This time it was a real sleep, and the quality of sleep was so good that I didn't know how I got back to the apartment.

When I woke up, I was already lying in my bedroom, and Rujun was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at me anxiously.

After I opened my eyes. The first thing I saw was Rujun's face, which made me happy, but at the same time sad, because the night was so complicated, and there was a lot of information that I needed to digest again.

I suddenly remembered the two lives in my hands, Huang Angelica and Fahua, and the unknown life and death of Mr. Feng Ming, I stabbed him three times, three stabs may be enough to kill a person, I don't know if this guy can live, if not. Then I instantly had three lives on my hands in one night.

For yellow angelica. I don't regret it at all, because he has hurt my friend more than once, and he has murderous intentions towards me, and if I don't kill him, then he will definitely kill me.

After all, Fahua was a friend who fought side by side with me, but in the end, he also had murderous intentions towards me, and those two demon slaying pestles, if it weren't for my superior physique, would probably be dead by now.

Mr. Feng Ming is the one who wants to kill me, if it weren't for him, Fahua wouldn't have to die at all......

Even though this was the case, my heart still trembled at the thought of my blood-stained hands.

When the blood of the fierce battle fades. The rest is my inner accountability and questioning of myself.

Am I doing it right?

Should I do this?

Do I regret it?

Rujun looked at me and asked in a low voice, "Awake?" ”

I whispered, "Hmm." ”

Rujun looked at me nervously. As if afraid that I would have any bad influence from the fierce battle just now, she asked in a low voice, "Are you thirsty?" To drink or not to drink water? ”

I nodded and said, "Thank you." ”

Rujun smiled and handed me the water glass next to the bed and said, "Say thank you, and be so polite, are you uncomfortable?" If you still know thirst, it's not a big problem. ”

I also smiled and said, "There is no problem, I am still very strong, but it is you, Rujun." You didn't get hurt, did you? ”

Rujun smiled and shook his head: "You protect me so much, if I get hurt again, it will be too shameful for you." ”

I nodded, took a sip of water, and suddenly said, "Rujun, I'm ...... Has it changed? ”

I thought of what the purple ghost said when I was asked to devour the seed, devouring this seed, my ability will improve by leaps and bounds, but the price is my kindness, is everything I do now because of this seed?

"Well, you're a little different...... Rujun whispered.

"What's the difference? Will you still accept me like this? I hurriedly asked nervously, what I'm most worried about now is that after I change myself, Rujun will feel different about me, and even regret being with me.

Unexpectedly, Rujun suddenly looked at the night by the window and whispered, "What can I do if I don't accept it?" You must be responsible for the choices you make! ”

I hurriedly shook my head and said, "No, Rujun, I don't want you to do things you don't like, if I can't do it to your satisfaction, then I hope you don't go down again......"

Rujun said with a smile: "Don't worry, I'm joking, if you really disappoint me, I will leave without hesitation!" ”

Looking at Rujun's smiling face, I relieved my heart, paused for a moment, and asked again: "Rujun, I killed someone......"

Rujun said: "Well, I know, don't worry, the Xu family will properly dispose of those two corpses for you, plus their identities here are forged, so Huang Angelica is very likely to be a black household himself, so don't worry about the investigation by the relevant departments, they can't find it." ”

I shook my head and said, "That's not what I'm worried about...... But...... I always wondered if I had killed the wrong person, and that killing people was not a good thing after all. ”

Rujun smiled and said, "Lin Yang, why did you kill Huang Angelica?" Why kill Fahua? ”

I thought about it, sighed, and said: "I killed Huang Angelica because he was ruthless, did not distinguish between good and evil, and murdered many of my friends......"

Rujun shook his head and said: "No, you didn't get to the point, killing Huang Angelica is because of this, what about killing Fahua monk?" What about the three stabs that stabbed Mr. Fengming in the end? ”

I was stunned, a little confused.

Rujun continued: "Whether you kill Huang Angelica or Fahua, there is only one reason, that is, because they all want to kill you, if you don't kill them, they will kill you, there is no third possibility, so in this case, do you have any other choice?" ”

I finally understood Rujun's point, shook my head and said, "I didn't." ”

Rujun nodded and asked, "Do you still regret it now?" ”

I shook my head: "No regrets." ”

Rujun was satisfied, and said in a low voice: "That's right, secular morality can only restrict secular people, living in this world, the most important thing is not to let the people you love and those who love you be sad and disappointed." ”

I nodded and said, "Got it, Rujun, thank you." ”

Rujun said: "You are still so polite to me, if it weren't for your hard work today, I would definitely teach you a good lesson." ”

I smiled and suddenly asked, "What's the ...... ...... the Flame Orb I devoured? ”

Rujun was stunned and asked, "Did you hear that?" But weren't you asleep at the time? ”

I shook my head and said, "I'm not asleep, I just look like I'm asleep...... I know that this Dark Fire Bead is an important way for the King of Ten Thousand Dragons to escape from the dungeon...... So ......"

"So you want to sacrifice yourself to save the Yin and Yang Realms of these Four Nine Cities?" Rujun frowned and asked.

I didn't expect that all my thoughts were guessed by Rujun, so I only lowered my head and said, "That's the case." ”

Rujun smiled and said, "Do you really think that you can decide the life and death of Sijiu City by yourself?" Lin Yang? ”

I was puzzled again, looking at Rujun, not knowing what to say.

Rujun sneered and said: "Lin Yang, don't think too much about yourself, although you have devoured the Dark Fire Xuanzhu, these four or nine cities will not become what they will become because of you, that person wants to come out, even if you kill the Dark Fire Xuanzhu by yourself, he must have other ways to come out, even if you live, let that Dark Fire Xuanzhu grow into a towering tree, that person may not be able to completely disrupt the Yin and Yang worlds...... Giving up one's life easily is not the work of a manly man. ”

I looked at Rujun, looked at her face that was gradually becoming a little angry, and knew that my current choice was not the right one.

Rujun looked at me and continued: "Lin Yang, maybe you think that the world will be peaceful after you cut yourself, but I want to tell you, no, after you die, others will not be any different, and will not have any impact on other people's worlds, but only one person will have drastic changes, and that is me." ”

Speaking of this, Rujun's eyes were slightly red, and she continued: "If you die, the people of Sijiu City don't care, but my world is completely different, there is no you in their world, there is no Lin Yang, but there is ...... in my world And there is only one Lin Yang ......"

Speaking of this, Rujun Feng's eyes were full of anger, and he said sharply: "So if you dare to hurt my only Lin Yang, I will definitely not forgive you, never!" ”

Rujun's words shook my heart, and there was no longer any reason to judge myself.

Even if I have the Hellfire Bead in my body, even if the King of Ten Thousand Dragons may escape from the underground palace through me, I will definitely not be able to cut myself and end my life. Low order Tuanba.

Because I can't leave Rujun alone, I want to protect her and protect her, Rujun gave me this opportunity, and I must not waste this opportunity.

After these words, I will never feel any guilt for killing Huang Angelica and Fahuahe, because they wanted my life.

If I don't take their lives, then I'll die, it's a world of the jungle.

I still have to keep my own life to protect Rujun, so anyone who threatens my life, anyone who wants to kill me, has to die, this single choice question, I will always choose this, there is nothing to regret and blame, this is the rule of this world.