What happiness is, what happiness is, what the future is, I don't know. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoEver since I was captured by the Order called D∴G, and since I participated in all sorts of brutal experiments, I don't know what else I have.

Grief, crying, wailing, wailing, and finally it all turned into despair, into emptiness. I have nothing left.

The brutal experiment has brought me senses beyond common sense, to be able to hear what others can't hear, to see what others can't, and even to perceive the heart that others can't perceive. However, this did not bring me any happiness, but dragged me into the abyss of despair.

In that D∴G Order, what has the most is not happiness, not happiness, not joy, but distortion, coldness, pain, and endless despair, unbearable despair.

I don't know when I started, I have learned to get used to despair, I don't know when I started, I have lost the emotional understanding of ordinary people. Whether it is the effect of drugs, or the effect of experiments, or the choice of one's own heart.

One companion after another came here, one companion after another collapsed, and finally one companion after another died. The companions in the laboratory where I was working changed many, many times, and in the end, only I survived. Survived that brutal experiment.

Watching their passing, perceiving their despair, experiencing their last sorrows, the sorrow of life, with their sorrows, I don't know when I will become one of them.

Even if it is indifference, even if it is habit, even if it falls into the abyss of despair, but the cruel experiment continues. It is not special because it has lived for a long time, but because it can support it for such a long time, it has attracted the attention of those experimenters, and it has been scheduled more experiments. The experimenters seem to think of themselves as interesting experiments. All of this is brought about by that powerful perception ability.

When I thought I was about to die in one experiment after another, when I thought that this was my desperate future.

They're coming. A group of strangely dressed people, a group of people with murderous intent, they killed all the members of the D∴G Order in the entire laboratory with their brutal methods and amazing killing speed.

"It's hopeless, the body is so bad, and the most important thing is that the soul has died in one cruel experiment after another. Except for this little girl with blue hair, the hearts of the other children are already dead, and there is no point in healing their bodies with my great power. Their hearts have passed away. Except for the instincts of the body, it is a piece of rotten meat. ”

The cold and cruel voice, but when I heard this voice, I didn't have the slightest fear, no fear, and even a little bit of joy that didn't know if it was a joy rose from my heart.

Was it because they had killed those terrible adults, or because the little blue-haired girl he was talking about was him, or because he felt a trace of pity in them. I don't know, really, really don't.

Isn't my heart dead yet? Lying in that warm embrace, he struggled to open his eyes and look at the big brother with pity and tenderness on his face, and asked himself in his heart.

After being rescued from that laboratory, he was placed in a nice convalescence room, cared for by a gentle big sister. From the mouths of Fei and Lixia, who occasionally come to the recuperation room, I know that this gentle big sister is called Yu Hei, and the name of the big brother who can't see through it, but who often comes to accompany him in the afternoon with a warm feeling, is Zheng Shuanglong.

Two weeks, or three weeks, or a month, time doesn't mean anything to me anyway. Anyway, after some time, his injuries were healed.

"Some time ago, I asked the energetic and excessive Guerrilla Lin in the Guerrilla Association, she has found your parents in the Duchy of Remephilia, and tomorrow, I will send you there. They're worried about you. ”

Parents? It's such a strange word, since I can remember, I have been kidnapped by the D∴G Order, and my parents are really, really unfamiliar to me. Will they worry about themselves as such strangers?

"In the future, there may be difficulties of one kind or another, but you must be happy."

Happiness? The same incomprehensible, very unfamiliar words. Although the gentle big brother at that time had a good explanation of the meaning of happiness, he really didn't understand what happiness was when he touched the pendant around his neck.

Holding this or that confused self, he must have looked at Zheng Shuanglong with confused and incomprehensible eyes at that time.

"Of course, Dio-chan is so cute, you will definitely find your own happiness, there will be many people who love Dio-chan, and you will definitely be able to find someone that Theo-chan loves, I promise. If Dio can't find it, come to Altair City, and I'll find your happiness with Theo-chan. ”

Is this a promise? At that moment, my heart was beating fast, and I was a little out of shape.

On the second day of the promise, with the help of several beautiful big sisters, I put on a beautiful light blue dress. Under the leadership of Zheng Shuanglong's eldest brother, he boarded a guided airship with a guerrilla elder sister who was so energetic and simple named Lin. Started the journey home.

Lin has a lot of words, but although she doesn't hate talking so much, and although she feels that she cares about her, she really doesn't know how to answer since she was kidnapped by the D∴G Order. However, it seems that Lin has no intention of answering himself.

Brother Zheng Shuanglong's ice cream is delicious, this is the best food I have ever tasted. Digging deep into my own memories and making sure that I had never eaten this delicious indescribable ice cream.

Lin seems to be like a child, immature than himself, and would fight with Zheng Shuanglong's big brother over an ice cream.

However, it's so strong, both of them are so strong, well, Brother Zheng Shuanglong is too strong, if he has such strength, will he be caught by the D∴G Order. Slightly incomprehensible.

Watching Zheng Shuanglong beat his brother and Lin in the interaction, he was a little speechless, a little confused, and a little surprised, but he didn't know that his heart was a little warm.

I laughed at the time. Putting the little palm of your hand on your cheek, you're a little unsure.

However, the emotional fluctuations I feel from them are very warm and comfortable. Moreover, whether it is Lin or Brother Zheng Shuanglong, their smiles are too dazzling for themselves.

If you can have such a warm smile and such a dazzling smile, is it happiness? looked at Zheng Shuanglong, who was smiling and drinking black tea and eating pastries, and looked at Lin who was chattering and asking a lot of things. I must have a smile on my face.

In happiness, time will feel fast. So, it didn't take long for me to hear the sound of the radio, and I was about to arrive in my hometown soon.

was taken by Zheng Shuanglong's brother and got off the guide airship, and saw two uncles and aunts who were a little impressed, accompanied by an escort from the guerrilla association. Are they their parents?

As soon as his parents saw him, he rushed forward and hugged him tightly. The two wept silently, seemingly happy that their daughter had returned home safely.

But I didn't cry. I even felt confused and didn't know how to face my parents. I haven't seen my parents for two years. I've been kidnapped by the Order for as long as I can remember, so I don't remember much about my parents. No, maybe I remembered it before, but being physically and mentally exhausted in the facility made me forget everything. Therefore, parents are no different from strangers to themselves.

The only thing to be thankful for is that from the emotional fluctuations that my parents personally felt, there was no rejection of myself. At least, they didn't think of themselves as monsters. Contrary to their own parents, the adults in the facility only have these two feelings.

"Thank you really, really much!" The parents kept bowing to Zheng Shuanglong's eldest brother and Lin and thanking him.

As for Zheng Shuanglong's eldest brother, he is very elegant and decent, and he can cope with such a scene with ease.

In the end, the parents said goodbye to everyone and planned to take themselves home.

"You have to be happy."

This is the blessing that Zheng Shuanglong's eldest brother said when he said goodbye to himself, at that time, Zheng Shuanglong's brother reached out and touched his head messily for a while. His pale blue hair was a little messy. But I didn't feel annoyed at all, and silently let him touch it.

Brother Zheng Shuanglong said that he must be happy. But in terms of results, it didn't come to fruition.

At first, my parents accepted me warmly. They gave me so much love that they sent me to Sunday school.

However, it is impossible for aliens and ordinary people to coexist, and I was forced to improve my sensing skills in that facility, so I really couldn't live with ordinary people.

Sounds that shouldn't be heard, things that shouldn't be seen, feelings that shouldn't be felt. When I was still young, I didn't know how to hide all this, and I didn't know what self-control was. As a result, I was treated the same way I was at the facility. The people around me see me as an alien and terrifying being.

Only my parents are still gentle and kind to me, but my ability to sense it lets me know that their feelings are not only affectionate, but also a little uneasy.

One night, while I was sleeping in my bed, I happened to hear my parents talking several walls away.

"How are we going to get along with that kid in the future?"

When I heard that, I finally knew that this was not my place to live.

I didn't feel angry or sad, I just didn't know what to do. Brother Zheng Shuanglong clearly told me that as long as I came here, I could be happy, but the truth was the opposite. So, where do I go from here?

"If Theo can't find him, come to Altair City, and I'll find your happiness with Theo-chan." Thinking of the promise that Zheng Shuanglong's brother had made, I sneaked out of the house one day and took a guided train to that place.

Head to Altair City, the headquarters of the Void Brigade that saved itself.

There, by the side of Brother Zheng Shuanglong, there should be my happiness...... (To be continued.) )