At the moment, I was in a daze, and the only thought in my heart was to go home, and Zhe Xi had a rare moment of peace.

Afterwards, he said, I was basically soft at that time, my whole body weight was on him, and even my eyes were closed, and he shook me awake and asked me to show me the way every time I walked. He said that I was carried by him in a semi-sleepy state, and kept babbling home. And he was also frightened along the way, because he always felt that someone was following him, but he couldn't see anything when he turned around. Sometimes I feel like I'm staring at him with my eyes wide open, but in fact I'm closing my eyes and lowering my head.

He said that he seemed to hear some kind of chaotic cry, and when he listened carefully, there was nothing, and he felt that the moon in the sky was blackened, and all that shone was black.

Although he was terrified, Zhe Xi insisted on a belief in his heart that he must send me home. He said he could feel a lot of people watching him and he couldn't leave me running on my own.

But he couldn't say what many people were looking at him.

He said I should lose weight, but I didn't expect me to be so heavy, he was like an ant carrying a cup full of water, not only moving, but also balancing.

I think it's a shame for me to behave like this, and I tried every means to warn him not to tell anyone about it.

When I finally got home, my parents were already waiting outside the door with flashlights, and the warm lights in the house were like a door to heaven in a dark space, which made me feel a lot more at ease. Followed by a strange feeling filling my heart, parents? Is it a long time since it has been? Or is it fragile? Is it missing? Or sadness? Or is it a pity?

I wanted to run up and hug them tightly, kiss them on the cheek, and tell them about the pain, sorrow and feelings of all these years, but I didn't have the strength to move.

Why do you think it's all these years? I've only been away from them for a day. The chaotic thoughts, like the colorful silk in the hands of the artist, the brilliance of the polar sky, the unpredictable make me irritable.

I heard screams and asked: Why is there so much blood on my body, what is wrong?

A voice in his ear: There was a car accident over there, someone died, and blood sprayed on him.

Picked up on his back and entered the room. Homecoming!

No, it's not my home! A woman appeared in front of me, she was going to take off my clothes, who was she? Oh yes, she's my mom. I couldn't control my thoughts, it was as if someone else was pushing my mind to something else I didn't know anything about. But I'm sure it's my mother, and it's true.

I wasn't relieved to get it, and a wave of anger began to spread like smoke from an airplane in the sky. This is not my home, I want to go home, how can I see my mother, I must have been knocked unconscious, just sober up. But the woman in front of me must take off my clothes, why do you have to take me off? I don't have anything of value on me or at home, and it's not worth your kidnapping.

I pushed her hands away, ignoring her worried face, and opened my mouth: "Mom, get him away." ”

I was stunned, how could I say such a thing, who to drive away? It's not my mom! A trickle of water either disappears into the parched land or merges into a surging rapid. The anger I could still suppress exploded like a fireball in the sky, emitting a dazzling light, but it was fleeting.

"Let me go home." My voice was cold, and I couldn't bear to notice the stunned and sad look on the woman's face, but I couldn't afford to waste time here.

A man came in and said to the woman, "I've sent it back, and I'm very frightened." ”

"Dad, get rid of him." Why didn't my mouth listen to my commands, and the anger began to rise again, as if they were being held in a boiler, and only a little more fuel was needed to blow up the furnace that was restricting it.

My body has recovered a lot, and I want to go home, which no one can stop. Stand up and step away, the man in front of him.

"Where are you going?"

"Go home!"

"This is your home."

"It's not, it's not my home." I threw a punch and hit the man in the stomach. How could I be so low? I noticed this detail, and then I thought, I seem to be so tall, nothing strange.

How can I hit my father? I shook my head and threw away this ridiculous idea. But this idea seems to have given birth, and let the wind and rain blow it and not move, but it fills my heart with guilt.

The face was hot and painful, the man slapped me down and sat on the ground, I was suddenly very frightened when I saw him angry, and I didn't dare to breathe, so I could only find a corner trembling.

"If you are dead, do not come and harm my son." The man pointed at my nose, and I could only try to avoid the concentration of his gaze, not daring to open my mouth to reply. It seems that there is a different kind of aura on his body when he is angry, and it is that aura that scares me. I can only roar in my heart, how could I die, this is not standing here.

My silence seemed to irritate the man, and he pushed away the woman who stood in his way, took a bundle of rope and came over to warn the woman not to interfere, that I was not their son.

I'm certainly not their son.

He tied me up, and all my resistance was useless to him, and he had no power to fight back. Then he actually brought me a bowl of rice and fed me.

Can't be left at their mercy, who knows what's in the meal. resisted desperately, but he was tied up, so he could only close his mouth and not open it. He broke my mouth with one hand, and with the other hand he used a spoon to bring the rice in, and he quickly closed his mouth and slapped my throat for fear that I would vomit.

No matter how much I struggled, I ate a lot, even though my face was rubbed all over the place.

"I've been a dead ghost for you, get out of here." The man slammed the bowl to the ground, and the sound of the bowl breaking sounded like an earthquake to me.

"You're tying me up, how do you go." What kind of logic is this person?

"You're still pretending to be with me! You're dead! You're a ghost! "The man approached me and pressed the tip of his nose against mine.

"Alright, no kidding. Let go of me and let me go home. "All I can say is that I feel like this is my home, and I'm not going anywhere.

What's wrong with me today?

The man said something to the woman, and the woman hurried away.

"Mom, where are you going?" I want to slap myself, she's not my mom!

The man turned to me again, "Then let's make a gentleman's agreement." What you see in a moment, if it confirms what I said, you leave quickly. ”

I couldn't ask for it, I wanted to leave for a long time, but you guys held me back. Quickly nodded.

The man didn't say much, picked me up easily, and went out of the house, seeing that the direction he was walking was the way home for me. Inexplicably excited, as long as I shout for help when I get closer, my family will definitely hear and save me. As if sensing my thoughts, the man tore a piece of fabric from his clothes and gagged me.

There was a lot of noise.

I didn't know what was going on, but the source of the sound was in the direction of my house, and I was told in my heart that it wasn't my house. I'll shake my head and watch as I go.

The man obviously didn't know about my house, and it took a big circle to find it by following the voice, why was the door open so late? Who are the people in and out? There are also some relatives who are also there, why is it so lively, why don't I know?

The man strode in, and the woman who left first was actually in my house. Everyone's expressions were heavy, what happened? What is my wife crying about?

When did I have a wife? I must see a doctor when this is over, it can't be schizophrenia!

The man put me down and said to my wife, "I still need your help." The voice was gentle, and my wife nodded.

"My son was next to him when he had a car accident, you see the blood spurting all over his body, and when he gets home, he talks nonsense, you come and listen." He finally took out the cloth that was gagging my mouth.

"Wife." I opened my mouth and shouted, "I'm finally back." ”