Maybe I was used to being a soldier and didn't adapt to the role of a leading cadre, so I didn't realize what I should do at this time. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 However, just because I don't remember doesn't mean I don't have someone else to help me remember. I was only beginning to have a nightmare when I was found and woken up by the lieutenant major who had met me at the airport. He told me that Barrett and his party were stopped by xenos during the evacuation, and that the destroyed vehicle and two bodies were found at the scene, and that Governor Barrett was missing. In this case, according to the administrative rank and rank level, I automatically became the first head of Leirondo, and I had to immediately take charge of the overall situation and deal with this emergency.

I slept so dazedly that I couldn't figure out the situation for a while. After thinking for a while, an official sentence popped out of his teeth: "Report the current situation immediately." ”

"The 1st Infantry Battalion has been mobilized automatically, and there are no anomalies in the military control zone in the north. Enemy activity was detected in the southern officers' quarters area, a search and resistance was being organized...... The number of enemies and their intentions are unknown! The adjutant hastily reported.

Damn, this report doesn't have any detailed data, it's a. I don't know what to do for a while. If it is a cadre from the military, most of them have been promoted from the level of squad leader or company commander, and they will definitely not have no clue like me, a fake soldier who has been promoted to this position by helicopter in the outside system.

I never thought it would happen, and I didn't think about taking Barrett's place on such an occasion. Although the university I attended was a military school, the training direction was biased towards professionals rather than military qualities, so I was very unfamiliar with this aspect. Although Chen Qi became the acting governor as soon as she arrived in Alpha, she originally graduated from the National Defense University and belonged to the military system, so she should be familiar with these; Second, the ready-made team that assists her is sound, and she only needs to listen to other people's opinions and make decisions, but what about me? Not only can I not come up with an idea myself, but I can't find someone to talk to.

After a little hesitation, even the adjutant ran away. I had no choice but to stay at the Leilondo command center and send a telegram for help to the flight squadron sent by the Overmars fleet to Alpha. The response was quick and said they would come over immediately. However, then I received a report from the Leilondo Flying Squadron, saying that there was no enemy in the air, and in fact, there was no need to call over there to come and support. I didn't know the bottom of my heart, so I just told them to increase their patrols and not let their guard down.

After receiving several reports during the night, it seems that the situation is not too serious, and it is likely that the incident was just a raid harassment. During this night, I didn't do anything, I couldn't do anything, I could only sit in the command center in a daze. The xenomorph's area of activity is uncertain, and I have no intention of venturing it. Their origin and scale are also unknown, and no information has been obtained until then.

The good news is that if it had been a devastating large-scale attack, it would have been given a radar warning. Since there was no warning, it was probably just a harassment campaign, and I hope that is the case. Now to ask me to command the whole army to resist the invasion is too child's play, and I can't do it.

At dawn, reinforcements from the Alpha Flying Squadron appeared on the radar screen. I had just breathed a sigh of relief when suddenly the command center received an urgent telegram from Alpha: In the event of a large-scale invasion by foreign enemies, urgently summon the Adams Fortress Cannon and Overmars fleet for support!

Oh my God, can the Alpha Flight Squadron be transferred here, and there won't be any air force support there? Will the enemy immediately increase his forces to attack Leilondo? Not only did I think so, but even the officers below were clamoring. I was in the governor's seat when someone suddenly reported, "Lieutenant Colonel Barrett has arrived." ”

He didn't die? That's good, this time someone has picked up the mess, and I'm taking this mess out of it. Barrett walked in with a sneer, with a bandage around his head, but it didn't seem to be badly injured. He stood in front of me, snorted heavily with his nose, and laughed: "Lieutenant Colonel Huang, maybe my appearance has disappointed you a little?" Is it fun to be the supreme officer? ”

The dead black charcoal head thought his position was fragrant, as if I had been watching all day and wanted to sit up. Not to mention that I don't usually take this position very seriously, and I have no interest in it when it is in this mess. I stood up slowly and methodically, and said, "You come and sit, you come and sit, I'm sitting uncomfortably." Barrett smiled, sat down without humility, looked up at me, and said, "It looks like your men have been attacked, go and see." ”

I don't even know about it? I hurriedly ran to another room to ask the intelligence collectors. They said they had just received the news that Building 8 of the officers' quarters, where our group of the Relondo Intelligence Service was located, had been attacked by the enemy, and there were casualties. When I heard the news, my head was about to explode with a "buzz". Anyway, I am responsible for the safety of these people, and that is my own segment! Hurriedly ran to the hospital to see.

There were a lot of wounded people lying in the hospital. Because of the suddenness, there were not enough beds, and the corridors were full of ghosts and wolves. I didn't dare to go in first, but I found the doctor on duty and checked the records. A group of members of the Intelligence Bureau were severely damaged, five were injured and hospitalized, and Gao Tian and Du Du were killed in the attack. I first went to the ward where Bai Yang and Luo Yang lived, and they were not seriously injured, but they needed to be hospitalized for observation. I sat for a while, said a few symbolic words of comfort, and then took my leave, going to another ward to see Matsuda and the others.

Thankfully, the injuries were not serious, and they were quite energetic and bragging. But as soon as I came in, they all stopped talking. Everyone, including Hanhan, had their eyes fixed on me. I moved a chair and sat aside, thinking about what to say. In the end, it was decided to appease the bereaved families of the martyrs first, and said to Bai Ling: "The death of Comrade Gao Tian is a great pity. I'm very sorry......"

Once upon a time, I also began to take on the leadership role of duplicity, which I hated most in the past. I am not fit to do this, because there is a clear lack of sincerity in saying things that I do not believe myself. The opposite effect of saying this kind of thing is also very significant: when Bai Ling heard what I said, he suddenly raised his head and asked sharply: "Don't fart there!" Did you really care about him, did you care about us? ”

I was in a daze, speculating about her true intentions, when the temple priest jumped up and shouted: "The surname is Huang, you didn't perform your duties at all after the incident, but stayed in the patrol area to receive protection, you unplanted guy!" You can't get rid of this matter if you want to, who told you to be the head of our cadre group again? You're going to pay for it all! ”

Why did you start besieging me? I cringed in my heart and looked at Han Han. Her lips moved, but she didn't say anything to defend me, but lowered her head. I was about to argue, but when I saw her like that, I was silent. The two of them, Zhengongsi and Bai Ling, had a particularly big opinion of me, and they insulted me even more. Before I could scold a sentence, I began to mix personal attacks, such as that I was a coward who climbed up by eating soft rice. I didn't reply, I just listened silently. They scolded for more than a quarter of an hour, until the nurse came in and intervened. Yoko suddenly opened her mouth and said, "It's all vented, right?" It's not a matter of just being so noisy, let's see what explanation our team leader Huang has, let him talk about it. ”

But I didn't want to say a word, so I got up and went out, went down to the middle of the stairs, took out a cigarette and lit it, and leaned against the wall to slowly smoke it. Han Han followed, standing at the top of the staircase, repeating several times that he wanted to speak, but he didn't say anything. I waved my hand and said, "Don't say it, they didn't say it wrong about me." If Zhao Ying didn't like me, where would I have any chance of meritorious promotion? ”

Han Han's face was very ugly, and he hesitated and said, "However, the problem is not this. Everyone seems to think that you are too snobbish, but in fact they don't care about everyone, and they are just doing superficial entertainment. ”

I smiled wryly for a while and said, "I've heard that many university class presidents are like this, and when they call on people to do things, they are always the only ones who do it. When something happens and someone needs to work or jack the tank, everyone will think of him. Do you think I'm like that? ”

Han Han didn't agree with my opinion, but didn't say anything more and retreated. I didn't want to ramble with them anymore, so I went back to the dormitory.

As soon as Barrett got back in place, he immediately pushed me out. I didn't think about arguing with him for anything, I just casually looked at the battle information. According to the news that came in the past few hours, the situation on the Alpha side is very serious. The enemy feinted to attack Leilondo as a countermeasure, and threw the actual main force on the alpha in one go. Although Alpha's air defense system caused great damage to the enemy, it was still unable to withstand the attack of more than 400 enemy fighters, and completely fell at 11:30 p.m., and the whereabouts of Chen Qi and others were unknown. When I heard the news, my eyes went dark and I seemed to see thousands of xenomorph warriors wielding giant scythes above us in a head-cutting competition. After the news spread, the effect of blowing up the nest immediately occurred among the junior officers and the people, and a riot broke out.

At this time, people are more willing to believe in an absolute powerhouse than in the possibility of data piling up. That's the reason for Barrett's existence, he only made a televised speech and managed to suppress the panic of the Thunderondors, and basically calmed the situation. It is possible that after the enemy attacked Alpha, he was also badly damaged, and there was the threat of Adams Fortress artillery, so he could not send many more troops up, and he was unable to launch another surprise attack on Leilondo. Therefore, Samsung's defense system has not collapsed for the time being. Their strong men continued to weave the myth of the strong, and I was snubbed and abused by almost everyone, and I was lonely. I knew that the mixed leaders would be mixed up in such a miserable situation, so I might as well nest in the high-level small staff of Yangquan ****.

Being in a foreign land, when things don't go well and people who have rebelled against my relatives, I feel extremely depressed. At first, I was still interested in reading the battle report, and after a few days, I was almost in a daze in the dormitory all day long, and I was restless and insomnia day and night like many timid and scared Lei Long people. It turned out that when I encountered this kind of restless situation, I relied on practicing pheasant qigong to restrain my mood, and it has been quite effective. But in recent months, I have found that with the improvement of my skills, not only is the effect of calming the mind getting worse and worse, but it also stimulates the mood to become more confused. Still, I tried it, and sure enough, it made me even more emotionally uneasy, so I had to give up trying to calm my mind with this panacea.

The situation is very chaotic, worried, and can't sleep well, even the iron-beaten man can't stand it. I also followed the trend of ordinary people and went to the pharmacy to buy some sleeping and sedative drugs to eat. I thought I could sleep well after eating, but it ended up being nightmares for dozens of hours, one after another, and I couldn't get out.

Half-asleep, I suddenly saw Ferrari walk into my dorm room, sit down next to me and say, "I've heard everything about you, it's unfortunate." She paused for a moment, and then said, "It seems that you flew solo too early, and perhaps I should have insisted on something else at that time and not let you go." ”

I couldn't figure out what she meant, but it was clear: it was questioning my ability and the actual effect of doing things. I was angry in my heart and shouted, "I can't stand your protection anymore, I'm also a man!" Come by yourself, even if your head is broken and bleeding, you have experienced it yourself! Can I really hide under the glory of your banner for the rest of my life? In this way, many people say that I started by eating soft rice, do you know how I feel?! ”

"You're starting to hate me, I know there will come a day." Ferrari burst into tears: "What did you do yourself? You killed both of those people by your inappropriate behavior, do you know? ”

How could Ferrari say that about me? I had a doubt in my heart, and suddenly I woke up with a sharp pain in my head. Zhang Huang looked around, where is the shadow of Ferrari? I've been half-asleep and half-awake like this for the past few days, so much so that I can't jump to conclusions about when I'm really awake. It was a long time before I made sure I was awake and thought about my dream hallucinations—why did I think that? Am I guilty that I am indeed responsible for the deaths of those two?

The composition of the sleeping pills on Leilondo is obviously different from that on the ground, and according to the effect it produces, I think it completely reaches the category of banned drugs, and belongs to psychotropic drugs that should be strictly controlled. I fainted for a while, and with a painful decision, I threw all my medication down the toilet bowl and prepared to go to the hospital again to see my men. I hurriedly put on a piece of clothing and rushed out of the door, only to walk to the base of the wall, my brain hurt, my heart was nauseous, and I vomited. When I looked up from vomiting, I found several gendarmes in the uniforms of the GDI Global Federation standing in front of me. The first one, with an arrest warrant and handcuffs in his hands, said something slurred to me. I didn't pay attention to what he was saying, and when I saw that the picture of me on it was not bad at all, I reached out and asked him to handcuff me and take me away. I have been working in the Commission for Discipline Inspection for more than a year, and I have also handcuffed a lot of big officials and small shrimp like this, and this time it is my turn...... How can I say that about myself!

When I was handcuffed out, I was facing me in the cold. She was carrying a food box, as if she was about to bring me food. I was so shocked that I couldn't speak. I paused for a moment and said to her, "It seems that this trip is more than lucky, so let me give you a concluding remark: I feel sorry for you." ”

After arguing with the gendarmes leading the team, Han Han put them aside and watched helplessly as I was escorted to the car. I saw the cold figure in the car that was getting farther and farther away from me, and suddenly my heart was irritable. It was as if something very important and unwilling to give up was about to leave me, and I could not tell with certainty what it was. Honestly, at this point I just want to find a place where no one knows me to be quiet and let my mind free a little bit, as long as I don't think about it anymore. There is no consideration or worry about how they will be treated and treated.

Later, according to my investigation - and that was a long time later - it turned out that psychotropic drugs were popular in Leirondo as a special medicine for headaches, insomnia, and other symptoms. In other words, I took the wrong medicine so much that I took a very strong depressive psychotropic drug for a week in one go. Such a large dose of medicine is enough to turn a violent psycho into a self-contained. Therefore, many of the things that happened after that were caused by taking the wrong medicine. If this kind of oolong hadn't happened, there wouldn't have been so much trouble in the future. But when I learned this, the only thing I could do was to smile wryly. (To be continued.) )