281 Bird's Affection: Lovers are not enough
To be reasonable, when encountering this kind of scene that can be said to be a welfare, it looks very cool at the time, but the result will be very depressing. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
The situation that Chen Yu encountered was just like the one mentioned above, which made him very depressed.
Looking at the little bird who didn't dare to look directly at her, Chen Yu didn't know how to explain to her.
Bird was now sitting across from him doing his homework, and he could only look at her now.
You'll have to figure out how to explain it......
Although the little bird lowered her head to write her homework, her expression on the surface did not change, but Chen Yu didn't believe it, her heart would be like the surface, there would be no change.
Chen Yu guessed correctly, changed her clothes and welcomed Chen Yu into the bird, at this moment, her apparent calm kung fu was completely pretended, and her heart was now in chaos.
Why did the seniors come back......
Why did his mother let him come up without informing her......
If my mother had informed her in advance, she wouldn't have made such a fuss......
In fact, the little bird miscalculated and blamed Nanri Kazuko, the reason why Nanri Kazuko didn't notify her was because after persuading Chen Yu back, she didn't have time to inform Xiao Bird urgently, Chen Yu had already gone upstairs.
Besides, this matter can only be solved by letting Chen Yu and Xiaoniao be alone, and as soon as she gets involved, it will be a little sour.
Now the little bird, I don't know how to face Chen Yu.
What just happened was even more embarrassing than the previous ones.
"Birdie ......"
Chen Yu asked tentatively.
The bird didn't respond.
Chen Yu sighed in his heart.
This is difficult, how can we achieve the goal of discussing with Aunt Kazuko in advance?
To be honest, Chen Yu still has no idea how to untie the knot in Xiaoniao's heart, and he is not a psychiatrist, the reason why he agreed to Aunt Hezi is completely because he simply wants to help Xiaoniao as a friend.
By the way, you can do that......
In the event of an emergency, special treatment is required, and general special treatment is often more effective than the normal process.
"Birdie! Birdie!! ”
This time, Chen Yu's voice was much louder than before.
This time, he successfully called the little bird back, and when the little bird came back to his senses, he subconsciously looked at Chen Yu and found that he saw Chen Yu's bare belly.
"Ahh
"Senior...... What are you doing here......"
The little bird that was not called out by Chen Yu was seen by Chen Yu, but now he saw Chen Yu's bare belly and cried out, fortunately, the bedroom door is closed now, and the bird's voice should not be heard by the bird's mother, otherwise after hearing the bird's scream, Chen Yu will explain to the bird's mother again.
Looking at the little bird who covered his eyes because of shyness and didn't let himself look, Chen Yu's expression remained unchanged.
"Little bird, take a good look."
"Senior...... What do you want me to see......"
"Of course, it's the scar from the surgery on my stomach."
Chen Yu's words calmed down the shy little bird.
Surgery...... Could it be that Chen Yu's predecessors also had surgery? ?
The fingers gradually loosened, and through the hand, the bird could see that there was a centipede-like scar on the left side of Chen Yu's belly.
"Senior...... This scar of yours is ......"
"Of course, it's left over from the surgery."
"I was about the same age as a bird when I had this surgery, and after this surgery, I lost a lot of weight. No matter how much you eat, you can't gain weight, and no matter how much you exercise, to a certain extent, your stomach will have a heart-wrenching pain. ”
"Because of this surgery, I have not been involved in sports activities since I was a child, so my friends and relatives often make fun of me for looking like a boy, but in fact I am similar to a girl, and I am procrastinating."
“......”
The little bird quietly listened to Chen Yu talk about his past, looking at the long scary-looking scar on Chen Yu's stomach, the little bird subconsciously touched the scar on his left leg.
Compared with his predecessors, he is really far behind......
That's it, but I didn't ignore it like my predecessors......
"When I heard this, I thought about giving up on myself, but then I got used to it, and the thought gradually faded. But every time I encounter something like this, I not only feel powerless in my heart, but also feel inferior. ”
"I don't know what to do because people of the same age or even younger than my own age can easily do it, but I can't do it no matter how hard I try, and the difference between my physical fitness and physical fitness makes me not know what to do."
"Thanks to this, after I came out to work, the job I chose was also inclined to be easy, and five years have passed, and nothing has been achieved until now."
"Because of my physical fitness, after I came out to work, I was used as a joke by relatives and friends many times, although I knew that relatives and friends were not malicious at that time, but I would inevitably have low self-esteem in my heart."
"As I matured, I realized that no matter how much I blamed myself, my body could not return to the way it was before the surgery, and all I could do was try my best to avoid similar and ignorant things."
Listening to Chen Yu's past, the little bird felt more and more that he was far behind his predecessors.
He was able to come out on his own, and after receiving Haiwei's enlightenment, he was still stuck in the alley.
"I say so much just to tell you that although there are some things that we can't avoid ignoring, we can choose to ignore them, just like the scars left by my two bodies after surgery, it is our past or present shortcomings, yes, but we can't completely deny ourselves because of this shortcoming, and we can't look down on ourselves because of this shortcoming."
"Take my life principle as an example, people with big nerves are much happier than those who take everything seriously."
"A lot of things, if you don't pay too much attention to them, you will find that the world is beautiful."
"People are not perfect, as long as they are individuals, they will have shortcomings, and they can only correct their shortcomings by facing up to them."
"Anyway, I don't plan to correct my shortcomings, and I don't plan to be a perfect person, I just want to be what I want to be."
Chen Yu has figured it out now, he is just a bad life, and he can play whatever the group system does. Instead of worrying about what the group system wants to do that doesn't show up at all, it's better to do a good job in the present.
People are always reminding themselves what to do, but in fact, they are making mistakes all the time, and you can't even notice them when you make them inadvertently.
This is life, a life full of bitterness and joy, sour and sweet.
Chen Yu was lost in confusion once again in his life before, but now he has come out again.
In this regard, Chen Yu did not blame himself for how useless he was, what kind of person he was, he himself understood very clearly, instead of dwelling on the mistakes made in the past, it was better to think about how to do a good job in the present and make the future better.
"Senior ......"
By now, the bird understands that the scar on his left foot is being treated with the wound on his left foot, and the senior has seen the scar on his left foot.
The reason why the seniors came back is probably because his mother told him about the scar on his left foot, and his mother wanted him to enlighten him.
"Although I know that men and women can't be the same for such scars, I'm not very good at comforting people, I can only tell you what I've seen or experienced, so that you can have a reference, and you shouldn't be angry."
To be honest, Chen Yu is still entangled in his heart whether the little bird cares about what happened just now, if he cares, tonight's conversation can be said to be directly gg.
"How could it be...... How could the little bird be angry with his predecessors? ”
"The seniors can tell the little bird this, and the little bird is already very happy."
Not encouraged in any way, the bird now knew what to do with it.
She has to be like her predecessors, she can't use this scar as an excuse to escape from reality, just like her predecessors said, face up to her own shortcomings in order to correct them.
Little Bird doesn't want to completely ignore this past that has brought her bad things, but she wants to be able to face and understand this past in the future, just like her predecessors......
"Look at the bird, you should know how to do it, then I won't bother you, I have to go back and report to my aunt that the task is complete, hehe."
After this period of getting along, for some reason, Chen Yu felt that he was much more open in front of the bird, and he no longer had to pretend to be a decent gentleman like before.
A hypocrite and a real villain, Chen Yu's true face is actually the latter.
"Hmm...... Seniors walk slowly. (To be continued.) )