Chapter 146: Epiphany
In order to protect the boss he followed, Huo Yuan made Shuyu never able to forgive himself, but ...... After seeing the face of the murderer under the previous anger, the endless anger did not disappear, but it could no longer be condensed, and it was immediately determined at that time, that is, I am afraid that I will not be able to avenge him in this life....... Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
As the boss, Shu Yu is a failure, and as the leader of the organization, he is also a failure...... Although it is impossible to erase those unforgettable achievements, but in the depths of my heart, I began to constantly blame myself.
For Ting'er, is this idea really enough to support everything on Zoom?
Shu Yu didn't know that when the muzzle of the gun was pointed, he even desperately hoped that Yu Xin could pull the trigger and end the root of everything, but when the gun fell, he understood.
Perhaps this is what Shu Yu is destined to carry...... There is never a way to dodge, because he is both Zoom and not Zoom.
"Konatsu...... Am I really wrong? Why do I feel regret...... Is it true that everything I do cannot be understood? Shu Yu looked weakly at the sleeping early summer and smiled bitterly.
The blood is constantly flowing...... Gradually, I have developed an unbearable feeling of dizziness.
Yuxin couldn't cry anymore behind Shuyu, and she didn't think about it...... Shuyu will choose this way to repay, and life will be a stake for salvation.
Looking at the slightly lonely back of Shu Yu, Yu Xin finally merged the two extreme shadows in his heart in a trance, which was both Zoom and Shu Yu.
"I know...... You are the same person, why do you want to do this" Yu Xin shouted in his heart with great self-reproach.
Shu Yu's chest was directly pierced by a laser, and like Huo Yuan, there was no way to save it...... It's not gambling at all, it's suicide.
"You are so irresponsible, what right do you have to end your life without permission?!! You are not eligible!! You still have a lot of things to do, you can't die!! You know?! Yuxin shouted excitedly.
Shu Yu looked at the wound on his chest and smiled bitterly...... I didn't know how to refute it for the first time.
Followers of convictions. Ting'er, who has suffered all the pain, the best friend who has changed her temperament, and the gossip of her best friend, everything is ...... and the instructions of the first army before his death.
Constantly thinking about all this, Shu Yu kept struggling under the tangled heart, right or wrong...... Enlightenment was attained at that moment in the universe.
Maybe it's really an obsession~ When life continues to pass, Shuyu really woke up.
True or false. There was never really a definition...... It's not as extreme as it once understood, everyone is in between the two, no one will be truly right, and no one will be recognized as an unforgivable mistake.
Even if it's the right thing...... It is also possible to turn the people or things you experience or face into mistakes.
Even if it is recognized as wrong...... You can still be admired, followed, and worshipped.
Shu Yu decided from the beginning that everything he did was right for Ting'er. Any means and schemes are taken for granted, but when I saw Yuxin holding early summer hostage, I would rather die than take revenge, this idea is really a little naïve and ridiculous.
Yuxin went astray because of Shuyu's fault and walked into a misunderstanding...... In early summer, it was also because of the fault of Shu Yu, who lost his loved ones and suffered everything that should not have happened.
Zoom is wrong and forcibly intervenes in the pattern of the world by improper means. Provoked a war, with blood on his hands. A part of the world's outcast...... Does this need to be judged to be wrong?
But how can the followers of conviction be explained? Is it really just the hope of the immortals and demons? Why is public opinion divided? Is it really a Zoom method?
The embrace of the Eastern Hemisphere, is it really a Zoom ruse?
Conspiracy can kill many people...... Stratagem can turn the tide...... In a sense, the rain is zero, and the same is all-encompassing.
But even if the sin is unforgivable...... Zoom's exploits will always be remembered, as for Shuyu...... is the real abandoned existence.
"I don't belong to this era myself, I was just passing by in a hurry. Hurried away...... Qualification? Am I not even in control of my own life? Aren't you being too selfish? The world would be more peaceful without zoom, and the verdict is the same as the former fairy and demon resistance without zoom...... It's not a good thing to have me, and it's not a bad thing to have me," Shu Yu smiled bitterly.
"Selfish!! It's you who are selfish!! Who made you show up!! Nobody begged you!! Never!! You have given us hope and given the world doubts without authorization, this is you!!
It doesn't matter if you're a passerby or not. It's all because of you!! Then you have to make it all end because of you, that's Zoom, that's you!! Do you understand? Selfish bastards!! Do you know?! Your life was never your own! You simply don't have the right to die now! Yuxin shouted with tears in her eyes.
"Because of me...... Is it because of me? Shu Yu repeated this sentence weakly, and his blurry eyes gradually regained their brilliance, as if they were awakened by this sentence.
The chaotic mind seemed to be sorted out in an instant...... The sky was clearer, and the breeze was blowing away like a newborn baby, cheering and jumping.
"I made the world chaotic in order to create a world for Ting'er to think about...... I created a power to convict sin for the sake of power, but it was accompanied by endless killing...... In order to find an opponent, I kept pampering my best friend, and gave zero reasons to appear, hehe, it's really all because of me" Shu Yu smiled bitterly and muttered to himself.
I really saw through it...... Shuyu knows that the future road will not be confused, Yuxin is right...... Zoom has unconsciously ceased to belong to Ting'er alone.
A faint trajectory passed through Shu Yu's eyes, the empty sky, the blue sea, at this moment, countless winding and rugged faint lines suddenly appeared, covered by a thick mist.
This is not the first time Shu Yu has seen it, not long ago I have analyzed it from Liang Qi's "potential", and I have seen it, the difference is that when I saw it at that time, no matter how it penetrated, no matter how it was analyzed, I couldn't see the true face of it.
But that's where things change...... Shuyu doesn't need to be parsed at all, and it doesn't need to be watched in the form of a data body, this time it is seen directly with the naked eye.
Gradually, the mysterious tulle passed away, and finally revealed its face...... Although behind the tulle is still infinite tulle, as if it is a simple thing, but it is untouchable.
But just the omission of this layer of tulle, even if Shu Yu can't see anything, he finds ...... The familiar world has changed.
It's a strange feeling, Shu Yu can't say it clearly, but it's a real experience, as if reborn and a new world have reopened.
Yuxin saw Shuyu's strange appearance...... The confused eyes, the resolute immobility, and the strong spiritual fluctuations that were constantly approaching around them.
At this moment, Shuyu seemed to disappear, if it wasn't for the eyes to see it, I really didn't feel that there was still a person here, ethereal and hidden.
Heaven and man are one, epiphany!
Yu Xin looked at this scene in amazement, unable to understand...... Isn't it like a monk who can have an epiphany? Can it also improve the state of mind? Is this really possible?
The state of the rain did not last long, and when everything was gone, the rain was still in place...... But it feels different.
"Seriously, you're not a qualified lobbyist at all, you know? It's really bad," Shu Yu said with a smile as she looked back at Yu Xin weakly.
This smile is very real, there is no conspiracy, no mixed schemes...... It seems like it's been a long time, Shu Yu's most thoughtless smile, a smile from the heart.
Chaowen said, the evening death is already ...... The last sublimation of life!
For some reason, Yuxin saw an innocent smile soothed by the sun, from zoom, from Shuyu...... I really can't raise the slightest sadness.
"Poof" Yuxin actually laughed uncontrollably in such a situation, and the tears were still on her cheeks, really like a flower cat.
"Qualified...... It mainly depends on the result," Yu Xin said softly, holding back the pain in his heart.
"Why don't you say it's mainly about temperament?" Shu Yu laughed rhetorically.
Although the atmosphere suddenly eased a lot, Yu Xin still looked at the hideous wound on Shu Yu's chest with some concern, and the dazzling blood continued to flow.
"You promise me...... Don't die! Yu Xin gritted his teeth and barely squeezed out a smile and said.
Shuyu responded with a smile, looked at the sky, looked around at the sea, pointed to the sky with one hand, sat cross-legged, and said softly, "I'll tell you a secret."
"What?" Yu Xin wondered.
"I don't want to die, then no one in this world can kill me, not even God...... Not at all! Shuyu chuckled softly.
The tone seemed to be joking, but Yuxin felt a strong belief and will, and under the invisible momentum, the clouds in the sky seemed to be shocked and kept leaving.
Sky...... Give in!
At this moment, Yuxin smiled, and didn't know why he believed Shuyu...... Maybe he really can, because Zoom can do anything!
Without any words, Shu Yu smiled faintly, and his arm flowed in a flash, but it was only a flash, and in the process of slowly hanging down, under Yu Xin's extremely frightened gaze.
Slow ...... Slow ...... gradually stretched into the wound on his chest, covered by broken and mutilated flesh, and Shu Yu's face was still indifferent, and he felt palpitations even when he looked at it, but he didn't show the slightest pain, as if his hand hadn't entered the wound at all.
"Yuxin, you're right~ It's not time for me to finish...... Don't worry, remember...... My life is up to me! Shu Yu smiled lightly, and in the moment that Yu Xin didn't notice, the turquoise code flowed to the inside of the wound, and the unclear code quickly spread all over the body. (To be continued.) )