Chapter 59: Memory
(This chapter is really difficult to write, and it's very important, so I didn't dare to send it after I wrote it yesterday, and I changed it for another day, but I'm still not completely satisfied, and I can't help but have limited pen power!) )
After finishing speaking, Nana ignored Nan Bo who was stunned and Leng Lingye with an angry face, raised her hand and touched the corners of her eyes and cheeks, and muttered to herself: "Why not?" Isn't it different? ”
"What. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info。。 Nanbo, who had been a little confused by Nana's inexplicable words, couldn't figure out whether this sentence was asking herself, or if she was talking to herself, and was just about to ask tentatively, "What's not?" ", but was interrupted by Leng Lingye behind him.
"Since you can hear us! Then Miss Valkyrie, please answer my question, do you know this person in front of you!? ”
Leng Lingye no longer had deliberate politeness in her questioning, but like an instructor questioning a soldier who made a mistake, with the unique majesty of a soldier, Nan Bo could already clearly feel the anger in her voice.
Seeing Nana's reaction just now, Leng Lingye had already concluded in her heart that she knew Nanbo, and her question was more to express anger.
Since Jiang Baiyuan entered the password in her personal terminal last night, the woman in front of her has never paid attention to them, no matter how patient Jiang Baiyuan guided, she didn't look up at anyone all night, let alone answer questions, so that Leng Lingye began to wonder if the girl in front of her had mental illness, such as autistic tendencies, so even if she was a little annoyed by the girl's attitude, she didn't show it.
Now her attitude towards Nan Bo is obviously different, not only did she respond immediately, but she also spoke, which shows that the other party is deliberately ignoring or despising herself, despising Jiang Baiyuan, who has always cared for her last night. Just like Leng Lingye said to Nan Bo before, contempt is based on the fact that others value you, it is obvious that both Jiang Baiyuan and Leng Lingye have given her enough attention, so her "contempt" is established, if she just despises herself, Leng Lingye may be able to tolerate it, but despising Jiang Baiyuan is already completely unacceptable to Leng Lingye.
However, Nana still didn't react, as if she couldn't feel Leng Lingye's anger at all, and she didn't pay attention to Nan Bo anymore, and lowered her head and continued to look at the screen played on her personal terminal, and her movements and expressions were the same as just now, as if nothing had happened before.
Nanbo, who can clearly feel the smell of gunpowder all over the room, can understand Leng Lingye's mood very well, the most unacceptable thing for a noble person with status is to be despised by others, let alone directly ignore the other party like Nana.
Even Nan Bo was a little annoyed by Nana's hot and cold attitude, and he usually wouldn't take care of such a woman, but at the moment this girl was the only life-saving rope he could grasp, so he still chose to continue to talk attentively.
"Nana, what are you looking at? Isn't it interesting to watch so devoted? Taking advantage of Leng Lingye's interruption of himself, Nanbo looked at the picture played in Nana's personal terminal, and it was indeed as Leng Lingye said, it was difficult to judge what this thing belonged to.
It looks like a recorded video, but if the photographer is not drunk, then he should be a child who is still unstable, because the picture is really shaking, and it is still a one-shot shooting method, at least during the period of Nanbo's observation, there has been no cutting of the lens, and the content of the picture is also very boring, as if he forgot to turn off the camera equipment on his body to shoot, it is all meaningless and chaotic pictures.
Most of the time there is no sound in the video, except for the occasional few lines of dialogue between the little girl and what appears to be her mother, and all the talk is about inconsequential everyday conversations. However, Nanbo, who has watched it for a while, still judged that this video should be similar to a person's perspective, or someone shot it with glasses-style camera equipment.
"Memory." This time Nana didn't look up, but she still answered Nanbo's question.
"Memory?" Nanbo repeated it suspiciously.
"Memory." Nana replied again in almost the same tone.
After a few contacts, Nanbo has become accustomed to Nana's illogical way of speaking, so he doesn't have much expectation of the other party's answer, as long as the other party responds to him, he has achieved his goal.
However, after hearing the word "memory", Nanbo, who has always been independent in thinking, was inevitably induced by this strange answer.
Memory represents the accumulation of all of a person's past, the reason why you are yourself is because you have your own unique memory, even if it is said that memory is the soul of a person, this is Nanbo's understanding of memory, so even if his memory is full of unforgettable pain, he has never thought of forgetting, for him to say that amnesia and death are equal, or that he would rather die than lose his memory and become "another person" to live.
If the person who answered these two words was not Nana, Nanbo might understand that she was watching some childhood video or something, so answering was just a girl's literary complex, just like an older young woman who cried after watching a long-outdated dog blood idol drama, you asked her what she was watching, how could she cry when she saw it. She will answer you with a sense of "youth" or sadness.
But the girl in front of you, you can say that she looks literary and artistic, and the way she behaves is literary, or that she is a very literary existence, but it is obvious that she herself is definitely not a literary girl who can moan without illness, and when she answered the word "memory", there was no resentment or sentimentality in her tone, very calm, very sincere.
There was a sincerity in Nana's calm voice that was as sincere as in her clear eyes, and it was impossible to doubt the sincerity of such emotions from the bottom of one's heart. Even if he is as rational as Nanbo, this time he gave up rational thinking, made judgments with emotion, and chose to believe Nana, believing in the unique girl in front of him, although her words sound illogical, but this also represents the natural outpouring of true feelings in the heart, without embellishment, without concealment of sincere mantras.
Nanbo can feel that the "memory" that Nana refers to refers to the most basic meaning it represents, but memory cannot be concretized, let alone watched, even if it is a real image and video, it is only an auxiliary guide to help people recall, and cannot be directly called "memory".
"Miss Valkyrie, is this challenging the bottom line of my patience! I still have to call you Nana to answer! ”
Just when Nanbo was attracted by Nana's words and fell into thinking, Leng Lingye, who had been ignored, couldn't bear the "harmonious communication" between them, but she was a calm person after all, and she also found that Nanbo never seemed to call her Valkyrie, but called her Nana, so she used her last reason to suppress her anger and question the other party.
This time, Leng Lingye finally got her wish and got Nana's reply, but in a way that she didn't accept.
"Don't call Nana!" Nana suddenly stood up and said to Leng Lingye.
This time, both Leng Lingye and Nan Bo clearly felt Nana's emotions, it was anger, because her hands had already drawn out the daggers on both sides of her thighs, like a suddenly frightened kitten, one moment it was still docile and demure, and the next second it stood up and showed its fangs.
Nan Bo was taken aback by Nana's actions, and was very worried that the two women in front of him would not say a word, and they would fight like last night, because the space here was smaller than Jiang Baiyuan's study last night, and the probability of being injured again was extremely high.
At the same time, Nanbo's heart also gave birth to a little pride similar to that men will have when they are favored by beautiful women, he obviously felt that Nana's attitude towards himself seemed to be really special, although he was trying to be close to Nana, but the other party responded so "positively" that he even began to wonder if Nana really had anything to do with him, or she was as superficial as Alicia, just because of her cute appearance to look at herself differently, or is there really a so-called fate?
The more she thought about it, the more outrageous Nanbo later realized that Nana's attitude towards him and Leng Lingye was so different, just because Nana simply classified the people who called her "Valkyrie" in her heart - the people she hated; He also grouped the people who called her "Nana" into a category of people - people who puzzled her and were close to her. Of course, this classification is divided by the first time the other party calls her, so when Leng Lingye calls her "Nana" again, she will have such a fierce reaction. In fact, from the time she fled the empire to the present, the only person who called her Nana for the first time was Nanbo.
So for a long time, Nanbo thought that he was a unique existence in Nana's heart, because they had a fateful encounter, until Nana herself said the reason, he knew that Nana treated him differently was just so simple, only luck, there was no reason for the content of fate, which made him depressed and glad for a long time, but at that time these were no longer important, and the bond between them was thicker and deeper than words like fate and fate.
"Hmph, you've finally heard me speak, are you going to continue last night's unfinished battle? Your Highness instructed you yesterday not to have any more conflicts with you, but if you insist, I'll be glad to do so! Regarding Nana's reaction, Leng Lingye didn't do it directly, but slowly pulled out the saber at his waist, but Nanbo noticed the smile on the corner of her mouth, and seemed to be eager to fight Nana again.
"Ka Cha" was when Nan Bo thought that he was about to be innocently involved in a battle between two women who were perhaps the most terrible in Huaxia at the moment, when the wooden door of the room was pushed open again.
"What's going on? Calm down, everyone! ”
"Leng'er, stop! What's going on? ”
As soon as he opened the door, Zhang Chehan and Jiang Baiyuan, who were taken aback by the tense situation in the house, stopped them at the same time.