Chapter 104: Thank You for Giving Me Joy
I gradually understood the meaning of life, everyone thinks differently, and my life is to give generously to the people I love. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Xiaoqian faced the sunset, looked at Chen Yang, and said in her heart.
Xiaoqian only has three days of yang life, and this is the last day.
Chen Yang seemed to be stuck in a quagmire, the sky was overcast, the air was cold, and he felt as if he couldn't get out.
He was afraid, afraid that Nie Xiaoqian would leave.
Compared with Nie Xiaoqian's open-mindedness about life and death in just a few days, Chen Yang is more like a newborn baby, full of fear of the unknown in the future.
Time is misaligned, and love is never perfect.
Chen Yang took a deep breath and asked her where she wanted to go, on the last day, I want you to leave no regrets.
Nie Xiaoqian shook her head, leaned on his arms, and said to him, I don't want to go anywhere, as long as there is you, it's all.
Nie Xiaoqian felt the depression of the atmosphere, she didn't want Chen Yang to become like this because she was leaving. She suddenly regretted why she did this. Why hurt someone when you want to leave forever?
She never thought that she would really fall in love with a man so thoroughly one day, and Chen Yang never thought of it.
These three days are like three years, and they are as fast as an instant.
Chen Yang suddenly whispered a love song.
You see or don't see me, I'm there, not sad or happy.
You read it, or you don't read me, the love is there, and it doesn't come or go.
You love, or you don't love me, love is there, not increasing or decreasing.
You follow, or don't follow, my hand is in your hand, and I will not give up.
Come into my arms, or, let me dwell in your heart.
Silently, in love.
Silence, joy.
You're going to go far beyond my reach, where you won't see the sun.
Walking into the path of reincarnation, you and I are on each side of the world.
I will pray for you that you will soon say goodbye to your sorrows.
I would wake up from my sleep countless times and imagine that it was just an empty dream.
I will gently hold your face in my dreams, laugh with you, and grieve with you.
……
Tears had already wet Nie Xiaoqian's face, her shoulders trembled slightly, and tears rained down.
"If there is an afterlife......
Chen Yang kissed her lips, and there was even some roughness in his movements, as if he wanted to crush Nie Xiaoqian's body and integrate it into his own body.
……
Nie Xiaoqian was drenched in sweat, lying on Chen Yang's body, her chin gently resting on his shoulder, feeling the temperature coming from him.
Chen Yang wrapped his hands around her waist and slowly closed his eyes.
It's a beautiful feeling that no one speaks.
……
At night, Nie Xiaoqian suddenly became so weak that she couldn't even walk.
Chen Yang knew that her time limit was up.
Chen Yang's face was calm, and he gently stroked Nie Xiaoqian's hair and face, his eyes were gentle.
"Brother Chen, send me away."
Chen Yang's lips trembled slightly, his eyes were a little reddened, the muscles in his arms tensed, his movements were a little stiff, and he picked her up.
Nie Xiaoqian became weaker and weaker, and her cheeks and lips had turned bloodless white.
He walked out of the room with Nie Xiaoqian in his arms, and Zhang Junbao in the next room woke up from his cultivation, opened his eyes, and whispered to himself: "It's time." ”
When he walked out of the room, he saw Chen Yang holding Nie Xiaoqian, walking down the stairs step by step, each step was extremely slow and difficult.
Chen Yang stayed in this inn at that time, and the one he specially chose was very close to the Stone Buddha Temple, but now, he hopes that this road can be longer, longer.
After all, the road came to an end, and Zhang Junbao stood behind and didn't step forward to disturb.
After not seeing him for three days, he felt that Chen Yang had undergone a huge change.
The boss with a hippie smile, the boss who disdains the demon who cultivates into a powerful demon, and the boss who seems to be able to easily resolve something big is gone.
Now he is just the most ordinary man, a man with flesh and blood, who can cry, laugh and hurt.
Chen Yang hugged Nie Xiaoqian and stood outside the Stone Buddha Temple, refusing to take another step.
The old monk, like an uncertain prophet, didn't know when he stood inside the door.
"Donor, please come with the poor monk." The old monk looked at Chen Yang, whose face was calm and his facial muscles trembled slightly, as if he had accumulated countless anger in his heart but had nowhere to vent.
Chen Yang was like a puppet, following behind the old monk, and Zhang Junbao was also behind.
This is the square outside the Daxiong Treasure Hall, and the stone Buddha carved from the green lion rock is lifelike in the four corners of the square.
The old monk pointed to the futon in front of him and said, "Put her down." ”
Chen Yang didn't move, and the old monk didn't urge, just sat down cross-legged.
Nie Xiaoqian raised her palm with difficulty and touched it on Chen Yang's stiff face, her voice was weak and distressing.
"Brother Chen, let it go."
When Chen Yang heard the words, the muscles on his face trembled rapidly, and his voice was choked and pathetic: "I won't let it go, I won't let it go!" ”
Nie Xiaoqian's bloodless face raised a bright and relieved smile, and said: "When I was just beginning to look forward to a love, I actually saw the lonely ending, but I am not sad and I don't complain. We may have experienced unfulfilled love, but thank you for letting me know the pain, the loss, and the harvest of love. Brother Chen, thank you, give me full of joy, thank you for letting me meet the most beautiful self. ”
"If God gave me a chance to start over, I would still choose this way, and I have no regrets."
Chen Yang suddenly became irritable, he roared angrily: "I have to spend a lifetime of time and energy to forget you, to fight against missing and hope, I know, there is never a fair thing, I am playing a game that must be lost, and the loss is the emotion of my life!" ”
Chen Yang put her on the futon, his eyes were resolute, and he turned around without mercy and without hesitation.
Nie Xiaoqian pursed her lips tightly, tears like rain, but she refused to look back.
She said to herself, if there is unbearable pain, you have to bear it yourself, any comfort will have a day when you are stretched, and being strong is not for anyone to see.
But some things are really inadvertently mutilated, and some people are really destined to intersect with you, so that you will spend your whole life and never forget.
The old monk let out a long sigh, and Zhang Junbao couldn't help but widen his eyes when he saw this sudden scene.
What's going on? Why did you quarrel so much?
Zhang Junbao hurriedly said to the old monk: "Master, you wait for a while, and I'll come when I go." ”
Chen Yang was standing outside the gate of the Stone Buddha Temple, and a large tree in front of him had several pieces of bark falling off, and there was a trace of blood in the place where they fell off.
Chen Yang hung his hands, his fists were bloody, and all the strength on his body seemed to be pulled away, and he fell to the ground weakly.
[Others add more on weekends, but I don't change on weekends...... Today, I have to go to the hospital to visit the patient in a while. 】