Chapter 178: Twisted Faith

The silver fox responded to the sound of footsteps. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

Bai Zhi had been paying attention to this duel that did not look like training at all, but he never made a sound and did not stop it.

The second tail behind the fifth thousand fell quietly disappeared, and the invisible sense of coercion dissipated, she looked back sideways, full of charm, and said, "After watching it for so long, what do you see?" ”

"I saw two things, you were not hostile, but you were taking care of Eve for me; When Eve went back this time, her heart was much worse...... Sure enough, whether it's a fat man or Brother Zhang, they can't understand it, they all regard you as a villain who bullies Eve. Bai Zhi closed his eyes and sighed with a wry smile.

In the horizon, Eve's quiet sleeping face made people feel a little pity.

"Wicked?" The fifth thousand fell and laughed very cunningly: "Selfishness is originally a fox spirit, and there is nothing wrong with being evil." ”

Bai Zhi smiled even more bitterly, and he said in a low voice: "What happened to Eve to become like this, can you tell me?" ”

"Well, it's not very clear about this matter, it's just that this kid ...... When I returned, my eyes were dead. The fifth thousand slender fingers swept over Eve's cheeks, as if she was pity, as if playing with the doll, and said calmly: "I came back late, I don't know what happened to her, but when she broke into her room, she was still praying, and that look was ...... It's like the walking dead, with no soul in the eyes. ”

Bai Zhi's heart suddenly burst: "Such a serious ......"

"Of course it's serious, I'm afraid this kid's heart has been broken...... Probably forcing herself for too long, so that you, even herself, think that there is nothing wrong with you. Fifth Qianluo said, those silver eyes seemed to be able to see through people's hearts, maybe she was like the rumored demon fox, with the ability to capture people's hearts, so she could see at a glance that Eve's heart had been broken.

"I don't know, although I guessed some...... But I never asked. Bai Zhi couldn't help but blame himself.

Eve is a benefactor like Master Li Qing to him, without her, Bai Zhi would definitely have died in the zombie group, but Bai Zhi didn't dare to be too eager to test Eve's secret and heart.

The human heart is delicate and fragile, and any overly urgent contact will hurt the other, even if Bai Zhi has already seen that Eve must have suffered some psychological trauma in his own main world, but he has never been able to find her to talk to, and he has not been able to dissolve her heart knot.

After all, I'm a coward, too...... Bai Zhi laughed self-deprecatingly.

"Go on." Bai Zhi said solemnly: "I won't run away this time." ”

"You know, what is faith?" Silver Fox asked.

"Faith...... It's a kind of inner perseverance, and sometimes it can become a spiritual pillar for people. ”。

"What do you think of Eve's beliefs?"

"She's supposed to be ...... Be a staunch believer in the Holy Light, otherwise it would be impossible to obtain such a strong blessing of the Holy Light. ”

"That's not right." Fifth Thousand Luo smiled softly and said sarcastically: "Sometimes, the level of achievement is not determined by persistence or not, she is a talented person, and she is born with a very high perception. ”

"You mean?"

"She believes in the Light, but not just in faith...... No matter how persistent a person is, he can't regard faith as life itself, but this child is different, she may have been subjected to countless painful treatment since she was a child, and every time she was sad and confused, she insisted on praying until she was exhausted...... Therefore, she has no life and no other spiritual pillar so far, and her spiritual pillar is faith itself. ”

Fifth Qianluo whispered: "She once saved you, for what, do you remember?" ”

Bai Zhi was silent, and an inexplicable chill welled up in his heart, and he said one by one: "Holy Light Creed...... She said that as a believer in the Light, you can't give up on anyone in need. ”

"That's right, faith is all she has, and you are helped, not because you are you, or how merciful she is, but only because the Holy Light Doctrine she believes in has such a line written on it, and it happens that you are blind again, so you get her help......" The silver fox pointed out everything mercilessly, as if to shatter all the beauty in Bai Zhi's heart: "It's cruel, but it's also true. ”

Bai Zhi couldn't refute it.

He now finally understands why Eve's camp is 'absolutely neutral' and not orderly.

Because what she insists on is not morality, not her own inner rules, but a piece of paper, like a machine, just abiding by the tenets of the Holy Light of her faith, and nothing else.

Isn't that distorted?

Law, morality, and people's hearts, these three are combined to regulate a person's life, but if people only abide by the law, regardless of morality and their own inner thoughts, is this still considered a human being?!

But why haven't you noticed it so far?

Eve's distorted outlook on life and beliefs...... Why didn't I notice?

Noticing Bai Zhi's slightly distorted face and clenched palms, Silver Fox guessed his thoughts, and said unhurriedly, "It's normal that you didn't notice...... Because she's human, not a machine......"

"What do you mean?"

"She's going to grow and she's going to change." Obviously talking about Eve, the fifth Qianluo said casually as if he had witnessed and felt it with his own eyes: "In the original world, she was lonely, no one understood, no one taught, she could only numb her heart by constantly praying, but after coming here, she ...... for the first time For the first time, companionship and friendship were gained. ”

Hearing this, Bai Zhi's heart was even more ruthless, his breathing stagnated for a few seconds, and his complicated emotions were intertwined.

"She didn't save you out of any kindness, but you misunderstood and received gratitude and care, and this unsullied kindness in return prompted her to grow. To her, you are probably like the first warm light in life...... You may think that you have been bothering her all the time, but you don't know, maybe in her heart, the person she relies on is not you but herself. ”

In a word.

Bai Zhi was stunned, he couldn't believe that he was so important to Eve.

"Your kindness made her dependent, Zhang Shanshui and Wang Fatzi made her feel friendship, and you yourself should have sacrificed yourself to save her several times, or forgave her mistakes, which made this relationship sprout rapidly......"

Speaking of this, the fifth thousand fell looked at Bai Zhi with empty eyes: "This kind of feeling doesn't need to be shown, and she doesn't know how to show it, in fact, when she saw her for the first time, she understood that what was hidden in her sight was not kindness and friendship, but a secret love that was more inclined to good feelings...... Eve doesn't know how to express this feeling, so she can only choose to suppress it, so you can't see her strangeness, because in your sight, she will be more human. ”

“…… This can't be......" Bai Zhi was completely stunned.

"Impossible? You probably don't know that in the mission to bury Xinghai, when Eve and Zhang Shanshui teamed up, they didn't say more than twenty words to him, just nodded and shook their heads to talk...... She's becoming more and more human, but alas...... There is also a critical link missing. The silver fox said with a smile, but there was no trace of a smile in his eyes: "You can't detect her mind......"

The fifth thousand Luo looked at Bai Zhi coldly, as if to say-you scumbag.

"I ......"

"I don't want to listen to the defense, in short, this unspeakable pressure has accumulated in her heart, constantly suppressed, it is okay in the reincarnation space, once she returns to the main world, it will completely explode...... Because it was hell for her, no one would care for her in a completely cold world, and the only person who allowed her to approach was not around...... Hey, it's so pitiful, when I heard her say this, my heart hurt. ”

Fifth Qianluo's tone was sentimental: "So naturally, after more than four months of torture, she could only suppress her emotions through constant prayer and fighting, until when she came back, she was completely broken...... If you come back, she might be back to normal, but as soon as she leaves your sight, she will gradually crumble again, well, Xiaobai, you are really a sinful person......"

Bai Zhi looked at the sky speechlessly.

How could he have known that his good intentions would be the cause of Eve's mental collapse.

He didn't know that his psychology in Eve actually occupied such a large proportion.

After a while, Bai Zhi asked, "Then why did you finally evolve into this state?" ”

"It's simple, because I said a word to her......" Fifth Thousand Luo grinned.

"What?"

The silver fox hooked his fingers, motioned for Bai Zhi to come over, and then said in his ear: "Privately: 'He is mine, no one will let me'." ”

Bai Zhi fell into a state of confusion again.

"Are you kidding?"

"No, you don't climb into other men's beds at will, you are the first and only one, and you are the same kind of person as I am...... Therefore, if you are going to be condemned, no one will let you. She said, lowering her head and gently stroking Eve's cheek: "However, her situation is very special, her private snack has softened, and she can only use roundabout tactics. ”

"You ...... It won't be a bet on me......" Bai Zhi's eyebrows ached faintly.

"That's right, it's just to bet on you and fight it out...... Whoever wins gets ownership~"

"Poof!" Bai Zhi really spurted out a mouthful of old blood, and his eyes were full of shock: "What did you say?" Did I hear you right? ”

"Ownership~ You heard it right." The silver fox tilted his head: "Only in this way can her motivation be stimulated, this child's eyes lit up all of a sudden after mentioning it privately." ”

"It's nonsense!" Bai Zhi roared, "Where did you put my thoughts? ”

"You don't have the right to resist." Silver Fox Yinling smiled, and said quietly: "The scumbag is not qualified to refute, besides, you can't beat any of the two of us, so let's warm the bed obediently, Xiaobai~"