She had tried to kill herself. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

In her sophomore year of junior high school, she found her parents' divorce agreement in a computer file. This incident actually didn't cause much shock to her, after all, she had vaguely felt it before, and even told them "If you want a divorce, don't have anything to do with her".

At that time, her relationship with her parents was not good, but at least compared to high school, she would at least meet and respect each other.

In the first year of high school, the relationship with my parents deteriorated to a certain point. At that time, they didn't seem to know that she already knew about their divorce, and they looked like they were divorced, and she couldn't help but feel upset when she looked at them like that every day.

The high school entrance grades are worthy of her former name of 'honor student', but it is this high hat called honor student that pushes her into the abyss step by step.

After the end of the military training, she unfortunately failed to "stand in line" during the military training, and she naturally became alone. It's nothing, at the beginning of the semester, she decided that she wanted to further shape her image as an 'honor student' in high school. For those guys who don't know if they can go to key classes, it's better not to have deep friends'.

The summer vacation of that year was the first time in two years after her second year of junior high school that she took the initiative to talk to her parents. It seemed that it was easy to win the support of her parents, and she was so naïve at that time.

Then because of her action, the family, which was originally 'harmonious', fell apart in an instant. They (the parents) began to blame each other, blaming who did not support her, began to give more than who had gone through the years. Like countless families that have been separated, they had no intention of harmony from the beginning.

She looked coldly.

As always, she didn't say a word, watching their quarrel and calm herself too calmly. They sat on the couch, arguing, and she sat across from them. She thought it would be better to separate them than to tie them up by force. So she didn't say a word, she watched their words and deeds, until, she lost a home.

After that, her relationship with her parents could already be described as a 'stranger'. Don't talk about conversations, not even the most basic daily greetings. That's when she realized that she had lost more than just a home. She began to blame herself, believing that she had ruined the family - that she should not have been born in the first place.

Originally, it was very dangerous for a mother with heart disease to give birth to a child, and her father was opposed to giving birth to her because of this, but the mother still insisted on giving birth to her. If it weren't for her, these two people wouldn't have ended up in such pain. However, on the eve of the winter vacation of the same year, she began to feel frequent chest cramps. After asking for leave to go to the hospital for a check-up without telling her parents, her uncle, an acquaintance in the hospital, told her that she also suffered from heart disease like her mother.

She felt that her life was almost over.

"You don't look very happy?" Mora munched on the chips and said casually.

"Ah, of course I'm not happy, I was forced to make a vow, and now I don't know what to do," this flower rolled on the bed with a pillow, "What a 'god', what a wish to fulfill." What does this have to do with me? Am I not an ordinary person? Shouldn't you be living an ordinary life? Is it bad to be alive? ”

"It's incoherent, it does seem serious," Mora clapped his hands and glanced at the clock, "at least 24 hours ago you were so ordinary, so ordinary that you were no different from passers-by." ”

"What's so bad about being ordinary? Now I don't know what to do," she sat up, scratching her messy hair, "what about you?" If you had a choice, would you rather live a more ordinary life or a life full of passion? ”

"The premise itself is impossible, so there's no need to think about it," Mora shrugged, "I've been destined to be a god since birth. When I stood out from the many same beings and chose to follow "her", my completely different life really began. I don't think there's anything to think about, I have no regrets and no reason to give up. That is to say, it is inevitable that I will come here, it is inevitable that I will meet you, and it is inevitable that you will stand out from the ordinary, and there is no element of coincidence, because we, the unique Hermanus Mora, and the presence of our Lord, have created a unique you. ”

It sounded like some kind of comfort, but the flower wasn't too 'moved', she didn't know that what Mora was saying was the truth - even so, she wanted a normal life.

There's nothing wrong with being ordinary, and so far in her life, she doesn't think there's anything she wants to do again. Although she fantasizes about her own different life like everyone else, when this kind of life comes, she will choose the side of her ordinary self. Although she no longer has any connection with the word ordinary, she still has the consciousness that she is still human.

At the beginning, her father was still against it, for the sake of her mother, and against the mother who was pregnant with her and gave birth to her. But the mother chose to give her birth - to bet her life on it. So of course she didn't hold a grudge against her mother, just as she had a heart attack, and the flower thought it was the best gift for her, and only when it was a violent twitch and pain would she remember that she was still alive.

Live like a human being.

Mora observed the flower, and after a long time, she suddenly said:

"I think I kind of get it, you... It seems to be the same as my lord. It's hard, isn't it? Wearing a mask, he desperately imitates human behavior. That life will not last long, and one day you will understand that you are completely different creatures from humans. Despite having the exact same appearance, you don't have the most basic human things. ”

It's called emotion.

As Mora said, she seldom has the same intense feelings as humans. Furui Bubo is a perfect way to describe her psychological state most of the time, and the life she wants to have can only be based on this, so what she longs for is an ordinary life...

"But there is a limit to what an ordinary body can do, and you are very different from my lord," Mora said seductively, "You have a limit. To have this human being, and that heart will beat for you, cheer for you, and excite you, is something that your ordinary body has that my Lord has not had. So you are unique, even though there are many things that are okay even if you are not you, such as fulfilling other people's wishes, such as being someone's dependence. But if you do something like that, will your heart rejoice? ”

Of course she wouldn't know, and neither would Mora. So her life is meaningful, she still has her own future, she can still pursue the unknown, and live for this pleasure.

"Your life coach is really strong." The flower couldn't help but say.

"Well, if it were my lord, I would probably use a more drastic approach," Mora grabbed another handful of potato chips, "she will probably drive you into a dead end, and you will have to die." Silence or eruption. This is how she often fulfills other people's wishes. ”

But it usually doesn't have any effect, but Kokoba has always enjoyed it, and when the result and process are not important, she will do her best to make humans fall into their own contradictions, and use the eyes of ruthless gods to examine their actions, so as to make her performance better, and Tsuru Juya has suffered a lot because of this.

"Is it so simple to fulfill someone else's wishes? I really learned. ”

"If you don't care what other people think of you."

"I think I can do it too."

The flower cheered up, and she jumped out of bed looking happy, hugging Mora and rubbing it. Lori Demon God grabbed a handful of potato chips, she was used to this kind of thing, and she didn't do anything superfluous, yawning Ren Jihua hugged her and seemed to be very happy in the room.

It would be great if it could help people, but if you use the method of heart leaves, most of them will only destroy the last string of people's sanity... How would ordinary humans behave? Mora suddenly became interested in the matter. Now that she can't gather information about this world on her own, she is looking forward to what will happen next.

So that's how it was...

Are Tsuru Shiya and Kokonoha all messing around with such a mood? Mora finally understood a little bit of the gods' way of doing things. Kokoba may now be looking forward to what she will do, looking forward to a dramatic scene that she can't imagine.

So come on... My lord, it is definitely a scene that you cannot imagine.