May 20, in the Selmo Residence. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

"I hope you make it clear that you can't drag it out like this any longer." Han Han said to me with his hands behind his back: "Public opinion is gradually starting to be unfavorable, all kinds of undercurrents are surging, I thought you wanted to make a difference while the water was mixed, but who knows that you really don't care about things now!" ”

I smiled and said, "Yo, isn't your husband here?" Why be so unkind. ”

Han Han said angrily: "You're polite, I have to be able to put down the burden to be polite!" The matter of dividing the country is barely settled, and the global parliament can point the finger at me who is specifically operating this matter! That man is now the chief councilor, he has his own position, and he has been here for three days, but he is still sitting in Nibuchu for a meeting, and he has neither come to see me nor come here to see you, but it makes people angry when they think about it! ”

I shook my head and said, "Ah Bing Bing'er said that he hopes that one day others will call you Mrs. Ba, instead of always treating him as 'Naito-sama's husband', who has struggled for many years, and now it seems that he has basically reached half of this goal, you have to be happy for him." ”

"Don't blame me!" Han Han pursed his lips and said: "There are still many people in the army who are unwilling to lose their former power and glory, and some people secretly organized a 'leader party', which frequently rallied in tandem, wanting to sneak attack Selmo, support you as a dictatorial monarch, and establish an empire of military autocracy. Do you have any instructions for this? Simba called me last night and said that he couldn't tolerate what those people were doing, and if it was what you meant, he would have to pinch his nose and acquiesce, but if these people didn't behave with your permission, he would have to arrest them immediately. ”

"Oh, it's crazy to think about power? Who are they? ”

"There are many young talents at the head, and the leader is Gao Minghui, a chubby high-ranking disciple, who is now the leader of the unwavering leader party; Beyond that is Yang Zhuxi, who has surrendered from Overmars's side, and is now their theorist; There is also the Chen Ju who saved you, and wherever he goes, he will use your banner and say, 'General Huang will teach me how to do it'. This is the most radical of the leaders, advocating physical annihilation against hostile groups. Several times he went too far into trouble, and Simba let out cruel words: As long as you catch him, you have to beat that guy to death......"

Hearing this, I burst out laughing, and seeing that Han Han was still serious, I hurriedly laughed and apologized: "I really didn't expect you to tell a yellow joke so seriously so funny." ”

Han Han smiled at me and blushed slightly, but still asked aggressively, "How do you solve these things?" ”

I shrugged my shoulders and said, "Let Simba fight, I don't care, he can do whatever he wants." ”

"So what exactly do you do?" Han Han couldn't help but get angry: "After returning from the North Pole, you seem to be a different person!" If you don't go out of the door all day, you stay at home and don't move, and you want to push it off when I visit! This is a big taboo for politicians! You went crazy in February to venture to the North Pole and hand over all power. But your influence is still there, as long as you speak out in time, do something, woo some people, don't say everything, it is still not a problem to take back seventy or eighty percent of your power. ”

"Isn't everyone doing a good job, what do I want all that power for?"

"Don't come with me!" The cold words exposed my disguise: "Are you safe now?" The Global Parliament is now fully investigating the Five Stars River incident, but who is it aimed at? ”

I couldn't help but grumble, "That was really boring. I have said many times that I personally gave orders to Hongxiang, but they also asked me to write the supporting materials myself, and they also had to stamp and send them back to the investigation committee in Nandu, wasting a lot of my time! ”

"People are going through the procedures with you, my dear general, Xiao Huang!" Han Han said: "The relationship between you and Hongxiang is so good that you can sacrifice your life to protect it, and everyone on the earth knows it." But there is no original record of this matter anywhere in his fleet, and your testimony has no direct effect, as long as someone deliberately wants to harm him and finds sufficient evidence, it is completely impossible to admit your testimony. No matter what happens in the end, it will be impossible for Hongxiang to go out of the mountain to take on any position, and your reputation will be greatly damaged. ”

"I know what you're trying to say. You just called me that, although it sounds strange, but it is very warm in my heart. I'll call you that again: Hanhan, you are one of the few people in this world who is truly good to me. I said slowly, "Don't you think I'm the one I was when I was in love with you?" I don't have ambitions, I just want to covet the moment of stability in front of me. ”

Han Han glared and said, "Stop talking nonsense, what do you want?" ”

I picked up my teacup and said, "Let me rest." After so many years, you are also tired, so take a break. ”

As Han Han said, the handsome thing that Hongxiang and I played together was characterized as a historical event called the "Five Star River Incident". The first bad consequence is to destroy the cemetery of the fallen soldiers established on the Five Star River during the Nephelsen War, which made the righteous people within the army and on the earth lash out loudly, and many people with extreme ideas even organized some organizations such as the "Iron and Blood Hoe Team" to assassinate Hongxiang to vent their anger; The second is that the destruction of the planet at this moment caused the climate change of the Nebuchu Ocean, and there was a tsunami of small scale, with thousands of dead and injured (here refers specifically to people, if you add the primitive indigenous peoples, maybe there will be millions). As for the sequelae in the future, it is not yet known -- such a big thing had happened, and a special research institute should have been set up to analyze and demonstrate, but now there are dozens of countries in which there are many countries, and it is obvious that no one has surplus personnel and materials to put into this field, unless I go out again to integrate the continent.

In that tsunami, Chen Qi's Nagano Island sanatorium was shocked, but no one died because of the timely evacuation of the early warning. In order to help save other people, she injected herself with the Angel Tears compound three times in a row, and was seriously poisoned, and was sent to Sermo for rescue for half a month before she was out of danger, but she has been bedridden, and she can barely eat something and say a few words in the past few days.

After sending away the cold and cold, I returned to Chen Qi's side. She was reaching for a potion on the bedside table, and after hesitating several times, I couldn't bear to see it, so I went over and helped her open the bottle and put it in front of her nose and sniffed it. Her spirit suddenly improved a lot, and she even squeezed out a smile and said, "You still love me the most." ”

I said to myself: "I know that you are deeply poisoned, but I can't stand your painful appearance, I personally sniff and even inject angel tears into you, what am I doing?" ”

"I don't blame you." Chen Qi held my hand and said, "I'm afraid my body won't last this month, even if it's doting, continue to do these things for me." People who die in spoiling will probably be happy when they die, right? ”

"I can't watch your life disappear, I have to think of something." I stood up and took a few steps back and forth: "Jiang Xu has captured some of Ovimas's genetic engineering scientists, I can ask him to quickly find a way to change your body!" ”

Chen Qi laughed slightly: "Really? That's great, I want the body I had when I was twenty, young and beautiful, with good skin, and I look good in any dress......"

I caught the sarcasm in her eyes, and immediately felt the cold mood of Shicai, and turned my face away: "I'm talking about this very seriously." ”

"Don't toss anymore, I'm tired, don't leave me behind in a way that goes against nature." Chen Qi blinked and said, "I'm already very satisfied with being able to change my eyes back to the original." Although she is already a, she is still very beautiful, right? Therefore, we must always remember it forever, no matter how many women will remember it in the future. ”

A heartfelt sadness came to my heart, my nose was sore, and I almost burst into tears, and I turned around and said, "It's different now." The goal of the past 30 years has been achieved, and I have nothing to do that I can't give up, so I ......"

I said to myself in a voice so low that I couldn't even hear myself, "I'm not going to let you go alone." ”

After Chen Qi fell asleep, I summoned the Shingu Temple Division again. Over the years, he has made great efforts in the application of angel tears and the prevention and control of toxicity, and has made quite remarkable achievements. However, in the last few summonses, the miracle doctor in the eyes of ordinary soldiers has shaken his head at me again and again, and this time is no exception.

After patiently listening to my inquiry again, the temple sighed, "Don't you believe it at this point? As long as I can cure her, I am very willing to heal. But you also understand what kind of thing Angel Tears is, which stimulates people's physical strength to the extreme, but at the cost of severely and irreversibly damaging people's health. Chen Qi's body is already surprisingly good, her drug history and the amount of drugs she has ingested is the longest I have ever seen, maybe someone who has helped her? However, in the past two years, after a large number of injections like a snack, the body has been severely damaged, and there is also a very serious drug addiction. I suspect that her actions a few days ago were caused by the double stimulation of an emergency and a drug addiction, and now there is no way to save her unless she changes her body. However, although it is not difficult to change bodies, memory and personality transplantation are still difficult, you have to think about it clearly, and there is no point in just copying a walking dead. ”

I shook my head and said, "She's already rejected the offer to change bodies." Is there a way to freeze it for ......decades?"

"You'd better take care of your own business first." The temple secretary of the real palace said coldly: "You are the only one in this world who can protect her." If you can't even protect yourself, don't even think about freezing. ”

I smiled wryly and said, "Don't you have to say anything, just go with the flow?" I beg you, even if there is even the slightest possibility, please at least tell me there is ......"

"Don't be so twisty and pinched, it doesn't match your style." The Shingu Temple Division turned around and walked towards the door, and said with a forced composure: "Please remember, no matter what grievances we have had over the years, we have always been members of the Six-Year Thunder Lung Duo Cadre Regiment. ”

I couldn't help but be stunned when I heard this: "At that time, there are not a few cadres left who are still alive. You, I, Hanhan...... What started out as a whole ten-man regiment is now only three left. Even if Chen Qi is added to the queue later, there are only four left. ”

"When I close my eyes, I can tell them one by one." The True Palace Temple Division counted in a low voice: "Gao Tian and Du Du died together at the earliest; Yoko disappears silently in Leilondo; Matsuda, Bai Ling, and Luo Yang all died in the special operations of the Devil Army on this planet; Bai Yang died in the Jianghuai Army rebellion when he returned to his hometown to visit relatives. When I heard the news, I couldn't believe how a person as strong and generous as he could have died so inexplicably. ”

I looked up and sighed, "Before I knew it, there were only a few left." I thought there would be more anyway, but I couldn't even put together a hand. If Chen Qi continues like this, there will be even less, is there really no way to think about it? ”

Speaking of this, I couldn't help but shed tears, and hurriedly found a paper to wipe it. The circles under the eyes of the real palace temple division were also a little red, and he turned his face and said, "Don't push me anymore." Whether it's out of old friendships or the basic ethics of a doctor, I don't hold anything back. It makes me feel bad to see you like this. So, I don't want to come again, is that okay? ”

I nodded, bowed to him again, and said, "Thank you very much, I've bothered you for this time." ”

The words of the True Palace Temple Division basically sentenced Chen Qi to death. As much as I was reluctant to accept it, the laws of nature could not resist. Whether Hongxiang was forced into hiding due to the Wuxinghe incident, Simba's wanton attack on the Leader's Party, or the realignment between Yang Husheng and Simba, none of them can attract my attention. Power and influence, as Han Han said, began in my silence little by little, then in large streams, and finally slipped out of my hands and around me like a river flowing into the sea. But for me, it's all a small thing that doesn't need to be paid attention to. Chen Qi's flame of life has become weaker and weaker, and the meaning of my existence has become more and more difficult to determine.

For the next ten days, life has been spent in bumps. Chen Qi's body is extremely weak, and a small collision may cause a severe coma, and it will take a long time to regain consciousness. The last accident turned out to be a severe coma due to choking on watermelon juice into the trachea while eating watermelon. This coma lasted for a long time, and it took more than 40 hours for me to be rescued, and the doctor on duty took the chief doctor to find me and said, "General, Madame will wake up soon." ”

I had been curled up on the couch for two days, so tired that I couldn't figure it out, and I quickly pulled myself together and said, "Oh, yes? Then I'll go wash it up, and let her look at my spirited appearance, and her mood will be better. ”

"It's better not to waste any more time." The chief doctor said: "It is not clear how long she will wake up this time, but it must not be too long, and every minute and second is precious." ”

My heart felt like I was in an ice cellar, but I knew that this moment would always come. It took me a long time to walk to the side to soothe my mind, and I hurried in when I heard the doctor's call. Chen Qi had really woken up, and his expression was much better than usual, even to the extent that he grabbed the mirror and drew his eyebrows. She drew for a while, then suddenly dropped the pen and said, "If you don't draw anymore, you won't be able to appreciate it anyway." ”

"Yes, yes." I said repeatedly, "Is there anything you want to eat or a place you want to go?" I'll help you Zhang Luo. If you lie down for too long, you need to change your mood. ”

"There's a place I want to go, but I'll tell you one thing at the end. Now I have something to say to you. Chen Qi slowly leaned back on the cushion at the head of the bed and said, "I really have a lot of things to say to you, but I don't know what to say for a while." After the reunion in Huludao, you were so good to me, I had no way to repay you, but caused you a lot of trouble, in fact, I have always felt very guilty in my heart. ”

I shook my head and said, "Why do you suddenly say that those who have and don't." Or I'm not angry, and I hurt you deeply a few times, it's not easy for you not to hold a grudge against me. ”

Chen Qi completely ignored what I said, and said directly: "But you are too good to me, but it makes me feel estranged. Over the years, you have treated me more like a relative than a lover, and you have not been as happy as you were when you were in Leirondo. But in order to be together all the time, in order to be able to monopolize you willfully, I still chose this not wonderful life. Actually, I know very well that you like Shizuki Nagasaki very much, and you have loved each other for many years, right? ”

I looked into her eyes and suddenly felt that there was no need to hide anything, so I nodded and said, "That's right." ”

"She's a good person, but I can't tolerate her, and I've made you suffer. In fact, I also thought that if you could accept her, you wouldn't treat me badly, but you would feel more sorry for me, right? But I know my body too well, and from the moment I came to Huludao to reunite with you, I have always hoped to have more time, and I am afraid that one day I will suddenly fall to the ground and never get up again. If that happens, then I want you to be by my side, not by her side. It's such selfish thoughts that have made us unhappy with each other for many years. ”

"Say no more."

"I've said a lot of wayward things, but the core point is that I hope that while I'm still alive, you'll only have me as a woman, even if it's a deception. But in reality, you're doing well. ”

I choked up and said, "Alas, I'm getting older, and it looks like it's difficult, but it's not difficult." ”

"But now that she's gone, I'm going to go again, I really can't leave you." Chen Qi stretched out his hand and stroked my face gently, and said softly: "In the future, there will only be one person alone, how can I live." ”

At this time, I finally couldn't help it, two hot tears flowed down, and I couldn't cry anymore.

"Take me into space so I can see the starry sky of Niphelson up close." Chen Qi stroked my head and said slowly, "I want to sleep well there." It would be nice to wake up and still see you. ”

Now, it no longer makes sense to think about the harm to her body that the lift-off is, but it is better to fulfill her wish. I had the doctor inject her with enough medicine to at least hold out until the moment she saw the starry sky, and then I brought in the modern ship Lelondo and took us into space with us. In the process of taking off and taking off, Chen Qi has been trying hard to hold on painfully, almost fainting several times, but finally survived to the time when he fully ascended into space. Seeing the stars outside through the transparent roof of the observation room where we were, she couldn't help but laugh and said intermittently, "It's so beautiful, I should have seen it when I was in good health." ”

My heart is sour again, so many years ago, I didn't even pay attention to such a trivial matter as recovering her eyes and taking her to a good trip in space, but I just thought about this indifferent political relationship and delayed it! In fact, if you don't think about it so much, what will happen if you use special forces to steal it back, at best, it will cause the relationship with Overmars to deteriorate! Chen Qi sensed the annoyance in my heart, pushed my chest and said, "It's nothing, it's good to be able to see it now, isn't it much more expensive." Take me outside, I want to get up close and personal with the stars. ”

I shook my head and said, "You sleep, you're in poor health, aren't you?" Wouldn't it be nice to just stay quietly in my arms for a while? Most likely, you will already be unable to withstand the impulse of the spacesuit. ”

She immediately uttered something that I couldn't resist anymore: "Is it okay to be the last wish?" ”

As she put on the spacesuit kit for Chen Qi, her breathing had gradually become rapid. Every time I heard her short, difficult breaths take place, my heart felt like it was being pulled hard, and I felt unspeakably uncomfortable. It was easy to help her get dressed, and when she walked out of the cabin and came to the deck, she actually let out a sigh of relief and said, "You know what? For many years, my wish has been this, to be deeply embraced by you in the bright spots of the stars. It's just that this spacesuit is so beautiful, you and I look so bloated, and it's covered with light bulbs, it's not the peerless scenery of handsome men and beautiful women in my imagination at all. ”

I scolded with tears in my eyes: "Stupid, without a spacesuit, it will be more ugly to die, and it will be settled." ”

"Forget it, that's enough." Chen Qi couldn't squeeze out a smile, and said breathlessly: "Although it's ugly, no matter what, you are always the unique and personable prince of pork in my mind." ”

At this point, she turned her gaze from the starry sky to my face and whispered, "She came to Nagano Island herself and told me everything after reminiscing about the past. It turns out that the third party I have always hated is actually me, and I am your third party. Ridiculous, right? You're going to laugh at me, you've been secretly laughing at me since the first time you saw me, haven't you? ”

After saying this, she slowly closed her eyes. Although the life support system is still working, it can no longer move or say a word. My mind was numb, my whole body was stiff, I stood dumbfounded, I don't know how long I hugged her, and suddenly I saw the green light of the vital indicator on her spacesuit turn red—her life had now disappeared in the vast sea of stars, and all that remained in my arms was a body that would not move, laugh, or speak again.

After realizing this, the sadness in my heart weakened a lot, and I murmured, "Do you want to sleep in the starry sky for a long time?" I'm here to make your wish come true with my own hands. ”

I pressed the telegraph to call a few soldiers and asked them to carry a stainless steel empty burial coffin to the outer deck. I didn't let them help, so I personally put Chen Qi in it, and then pushed it into space. When the soldiers saw that I was stunned, they took the initiative to ask me: "General, the oxygen in your spacesuit is almost out, if you want to stay here for a while, we will help you get it again?" ”

I nodded and said, "Oh, then I'm sorry for you, let's go, I'll be alone for a while." ”

After a few soldiers left, I stood up with a long sigh. Although this kind of ending is not exciting, it is quite a romance novel-style mother-in-law, mother-in-law, mother-in-law, and children's relationship, which is not at all in line with my identity as a hero with great wisdom and courage, why should I force myself to do something worthy of my identity but not like? It's the last thing anyway, it doesn't matter.

So I bent down and unfastened the solenoid valve on my left foot, and half of my body suddenly floated up, and it took a lot of effort to stabilize - I am not a professional astronaut after all, and I have never even obtained a license to use a spacesuit, it is pure nonsense, but no matter how foolish, as long as the solenoid valve on my right foot is removed, and my legs are kicked again, I will quickly disappear into the dark sky. No one expected me to do this, so no one would guard against it. I only had a little oxygen left, and even if they found out afterwards and tried to remedy it, it would be too late. Speaking of which, this caused trouble for the people on this battleship again, but there was nothing it could do. From me, they will learn very deeply what it means to "die early and be born early".

The stainless steel coffin in the distance had become unrecognizable, I looked back at the Leilondo for the last time, bent down and unfastened the solenoid valve on my right foot, bent my legs violently, jumped out, and chased in the direction where Chen Qi disappeared.

Farewell, Han Han, Hongxiang, Xin Bird Man, Jiang Slut...... You would never have imagined that after returning from the Great Arctic Hollow, I have been acting depressed, just to prevent you from discovering my thoughts of escape, and finally deceived you all!