Chapter 166 Going Home
The old road immediately turned the direction, walked in the direction of the yellow skin, and sacrificed a charm, this charm is not rampage, very clever in the hole, as if to be able to find the traces of the yellow skin, the oblique hole on the top of the head, because of the effect of the charm, the yellow skin rolled down from the hole and fell to the ground, this yellow skin should be the yellow skin that confused the old woman, the eyes glowed green, the light source rushed into a man's eyes, the man immediately turned the direction and fought towards everyone, the old Tao reminded everyone not to look at the eyes of the yellow skin, This yellow skin was handed over to him to solve, and everyone was ordered to dig a hole, and the little Taoist priest organized six people to dig a hole with their hands, and the old Taoist dealt with the light mouse wolf, which was almost defeated by the yellow skin.
Later, they dug the passage, and we also know the follow-up, in fact, how difficult it is only for them to know, I can't make it up here, they don't want to recall, at the moral level, I can't pester them to dig deeper.
I'm a pure mind, share the fat things on myself, chop wood for fire, cook, eh, cook without me, the little Taoist priest said that the food I cook can't help but ruin the three views, to the stomach without small flowers can be directly turned into and pulled out, anyway, the dishes I make are ruined worthless, the old Taoist drinks every day as usual, occasionally some things, not weddings, or funerals, there is a local custom, go to someone's house to put the dishes back to their own home to eat, at first I was embarrassed, and then the little Taoist priest and a table of people scramble to add vegetables, Because of curiosity I also tried it, it feels very cool, in the pure heart, generally wedding and funeral, will hire the Taoist chief, take us, often in and out of these places, and a group of strangers to grab vegetables, as soon as I heard that I want to go out, I am sure to bring a clean plastic bag, pack the dishes back and eat them yourself, sometimes it is a big bone, sometimes it is a vegetable, pig's head meat, pig's trotters, fish, what is delicious and what, I eat wolf-spitting, three mouthfuls and two mouthfuls of a bowl of rice, just to grab the vegetables, the little Taoist priest and I deliberately do it separately, In order to add more vegetables to go back, some old ladies didn't eat, just put them in their own bowls, and added a big bowl. I was so shocked that I had so much fun, what a mobile phone, what a stealing food, it was so weak that the report.
At the same time, I seem to know how to read this book, for example, on the fifteenth day of every month, on the night of the full moon, I seem to be able to see the contents inside, the old Tao said that I was stupid, tell me a secret, that is, in the morning to the back mountain to calm my mind, absorb the aura of heaven and earth, at first I thought that it was the old Tao who fooled me, knowing the fifth day of cultivation, I feel that the whole person is clear from the inside out. There is an invisible thread shuttling through my body, the words on the wordless book, faintly visible black handwriting, I can't see clearly, occasionally I can see a word on it.
Time flies like flowing water, as the little Taoist priest went to Lu Bo's adoptive parents' house to harvest crops, I deliberately avoided Lu Bo, it is estimated that Lu Bo also saw it, and he was not very happy in his heart, there was no way, and the disappointment after having hope was even more cruel. There is only so much I can do, maybe I will forget me when Lu Bo really gets married, maybe I am too self-conscious, I put myself on the tip of other people's hearts, people may not be dispensable for my existence, no matter what, keep a distance, don't hurt others or hurt yourself, sometimes I admire Niu Fat's mentality, I have so many girls, and I feel good about myself, and continue to hunt for the next target.
Half summer and autumn, I spent two seasons here, like all young people, I don't like to wear down jackets in winter, and Guangxi is located in the south, the climate is mild and pleasant, snowflakes are silvery, falling in the mountains, falling into snow water, dampling into the soil, saying that it is a conversation? Or is it the price of its beauty.
Until Lao Tao said, "You can choose your own life." "It's as simple as that, as if I'm here to hide from something.
On Tuesday, I was in the Taoist temple link phone, connected to the wireless network, and it was also my last day here, tomorrow night I will step on the train back, I went to Lu Bo's home to visit her, it can be regarded as a goodbye, Lu Bo is a little girl, a sensual little girl, this time I agreed to his request, followed us back to Qingxinguan, the little Taoist priest took into account my situation, Lu Bo was not allowed to come to Qingxinguan before, and he went to Lu Bo's adoptive parents' house by himself.
I stood on the cliff of the back mountain, for the first time I felt that in addition to the beauty, there was also an endless sense of emptiness, and I liked this place more and more, where I could feel that I was surrounded by the world, put down the thorns on my body, and be such a child quietly.
"Ma Dong." Lu Bo's voice sounded behind me, but I didn't have the courage to turn back.
"What's wrong?"
"Ma Dong, are you really leaving?" The sound was as small as a thread into my ears.
I looked up, "Yes." "Oh, to be honest, I may have her existence in my heart, frozen like heavy snow, but unexpectedly like the drifting snow in Guangxi, it melted quickly.
"Ma Dong." The voice paused for a few seconds, "I like you." ”
I was most afraid of hearing the words I heard at this time, I still heard them, I bit my lip, held back the ups and downs in my heart, and a kind of sadness stopped in my throat, so that I could not say a word. I didn't plan to answer, my eyes walked past him indifferently, and the moment I rubbed shoulders, Lu Bo grabbed my wrist, and I could feel her trembling and helplessness.
"Ma Dong, you don't have to answer in a hurry, your answer is not what I want to hear. You just have to listen to me, remember the first time we met? That's right, you're wearing cotton short-sleeved and brown-gray pants, giving me the impression that you're an unruly beast, and I'm even a little scared of you, because of a phone call you hurriedly ran in, because he's your girlfriend. Lu Bo began to sobb when he said this, I turned my head and looked at her, wanting to reach out to wipe it, but the hand I raised and put it down, I thought I was not worthy.
Lu Bo looked at me and smiled into my eyes, "Let's go to the market, you like to have fun, you're very tired here, you don't like to talk to me, I thought you hated me, I've been talking to the fat brother about you, and the last time I rode down the mountain, you asked me to wear a hard hat, you wanted me to keep me safe, do you know why I hugged you?" ”
I think of what happened that day, and I still have palpitations, it happened so suddenly, I didn't have time to think, and it was also the moment when Lu Bo hugged me, and I had an inexplicable sense of happiness in my whole person.
"Time is flowing, do you think that if you don't let me come to see you, I won't be able to see you? Every time I sneak up to see you, I come home after dark. ”
Hearing this, I remembered that the distance between Qingxinguan and her home was not close, and there was a forest area in the middle where there were no birds, and it was said that wild beasts were often infested, and he was a girl who walked through the forest area alone in order to see me.
"I hope this snow will continue to fall, down to the closed mountain, I hope the bus is broken on the road, you have to come back, I would rather we be like this forever, as long as you are here, I can see it, I will be satisfied, now I can't even satisfy my little wish, your embrace makes me feel warm, I would rather use my life in exchange for you to stay, Ma Dong, I know you don't like me, can you hold me like a sister?"
I hugged Lu Bo in my arms, and I felt sour in my heart when I said this, I can't be like Hong Kong and Taiwan, let go of everything I pursue and live the life I want, I can't be like Niu Fat, I can't leave lies to the woman who loves me, out of guilt, I can't do anything.
"I'm sorry." I tried my best to keep my tone calm, so that Lu Bo couldn't hear a little guilt and emotion, I always thought that ruthlessness was the best reward for this woman, the words were like quiet Tan, and my heart was turbulent.
One night, in the blink of an eye, I didn't say to anyone, quiet to leave quietly, just like a poem in Xu Zhimo's "Farewell to Kangqiao": Loaded with a boatload of starlight, singing in the starlight. But I can't play songs, quietly it's a parting sheng flute; Xia Worm is also silent for me, silence is Kangqiao tonight!
Carrying my luggage, saying goodbye to the old way that has been teaching me, embarking on this road of leaving, I don't know if I will come back, I don't know if such a person is still there when I come back, Qingxinguan is a Taoist temple, I am a place where I am home, there is my younger brother, there is my sister, there is my master, there is everything I can't forget. There weren't many people who sent me off today, and Lao Dao sent me back to the town, and I could see the reluctance in his eyes, just saying goodbye simply, I sounded so harsh. The driver's eldest brother deliberately changed shifts with his father, turned into sending me, really didn't ask for money, and said, I won't ask for money every time I come, Hong Kong and Taiwan cavity soft grinding hard bubbles, so that the driver saved the road fare, turned into sending me, the fat woman brought me a bunch of specialties, now think about it in the Qingxinguan such a person, but also very unhappy, they remember your good, will never forget, I Ma Dong in the heart of the heart remember you, I will come back when I am free.
There is no banquet in the world, until the ticket check sounded, I waved at them, pulled their luggage into the ticket gate, reluctant, helpless, the little Taoist pulled the landing thin, smiled at me, tears in his eyes swirled, the driver's eldest brother Hong Kong and Taiwan raised a thumbs up to me.
In the same two days, last time I brought a mobile power supply, and now I bring a mobile power supply, and the power of the mobile phone is only five percent, Niu Fat said that it has no time to pick me up, and is busy entertaining distant netizens.
Back in the hospital, the whole decoration has changed, stable and high-end elegant, even the decoration of the room has been upgraded to a higher level, and the office has been replaced with a steady wind, how comfortable it is, I have to say that Ouyang Ze has a better vision than the boss. I was leisurely texting the little Taoist priest and Lu Bo, the door was pushed open with a bang, and a woman with red lips and flames, dressed in a sexy, low-cut nightclub outfit, picked up her bag from the office and walked out angrily, and was stunned for a few seconds when she saw me.
"You're Ma Dong?" Glancing at the photo on my desk, the woman asked with some hesitation.