178.Chapter 178

For a long time, the person I am most concerned about in my heart is Feng Xuejiao.

In the past, I was pure unrequited love, because I understood that nothing would come of it between me and her.

The shackles of ethics and morality bind the two of us, and neither of us can extricate ourselves.

Before going to the underworld, I had returned home in the form of a wandering ghost, and stood in front of Feng Xuejiao's bed for a long time, at that time, the two of us were already yin and yang, and we couldn't see each other, and we couldn't hear each other's voices.

Some words were already on my lips, but I couldn't say them, and before leaving, I reached out and tried to touch her cheek, but unfortunately, I couldn't touch them at all.

I gazed at her, and deeply engraved her face in my mind, there is such a saying, since you love, you must let go.

This is vividly interpreted in me.

When I was in the Dark Ghost School, the ghost once turned into Feng Xuejiao's appearance to confuse me, and at that moment, I was completely relieved and figured everything out.

After returning to the yang, I returned home happily, planning to find a chance to confess to Feng Xuejiao.

Unexpectedly, Feng Xuejiao had already started a relationship with Yan Zhenbei.

At that time, I cried out, although I liked her very much, but sometimes, I would rather sacrifice myself, as long as she can be happy and can be happy, and that is enough.

I let go completely, but the world is impermanent, Yan Zhenbei is an out-and-out scumbag, who framed me with despicable means, almost ruined my reputation, and suffered injustice for the rest of my life.

And Feng Xuejiao turned a deaf ear to my words and completely believed Yan Zhenbei.

At that time, I was really heartbroken, if it weren't for Chen Xiuzhi's soul, I think that between myself and Feng Xuejiao, I might have been strangers a long time ago.

Because of this incident, Feng Xuejiao and I came together unexpectedly, and at that moment, my heart was really happy.

I swore that I would protect her for the rest of my life and not let her be hurt in the slightest.

With the passage of time, I gradually discovered that although Feng Xuejiao accepted me, deep down, she still subconsciously regarded me as her younger brother.

She may live with me for the rest of her life, but I understand that a twisted melon is not sweet.

This is something I only figured out after I disbanded the power of the Yin people. Now, Feng Xuejiao is already a big star in the limelight, her life is about to start brilliant, and there will be many admirers who pursue her.

I believe that there are many men who are better than me, and there will be people who can make her heart pound.

At this point, it's time for me to quit.

The relationship between me and her, strictly speaking, can only be regarded as a bad relationship, a farce.

I never thought that except for Feng Xuejiao, my calm heart would have ripples because of another woman.

Speaking of which, I'm a little incredulous myself.

This woman is none other than Su Xun.

In the past, although Su Xun saved me from danger several times, I always thought that she had a plan.

After I dissipated my mana, I became a waster, and at the same time, I angered the underworld, thinking that I would kill me as soon as possible.

At that time, there was no need for Su Xunben to come and see me and tell me all this, after all, her past actions were all entrusted to the Hades King.

When I was still a Yin person, my status and status were not on an equal footing with Su Xun, and after the dismissal of mana, I was just an ordinary person, and the disparity in status between the two of us was completely one in the sky and the other in the ground, which was incomparable at all.

But not only did she come, but she also comforted me carefully, which is enough to show that she really regards me as a friend in her heart.

Before this Chinese New Year's Eve, I treated Su Xun as much as I did to Aya, and in my heart, I only regarded the two of them as red faces.

But now, my perception has changed.

Seriously, I was very touched and guilty, if it weren't for me, Su Xun wouldn't have ended up like this.

On that day, I was hunted down by the underworld and subjected to endless torture, and just as I was calmly preparing for death, an accident happened.

I'm going to say that I was dead at the time, and I watched my soul separate from that wounded body.

And this is not the end of it, those evil spirits did not let me go, and they rushed up one after another, showing their hideous and terrifying fangs.

I smiled wryly, but I didn't resist, letting the demons bite me.

Just when I was in despair, Su Xun appeared, and with a gentle wave of her hand, those evil ghosts suddenly disappeared without a trace, and they had no ability to resist at all.

When I saw this scene, my mouth suddenly opened wide and my face was incredible.

I never expected that Su Xun would appear at this time and dismiss the evil spirits.

Because of my affairs, she once interceded with Hades, but not only did things not take a turn for the better, but even caused her to be suppressed.

I wouldn't be naïve enough to think that Hades had changed his mind and wasn't going to kill me.

Su Xun's move is tantamount to taking a risk, and if he is not careful, he is likely to fall into a catastrophe.

"I thought about it for a long time, but in the end I still didn't put my heart down to look at your head in a different place" As if knowing what I was thinking, Su Xun lowered his head and whispered with a hint of sadness.

"You're so stupid...... the corners of my eyes moistened, and looking at Su Xun in front of me, a strange emotion suddenly spread in my heart.

I don't know what that feeling is, except that it hasn't been felt since I can remember.

I myself have already seen through life and death, and if there is anything, it is a big deal for me to bear it alone.

But if I hurt the woman in front of me because of me, I think even if I die, I won't be at ease.

"I've done everything, and it's too late to regret it, but it's really a bit ridiculous, I'm loyal to Lord Hades, and on weekdays, I don't dare to have the slightest disobedience. But I didn't expect to betray her because of a mortal......" Su Xun smiled self-deprecatingly, and at the same time raised his head and met my eyes.

Although her expression was calm, I could detect a trace of mixed emotions in her gaze.

"To be able to know you, is the greatest luck in my life, although you and I have known each other for a short time, but some things, are unforgettable, my death is doomed, you go quickly, I don't want you to be hurt" I walked to her side, I don't know where the courage came from, and hugged her.

The moment I hugged her, I could feel that Su Xun seemed to have been electrocuted, and he just stood in place, obviously at a loss.

"I don't want to occupy a place in your heart, I just hope that you can remember my name, no matter how bad it is, remember this face. If there is an afterlife, I swear, I must pursue you" I took a deep breath and kissed Su Xun on the cheek, this kiss also contained all my feelings for her.