Chapter 61: Disheartened
If Nie Qian's sudden departure surprised me, then her sudden appearance now made my brain short-circuit, and I didn't understand what was going on at all?
I was dragged by her for dozens of meters, and then I woke up from the shock and stopped. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Nie Qian didn't go any further, but turned to look at me, holding my hand but not letting go, as if she was afraid that she would lose herself as soon as she let go.
I curled the corners of my mouth bitterly, and secretly laughed at myself for being useless, people had already proposed to break up, and they were so decisive, but I still had this kind of thought.
In the deserted alley, the temperature was already low, and the wind that passed through the hall was whistling, blowing away the only bit of temperature, making the air around me even colder, as if it would condense at any moment.
"You...... How did it end up here? I asked, the voice as cold as the air.
But my heart is obviously on fire!
Nie Qian's eyes were very complicated when she looked at me, but she was by no means indifferent after the breakup, she sighed leisurely, looking very tired, "Let's go out and talk about it, okay?" ”
I almost agreed to her, but immediately remembered Zhu Lu again, and I was almost about to catch up with him, so I had to know why he hadn't died yet? What do you want to do here?
Nie Qian appeared.
I looked behind me and knew that I couldn't catch up, and Zhu Lu must have gone away.
I'd love to say it's just a coincidence, but unfortunately I couldn't fool myself at all, and now even idiots know what was going on.
I looked into the other person's eyes and asked word by word, "Why are you doing this?" ”
My voice wasn't too loud, but it was amplified and echoed in the empty alley, making it feel unusually harsh.
Nie Qian didn't speak, and her lips were about to be bitten by her.
I don't know why, there are few big quarrels between us, there is always one party who will remain silent at such times, but this moment is different, although Nie Qian's behavior makes me angry, it has not made me lose my mind, I tried to restrain the emotions that were about to explode, and asked in a deep voice: "Do you have something unspeakable?" If yes, let me know! ”
Hope flickered across the other's faces, and like a dying patient returning to lifeless, she quietly turned around and walked back to herself.
I think the reason why I can still hold back my anger is only because this woman's name is Nie Qian, but even for her, this patience is limited.
After I walked out of the alley with her in silence, this patience finally broke through its limit, and I almost yelled at her hysterically: "Nie Qian! Stop! ”
There were no pedestrians on this street, and the few who remained were frightened by my roar, and their faces must have been extremely hideous at the moment.
Nie Qian stopped, turned her back to me and didn't turn around, so that I couldn't see her expression.
It is said that women are like water, but you really have to harden your heart, but men are often not their opponents, finally, my tone slowly softened, and said: "You can leave me, that's your freedom, but don't you feel that you still owe me a reason?" ”
"Why?" Nie Qian's voice sounded a little hoarse, "Didn't I make it clear last night?" Don't you understand? ”
I raised my voice and asked, "What kind of reason is that?" Do you really think I'm a three-year-old? ”
"And what do you want?"
"Tell me the truth!"
"Which truth do you want to know?"
I didn't understand what Nie Qian meant for a while, and asked puzzledly: "Do you want to know the truth about our breakup, or the truth about my appearance here today?" ”
"I ...... I...... All want to know ......."
At this moment, I seemed to understand what she meant, and my answer was a little nondescript.
Nie Qian suddenly laughed, she shook her head and sighed, and after a while, she said, "I have made it very clear about the breakup, and I can't help it if you don't believe it." As for why I'm here today......"
At this point, she suddenly turned around and stared at me with a cold, sword-like gaze and said, "You're not mistaken, I just don't want you to keep up with that person!" ”
Nie Qian's tone was as cold as her gaze, I had never seen her so strange in my memory, even the last time I said I was breaking up.
I really don't want to believe my ears, but this cruel fact makes me have to believe that now, it doesn't matter whether the other party is in distress or not, the important thing is that she doesn't want to give herself any chance.
I never dreamed that our relationship would get to where it is today, let alone what the problem is. Love and hate, the two are like two sides of the same coin, which is emotional.
"In that case, please tell me, is that person Zhu Lu just now? Why is he still alive?! I asked coldly.
"Do you think I'll answer you?"
"You ......"
I rushed to her in a fit of rage, grabbed his arm with both hands, and was about to speak, but someone kicked me hard behind me, then leaned forward and staggered forward several steps.
"Who?!"
Like an enraged beast, I roared and turned around, but when I saw the man standing next to Nie Qian clearly, my heart finally cooled completely.
It's Xue Kai!
You don't have to guess to know that he must have accompanied Nie Qian.
The fist was "creaked" by me, at this moment, all my grievances and anger had a target to release, I picked up my fist and swung it at Xue Kai's face, with my current strength, even if this punch can't hurt him, it can also hit the other party all over the ground to find teeth.
But what I didn't expect was that Nie Qian was already standing in the middle of us at some point, still looking at herself coldly.
I jerked my fist back, then used all my strength to roar and punch the wall next to me.
"Let's go."
I heard Nie Qian say something softly, and then, the sound of their footsteps rang in my ears again, and they faded away before finally disappearing into thin air.
I kept this position until Xu Cong panted and ran to his side, and then sat down on the ground with his whole body paralyzed.
"You...... Are you okay? Xu Cong seemed to be in a hurry, and asked breathlessly.
Seeing that I was motionless as if I had lost my soul, he asked worriedly, "Brother Luo? What the hell is wrong with you? Don't scare me! ”
"I'm fine."
I'm really disheartened, if I was sad before, now this feeling doesn't exist anymore, because there is no heart to be sad anymore.
I looked up at Xu Cong blankly and asked, "Why are you here?" ”
"I saw you leave suddenly just now, and I wanted to come and see it, but I was asked for directions by a passerby, and I disappeared after a while, and I couldn't get through to you. As a result, I waited for a long time and didn't see you come back, so I had to look for it everywhere, but I didn't think you entered the alley, no wonder I couldn't find it! ”
Xu Cong seemed to be really anxious, it was a cold day, and he was sweating profusely.
"Hmph~ Why are you in such a hurry to find me? I can't die. ”
"That's not what I said, since Team Xu instructed me to follow you, this is my task and must be completed!" Xu Cong said with a serious face.
I didn't have the heart to make small talk with him, so I waved my hand impatiently, stretched out my hand to support the ground, and staggered to my feet, and then walked in the opposite direction of the criminal investigation team.
"Brother Luo, what's wrong with you? What do you do in the alley? Xu Cong was still asking uninterestingly.
This irritated me, and I glared at him fiercely and said, "Does this have anything to do with you?" Also, don't follow me anymore! ”
"But Team Xu, he commanded ......"
"Am I your prisoner? Did he tell you to spy on me? Then you will handcuff me now! ”
Xu Cong was a little tender after all, and was frightened by my sudden change, he didn't insist on following me anymore, but asked softly, "Then where are you going now?" ”
"Find a woman!"
I replied casually, left him behind, and walked alone.
Finding a woman was just a word of my own anger, and in fact I had no goal at all, like a shell without a soul, wandering aimlessly through the streets, and finally unknowingly entering a bar.
Yes, drinking, and alcohol always brings its charm to the fullest at times like these.
I sat down at the bar, tossed a bank card on the table, and started the crazy night before.
At this moment, the wine was no different from boiled water in my eyes, and as long as it was delivered to me, I drank it all without even thinking about it.
The alcohol violently stimulated my body and brain, and I experienced a twisted pleasure.
I can't remember how many times I've thrown up that night? Can't even remember how you left the bar?
It's just that in the haze, a woman's face seemed to appear in front of my eyes, and I couldn't see it clearly, but I had a familiar feeling.
I heard someone saying to me, "I really love you, please, don't kill me, okay?!" ”