger.
"Well, it's simple," the hero stretched and sat down on the 'ground', "as long as I'm nearby, the emotions of the people around me will be amplified, albeit not by much. People who have weaknesses in their hearts will become crazy just because of my existence, and even if I don't do anything, the people around me will start fighting each other. The more intense the emotional fluctuations of the intellectual creatures in the world, the stronger my power will be. That's not what I expected. ”
Natural disasters, wars, sickness, death, destruction, jealousy, greed, rage, pride, desire, fear, all kinds of injustices in the world, and even the opposite "goodness", all are the source of her strength. As long as the sentient creature continues, her power will continue to swell, eventually reaching the point where she can't control it anymore.
"That power... How can it be? ”
"I am the 'mind,'" she continued, shaking her head, "and I said, it wasn't my will. It's just that some chance has synthesized the current situation, the power of unlimited expansion or something... I don't think it's possible for the Supreme God to make such a thing, so where does my power come from? Isn't that clear? You have to rejoice, I don't like to fight. Or rather... Tired of it? So I'm going to go find my sister.,It seems that this heart leaf is doing this kind of thing.,Well,Just let her treat me as the "final boss".,Maybe.,As the "main character", she can erase me completely.。 ”
"Oh yes, I know a lot of things you don't know, huh? I'll tell you all about it here, so that you can work hard," the hero smiled sweetly, "the more you pursue the power of the gods, the less likely you are to break free from the shackles of this world." The stronger the power, the deeper the connection with the material world and the void, just like sinking into a dark ocean, and finally you will only be greeted by a dark world, and there is no light or future. ”
“!”
"Judging by your expression, I guess it's guessed. Yes, we are born from the material world, the spirit comes from the void, and it can be said that we are only the product of the connection between the two. But was the void also created by something? Yes, the Void was also born from the "Consciousness of the Void" Erathea for some reason, but what about her? Elasia, was it created from something again? ”
"But—" Cecilia looked a little hard to accept.
"It's an infinite spiral," the hero said, standing up, looking at the gray world, "If Erathea was created by a being, is that being created by something else?" This impossible spiral binds everyone, but it doesn't stop us from thinking. You may think we're bound by something high, but that's not important. "Without the light of light, there is no way forward for darkness." If it weren't created by something, we wouldn't have been born, we wouldn't have thoughts, and we wouldn't have thought of it. ”
"Have you given up thinking?" Cecilia looked stunned.
"Aren't you satisfied?" The hero shrugged his shoulders and said nonchalantly, "With an infinite world, almost infinite possibilities, you don't know what kind of people you will meet, you don't know what will happen in the next second, even if you rack your brains, even if you can see the past and the future, this world will always give you a surprise." With such a colorful material world, and an infinite unknown void exploration, what is there to be dissatisfied with such an "existence"? God does not die, so God can take risks and pursue what he wants without any scruples. But she didn't want anything, she didn't need anything. How can you, the gods who groan without disease, understand the existence of this heart leaf? ”
Life has no meaning to her, happiness, pain, and when all feelings are far away from her, she is not needed by the world.
She doesn't need this world anymore.
But life doesn't stop, and it doesn't pause. The world was like a torture room specially given to her, full of things she couldn't understand and couldn't accept.
Achievements cannot be liberated, and prayer will not be favored; There will be no end to struggle, and there will be no liberation from death.
She became a god, but she just ran away from that "life."
There is no purpose, no end. Obviously she can't go anywhere, obviously nothing makes sense, but she still has to live. She had already understood.
Though he was "born and died."
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She's playing with a jigsaw puzzle. The puzzle full of 100 pieces, she didn't even know where to start, she just put together the pieces that could be put together one by one, and the final product came out without thinking about it.
Appalling.
"Interesting?" Mu put down the black teacup and looked at Konoha who was kneeling on the ground with a frown.
"Interesting?" Heartleaf tilted his head, "So, Mu Delett." Can you explain what you mean by the word "fun"? ”
"Interested, interesting, interested, etc., I'm not a dictionary, why are you asking me this?" Mu said dissatisfiedly.
"I'll answer your question now," Kokoba turned back and pulled the puzzle pieces, the miserable finished product turned into scattered pieces again, "This is what I've been doing, everything I've done since I was born until now, it's the same as this puzzle." ”
"Then why did you do it?" Mu looked at the scattered puzzle pieces and was puzzled.
Xin didn't answer him, just picked up a random piece from the pieces, put it in front of him, and continued to work on the puzzle, and finally, when the perfect finished product appeared in front of him, Mu noticed what was on the puzzle.
It's herself.
“... Did you find it? Mu was stunned for a moment, then leaned back in his chair and said.
"I don't know," she said, looking down at the 'self' in the puzzle, "maybe I can be anyone, but I don't know what I have to be." Repeat the process, and I'll find it someday, although even I don't think it's likely. So, do you know who you are? ”
"I don't think I know now," Mu replied casually, "... After you said that. ”
"Why do you think I'm asking you for help?" She asked.
"You better just say it, I don't really want to guess your heart." Mu pouted and said impatiently.
He felt that guessing what this guy was thinking was completely in vain.
"Yes, I want to be like an ordinary person and go to other worlds." Kokoba said this, raising the corners of his mouth slightly.
That must be a smile from the heart, right? Thinking so, Mu lifted the teacup again, only to find that it was empty.