"Why don't you sit down and have a drink? Maybe you'll be able to forget some of your worries. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 InfoOh yes, it's mead, it tastes good, and it doesn't smell like alcohol. ”

Heartleaf, who is addicted to drinks, invites Lunari without care. The Moon Elf frowned, she glanced in the direction of the bar door, and at this time, the snow was fluttering outside the door, she exhaled and sat down next to Kokoba. Weatherhelm has this weather almost all year round, and thanks to its location in the middle of Snowy City and Rift City, it's a good place to be as a commercial transit point - at least it used to be. It was once the birthplace of the skyrim and the palace of the supreme king of today's province. When Ulfric Stormcloak tore the king to pieces with a dragon's roar during a duel with the previous king, it became the base camp of the Stormcloak, and civil strife began.

There are people who guard the Storm Cloak and think that the Empire is corrupt, and there are also Imperial troops who stand in the side of the Empire and are determined.

Each fights for its own beliefs and future, and the loser has no future.

"The Imperial Army and the Storm Cloak are both good warriors," Kokoba narrowed his eyes, "It's a pity that either side fails... However, among them, no matter which side of the leader, they are only extremely corrupt in their hearts. ”

The dark elf owner of the bar glanced at Kokoro and couldn't help but smile.

"Yes, this guest can see it clearly, but unfortunately not everyone can see it so clearly."

"But war will eventually bring disaster, and there is only one outcome of war, the end, and there will not necessarily be winners and losers."

Lunali said coldly, dodging a bottle of honey that Kokoba had bought, unscrewing the lid, and sniffing it with her small nose, the sweet smell of the fragrance mixed with the aroma of wine stirring the tip of her nose. Her eyes lit up, and she asked the barkeeper for a wine glass, and carefully poured a small amount of wine into it.

"War is fun, but it's not so fun," Kokoba exhaled a hot breath, "The people who fight with faith are respectable people at all times, and they can only be seen on the battlefield. But behind the war, there are countless .... What about the same garbage as me, the garbage that provokes wars for some kind of benefit. ”

As soon as Lunali put it in her mouth, she couldn't help but squirt out the wine when she heard Kokonoha's words, and then looked at Kokoba with a stunned expression.

"You... Really not drunk? ”

"Of course not, I would like to know what kind of wine can get a vampire drunk," Kokoba narrowed his eyes and smiled slightly, "Am I not such a person?" I know very well that it's normal to hate me and hate me. I'm really envious, at least you still have normal feelings. Well, don't think I don't know what you're planning, I just think maybe it's good to be calculated once or twice. Maybe I can understand how I feel when I fail. ”

"......" Lunali was silent, she didn't quite understand what Kokoba was thinking.

"Why don't you tell me about the past? Although mine is a story that is not a big deal, after all, no one likes people like me. ”

Kokoba poured another sip of wine.

"Do you want to listen?"

Asking for Lunali's opinion, as if she wouldn't say anything if she refused. The Moon Elf was also intrigued, and she filled her glass and nodded to Kokoro.

"My mother told me that when I was born, I didn't cry," Kokoba said, staring at the empty wine glass in a daze, "She told me that I must be a genius, I have maintained extremely good grades since I was a child, although I didn't study much, and I didn't do anything superfluous other than that, but soon, I found that I began to make my parents anxious." I suddenly felt that I was not different from ordinary people. ”

"I don't laugh, the same class says about me, and it dawns on me that maybe I'm a little different, and I think it's a waste of time to hang out with other people. I don't have friends, yes, no, not almost none, not at all. Growing up, no one played with me, but it was because I subconsciously kept my distance from everyone, and over time it became like this. Then I started to imitate the people around me. Pretending to smile,"

"After that, I started to maintain a good but not top grades, even though I still didn't have many friends at school. And one day, my parents suddenly told me that I also had a younger sister. ”

"Sister?" Lunari was a little surprised.

"That's right, well, how do you say that? It's similar to me," Kokoba grinned, as if recalling something, "My sister has been taken care of by my mother's mother's family, maybe I think I haven't had any friends all along, and my parents' work is also a little successful, so when I was idle, my parents took my sister over to live with me, and I was just 12 years old at that time." I don't know how to treat my sister, and she often cries because I ignore her. Later, my parents told me that my sister was a family member and should be loved, so I changed my attitude a little. ”

"Everyone thinks my sister is not like me, she is playful, likes unrealistic things, and is curious about everything. How can I say it, the next six years should have been very happy, right? Until the year I came of age..."

Her father was a world-renowned scientist. He has a little involvement in other aspects, and he commissioned a colleague to study the problem of Xinye's long-term lack of affection, which seems to have come to fruition. Kokonoha's parents happily go to a foreign friend's place to be a researcher, wanting to find out the results, and excitedly call back to tell Kokoba and her sister that she has a gift for them.

And after that, their plane back, crashed in the Pacific Ocean.

"The first time I saw her cry very sadly," Kokonoha sighed, "I can only hold her, I only know that when I was a child, I held her like this, and she wouldn't cry again." She cried for a long time, so long that I forgot the time, just hugged her in a daze and didn't say a word, and after that day she suddenly changed, became... Same with me. It's as if she was the same as when I was born, she forgot what crying and feelings were, but she can perfectly play her own existence in ordinary human beings. In a sense, she's better than me...

"Our parents didn't leave any decent inheritance, except for some of the belongings I sold. I started working around my home to support my family. In the next two years, my sister delved into the information of her parents' safe at home, and she was only two years younger than me, and she had achieved a lot, and it seemed that she didn't need me to work anymore. ”

Xinye said word by word, turned his head to look at the heavy snow outside the window, and was distracted for a while.

“... Your sister, she—" Lunali held the glass in both hands, and the warmth of the glass was more than the outside world.

"Killed."

Kokoroha leaned sideways against the bar, his back to Lunali. Her expression Lunali couldn't make out clearly, but... It must be that there will be no expression.

"It's just an ordinary day, and when I get home, the 'police' who maintain law and order there contact me to claim it... Body. ”

"I think I should take revenge, but it doesn't make sense. My life... It was over in that moment, and at that moment, I should have died, and now it's just the shell of this heart leaf. ”

Even me

Will the murderer

Thousands of corpses

Let him never recover

Even if he goes to hell

Even if he is forever in endless pain

I'm dead too

"All the reasons I had in the world were gone, and I didn't know what else I could do, and I didn't know what I would do, until I did something... And my guide came to me. ”

"Then, now I am an existence called the God Chaser, I have no sister, no family, I started this journey alone, and I will end up going to the future alone, or I will die alone."

The demon god stood up and moved his somewhat stiff body - vampires would feel stiff after a long period of inactivity in this weather, right? Maybe that's just Kokonoha thinking she should do it.

"Alright, let's start the mission."

"Wait..."

"See you soon... Miss Moon Elf. ”

Interrupting the Moon Elf again, the vampire, with the wooden knife pinned to his waist, strode out of the warm tavern and into the cold and unforgiving world.