Chapter 16: Death and Life

People have never regretted the present, but they have always regretted the past, because in their current vision or experience, they have done countless stupid things in the past, so that they regret it now. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

People grow up without listening, and they are destined to go through many forks in the road in their lives, which now seem to be forks in the road, but not necessarily in the past! The vision is different, the realm is also different, and the choice is different when you are destined to encounter a fork in the road!

Huang Mingqiang, who was lying on the bed, had gray hair, his face was full of deep marks carved by the carving knives of the years, his eyes were dilated, and his breath was like a dilapidated bellows, hurried but a little lacking!

Thinking of the past that he was proud of, a meaningful smile appeared on Huang Mingqiang's old face, but his smile didn't last long before he turned sharply, frowning and began to sigh.

The snow-white ward, in Huang Mingqiang's eyes, felt extremely gray, and his memory made wrong choices again and again, intertwined, and the snow-white ward in front of him seemed to be soaked in ink, not only the things in the room became gray, but even the air was dyed black.

"Am I going to die?" Suddenly, such a thought occupied his mind, but he was unwilling to end his life, although there were no ups and downs in this life, but it was such an ordinary life, there was no trace left in the world, and there were many regrets after all!

As it was about to disperse, Huang Mingqiang's mind was like a movie, playing his life experience, watching everything with his eyes open, and he could only watch from the sidelines and could not turn things around, because he had no power to change everything that happened in the past.

I regret that I didn't study hard in elementary school, and wasted too much time going up the mountain to catch birds and go into the water to fish, because I didn't insist enough, and missed a good opportunity to really get in touch with national arts.

When the picture in his mind appeared in middle school, Huang Mingqiang regretted it even more, regretted believing other people's rumors, and regretted his arrogance and self-confidence, so he was not admitted to a regular high school.

-The life of high school also slowly appeared in front of him, like a third person, looking at the glory of the vanity brought by his former self addicted to chess and playing cards, Huang Mingqiang, who was standing on the side, could only smile helplessly.

Sleeping during the day and staying up all night at night, the career that the teacher named someone to help answer was also unfolded in front of his eyes, seeing himself sitting in the Internet café for two days and two nights without resting playing games and reading novels, standing not far away and watching everything Huang Mingqiang admired it a little in his heart, and shook his head speechlessly in a blink of an eye.

At the time of graduation, the college arranged an internship, and in order to play more games, I directly asked the captain I knew in the game to help stamp it to cope with the internship of the college.

At the beginning of employment, he had a lot of temper, and he resolutely quit the job that his relatives found through his relationship, and went to countless companies and factories, but finally gained nothing.

At the age of thirty, others have entered the age of no confusion, but they feel that their future is bleak......

"Huh! No matter how powerful Beethoven is, he can't play out the sadness of the 80s! ”

Huang Mingqiang, who is weak, can only sigh in his heart, and his heart is full of regret!

Huang Mingqiang, who was lying on the hospital bed, felt that he had never been awake at this time, and the deeply buried memories appeared in front of his eyes one by one, but he was like a bystander, and he was also an experienced bystander, the angle and height of seeing things and people and the vision have changed dramatically, and the things that were once doubtful are like clearing the fog, and they can see it clearly!

I don't know the situation in the game, and I will naturally clear out of the game!

"Dad!"

"Grandpa!" Sons, daughters-in-law, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren all walked in.

Huang Mingqiang saw his junior walk into the room, his face was full of smiles, and he couldn't nod his head while lying on the bed, but just showed them a smile.

"Zhiyi, Dad is sorry for you, he didn't let you be born in a wealthy family!"

"Nope! Dad, although our family was not rich before, at least food and clothing did not worry, and full of family affection, although Dad did not give me a rich birth, but tried to teach me to behave in the world, every time I was naughty and mischievous, Dad forgave and tolerate, and has always educated me in a way that suits me! ”

"Although I can't choose my birth, I can choose my life, and every time I enter a fork in the road in life, it is my father who tries his best to pull me out, and this is where I am now!" Huang Zhiyi hurriedly said, in fact, deep in his heart, he has always been grateful to his father.

From childhood to adulthood, I have never punished myself for no reason, and every time I made a mistake, I did not directly choose to be violent, but guided by the curve, so that I could correct myself!

"Grandpa, give it to you!" The great-grandson peeled a grape and held it to his mouth.

"Yes! That's good! Huang Mingqiang smiled with satisfaction.

"Do you know why I named you Zhiyi?"

"I know!"

"Yes! I just want you to have a strong willpower, no matter what you do, you have the perseverance to not stop until you reach your goal! The world has changed, people have changed, the times are developing, but people have become more indifferent to each other! ”

"I used to live in the countryside, and the neighbors came and went, encountered difficulties, and helped each other, but now even if they live upstairs and downstairs, or the neighbors on the left and right, everyone is busy with their own affairs, and they can't see each other a few times in their lives.

"Ahem... cough..."Without saying a few words, Huang Mingqiang coughed rapidly.

"Dad!" "Grandpa!" "Grandpa" The juniors in the ward hurriedly shouted with concern.

"It's okay, people will inevitably go through this, it seems that I'm going to see her, for such a long time, I don't know if she's lonely underground, whether she's used to it or not, I hope she doesn't go too fast, and doesn't go too far!"

Huang Zhiyi knew that his father was thinking about his mother, and the two old men who respected each other almost never quarreled in their lives, even if they spoke, they never used too loud voices, and the reason why he and his wife were like this was because of the power of their parents' examples.

"Dad!" Huang Zhiyi was like a fish in his throat, and he had a lot of things he wanted to say to his father in his heart, but when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't say it, because he knew that even if he said more, it would have no effect!

Reluctantly looked at his son and daughter-in-law, grandchildren, granddaughters, and great-grandchildren, Huang Mingqiang seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and his heavy eyes finally closed, but the smile on his face did not dissipate.

"Dad?" Huang Zhiyi saw his father close his eyes and hurriedly shouted.

"Doctor, doctor!" Seeing that his father did not respond, Huang Zhiyi hurriedly opened the door and rushed out, shouting loudly for the doctors in the hospital.

Huang Mingqiang found himself in a dim but infinitely vast space, without anyone around him or any sound.

"Is there really reincarnation, is there an afterlife?" Puzzled, he stood in place and looked around, but the surroundings were maddeningly quiet.

But before he could think about it, the space suddenly changed, and in the blink of an eye, there was a white world in front of him.

"Life is so short, it's like a dream!" Wu Dong, who was standing in the white world, opened his eyes, and his life as if he was in the scene made him feel a lot more emotion in his heart.