Chapter 35: The Loved One
Nie Qian avoided my gaze, but the tears did not stop because of my apology, but fell faster, which made me feel distressed. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
I reached out to wipe her, but was pushed away.
She twisted her body and buried her head in her chest, her shoulders and back trembled violently from crying, and the movement became louder and louder, and finally, she actually cried loudly, as if she wanted to pour out all the grievances in her heart.
Women want to coax, but I don't, I don't know how to say anything when I ask myself, but I don't know how to say anything in this situation, and even if I do, I don't know what to say.
I stood up, hugged Nie Qian awkwardly, ignored her objections, and let her catharsis and thrashing hysterically in my arms until everything was calm again.
Another long silence, I can't remember how many times this embarrassment has occurred in these short dozens of minutes? But I know that as long as I survive this silence, things will pass.
Sure enough, after more than ten minutes, Nie Qian's excited emotions finally eased, she gently pushed me away, reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and looked ahead in a daze, like a soulless shell, without saying a word.
I straightened the corners of my tear-soaked clothes, cleared my choked throat, and said sorry softly, and this time, Nie Qian raised her head and looked at me unblinkingly with her red and swollen eyes that were crying, which made my heart feel sour.
Suddenly, she shook her head with a smile and said lightly: "I'm fine, you're tired these days, and I know that we shouldn't make this kind of joke on you." Actually, I didn't cry because you knocked off the cake, but because I suddenly remembered some sad past, so you don't have to worry. ”
In the end, Nie Qian sighed, her eyes revealing sadness and confusion.
I think that if it were Lin Hui, in this situation, he would definitely say a lot of beautiful words about the mountain alliance and sea oath, even if these words are false, but at least women love to listen to them, and they can coax them to please, and they will never be like me, like a fool, dumbfounded and at a loss.
Although my heart has been shaken upside down, I still don't know how to say many words.
Nie Qian was inexplicably amused when she saw my stunned appearance, and she sighed helplessly, as if to say, you are ...... I really can't help you.
She pulled out a napkin from the tissue box next to her, gently wiped the cake on my hand, and sighed, "Alas, now that the cake is broken, this is probably the worst birthday." ”
"No, Xiaoqian, there is no better birthday than this! It's true! ”
"You lied to me, the cake was broken and I said it was good."
Nie Qian glanced at me, but there was a hint of joy in her eyes.
I turned around, sat side by side with her on the bed, looked down at my feet, and muttered, "I'm speaking from the bottom of my heart." Do you know? I've been alone since I broke up with you, and for so many years, no one has ever given me a birthday, so I don't remember this day at all. ”
Nie Qian suddenly grabbed my arm, meekly rested her head on my shoulder, and listened quietly.
I glanced sideways at her, looked ahead again, and continued: "Actually, it doesn't matter if there is a cake or not, whether you can eat the cake or not, as long as someone remembers it, it is a kind of happiness to be remembered, especially the person you love......"
"Loved one......"
Nie Qian suddenly repeated these four words, and her eyes turned red inexplicably, for some reason, she was so sentimental today.
She lowered her head silently, and a sentence came out of her mouth coldly, "Joon, will you love me forever?" No matter what happens in the future, will you be there for me? ”
"Why do you ask?"
"Answer me, yes, or won't?"
Nie Qian's words made me sad, but they also aroused a man's ambition, I put my hands on her shoulders, pulled her over, looked directly into her eyes and said word by word: "Then you listen well, I, Luo Jun, no matter what happens in this life, I will love you, I will be by your side, and I will never give up!" ”
Nie Qian's eyes suddenly lit up, and she pounced on me, hugged me hard, and refused to let go of her hands for a long time.
I could feel her heart, it was clinging to my heart, I put my mouth to her ear and kissed it gently, who knew that this Nizi's soft body trembled like an electric shock, I suddenly became childlike, and kissed her ear with a little water, and after a while, Nie Qian's entire ear became red, and it was red to her cheeks.
She hugged me tighter, eager to squeeze the whole body into my body, and even the long breathing became heavy and short. She whispered my name in my ear, like a soft snake wrapped around me, and I couldn't resist it, and all my worries and fears seemed to disappear at this moment.
The pressure that had been piling up in my heart for days was disintegrated in my ferocious attacks again and again, and when I roared and raised my neck, the whole person was as relaxed as if I had been reborn.
I stared at the perfect carcass beneath me, this delicate face that was waiting to be released, and the starry eyes that were as thin as gossamer, and suddenly a very unreal feeling suddenly appeared in my heart, how could I, a prisoner who escaped the trial by atoning for his crimes, have such a perfect woman?!
I leaned down and kissed Nie Qian's forehead lightly, and the moment I raised my head, my eyes inadvertently caught a glimpse of a dark blue scarf on the dresser, and I couldn't help but be slightly stunned, my intuition told me that it was a men's scarf.
I escaped from Nie Qian's octopus-like position, got dressed, and walked over to the scarf.
Sure enough, this is a strange scarf, I have never seen it, no matter from the color or style of the scarf, it is not for girls.
I whispered "Huh" and asked, "Xiaoqian, has anyone else been here in the family?" ”
Nie Qian didn't answer, she didn't seem to hear my question, I asked again, and she whispered, "No." ”
"And whose scarf is it?"
"Scarves?"
Nie Qian seemed to think of something, was slightly startled, rolled up the quilt and sat up, looked at the scarf in my hand and suddenly said, "Oh, you said this, en...... This is my birthday present to you......"
A birthday present?
My gaze swept over the dresser, but there was no box or anything like that, could it be that this scarf had been bought at a street stall? Besides, it doesn't look like a brand new one......
"Joon, what's wrong with you? Don't you like it? Nie Qian asked softly.
"Of course not."
I hurriedly shook my head, scolding myself in my heart for healing the scar and forgetting the pain, Nie Qian forgave herself just now, but now it's good, I actually started to be suspicious again.
I folded the scarf and put it away, looked at the time, it was already more than six o'clock in the evening, I asked Nie Qian to sleep again, and I walked out of the bedroom and cleaned the living room.
It wasn't about half past six that the family began to walk out of the room one after another, Zhong Lu still looked at me like an enemy, she pulled Nie Qian aside, muttering something to herself, and her angry gaze still drifted to herself from time to time.
Lin Hui came to my side, patted me on the shoulder, sighed and said, "Alas, buddy, did you suffer just now?" I've really wronged you. ”
I almost didn't laugh when I saw the other person put on a look of empathy, if that was also a crime, I would rather suffer a little more of this kind of crime in the future.
Thinking like this in my heart, I couldn't say this on my lips, so I pretended to be helpless and nodded: "You still know me, it seems that you have suffered a lot of sins." ”
"Don't talk about it."
Lin Hui seemed to remember some painful past, took a deep breath, and changed the topic: "Don't blame Xiaolu for killing you, your reaction just now was really bigger, and I was also taken aback by you." ”
I didn't argue, Lin Hui continued: "I know that you have been under a lot of pressure during this time, and the way you walked in the door just now, we didn't feel right. ”
"And you're still playing?"
My voice suddenly amplified, and as a result, Zhong Lu, who was talking to Nie Qian, came over, and she looked at me with raised eyebrows and reprimanded: "What's the big deal about you as a big man?" When you get angry outside, you still aren't a man? ”
"Xiaolu!"
Nie Qian also walked up, pulled her hard, and motioned to Zhong Lu to stop talking.
The latter glared at her angrily, "Xiaoqian, why are you so cowardly?" It's obvious that he's wrong, and you're still helping him......"
Seeing that no one responded to him, even Lin Hui didn't say a word, Zhong Lu glared at him fiercely, stomped his feet angrily, and turned around and went out.
Seeing this, Lin Hui's face changed, and as if a catastrophe was imminent, he shouted his girlfriend's name and chased after him.
After a while, the originally lively home suddenly became deserted, leaving Nie Qian and I staring at each other.
Now it's dinner, Nie Qian brought up the dishes that had been prepared, it was quite hearty, but the two of them ate a little more, she sat down in the seat, called Zhong Lu first, and after making sure that the other party didn't come to eat, she sighed leisurely and said: "Alas, how can people be like this now, all of them are hot-tempered, can't they talk well." ”
"Listen to your tone, it looks like you've seen a lot of people like this today?"
"Nothing." Nie Qian muttered, handed over a bowl of rice and said, "Hurry up and eat, these are specially prepared for you." ”
I took a bite of the dish and put it in my mouth, and the delicious taste rushed straight to my head, and I asked in surprise, "You made all this yourself?" ”
"yes, is it delicious?"
I nodded like garlic, my mouth was already stuffed with these delicacies and I couldn't speak, I didn't expect that only a few years later, this young lady who used to be a woman who used to be a different person was reborn.
This can't help but arouse my curiosity, what kind of thing is it that has changed her so completely?
When I asked this question, Nie Qian stopped her chopsticks and said something strange.
"Everyone grows up, and I'm no longer the little princess I used to be," she said. ”