Chapter 11: Evil God Chapter, Under the Peach Blossom Spring
Looking at the scene in front of me, I feel that this is more like the beauty of a prosperous era, and after staying here for a while, there is only one feeling, that is, the surroundings are very lively, and I will not have a sense of existence, and the world is very calm. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
If I had a camera in my hand now, I would be able to press the shutter and it would be a beautiful picture.
This peaceful life, is indeed the peach blossom source of human dreams, there are flowers, grass, full of tree fruits, here for a while, I feel that I belong to myself, as if there is no more trouble, since I came here, I and Yuehua and Lin Shan have gone to different directions, I went to a room, here is antique, I didn't expect to enter the house, this is actually a dormitory, which is my former brothers, they sit next to the computer, leave me a place.
The fat man said, "Come on! You're the only one missing."
Seeing this scene, even if I knew it was fake, I felt a warm current in my heart, since graduation, where will there be a moment to get together again, this scene is indeed the best time of my life.
"Hmm!" I hummed firmly and sat down in the empty seat.
It is a game after a game, a game with brothers, we cheer for every insignificant, seemingly wasted victory to outsiders, regret every failure, and start all over again.
The god who is super god all the way, the rookie who has been dragging his feet, and the fat man who scolds, and I love to command, those times, I really want to sink forever, if I can do it again in life, I will still choose to play games with you.
Peach Blossom Paradise has told me that this is the happiest time of my life, and I can't help but redden my eyes as I look at the people around me.
In this way, at night, a charcoal fire was lit outside, and everyone ran outside, singing and dancing, and I joined in, and it was undeniable that it was indeed very happy here, but just as I was dancing with them, I accidentally caught a glimpse of the entrance, and it was transparent from the inside to the outside, and I called Yuehua to go over and check, and there seemed to be an invisible glass in front of me, and I felt that there was an obstacle in front of me after walking a short distance.
Looking out through the transparent substance, I actually saw me, Yuehua, and Lin Shan's body, lying motionless on the grass, and I couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat.
"Where do you want to go?" Lin Shan suddenly appeared behind him and said.
"We have to go back!" I struck at the invisible resistance in front of me.
"Why?! Isn't it bad here? Lin Shan patiently persuaded.
"It's really good here, but he's not real"
"What is true? Isn't it good to be happy?! Lin Shan asked.
It dawned on me, "You deliberately tricked us into coming here," I said, pointing at him.
Lin Shan shook his head and said, "No! I just want someone to testify, I don't want to live my life! That's not my life! I don't want to live a life that has been orchestrated! I don't want to have a baby at a young age and then be tired of raising him! I don't want endless quarrels over some trivial matter! In this world! I've never been happy!! Only my stubborn and arrogant parents thought they were happy!! Only the life they thought they had!! No one cares about my dreams!! I don't know what I'm living my life for!! There is no point in my life!! Luckily, I found it and from that day on, my life began to have meaning!! Lin Shan looked at us and said emotionally.
"However, we can't escape the real life" I couldn't understand his feelings, and I could only tell him the reason why I was leaving.
"I ...... I just want a life that belongs to me, this is my choice, tell them, I won't go back" Lin Shan looked at us and smiled, lifted me and Yuehua's shoulders, and pushed us out.
I don't know when, I opened my eyes and woke up lying on the side of the road, I panicked to find the way to Taoyuan, but I couldn't find the hole anymore, the original location was just a complete stone wall, everything that happened seemed to be a dream, I remembered Lin Shan's last smile at me, containing countless pains, and then not far away, I found Lin Shan's body, indicating that it was not a dream just now, and he will not come back.
Lin Shan and I made two completely different choices, he abandoned everything and stayed in the Peach Blossom Garden, I don't know if his choice was correct, but what I can know is that the Peach Blossom Land can indeed bring happiness to people, even if it is not real, just like my roommates, if it is real, we can no longer get together to play games, but when that happiness is in the Peach Blossom Garden, it is real, illusory, real, how to distinguish it? Maybe the world I've been living in is also illusory, because I've been living here to think he's real, looking at Lin Shan without any nostalgia to stay in the Peach Blossom Spring, maybe he had a dream in the past, since the moment his parents called him back, maybe his heart has died, if the Peach Blossom Paradise can see people when they're the happiest, then Lin Shan may be really happy.
Letting go of everything to escape from the past life is not a kind of courage.
Maybe Lin Shan didn't want to come out again when he first entered the Peach Blossom Spring, so he tricked me and Yuehua into coming here in order to let people witness his choice, and I respect his choice.
Later, Yuehua and I asked someone to transport Lin Shan's body back, and Lin Shan's parents looked at his corpse and cried, pulling his clothes, and constantly questioning why they left them and left, probably they would never know that he was so completely gone because he was dissatisfied with the life arranged by his parents.
I remembered the look in Lin Shan's eyes when he pushed me out of the Peach Blossom Spring, there was no nostalgia in it, it was full of suffering, and I was sure that I would not come back.
I heard someone who looked like Lin Shan's daughter-in-law grabbing a child in the corner and saying
"You must be productive when you grow up, don't be a bullied foreman like your dead father all your life, you will have to support me in the future"
After I heard it, there was a sour feeling, this child is destined to be arranged in the future, maybe he will be all his life, the mother alone will pull you up, anyone who wants to think about the old lady at home, and the future of life choices again and again compromised, if he may also find his own peach blossom source, he will definitely leave without nostalgia.
Because every human being is born as an independent living being, if a parent makes a child a vassal of himself, he will be separated in a more drastic way.
I think everyone has their own meaning in life, and they want to pursue it, otherwise why would they be born in this world?