Chapter 19 Right and Wrong
Chapter 19 is right and wrong
Bai Zihua quietly retreated, he didn't know how to love, but he knew what love was, so let the two of them be alone at this time! Enjoy this last moment!
"Min Yue, why don't you want to go with me. If we had left earlier, maybe ...... Maybe ......"
Tan Fan clenched Min Yue's hands in pain, and the coldness also invaded his heart.
"Tan Fan! You answer me, do you love me? ”
Min Yue's crystal-like eyes looked at Tan Fan affectionately, trying to find the answer from his gaze.
"I ......"
Tan Fan was also stunned for a while, and when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say anything.
"Needless to say, I already know the answer!" Min Yue's smile was like a crescent moon, beautiful but miserable, although she had tried her best to hide it!
"Min Yue, I love ...... I ......" Tan Fan was so anxious that he shouted, but his tongue seemed to be knotted,
"Don't push yourself anymore! Ahem...... Min Yue's scallion-like fingers pressed against Tan Fan's lips, "Tan Fan, I know your feelings for me, it's just my brother's love for my sister, I've always known it, but once upon a time I was expecting you to come and take me out of this abyss, but when I saw you again, I knew that we were impossible!" ”
"Min Yue, don't say that!"
Tan Fan hugged Min Yue tightly and wrapped the bodies of the two with a futon, Min Yue couldn't bear any more mana, he could only use this clumsy way to try to give her a little warmth when she was getting cold.
"You are already an immortal, immortal, but my years have never stopped, if you fall in love with me, then after I die, what kind of pain will you have, after a serious illness, the only thing I hope is that you can leave me, I don't want you to see my haggard appearance! cough cough cough ...... I wish it had stayed twenty years ago! ”
With a violent cough, a delicate red flower bloomed bitterly.
"Min Yue!"
"I always knew you didn't love me, and if you hadn't happened to be here, you and I wouldn't have met again!" A tear fell from the corner of Min Yue's eyes.
"You want to take me away, it's never because you love me, it's just because you feel guilty, in fact, you don't have any responsibility at all!" Her words were almost screaming, and she didn't want to leave with pain.
"Min Yue, don't say it, don't say it, let's take a good rest, you will definitely recover, at that time, I will take you to the beautiful scenery of the world, you don't want to go to the snowy Tianchi, I will take you, I will definitely take you there!"
Tan Fan couldn't cry anymore, took Min Yue in his arms, and frantically promised that as long as he could keep her, as long as she could stay, he was willing to give everything.
"No, Tan Fan, let me finish, I'm afraid I won't have a chance!" Min Yue took a deep breath, as if she wanted to engrave this breath in her heart and take it to reincarnation, "I really love you so much, but you don't love me, why take me away." If there is an afterlife, I must haunt you too! ”
At this moment, there was a hint of playfulness in her tone, as if she was coquettish with her brother, Min Yue had her arrogance, since she didn't love her and couldn't give her the happiness she wanted, then it wasn't the same pain wherever she was.
"Min Yue, is this how you torture me?"
Tan Fan's heart was like a knife, and countless sorrows and sorrows were intertwined into an invisible net in his heart, slowly tightening, squeezing every trace of strength in his body.
"Tan Fan, I'm so tired, can you still draw my eyebrows once before I go to sleep?"
"Good!"
Tan Fan looked at Min Yue lovingly,
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"Pap ......" eyebrow pencil fell to the ground, and the green silk has been scattered.
"The pink moon is shining, and the dancing shirt is brushing the flower branches.
Take the wine to the beauty, and sing the words of Handan. ”
Hook Fence Washer, amorous is always ruthlessly annoyed, maybe everything is a dream of Nanke!
"Qiang Qiang ......"
The cold sound of the piano sounded, and all Bai Zihua could do now was play a song for them. Perhaps only by going through this kind of life and death parting scene can Bai Zihua practice the "Taishang Sutra", and it is because of these that he needs to forget his feelings.
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The red tongue of fire devoured the quiet night, and the firelight swayed like the moonlight, taking away the traces left by Min Yue.
"What are you going to do after that?"
Because it was Tan Fan, Bai Zihua asked, otherwise he should be teaching Shuo Feng at this moment, but Shuo Feng didn't exist before, and now he was lost in the green building by Bai Zihua, I really don't know if it is a good thing for him to follow Bai Zihua out of the mountains.
"Me? Of course, I took Min Yue to the Tianshan Mountains and buried her there, the place she wanted to go the most in front of her! ”
Tan Fan and Min Yue were originally nobles of the Yue Kingdom, childhood sweethearts, and later Tan Fan's qualifications were discovered by the traveling elders of Fanjing Mountain, so they worshiped Fanjing Mountain.
After Tan Fan left, Min Yue's family had an accident, and after that, he was finally reduced to Chun Yage. When he grew up, Tan Fan was debauched and uninhibited, ran out of Fanjing Mountain, and he wandered in the land of fireworks all day long, and met Min Yue who was in distress by chance.
That's the story that followed......
"You don't love Min Yue, do you?"
"Love? Don't love? Do I really know that? ”
Does Tan Fan have the courage to think about it, now his heart hurts faintly as long as he thinks about it, and he can't bear any more things.
Bai Zihua felt that maybe when Min Yue left, she should be satisfied and happy in her heart, and pain and sorrow would always be left to the living.
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"Zihua, farewell on this day, I don't know when there will be a goodbye day, I hope you cherish it!"
There is no feast in the world, three days later, Bai Zihua and Tan Fan finally separated, Tan Fan was going to Tianchi to bury Min Yue, in addition to this, he also hid part of Min Yue's ashes close to his chest, maybe he couldn't forget, maybe it was to feel Min Yue's existence all the time, maybe it was to let Min Yue witness that one day he would have the courage to say love.
And Zihua and Shuofeng also want to continue their medical practice, they all have their own ways to go.
"By the way, Zihua, you are a long-term disciple, right? Then you should know Donghua, right? ”
Before leaving, Tan Fan suddenly asked.
"Tan Fan, you know Senior Brother Donghua, so where did you see him?"
Bai Zihua's expression changed suddenly, as grim as finding the target of assassination in his previous life.
Tan Fan didn't notice Bai Zihua's expression, otherwise he wouldn't have sold Donghua so easily.
"We met in a tavern, and we had a comparison of the amount of wine, but it was comparable."
Although Tan Fan's depression has not disappeared, when it comes to Donghua, there is still a kind of appreciation from instinct.
"I guess it must have been Donghua's fraud!"
Bai Zi's terrifying expression made Tan Fan shudder.
"I met him near Shushan before, Donghua seems to have been there for a while, if you go now, maybe you can see him too."
"Tan Fan, thank you, I also mean to go down the mountain this time to find Senior Brother Donghua!"
Bai Zihua smiled, in fact, he didn't know how to laugh, but there were too few sincerely.
“……”
If Tan Fan's previous impression of Bai Zi's painting was the arrogant Hanmei in winter, now he is the first touch of spring in early spring.
"Zihua, has anyone ever said that you smile beautifully!"
Bai Zihua didn't care about the stupid Tan Fan anymore, but held up the fairy umbrella, turned around and left, still followed by the well-behaved Shuo Feng behind him, and the heavy bag on his back, disappeared into the rising sun.
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"Donghua and I will go back to Changliu, you must go to the Discipline Pavilion!"
Bai Zihua took Shuofeng and found Donghua who was leisurely fishing.
"Sub...... How did you find me? ”
Donghua didn't pay attention, and was frightened by the sudden appearance of the white painting and fell into the lake.
He obviously didn't expect Bai Zihua to come to him, with an immortal body, that is, an immortal, and it hasn't been long before he starts to live a chivalrous life like a chivalrous man, and the most headache Zihua actually found himself, it seems that his good days are over.
"I met Tan Fan!"
"Tan Fan's dead boy, when I see him, I want him to look good!"
Donghua scolded viciously.
"Senior brother, I'm your senior brother, I have an immortal body, you may not be able to beat me!"
"Senior brother, do you want to do it?"
The cold in Bai Zihua's eyes made Donghua, who was drenched, feel a little cold, he really didn't have the confidence to beat Bai Zihua.
"Okay, Senior Brother admits that it may not be your opponent, but there are mortals around here! Do you dare to do it? ”
Donghua knew very well what Bai Zi had painted, and if the two of them fought, within a radius of ten miles, they would definitely be ruined.
"I dare, senior brother, do you dare?"
"You must be joking!"
"Senior brother, I never laugh!"
Bai Zihua said coldly.
"Goo...... Donghua swallowed a mouthful of saliva, to be honest, don't say it's a joke, Donghua hasn't seen Bai Zihua deceive anyone.
The promise made by Bai Zihua has never been broken.
Donghua was finally defeated in the dead eyes of Bai Zihua, compared to the possible ruthless extinction of Bai Zihua, Donghua was actually soft-hearted and kinder, otherwise Confucianism would not let him go.
"Zihua, let's discuss, can I not go to the Discipline Pavilion."
Donghua is still struggling to the death, and he is hypocritical with Bai Zi.
Even Donghua was unexpected, Bai Zihua actually gave him another choice,
"Yes, but senior brother must accompany me to hang the pot to help the world!"
It was originally an excellent choice, but Donghua hesitated, "Can ...... However, my brother doesn't know how to heal! ”
The disciples of Changliu are more or less good at medical skills, Donghua doesn't know at all, what has he done in Changliu all these years in addition to playing?
"That's fine, don't you want to be chivalrous? Travel with us, and pull out a knife to help you along the way, which is what a chivalrous man should do, not a leisurely fishing here! Do something good to make up for your past mistakes! ”
Seeing Bai Zihua indifferently glancing at his simple fishing rod, Donghua blushed with some shame,
"Good...... I promise you! ”
In fact, Bai Zihua did this, except for his own "Taishang Forgetfulness Sutra" and no progress, but also for Donghua's consideration, he has known him for so many years, he knows the kindness in Donghua's heart, and now he has not committed any real mistakes, in case he is really wrong in the future, he will definitely have obsessions, and even feel guilty for it, and even can't get rid of it.