I'm tired and want to give up

Just came back and talked about some of the words of the flute himself, which may not be very good. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

The book started on my birthday, and now, exactly four months have passed, four months of 440,000 words, an average of 110,000 words per month, that is to say, almost two changes a day. I don't care about the results of this book for the time being, I just want to talk about my responsibility.

It's my duty to look through the book reviews, and when the book is in the first person, a lot of the book reviews are talking about the third person, the third person, or the third person! I changed my mind, and I took the time to change everything except for the last fifty chapters of the second chapter, which were not finished.

I also have the responsibility to be responsible for the 953 book friends who collect this book, and to be less than a supervisor.

I also wanted to do it every day, but the family's financial situation was not good, and on Valentine's Day, the flute was drunk. I also want to finish this book sooner and finish it all sooner.

The family is not supported, and it is not allowed to study, and the girlfriend is gone.

Why doesn't my girlfriend have one? I talk to her every night about the book's course and how the next chapter goes.

My parents didn't have the ability to provide me with nothing to eat and drink, so I could only go out and work part-time, staring at the manuscripts with cursive characters, my fingers were not healed from the knife cuts, and I didn't dare to exercise vigorously, and my efficiency was extremely slow, and I could type less than 2,000 words in an hour.

When I first signed the contract, I excitedly said to my parents, "I have the ability to support you." But it's already 45W words, and it's not on the shelves yet, it's not that I'm breaking off, it's that I've lost my original motivation.

Write so much, four thousand words a day, and not a penny. Part-time typing 4,000 words - 20 yuan.

I can't hold on anymore, and I still want to collect it, I promise you that I won't be too imprisoned, and I will write him intermittently when I have time, and it will be like a stable daily update for a few months, and I can't do it without putting it on the shelves, after all, I also have to make money, and I also have to share the pressure of my parents, and I'm not a white eater.

After lunch break today, when I passed the high-speed rail bridge, a piece of broken ice of about 20cm fell down, just behind me, close to me, which really made me unable to continue to be optimistic.

Having said so much, it is still the same sentence, this book is by no means a eunuch, but now the author is experiencing financial difficulties and cannot change twice a day as before.