Only because of the sense of the gentleman's review
The elder brother said that she is now walking this way, let's take a closer look on the road, so as not to miss it. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Hearing him say this, I suddenly became nervous, and I felt a little "more timid about homesickness". But what am I afraid of? I'm not afraid of anything. It's just to go for a meal, where can't you eat now?
But when I saw the figure waving at us, I ......... There's really no expression on the outside. Because I am highly myopic, the glasses I wear now only keep me from walking into the ditch. In addition to being myopic and not being able to see her clearly, more importantly, I can now control my emotions very well.
Why am I standing here? Normally, I'm still asleep at this time. Although the senior brother and the second senior brother on the side are good, they can only account for ten percent of the factor at most. The remaining 90 percent is naturally because of the .......... from the other side No, we're walking in the past..... The remaining 90 percent is because I want to see the competition.
What do you say when you see it? Before that, I had prepared three plans. But now after seeing her, now when she is standing in front of me, all those plans can be nullified.
All encounters in the world are reunions after a long absence, and at this time, all you need to smile is enough..... Right?
How long has it been since we've seen each other? Three years and seven months? That's more than a thousand days, and if it's in Arabia, that super long story serialization can be finished.
I haven't seen her for a long time, and her appearance doesn't seem to have changed. And I must have looked hideous, because I got up at two o'clock in the middle of the night. Insomnia that has been bothering me for almost two months has been bothering me, and now I am sleepy.
Then there was nothing to say, her family changed houses, and I heard that the renovation was just completed during the summer vacation. Then there is eating, chatting, drinking tea, and eating snacks. Well, the tea is good, and the snacks are good, but ...... Actually, I just wanted to see her.
I've had a lot of ideas when I'm bored, and one of them is when I'm going to see her again.
I remember that it seems to have been said in "Lolita":
"I'm sure, just as I'm sure I'm going to die eventually. She can fade, she can wither, she can do anything. But I only need to look at her, and all kinds of tenderness wells up in my heart. ”
She is neither withered nor faded now, but is in the best period of her life, so the above classic words are useless. Let's put it another way to describe what it's like to see her again. Well, one sentence is too little to accommodate the desire I want to pour out right now. That........ It's better to switch to something else.
If it were a movie, I would have liked this long-lost reunion scene to look like this:
The moment I saw her, except for the two of us, the speed of the pedestrians suddenly accelerated, and then accelerated, so fast that they turned into streamers. After the camera changes, the surrounding environment changes to the deep mountains and forests. She walked through the forest, with a peach blossom in her hair slanted into her bun, and when she looked back, she didn't need words, and she conveyed all the meanings that needed to be expressed. The whole scene must be beautiful like a picture scroll, and the narration must be: You have been in the forest, a hairpin with dental disease, and you look back silently. ”
This kind of scene only happens in my mind, but it can satisfy my bad taste a little. The same nasty scene, I thought of another one in the moment I met her.
After this scene transition, it should look like this:
Surrounded by soldiers in armor shouting and fighting, she was walking slowly in the background of endless flames. Then the scene is changed, Kunyang, Chibi, Weishui, Qingkou, Gaoping......... Except for her who is walking slowly, the scene has been changed to the current high-rise buildings and traffic. And then add the narration: From the end of time, to the other side of the world, back to the present moment, the moment is eternity. ”
Well, from a different perspective. Her narration looks something like this:
"Shoot the tiger in person, look at Sun Lang, and break your intestines when you see Zhijun." As soon as she saw that it was this guy, the heroine felt that the whole person was not good.
To exaggerate a little more, you can add:
"There must be no dictionary without a word, and if you are idle for thousands of miles off topic.
Penglai article Jian'an bone, at this time it is better to have a son than nothing. ”
Originally, I had already done a lot of planning in advance. But Ngawang wants to show the spirit of his master, so let him be. So, we walked all the way down the street, and I was nothing bad because I got motion sickness. And in the end, instead of singing, we went to play mahjong.
After eating, I was already satisfied. The idea of flying immortals outside the sky has also been completed, and the rest is just an addition. I wanted to go home early to go to bed, but for some reason I stayed. Maybe it's because you want to spend more time with her? Well, that's what I thought. If nothing else happens, it's probably the last time we'll see each other. So one more minute is a minute, although it will be very uncomfortable to stay up all night, but after all, it is a competition, and it can be an exception.
Playing mahjong is still fun, if it's with someone you like. The last time I played mahjong with my classmates was three years ago, and that time I played at Zou Feiyao's house.
When I first met Jing Zhi this time, it felt like I had met a strange girl. I asked myself: Did I really love this person that much? Are all those thoughts of day and night really real? Is that heart-wrenching feeling all real?
In the past thousand days and nights, every time I think about it, I feel like my chest has been cut open, and the hot blood seems to be squeezed out of the wound. Some people call this kind of pain bond, some people call it marriage, and some people .......... Hmph, maybe it's my own wishful thinking, but this pain that spans grief, grief, and loneliness is proof that I can live alone..........
It was supposed to be like this.
I've always been sluggish, no matter what it is. So, even if the competition is right in front of me right now, I don't know what I'm thinking. As time passed, I looked at her hair, her eyes, her nose, her lips, and it was only after I matched everything about the girl in front of me with the person I remembered that I could confirm that she was the one who had been in love with her.
I said I was a die-hard conservative, and I told people more than ten years ago that my favorite was Wu Zixu, who was the "No. 1 Hero of the Ages", and now my favorite is still him. My feelings have never changed much, the pain, the joy, the like, the disgust, the exaggeration, the fear, the things that I can't forget are all remembered clearly. A lot of times when I'm asked, I say I don't remember, I just don't want to remember. Therefore, the feeling of pain at that time is still deeply remembered in my mind. Therefore, I dare not let those feelings flow.
After lunch, I didn't say anything to her or look at her.
And I'm not sure I understand what the other person means correctly, so it's probably going to be very upset to make a mistake. In the end, I'm ready to do something out of the ordinary, but ....... It seems that this opportunity is gone. Because her father came to pick her up and took her home, uh. Originally, I had planned to ........... when I sent her back. Haha, but that's fine......... Probably.
"We're all going to fall in love with one or a few people at some point, and then we're not going to love anymore." Originally, I didn't think much of Diego's words. However, now I probably just can't love.
Oh, and in the second half of my idea of flying immortals, I should have added some interesting poetic words. For example:
"Don't come and don't send half a line of books, you usually see each other, and it's not as good as before.
Only because of the feeling of Jun a review, it makes me think about Jun Chao and Dusk. ”
But what do these words mean? It's just my own bad taste. Life is not what I imagined, and the human heart is also very complex and chaotic. It's not normal for someone like me to be normal, right?
I hate a lot of things, I hate waste, I hate being untrustworthy, I hate ............ Love desires its life, evil desires its death. So while I hate myself, I probably have some self-destructive tendencies.
Is there true love in the world?
And who can guarantee that one's love is nothing more than not meeting the right person, nothing more than an illusion, a false perception of someone who has not been in contact with true love, nothing more than complex feelings produced by the combined action of hormones, glands, blood and lust?
Love is not just you and me, but it is you and me. Love encompasses everything we have ever been with. Don't manage cause, don't care about cause and effect and time, this is love, it's not a contract, it's a relationship, it's a double arrow between two people's names, or a love that circles two names, it's the emotion of the moment. It doesn't matter what happened before or after, as long as you seize this moment. And the momentary love is linked together, which is the love that can be observed at the macro level.
That's why I love her. That feeling of wanting to be exclusive and not wanting to share with anyone is one of the manifestations of love in this world, and that feeling of being so happy just by being around her is a testament to my love for her. But........ That was three years ago.
In three years, a lot of things will happen, you will meet a lot of people, and you will meet and miss a lot of people and things. I've heard people say that the best way to forget someone is to fall in love with someone else. Ah, actually, it's all an excuse. I don't deny that I still like to compete, but I've also liked another girl in the last three years. Although the degree is not comparable, it is indeed true that I really like it. At one point, I fell in love with another girl.
So, do I still like to compete now? That's for sure. Is it 100 percent? I'd love to say yes, but it's not. "A certain family is the same in life" has also become an empty phrase, as if it never existed. On the other hand, the other party is the same. Who of us can pat our chests and say to people that we have only loved you and will only love you alone?
After decades of deformed love, Bai Chou poured all his love for that woman into the million-horse nirvana "I love you", and later burst out of the "Super Invincible I Love You" with a million horses in the complete realm.
Therefore, the moment I got into the car and left, I used my true qi and hit the entrance. And then..........
The mind changes the sky and the earth, and the true qi runs through the twelve-story building. The magnetic field that fills the heavens and the earth is at this moment driven by my will, and it turns endlessly.
Therefore, I blasted out a million horses of the complete realm of "Genesis #Super Invincible I Love You" against the Great Demon King of Destiny.....
Well, that's what I made up in my head.
Even if all the encounters in the world are reunions after a long absence, this is probably how things happened. Bland, shriveled and tasteless, nothing special compared to anything from the ages. But for myself, it has sunk to the bottom of the lake of memory and become one of those glittering pearls. Maybe it won't dim until I'm dead.
Later, after there were only four people left, they started playing the slightly larger ones. Playing mahjong requires calculation and luck. My luck has never been very good, and people are very sleepy, so after losing the initial change, I also lost one of the whole money. I plan to stop playing when I run out of money, and I didn't come here to play mahjong. However, the next luck was not good, and several consecutive three-and-four-fold wins. In the end, not only did the more than 200 losses win back, but they also won 10 yuan...........
Gambling is bad, I hate gambling because it's so much fun, and I'm weak-willed.........