[184] Two small and no guessing play Qingmei

And Yu Motian waited until there was only one person left, and then he put the painting he had just covered, which he had painted for two days and one night, and he didn't know how many paintings, and finally painted the one he was most satisfied with, and then kept staring.

It turned out that I don't know when, her figure has been deeply engraved in my mind, even if so many things have happened, I keep telling myself that she is my enemy, she must forget, and she can't think about it anymore.

But it's much clearer.

And the reason why I lost my temper just now was just because I felt that I had been found out about my vulnerability and my own compromise, so I was annoyed and angry, but I didn't expect that the object would be my current fiancée.

Looking at her injured eyes, Yu Motian couldn't help but feel guilty, she followed herself, she was the wronged party, she couldn't give her a husband she deserved, and now, it really shouldn't be sad to make her sad.

So he went out of the study, and the painting that he had been looking at for a day was thrown aside by himself.

After a long time, Yu Motian was also shocked, he really thought less and less about the previous things, this feeling was a good thing for himself, he always told himself like this.

As long as it takes a little longer, a little longer, then you can really forget, and the next time you meet, you can calm down, kill people, and avenge your parents.

He didn't know what grievances were, but he knew that his parents died at her hands, so she could only die at her own hands.

I just hope that this day, it will never come, he will not take the initiative to find someone to take revenge, but if she comes, then she will definitely take revenge.

That's their life.

......

Bridge Garden.

Chen Ruotong returned to her residence, and was about to pack up her things and leave this Yumen Villa, she was really angry.

Although he is gentle and tolerant, he can't bear this kind of treatment, he said that he can't forget that person, he can wait, and wait until the day he forgets, but she can't bear it, that person is still holding on to the past like that when he is worried.

Seeing him scolding without hesitation because of his own interruption, Chen Ruotong knew that he couldn't do it.

I can't do it without squinting, I think I'm blind, I can't see anything.

If you can't be a generous person, you can want someone who doesn't love yourself, and you may never love yourself.

can't do it, let people crush her self-esteem and pride to the ground, she also has her own pride.

Then after he put away his things, the housekeeper came to Qiaoyuan with a lot of jewelry gifts, and said all the good things, but he didn't see Chen Ruotong's increasingly cold face.

After the housekeeper left, Chen Ruotong immediately swept everything on the table to the ground.

A man squatted on the ground, his head buried deep between his knees, and tears fell down in large drops.

And when Yu Motian came over, he saw such a scene, all the things he sent were broken on the ground, and the beautiful woman squatted on the ground aggrievedly.

You can still faintly hear the sound of crying.

It seems that this time, I really broke her heart, and when I saw the woman who was dignified and atmospheric before, she was crying like a child at this time, and I couldn't help but feel complicated in my heart.

In fact, if it weren't for herself, this woman would definitely be happier.

Slowly stepped forward, squatted down and hugged Chen Ruotong, Chen Ruotong first subconsciously trembled for a moment.

"Don't be afraid, it's me. ”

Hearing this, Chen Ruotong let go of the whole person and began to cry loudly, the grievances in his heart seemed to have found an outlet, and he kept breaking the ground.

Since she was a child, she knew that she was going to marry the young master of Yumen Villa when she grew up in the future, and her mother took her to Yumen Villa when she was a child, and at first sight, she fell in love with the good-looking little boy.

So she is very happy, in order to become a wife worthy of him, a perfect wife, she has restrained all her rebellion since she was a child, and devoted herself to learning piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, poetry and songs, and even the way of doing business, just to help him manage Yumen Villa well in the future.

She knew that he didn't like restraints, and he didn't like housekeepers, but in the face of the huge place of Yumen Villa, someone always had to do it, so she gave up her whole person, learned to read those boring account books, learned to manage the backyard, and managed the front yard.

Only later, he ran away from marriage.

Her father was very angry and wanted to seek justice for herself, she persuaded her father, and even went on a hunger strike for three days and three nights, almost starving to death, and finally her father agreed not to cancel the marriage.

She gave him 10,000 reasons, and she had thought about falling in love with someone else, and even said that she had expected it.

It's just that he came back, and he personally went to his house to propose, that day, it was the happiest day in his life, he really grew into the man in his mind, his eyes were full of calm, and the outside world was not the same at all.

She fell in love with this occasionally naughty, but calm, responsible, and affectionate man.

It's just that he doesn't like himself, no matter how hard he tries to get closer, he will take care of three meals a day, and even go to the kitchen every day to cook medicinal food, just so that he can do things better.

Seeing that he was tired, but still didn't go back to rest, she would feel distressed.

Seeing him bitter, she will still feel distressed for a woman who has left.

She will be very happy to see what he does as a habit and a matter of course, and her mother once said that the end of a lover is to become a family member, and the family will start from a habit.

When he finished crying and couldn't cry anymore, Chen Ruotong slowly let go of Yu Motian, and he still spoke intermittently.

"I'm sorry, I ...... Gaffe. After saying this, he was about to turn around and take care of his makeup, but he was stopped by Yu Motian.

Yu Motian looked at the already packed baggage next to him, and couldn't help but feel a little messy in his heart, "You want to go back?"

Chen Ruotong couldn't help but feel a wave of grievance in her heart again, and her tears were about to break the embankment again, but her pride only allowed her to cry once, so she forcibly held back the tears that reached the corners of her eyes.

"You don't want me to be here, and I really don't have the courage to wait for someone who will never look back, I don't have the courage to really make you forget the person you love. After thinking about it, Chen Ruotong still said this, originally thought that it was really difficult to speak, and he would be sad and sad, but after saying it, it was as if he had let go of the weight of his body and returned to his own appearance.

It turns out that sometimes letting go is also a good thing.

"Mo Tian, I really like you very much, I used to think that I could love you to death, and even make it my life's goal to become your wife, but I'm really tired now, I'm so sad, I'm so wronged, so I need to be calm and calm. ”

When Yu Motian heard this, he couldn't help but fall into deep thought, he didn't know that there was really a person who would say this to himself like this, it turned out that he thought that he was abandoned by the world, and there was still a person who liked him in the dark.

"Why do you like me?"

If you talk about the fate of your parents and the words of the matchmaker that you thought before, it obviously won't produce these, but what else can there be?

I don't seem to have much intersection with her, except for the last time I went to Chen's Mansion to propose marriage.

Hearing this question, Chen Ruotong couldn't help but smile bitterly, "It turns out that you don't remember, and what you remember will always be me." ”

"Back then, your mother took you to my house as a guest, in the backyard, my foot slipped, and I fell to the ground, and the person who pulled me up was you, I was young at the time, because it hurt, so I kept crying, crying, you kissed me at that time. ”

"I kissed you?"

Yu Motian's mind seemed to have returned to that time, and he finally remembered that incident.

That's really a shame to think about now.

......

The Chen Mansion when I was a child.

"Don't cry, it's not beautiful to cry again. Xiaoyu Mo Tian looked at the little girl who was still pink and tender in front of her, and the place on her knees was already red.

"But I broke my skin, it hurt so much, and my mother said that if a girl has a scar, no one likes it. ”

"No, whoever doesn't like you, I like you too, you're the best-looking girl I've ever seen. ”

"Really?"

"Well, my mother said, you want to marry me when you grow up, and we have a baby kiss, so don't cry, I don't like girls who love to cry. ”

"Really? I'm going to marry you when I grow up? Be your bride. ”

"Hmm. Saying that, Xiaoyu Motian didn't know why, so he kissed the little girl's mouth like this, at that time, it was really soft.

"I kissed you, you are my daughter-in-law, my mother said, a manly husband should be good to his daughter-in-law, so I carry you to the medicine, right?"

"Hmm. ”

The little Yu Motian carried his little daughter-in-law like this.

......

At the end of the memory, it turned out that I really had such a period when I was a child, looking at the fragile woman in front of me, her eyes were red and there were tears, and she seemed to be fused with the person in her memory, as if she had traveled through time and returned to the place where they first met.

"Are you still leaving?"

"But you're not going to fall in love with me. Chen Ruotong said with low self-esteem, and naturally knew that he had already remembered it.

I can't help but feel ironic, the story of the two people, but only I remember it, since that time, I have put the little boy who loves to laugh in my heart, and I always remember the sentence that he will marry her.

It's just that he forgot his promise to marry her.

When Yu Motian heard this, he couldn't help but feel uncomfortable, and fell into a dilemma for a while.

"But aren't you going to wait for me?"

"I'll wait for you, but you're never going to take a step forward with me, you're just going further and further down the opposite path, I can't wait. ”

"Don't go, okay. ”

Yu Motian hugged Chen Ruotong tightly, this is a feeling of finding the same kind, just like a lonely person, but found that there is also a person who loves himself as the meaning of life.

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