It took a long time for my shocked heart to gradually regain its calmness.

I never expected that Yan Zhenbei's background would be so deep, but fortunately, I didn't promise Bai Feng to enter the Nine Places back then, otherwise, I might have been in a different place long ago.

Thinking of this, I am so angry and funny, what kind of life is this!

It is not difficult to hear from Lu Xuesong's words that this Yan Zhen not only has a high status, but also makes him deeply jealous in terms of mana.

I haven't seen Lu Xuesong do it for a long time, so I don't know much about his current situation.

But I have a hunch that this kid must have learned a lot of crooked ways in the past year or so, and I can feel this from his eyes.

With his current situation, he still has to try his best to win over Xu Wanying's cousin, which also invisibly shows that Yan Zhen is a very tricky character.

If this person starts targeting me because of Yan Zhenbei's affairs, and doesn't say that he confronts him head-on, it is estimated that this Yan Zhen will never have peace if he says anything.

"Look at what scares you, although rest assured, Yan Zhenbei's person is not even a fart in the family, even if he is dead, few people will pay attention. Not to mention, to be able to enter the eyes of that old fox. I just said that, just kidding you."

When I was stunned, Lu Xuesong patted me on the shoulder coldly, and looking at my shocked expression, he immediately laughed.

Hearing his words, looking at his expression that was about to laugh, I suddenly reacted, this kid is playing me!

"******, scare me, I'll just say, the Yan family's power is so big, why didn't they come to me for trouble after so long" I was angry and kicked him, although my face was angry, but the heart that I was originally carrying was finally put down.

"If you don't scare you, how can you rekindle your fighting spirit, since the reunion, I found that your state is very sluggish, and, all day long, it gives me the feeling that the whole person has lost his goal and faith" Lu Xuesong sighed, and his tone was a little hateful.

"Faith? That thing, I have never had, and I don't want to have, for me, it is better to get rid of everything and live a normal life for a few days without worry! Lu Xuesong's words spoke to my heart.

Actually, I know my own state better than anyone else.

After coming out of the Yin and Yang Road, I unconsciously lost the goal of moving forward, to be precise, I was too confused, and my heart was full of powerlessness.

During my time in Yichang, although I seemed to be happy, in fact, I was purely happy in the midst of suffering.

I don't have ideals, I don't have goals, if I didn't meet Lu Xuesong by accident this time, I wouldn't dare to imagine where I would go after leaving Yichang, and how I would go in the future.

"Normal life, you are so longing? Every day, I have to worry about food and drink, but also struggle for savings, in front of an ordinary office worker, I have to look at the face of my boss every day, and I am excluded by my colleagues. Not to mention, you still have to marry a wife and have children, in your heart, these are really what you want? Hehe, I don't believe it! Lu Xuesong shook his head, amused that I still had such childish thoughts.

"Even if this is the case, it is much better than my current situation, at least, I will not be confused about my future, let alone live in fear!" I couldn't argue with his words, but I didn't want him to underestimate me, so I had to bite the bullet and say something insincere.

"Wake up, you and I are the same kind of people, no matter who you are, there is no going back in this life, as for the kind of life you want, it's a complete fart. Don't forget, what kind of treatment you received after you dismissed your mana, if you think that this is the happy life you are seeking, then I have nothing to say."

Hearing this, my eyes darkened, and the more I thought about what happened that night on Chinese New Year's Eve, the more I thought about it, the more unpleasant it was in my heart.

"Anything, you have your own choice, I have no right to interfere, but as a brother, I really don't want you to continue to be so muddy. Alright, let's go find that girl."

As if he realized that his words were a little heavy, Lu Xuesong's tone suddenly eased.

He turned his back to me and didn't look back, as if disappointed in me.

I lowered my head and didn't speak, I spread my right hand out, looked at the gap in the palm of my hand, and gradually, a sinister smile crossed the corner of my mouth.

At this moment, the depression in my heart was swept away, and in its place, there was a chill.

As Lu Xuesong said, I really can't go on in such a mess, since God is destined, I will not return to peace in this life, so simply, I will let go of everything, in the days to come, regardless of the merits of him, who is right and who is wrong, as long as I am happy, I can continue to live, better than anything else.

It didn't take long for me to ask Xu Wanying out, and she was a little surprised to learn that Lu Xuesong and I were going to visit Uncle Hall.

However, she didn't say much, in her words, she hadn't seen her cousin for a long time, so it was better to take a look today.

In Xu Wanying's impression, her cousin should live in a small town in the countryside, and on weekdays, he opened a small clinic to make ends meet.

Because of the disagreement with relatives, my cousin rarely interacted with people.

For his cousin, sometimes Xu Wanying is also angry for him, he can't figure out what his cousin is thinking day by day, he would rather bear the strange eyes of others than show his true side.

When she was on the way, she complained to the two of us a lot, and begged the two of us to find a way to let my cousin come out of the shadows after seeing him.

In her opinion, Uncle Cousin is too bitter and too pitiful.

When I heard this, I sat down on the ground. This chick is too imaginative, if her cousin hears this, I think, he will vomit blood when he is so depressed.

Lu Xuesong and I looked at each other at that time, and we could see each other's helpless looks.

However, in order not to arouse the suspicion of this chick, the two of us had to nod in agreement, claiming that we would do our best to cheer up her cousin.

As early as when I first came to Yichang, Xu Wanying mentioned to me about her cousin, her cousin, it seems that his name is Xu Yunfeng, although he looks unprofessional and cynical on the outside, and he is still an older bachelor in his thirties, but in fact, it is low-key.

Xu Wanying didn't know much about what her cousin was doing, but she only knew that he opened a small clinic.

Therefore, in his subconscious, he also thinks that Uncle Cousin started by medical skills.

Regarding Xu Yunfeng, Lu Xuesong told me before I asked Xu Wanying out.

According to him, the house where Xu Yunfeng lives now is the clinic, in fact, it has been some years.

The master before him, surnamed Zhao, was known as Mr. Zhao.

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