The year 70 arrived imperceptibly. Perhaps to whitewash the peace, or perhaps to enjoy the last bit www.biquge.info of peace in a seemingly peaceful era, the celebration of the arrival of the 70s was extraordinarily grandiose. After the Spring Festival and Valentine's Day, everyone was happy and celebrated together.

If the situation continues to calm down like this, everyone will have finished Women's Day, Labor Day, Chung Yeung Festival and Children's Day, and no matter how high the hedonistic mood is, it will not continue to the day when the Qixi Festival is promoted to the world. However, I have always kept in touch with the generals, and I have always grasped the dynamics of the front line at the first time, and I have a hunch that these few festivals will be the last poor toss for everyone.

Since returning from Nandu, I have been busy planning expansion plans with Hua Song and others, constantly building various calculus equations to calculate how long this investment can pay for itself, how long it will be possible to achieve maximum benefits, and whether this time difference is complementary to the current situation...... Although I was ridiculed as a "housekeeper and mother-in-law", it is an indisputable fact that my advanced mathematics level has improved by leaps and bounds since then.

When the report of the 14th battle of Group A came, Hua Song finally told me that I could stop. The war is about to begin, and investing resources at this time will have a negative impact on expansion, in technical terms, "marginal benefits tend to be close to zero". At the same time, the Gonggong fortress was almost completed. Although the interior decoration has not been carried out at all, we are not too particular about this when we have been used to living a hard life since childhood.

The problem is that this fortress moves much slower than even the modern class, and the most optimistic estimates are that it will take more than twenty months to reach Niphelsen. After receiving Hongxiang's letter after the Battle of the Highway of the Revenant, he learned that the situation was gradually starting to be bad, and the slow speed of support seemed even more unbearable.

But there was no other way but to do it was to immediately mobilize the troops and make a series of personnel transfers:

Colonel Situ Jianghai, who served as the commander of the "Lei" fleet of the Leilondo militia fleet, led the team to support the expeditionary force;

Simba was promoted to major general and served as the commander of the First Army of the Relondo Army, leading the team to support the expeditionary force;

Hanko Naito was promoted to the rank of major general and served as the governor of Leilondo, in charge of Leilondo affairs;

Titus served as the official governor of Planet Alpha and the director of the Nandu Office, in charge of coordinating affairs with the Nandu;

Basque Bing was promoted to the rank of colonel and served as military attache (full army rank) of the Southern Metropolitan Office;

This appointment is absolutely illegal, as my current highest status is only a member of the Supreme Council of the GDI Global Federation, not even a member of the Standing Committee. Even if he is a member of the Standing Committee, he does not have the status of a regular position in the Space Fleet, and he does not have the right to promote generals above the general level and appoint regular army-level officials without consulting others, but no one cares about this at this time.

In the absence of His Excellency Overmars, I have the final say on the Space Fleet's side - since I took the initiative to send a supplementary fleet, the relationship between me and Adams, which I may have never had, has completely broken down. All the people who can do a little bit of work in the Space Fleet have recruited me three stars, and set up a space office in Adams, which is equivalent to bringing the Space Fleet Command over. The Commander-in-Chief's position and office were reserved for Adams, but the door was locked to avoid being seen as empty.

Anyway, I left the guy on the ground and did it alone. Adams-manipulated North American public opinion has denounced me as a "villain warlord whose wolf ambitions have been revealed," but they can only shout two words. Lelondo de facto controls Nandu, one of the four major divisions of the Samsung, Moon, and Main Star, and Basque Bing has already received the title of Chief Military Attache of Leilondo in Nandu, and has stationed there with a "guard" of a heavy mechanized division. Neither Europe nor the other countries will have the courage to jump on the stage and collude with Adams to make any substantive moves against us or Yugoslavia.

These personnel appointments should not be completed immediately if they want to, but they must be discussed at meetings in advance, and they must be evaluated. Although it was a bit formalistic, it had to be done. Fortunately, the performance of Simba and Situ Jianghai, who were about to go out with me, were very satisfactory, especially Simba, who actually began to sell his reputation after returning from the southern capital, no longer operating entertainment venues, and reading philosophy books alone in his spare time, which made people lose their glasses. His hobbies have suddenly shifted, but the skill of military training has not declined, so it is just his own business, and it is not a bad thing.

Several tasks have been completed, and nearly halfway through the 70 years. While the common people are still trying to be happy and indulgent, trying to have another good Children's Day, the situation waits for no one.

On May 19, 70, I returned to Nandu with a swagger, in spite of the opposition of Titus and others, under the pretext of inspecting the reconstruction of Nandu. The trip was not only as simple as sightseeing, but also to receive a batch of ship supplies from there, and to assign the two newly formed divisions to the "Office Guard" of the Basque Ice. This kind of request is a bit excessive, and even Tan Kang complains about me, not to mention the bureaucrats under him who have always regarded me as an upstart. However, after I landed on the battleship "Jianye" to everyone's surprise, these leisurely mouths immediately turned to a loud wave of welcome. Sure enough, the bookish is short of life, and in the end he is still afraid of being a super scoundrel and not dying.

When I walked out of the cabin, I was blinded by the scorching sun above, and while stretching out my hand to cover it, I turned back to Jing Wei next to me and said, "It's been a long time, it's been a year, it's been a year." ”

Jing Wei's voice suddenly became nervous: "You don't want to go shopping again, do you?" ”

"I don't have time this time, why are you so nervous?" I shrugged my shoulders and said, "What are you anxious about, can't you rest assured that you have that stall?" Forget it, I don't need you this time. All of the army generals, led by Simba, have strong objections to the official use of your new army, and I have never seen them so unanimous. There's only one Basque Ice on your side right now, and his qualifications aren't enough. ”

Jing Wei said unhappily: "Don't talk about that, it's angry when you talk about it." ”

"Don't think about the unpleasant things. I'm about to go on a journey, don't be so discouraged as if I'm going to never go back. I'll bring it up again when I get back, and you'll have to be prepared to draw men from the Mowgli Army, even if I don't want that to happen. ”

"Troublesome task." Jing Wei's tone softened a lot: "I'll contact them tonight, but you may not get an answer before you leave." ”

"It's okay, I trust you."

Our conversation was serious until we got in the car, but it wasn't normal, and it was a big twist for GDI. There will be basically no problems with the security work that Basque Ice is in charge of, and there should be no spy who overhears this conversation between me and Jing Wei in Celestial Language. But, let's be honest, what if you hear it? What can they do with the current situation? The first reaction was to kill the unlucky guy who heard something he shouldn't have heard, right? Thinking of this festival, my mood became even happier, looking at the red men and green women on the side of the road, and sighed in a praising tone: "It's good that there is still a real season of the main star!" It's such a beautiful summer, the season for men. ”

"I'm a little suspicious of your purpose here." Jing Wei said angrily: "Are you just to have a good time before you go on the expedition?" ”

I smiled and looked out the window at the different scenery, and without looking back, I said, "Just by the way, by the way." ”

Tan Kang arranged three activities for my day's itinerary: one was to give a speech at Xuanwu University, the other was to attend the mobilization meeting in the auditorium of the GDI Nandu Branch, and there was a dinner in the evening.

After all, this visit to Nandu was under the guise of expeditionary mobilization, and important members of all important GDI units attended, including the speech at Xuanwu University. Han Han prepared a manuscript for me, and it was said that it would be enough to read it. But when she was preparing the manuscript, I was secretly sneering: after all, she was a foreign student, and she had little contact with the locals in the two years she had been in Nandu, and I was the only Chinese person who had the most contact with her, and I didn't know the school spirit. Last year, after I occupied Nandu, I was about to betray the country, and there was the most trouble. After that, although I regretted not selling it halfway, those guys still caught on to my national festival problem, and I did articles for more than half a year, and only recently stopped. Presumably, Tan Kang arranged for me to give a speech this time, so as to compensate those students a little bit, so that they could make me angry and angry.

The topic that Tan Kang prepared for me was a little wrong, on the construction of a democratic system in the new era. As we all know, there is no democracy in the military, only authority. Han Han's secretaries wrote several drafts, and she revised them several times, and finally made a qualified official article, full of important spirit from the central government, but as a central cadre, I was very unimpressed when I saw it. Even I couldn't convince them, and the students in the audience, who were even more noisy than me, naturally refused to agree, and after reading the manuscript, they became noisy, asking me to explain "whether there is a specific timetable for the democratic process." I saw that they were making too much trouble, so I decided to teach them a lesson, slapped the manuscript, and shouted: "What is the trouble, I think Lao Tzu has never seen the market?" ”

"Your Excellency, Minister." A bespectacled schoolgirl stood up from the chaos and seemed to be their well-prepared number one debate: "You have said a lot of empty truths, so please answer positively, what exactly are you pursuing?" Is it absolute centralization, or is it true democracy? ”

"Little girl, think about it, will I be honest with you?" I replied pleasantly, "Don't forget that politicians never tell the truth." ”

"We want to hear the truth from you."

"Then it seems that you are treating me as a soldier, not a politician." I spread my hands and said, "Well, I'll tell you very honestly, I've never thought about it." ”

The audience booed, and a guy with five big and three rough jumped up and shouted: "You haven't even thought about it, isn't what you just said about so much democratic construction all empty words, all lies?" Classmates, can we let such a guy go? ”

This auditorium can accommodate 1,000 people. For the sake of safety, only 400 students were allowed in, and nearly 100 secret sentries were placed among them. Seeing that the students were emotional, several secret sentinels hurriedly rushed over and pressed the big man down. I waved my hand and said, "Don't be rude, I'll answer this classmate's question properly." Well, excuse me, what is democracy? Why are you so passionately pursuing? ”

The students in the audience were stunned for a moment, and then burst into laughter, probably because they were overjoyed that I was asking such a childish question. But my cheeks can't even penetrate bullets, and I'm still afraid of them? When the following did not change his color, he said: "I just think it's a good thing, right, how is it good?" You don't necessarily know that. ”

"For example, there is a class president among you, and there is a student council for all students. When I was studying, these were all direct appointments from the school, but in recent years they have been changed to student elections. It's a step forward, but it's not necessarily the best way to go. ”

"You will say that we can tolerate inefficient democracy, and we can't tolerate efficient and wise ****. But how can the democratic leaders, how can they organize themselves into a mess? Rely on what, rely on teachers? Joke. On your own? What do you have to rely on? Prestige? Wrong - power built with prestige is a typical characteristic of ****. ”

"What's the fuss? I haven't finished my sentence yet, you birdmen are really uneducated. Pin the most noisy ones to the ground! ”

"You little pundits only know how to blindly follow the general stream and listen to those beautiful theories and doctrines, and have no thoughts of your own. These words are not wrong, think for yourself! How many of you know medieval history? Democracy has been in the rudiments of ancient Greece, and it is only an experimental form of government, not really a democracy. But all polities are constantly groping, aren't they? When everyone understands what democracy is, don't talk about it. ”

"All you want is to overthrow the existing bondage. But you never imagined the world after the confinement. Maybe you will say, overthrow the first, and the future will slowly walk and see! But the real world is not a game, and people who are already in power will not allow the world to be handed over to you to experiment slowly, including me. ”

"You enjoyed peace, and the only time you feared it was one or two nights last year. You wouldn't think that while quietly drinking coffee with your friends and enjoying a little bit of petty bourgeoisie, the monster of the opposite sex rushes in front of you and stomps the person next to you who was bragging and chatting a minute ago into pieces; You won't know what it's like to walk thousands of miles, patrolling and fighting in the wilderness where monsters are ready to touch; You won't see the brilliant light of destruction and the feeling of a large number of lives disappearing around us when we are fighting to the death in the sky, when we and the enemy warship explode! These are the things that our fighters should do for you, and you just need to talk about peace and democracy. I want to tell you plainly that it's not real men who only talk like this—and women, they can only be counted as little babies. If you want to be a real person, a person who is meaningful to society and yourself, please come to the front and come to the battlefield. You don't need to fight, you just need to feel it once. ”

"I know that what I say is far from your world, so I don't expect you to understand what I'm saying. You may think that what I have just said is a dream, but please listen clearly: you are burdened with blind enthusiasm and fantasies, and the class you want to overthrow, including me, is burdened with the survival and future of humanity. For this goal, I will do whatever it takes. Trivial matters such as democracy are not in my consideration at all, even if they are thrown on the ground like garbage and trampled on them. When the day comes for true peace, if you can still be as impassioned as you are today, please teach me again how to do it. Thank you. ”

"Arrogant fellow, die!"

"Didn't you hear us at all? What are you talking about, you bastard?! ”

There was a big commotion in the audience again. I'm done, and I'm not going to finish reading Hanhan's manuscript, so I shake my hand and get ready to leave. When escorting the bodyguards who were like a great enemy out of the field, I heard the shouting and scolding coming from behind like a frenzy of rage. The bodyguards hurriedly urged me: "Minister, this place is not suitable for a long time, let's go back quickly." ”

"Don't worry, let them look at it more and meat is indispensable." I looked around and asked, "What about Jing Wei?" ”

"The head of the regiment seems to have gone to the bathroom, let's go down to the car first and wait for her."

"Hurry up, act like I'm scared of these little pimps!" I glared and said, "It's been a long time since I've been to the toilet in college, so I'm going to shhh ”

That being said, they ran in and blasted a couple of people out first, and then stood outside in a circle. I still felt very uncomfortable after going in, and after going to the toilet, I was about to light a cigarette, when I suddenly heard an exclamation from Jing Wei from the women's bathroom next door. Although she reads women's magazines all day long, she is not the kind of person who is shocked. I hurriedly walked out and ran into her in front of the communal sink at the entrance to the restroom. She was putting her phone back in her pocket and turning on the faucet to wash her hands. I also went to the pool next to her to wash my hands, and couldn't help but ask, "What's so alarming?" ”

"I just received a phone call, it was too sudden, and I couldn't control my emotions." Jing Wei tried to calm her emotions, but she still couldn't suppress the anxiety in her tone: "The head of the family has passed away. ”

The cigarette that had been caught between my fingers when I washed my hands suddenly jumped out of my fingers' grip and fell into the water, being doused by the water before I could even struggle. My eyes suddenly became flexible, and I turned around, but suddenly I found that my face and neck were no longer able to move, probably because I was paralyzed by the wind, right? Fortunately, I was still able to speak—I hesitated for a few seconds, then asked with difficulty, "Please repeat it again?" ”

Jing Wei washed her hands, pulled me forward, and said, "There are too many people here, let's get in the car." ”

I dragged her downstairs like a zombie walking in the daytime, and I didn't know it until I heard her speak again: "The sixth family master has died." It's a pity. ”

I forced myself to be calm and asked, "The news can't be wrong, right?" ”

"You can't go wrong." Jing Wei said: "The situation has changed, and I have to go back." The sooner the better...... Is it okay tonight? I want to go back tonight. You shouldn't have any problems being safe alone, right? ”

"No problem." I was unexpectedly calm and replied intently: "Have a good trip, those important tasks are please." My trip was also very hasty, only see you after the expeditionary force returned, everything was taken care. ”

"It's not like your style to say that." Jing Wei said strangely.

But I don't want to answer her anymore.

For the rest of the trip, I was in a trance. Although I didn't need to give a speech at the mobilization meeting held in the GDI auditorium in Nandu, I only needed to show up. However, there were a lot of participants, many of them foreign and GDI observers, and even Kamei Shou, who had a bad time with me last year, was present, so I should have been more attentive anyway. But these are not transferred by my will, I wake up from my dream from time to time, take a slight look at the scene of the venue, and unconsciously fall into the next dream. May's face in my dream was already very blurry, but the words she had spoken, and the brief moments that accompanied me were exceptionally clear. Such a beautiful girl, did she go before me?

"Rhubarb, rhubarb!" Tan Kang suddenly stabbed me twice beside me, dragging me back from my dream to reality: "Everyone is very excited, I hope you can say a few words." ”

I woke up suddenly, and suddenly I was covered in a cold sweat, and I couldn't hide the embarrassment in my expression. In the process of rushing to power, he tried to calm his mind, but he never succeeded. When he came to the stage, he looked at the earnest faces below that were mixed with sincerity and hypocrisy, sighed slightly, and said, "Everyone, you are about to go on the expedition, and I don't have anything special to leave for you." As a soldier, I should have the courage to face the difficult sacrifices that are coming. However, at this time, I felt the preciousness of life. I hope to bring you the most ideal solution, for this goal, I am willing to do my best, just die. ”

With that, I stepped down. The audience was cold for a moment, probably because my words were not impassioned or inspiring, but rather more crow's mouth. Fortunately, the host arranged by Tan Kang was clever enough, and he hurriedly said a few words to misinterpret my words, and won the warm applause of the officers of the Young Zhuang faction. I sat in the midst of applause, but my mind flew to the side. Tan Kang asked with concern, "What's wrong?" Would you like to take a break? ”

"I'm a little tired, I'll go back and rest first." I nodded, stood up and said, "The banquet in the evening, depending on the situation, I'll fight for it." ”

As I walked out, I was a little more sane, and I knew that such a performance would be muttered as "greedy for life and afraid of death, timid and cowering when the time comes", but I could no longer stay there and hold on to my image, and besides, no matter what they said, it had nothing to do with me. After quickly returning to the station, I went into my room to rest and said to the bodyguard, "Don't come and disturb me, don't answer any phone calls." You leave a few people on duty at the gate, and the rest go to the banquet in the evening, it's very fun, it's rare to do this. ”

"This ......"

"It's an order." I emphasized, "Let me be alone for a while." ”

No one has been clean for a long time. Leaning against the large window of my room, I poured my wine alone and tasted it slowly, carefully recalling the scene back then. Too much time had passed, and while the memories were suddenly clear, most of the details were lost. I can't remember what kind of clothes she was wearing, or what hobbies she had talked about. Since I can barely remember what she looks like, trying to remember these things will probably not lead to results.

In the dark, I saw the youthful and energetic May of eighteen or nineteen again,

She accompanied me on my adventures covered in blood;

Say goodbye to me back to back in the silence of the station's waiting room;

The reunion of the southern capital, the angel of destruction flying in the night sky......

The fiery confession in the hut of the northern capital, and the fusion of our soul and flesh......

Yang Lan was heartbroken when she told me the truth......

Is she dead? She's gone before me?

In retrospect, the wine in the cup became bitter, and when it entered the throat, it was like a fiery knife. I don't know how much I drank, I staggered to my feet and slowly poured the wine to the ground: "Farewell, May, may we see you again in the next life......"

There was a little itch on his face, and when he reached out and touched it, his face was full of cold tears. At this moment, suddenly the door of the room was pushed open, Jing Wei walked in with a bottle of wine, sat down on the coffee table next to me, and said, "Why don't you go to the banquet?" What a free time alone, let's have a drink together......"

I was unprepared, and she probably didn't expect to see such a scene, and her voice lowered in the middle of the sentence, and finally stopped abruptly.

"What are you doing here?" I looked up at her, "Aren't you supposed to be in the Heavenly Realm at this time?" ”

Jing Wei explained in a bit of a panic: "Well, the flight is delayed." ”

"Stop talking nonsense, what kind of flight do you want to go to the Celestial Realm? I only had two drinks, don't think I'm drunk. I turned my face away and whispered, "Are you here to see the joke?" ”

"Don't think so, it's really an accident, an accident."

I shook my head and said, "Forget it, it's not a big deal for you to see it." In fact, people have times when they are weak, but they generally don't want others to see them. You know what? There are only two women who have seen me when I was weak, and you were only Chen Qi before. ”

"At the afternoon meeting, you were in a trance, and I was very worried when I saw it." Jing Wei finally told the truth: "The matter over there is not particularly urgent - anyway, I don't want to fight for that position anymore, and there is no point in running back so quickly, so I want to stay and see what is wrong with you." ”

I raised my cuffs to wipe the tears from my face, sighed, and said, "You're just in time, let's have a drink together." After all, you are also the one who has her memories, and a moment of mourning together is the last thing we can do for her. After speaking, he snatched the wine bottle, poured a glass for Jingwei, and then drank it to himself. Jing Wei held the cup in both hands and sat opposite me for a long time without drinking. I didn't care about her, and drank fifteen or sixteen glasses in one go, and the atmosphere was as depressed as before a typhoon.

Jing Wei suddenly raised the cup and drank it all, put her hands on the edge of the coffee table, leaned forward slightly, and said, "I really can't help it." Are you talking about our late sixth family master? You ...... with that guy."

Suddenly, I asked, "What do you think about homosexuality?" ”

"This ...... Ah......" Jing Wei opened her mouth and stammered, and it took a long time to hold back a sentence: "I don't know much about it." ”

"I've read so many women's magazines, so don't pretend you don't understand anything in front of me. Forget it, I'm just asking. I was worried again, raised my glass and drank it all: "I have only been officially married once, and my wife's name is Zhao Ying." At that time, I was just an unemployed junior staff member with the rank of lieutenant colonel, and she was the head of the Southeast Special Commission of the GDI Discipline Inspection Commission in the Northern Capital with the rank of brigadier general, and my boss. You probably know her story, right? ”

"I know a little bit, but ......" Jingwei spoke more difficult: "Let's say it, I think anything you say now will anger you." ”

"Not many people know about her, but you have lived with me for a long time and know the insider, you should have known it for a long time. There's nothing to hide, I had a falling out with her because of a same-sex affair. I let out a long sigh: "I always thought that I loved her with all my heart at that time, and it was because of her that I would destroy my ideal home, so I left my wife and returned to Samsung." In fact, the inside story is far more than that. ”

"For Chen Qi?" Jing Wei finally couldn't help but interject.

"I thought it was her, just for her. But it wasn't until I heard your bad news in the afternoon that I realized how much that person meant to me. Not ever, not in the past, all the time. I had a precedent and hid everything from Zhao Ying. Actually, I am not in a position to accuse her. ”

"I didn't expect that." Jing Wei said: "This kind of feeling is too shocking, after all, that guy is the master of the Mowgli Army." Is it just your unrequited love, or is it ......"

"We've had a great night together, only once." As I spoke, tears began to drip down again: "Why did she go before me?" Why is the world so unfair! ”

"Please don't say that!" Jing Wei's tone hardened: "I don't care about your feelings, I don't want to hear you say such dejecting words!" You should understand how many people's futures you are carrying, and how can you do it if you don't cheer up? ”

"Everyone wants to see me strong and bold, and I've always tried to keep everyone from disappointing......," I said, curled up in a ball, "but who knows what I'm feeling like?" I never wanted to be a great galactic hero, the overlord of the universe, I just wanted to have a peaceful and happy life. But why do my hopes always become extravagant hopes? ”

Jing Wei stared at me blankly, speechless. Seeing that she was silent, I suddenly turned to anger and rushed forward and pressed her to the floor, and shouted, "Why don't you speak? You're talking! ”

"I've had a very unpleasant past, too." Jing Wei suddenly spoke: "Painful memories that I don't want to recall at all, as long as I think of having that kind of experience, I feel very sad." You're carrying more than I do, and you're so tired. ”

I glared at her viciously and scolded, "Don't make the appearance of understanding me like that, how much do you know me!" ”

Jing Wei's eyes stared straight at me and said, "Whether you admit it or not, I have been by your side the most in the past two years." I see all your joys, sorrows, and sorrows. You...... It's a poor fellow. ”

I was uncomfortable with the clear eyes in her eyes, and my anger faded, but my sanity was not fully restored. Together, I felt the delicate and bulging body under me, and suddenly did something extremely boring - took off her mask. Her face had changed a lot at this time, and for some reason it suddenly overlapped closely with the memories of May in my mind. At this glance, my desire suddenly soared fiercely, and I opened my mouth and made a request that would be slapped: "Suddenly very lonely, can you accompany me tonight?" ”

"I don't want to be someone else's substitute." Jing Wei showed a wry smile on her face, and turned her face slightly: "Let go of me, how long do you want to press on me?" ”

"Please, stay with me." Suddenly, my face turned dead: "It's easy for me to get out of the way, just send me flying." ”

It's rare to see Jing Wei showing such a distressed expression. She frowned and thought for a while, and said, "Then you have to promise me that you must cheer up and stop thinking nonsense." The coach is about to go on the expedition, and the manager's will cannot be shaken. ”

"I see, is that okay?"

"Also, don't make perverted requests!"

I really don't understand why she would add such an extra sentence.

Maybe the air conditioner was turned on too much, and I woke up in the middle of the night. Ran outside to the refrigerator to get a bottle of beer, and when he got back into the quilt and was about to drink it, Jing Wei's slender white arm stretched out from the side: "Give me some to drink too." ”

"You're awake too?"

Jing Wei sat up on the sheet and leaned against the head of the bed and slowly drank beer. I went out to get another bottle, and just when I got back to bed, she suddenly said, "This is the last time." ”

"Huh?"

"For some reason, your business always disturbs my mind." Jing Wei looked up at the ceiling and drank a beer for a while before saying, "It's not okay to go on like this." After that incident, I pursued the ultimate martial artist. Maybe I'm starting to have a little affection for you, and this kind of thing can't go on. ”

I smiled slightly wryly: "It sounds like a high school girl who is going to study abroad to say to a little boyfriend who has no ambition." ”

"You and I pursue different things, and this is also something that cannot be helped." Jing Wei suddenly turned her head sideways and leaned on my shoulder: "Your embrace is very warm, sometimes I think, okay if you give up like this?" But I can't do that. Not only does it cause you trouble, but it also gives up on your ideals. ”

"I didn't expect you to have a crush on me. Didn't you say that on purpose to comfort me? I tilted my head to look at her, saw her shake her head, and sighed, "I don't force you." You also know my current situation, even if I want to give a certain woman happiness with all my heart, I may end up making a mess, and I have been worrying about Yoko's affairs since last year. I'm no longer qualified to promise anything to any woman. So, go for your dreams. ”

"What about you, in terms of personal feelings, what are your next steps?"

"I want to apologize to Chen Qi seriously, and it doesn't matter if I can get her forgiveness." I smiled and said, "Try to be as good as you can." I've finally figured it out, we have to face the present seriously. Thank you for the care you gave me when I was at my weakest. ”

"It's the last night." Jing Wei suddenly whispered, "Do you still want to?" There is still some time before dawn, and we still have time. ”

I didn't answer, I rolled over and hugged her tightly.

I woke up when the sun was shining. Raising his wrist and looking at his watch, it was already past eleven o'clock in the afternoon. Are you really old? It's just that I haven't touched a woman for a year, and I'm tired like this overnight? Jing Wei has already left. She left a few things on the table: breakfast, an amulet around a strand of her hair, and a letter. The letter is written briefly:

"My mission on this expedition is very heavy, and I can't return in time to send you off. You have the expectations of thousands of people, remember to cherish yourself, and don't take the blood of a hero for a moment and commit unnecessary risks. Unlike others, I don't see you as a leader, but as a friend. This is the advice of a close friend, and I hope you will remember it. Amulets are meaningless things, and I know you don't usually believe in them. But please stay around, I will **** pray for your blessings. ”

After reading the letter, I looked out the window. The courtyard there was so white that it was almost impossible to see anything from the scorching sun that had risen early. I couldn't open my eyes at the reflection of the strong sunlight, and quickly closed them, closed the letter, and muttered, "If only I had met you a few years earlier." ”

After being alone for a while, he finally made up his mind, turned around and strode out of the room.

On May 23, 70, I went out with reinforcements. Because Ovemas and Zhang Ning did not send a signal for help beforehand, this expedition was also called the "second expedition". Because Adams, the commander-in-chief of the Space Fleet, did not recognize this support, for a long time after the expedition, the name of the expedition was usually preceded by the word "illegal" in official documents. (To be continued.) )