Chapter Twenty-Six: Hindsight
In fact, it's very good, although it's a shame to faint after the fight, it's a shame, it's really a shame, but at least you can rest without scruples when you're the most tired, no way, I can't get up, I'm dizzy, who would care about a person who is dizzy, not only that, they are also responsible for transferring me to a comfortable place to recuperate, as for whether to carry, carry or hold, even if it is even dragged back on the ground, I don't know, how hard it is, I still don't know, how to sing and cry without abandoning, and I don't know!
I'm only responsible for waking up almost, and nothing else is the point.
Therefore, we must learn to enjoy life, and never let go when we can enjoy it. How to enjoy? This is a very profound knowledge, involving interpersonal relationships, workplaces, imperial psychology, psychology, performance and many other disciplines, the highest level not only does not make people complain, but also exudes gratitude.
How can there be a feeling of laziness in it?
Then I suddenly thought that my soul was unstable, this is not death, just look at Jiang Fukai's talisman seal, otherwise he is a murderer, no matter what, I have to come back to talk to him about my heart and talk about compensation, although I am an accomplice.
But who has ever heard of an accomplice killing himself, a ridiculous joke in the world?
Is it a dream, is it already dead and become a ghost? I don't know.
I used to be naughty and killed a whole pool of frogs with bricks, and my family suffered some damage because of my mess, although the master severely criticized me, and used a wild flower to make me understand the preciousness of life. I did have some feelings, but as I grew up, I gradually felt a lot of guilt, and at the same time I learned another word, reverence for life.
After many years of bongxiang, I have formed a habit, and once had a dream in which the frog god affectionately stuck out his tongue and touched my face, knowing that it had forgiven me.
After that, every once in a while it would jump into my dreams and toss around some pranks. It's been a few days since you saw me, so miss me.
At home, it was bouncing on the slate I wanted to get back, screaming as if trying to tell me something, and a shadow flew by, and the frog god vanished.
Wake up, it's really at home, look around and touch yourself, it's a ghost, it's a dream, this guy is here to wake me up, or is he so noisy.
This angle is exactly the same as in the dream, and the gaze is focused on the slate just in front of you.
On a rainy day, I couldn't tell what time it was, but my body was much better, and I thought that the little medicine I had left was used up.
Going out for a walk, Zhe Xi was standing under the rain curtain, I didn't notice it when I came to him, and his eyes were dull and there was a green forest in front of him.
"What do you think?" patted him on the shoulder, I don't know when it started, the good actions in the past have changed the taste, and the days of hooking shoulders and walking hand in hand are gone, because of growth, or because of sensibility, or because I know too much.
"Brother, you're awake, we're all used to your rule of sleeping for a few days every time you're done," the corners of Zhe Xi's mouth pulled out some reluctant smiles, "I'm observing, whether these flying insects, mosquitoes, flies, or anything will be killed by raindrops." ”
This kind of Zhe Xi is rare, there are some big things that happen to him, I followed his gaze, there are indeed a lot of flying insects flying, some are hit by raindrops and fall quickly, and then break away before falling to the ground, and fly back to the swarm again.
"Every life is struggling for survival, for us mosquitoes may be pests, I really want to kill them and then quickly, but in this point of life everyone is the same, there is no difference, to grow, survive, reproduce, die, what we see may be that they will not be killed by raindrops, but what we don't know may be the tenacity and struggle of life, any life must be respected, no matter what you are." I think so.
"I feel like these mosquitoes since I was a child, there are many difficulties, I can't stop at all, as long as I stop, I will be smashed to the ground and shattered." Zhe Xi understands life, this is really not his style, "Brother, thanks to you." ”
"What the hell is going on?"
Zhe Xi took out his mobile phone, flipped to the text message, and gave it to me.
The sender's location indicates the source, which is Zhe Xi's mother, and the content is as follows.
Son, I know that at this moment, your father and I have just woken up from a dream and realized that we still have a son, but it is too late, I owe you too much for so many years, but I have no chance to make up for it, so I can only do something trivial in the end.
I guess you must have a lot of complaints about us, since you were a child, you have ignored you, and when you grow up, you only know to ask you for money, fortunately you meet a good family, just treat them as your own parents, and be filial to the elderly.
We didn't give you anything, and now we have to trouble you for one last thing, when you are safe, you will cremate us, and don't go to the ancestral grave, we don't have the face to see those elders, don't spend the first seven and 100 days, just burn some paper for us on the anniversary, you must do what we say, otherwise your conscience will be even more disturbed.
We don't have a family photo, so this photo should be the only gift your parents can give you.
Below is a photo, taken at the gate of Junmanyuan.
"They played on the mahjong table for three days and three nights, no one rested, arguing who played on the table when my mother had a heart attack first, my dad saw that the situation was wrong, and he was anxious and excited, coupled with fatigue, and the fright of my mother's things, the two of them left together. The hospital called me three times on my mother's phone, but I didn't answer because I had an accident, but I had a fourth call here that was two hours later, and this text message came after the call didn't go through. "Zhe Xi told me.
I read the message again, carefully read the sender to make sure that I was not mistaken, but I didn't know what to say to comfort him, and in the face of life and death, any language seemed pale and powerless, not convincing at all, but could make people more sad.
"Brother, you don't need to be comforted, I won't think about anything stupid, it's just that I feel very uncomfortable, and I'll be fine in a few days." Zhe Xi put his arm around my shoulder, "From now on, I only have a few of your relatives, and everyone must be well, so you have to work hard to become more and more powerful in order to protect us who have been involved in it." ”
I nodded, "Do you remember who those two people I asked you that night were?" You think I'm trying to introduce you to a colleague, but in fact, I found something else, and your colleague's soul can be found so quickly, and it's also because I got help, but they don't want to show up, and I didn't force it, so I didn't recognize it. ”
Telling him everything I know may be some comfort. How could he have thought that the two ghosts who reported the news were Zhe Xi's parents, and finally dissipated.
Sighing, Zhe Xi put his arm around my shoulders and walked back, "So they still care about me, but they are pressed in the bottom of their hearts, and they finally open it." In fact, think about it, as an ordinary person, such as their life is also good, everything does not linger in their hearts, all their minds are on the things they love, the two of them have never really blushed, they have never quarreled because of the short quarrel in the parents, life is so simple, there is a son who is still competitive, can gain a foothold in society, earn money to supplement the family, it can be regarded as a success. ”
Regardless of the process, this is really good.
"There is a saying that does nothing to rule, and the meaning is almost the same." Zhe Xi said that he had entered the corridor.
The swallow treads water and comes running, really like a swallow returning to its nest.