Chapter 51: It's hard to look back on the past
I don't know why, it's so cold here. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info I walked over and looked at the ice door, there were gaps in the middle and on both sides of the ice door, and it should be able to open.
"Let's all push it together and see if we can push it away." Liu Zhiyong commanded, and as he spoke, a few of us came together and began to push the ice gate hard, but we used all our strength to keep the ice gate moving.
We pushed hard together a few times in quick succession, but the ice door didn't move at all. So everyone also died, and everyone put down their backpacks out of breath and sat down on the ground. Liu Zhiyong took out the cigarette in his pocket, handed one to each of us, and then everyone smoked it, the real ice cave was full of smoke, and I couldn't help coughing twice.
At this time, Liu Zhiyong took out the bayonet of the 95 rifle from his magazine bag, took it out, and walked towards the ice gate. He dug the ice door with a bayonet, but after a while he returned to his chagrin.
"Grass, what is the ice of this door made of? The bayonet can only dig out a white spot. Liu Zhiyong showed a trace of despair in his eyes.
None of us spoke, are we really going to be trapped here? Everyone's hearts were very heavy. At this time, Liu Zhiyong opened his backpack: "Everyone eat something, right?" As he spoke, he pulled out some food.
Liu Zhiyong gave us a little food, and everyone ate the food in their hands silently. I felt that the food in my hand did not taste at all, and after eating the food, Liu Zhiyong dug some ice on the ice wall with a bayonet, and he gave each of us a piece, which was used as water to drink.
"Let's rest when everyone is full." Liu Zhiyong looked at the watch in his hand, and it was already more than two o'clock in the evening.
We all took out the military coats in our backpacks, in fact, I didn't feel cold, but for fear that they would ask me why, I didn't want to tell anyone about the Ice and Snow Pavilion, so I also covered the military coats like them.
"Squad leader, do you think we're really going to be trapped here?" Kuang Hai leaned on his rucksack and let out a long breath.
"Hey, that's a pity for my pretty girlfriend?" Zhao Shiming said sadly, don't look at Zhao Shiming's yellow teeth, some people have a little dark skin, but his family is good, his uncle is an officer in the division, although Zhao Shiming is not tall, he has a very beautiful girlfriend.
That time, he took out a photo of him and her girlfriend, and one of the conclusions we all gave was that the good cabbage was arched by pigs, and Zhao Shiming chased and beat us at that time.
"Haha, your pretty girlfriend is someone else's?" Kuang Hai smiled when he heard Zhao Shiming's words.
"Squad Leader Liu, I believe we can definitely go out, right?" I looked at Liu Zhiyong, I really don't want to die, Xuelian saved me with her own life, I can't die like this. I promised Qiu He and Snow Lotus that no matter what I encountered, I would live well.
"I don't know, but I'll definitely do my best to get everyone out." Liu Zhiyong covered his face with a cotton hat, but his voice was firm.
"Kuang Hai, have you ever talked about a girlfriend?" Zhao Shiming asked, the recruit had never heard Kuang Hai talk about his past for two months, and Kuang Hai seemed to be very happy usually, as if he had no heart or lungs.
"Yes." There was a hint of sadness in Kuang Hai's voice.
"Then why haven't you talked about it before?" I'm also very curious about how a person like Kuang Hai can talk about falling in love.
"She's dead." Kuang Hai seemed to be very sad, and we didn't speak and listened quietly.
"She and I have known each other since childhood, we went to kindergarten together, and we went to elementary school, junior high school and high school together." Kuang Hai paused: "Because our family conditions are not good, our grades are not good, and we are only admitted to the college entrance examination, we did not go to go again, we chose to go to Shanghai to work." ”
"We got together, we rented a house together, I worked as a general laborer in a factory, and she worked as a waitress in a restaurant. Although we all worked hard, we were happy, and every day after work we had to go to the night market. Later, I somehow got into gambling, so I followed my friends to gamble in order to make her live a good life. But I fell deeper and deeper, and slowly I owed usury. ”
Kuang Hai's voice began to whimper: "Later, the debt collector came to my house, and she was cooking at that time, and those people beat me when they came in. She saw it and went over to pull the men, but ... She was pushed away by those men... She was pushed to the foot of the table, blood appeared on her temple, and the men saw her pass out and left. When I picked her up on the ground and looked at her closed eyes, I rushed her to the hospital. ”
At this time, I heard Kuang Hai crying: "But, but, but I took her to the hospital, and the doctor told me that she was dead, and I didn't believe it and kept begging the doctor to save her, but the doctors shook their heads, I felt that I had lost everything, I hated myself, I hated myself." ”
"Later, when I went to report the crime, the police ignored me and blasted me out, and then the loan shark boss came to my house again. They told me not to report the crime, so I paid them the money, and if I had to report it, they warned me and beat me to death if I made a fuss. ”
"I hate myself so much, I'm useless, I didn't protect her, I killed her, I'm a bastard, she died in vain, I can't even avenge her." Saying that, Kuang Hai cried loudly, a one-meter-eight man cried like this, and each of us felt uncomfortable.
At this time, Liu Zhiyong, who was next to Kuang Hai, patted him on the shoulder: "Don't be sad, things are over, this world is like this, and there are many things we can't do." ”
"Yes, Kuang Hai don't care so much, there are many unsatisfactory things in the world, you must live well, I believe that the wicked will eventually be punished." I also comforted Kuang Hai.
"When I am discharged from the army, I will definitely sue those bastards again, and I must get justice for her." Kuang Hai said firmly.
"Brother, I'll go with you, no matter how awesome those bastards are, I'm not afraid." Zhao Shiming said indignantly.
"Kuang Hai, if you become a soldier in the future, work hard and strive to make a difference, and the squad leader will also support you." Liu Zhiyong took off the cotton hat on his head and smoked again against his backpack.
"It's okay if I'm trapped here, so I can go and accompany my Lan'er." Kuang Hai was suddenly full of this sentence.
"I'm going, I can't think about it so much, I believe that I, Lu Xiaofeng, won't be here so soon, I believe we will definitely go out, everyone must have confidence." I really don't want to be stuck here like this, and I'm going to get out even if I take my last breath.