Chapter 19: Alienation
"Brother, don't you use a Luban ruler and a compass?" Zhe Xi contacted good people, and he couldn't help but be a little disappointed when he didn't see me take out the legendary thing.
"We are not looking for dragon points, looking for feng shui treasures, this has become a goaf, which means that feng shui has long been broken, what are we doing with these?" I want to find something from the surface and even open the Gang Eye. But it was obviously in vain, the sun was shining in the sky, and it was only a moment before sweating.
"Can you still find the location of that tent?" Zhe Xi remembered the past, the two of us came out to dig Cistanche to supplement the family, but we almost planted it here.
"How can you forget!" I sighed, although I later learned that the master had been guarding me, my experience was still very exciting, and now I still have a sense of vividness when I think about it.
"yes, how good we were back then." Zhe Xi was very low. At that time, he had the opportunity to run away but kept following, maybe because there was less to do, but he knew fear and danger, and he could ignore these and never give up, which is also an expression of our feelings.
"We're the same now." I touched my nose and opened the door and leaned in, my feet hanging in the air.
"It's not the same. At that time, no matter what you do, you think about my division of labor, no matter what, you have to do it together, and even if I can't, you will find a way to keep me up. But now, the first thing you think about is how to leave me behind and face everything yourself. The starting point is because of my safety, subconsciously I have completely disconnected from you, and I can no longer keep up with you. Zhe Xi's eyes were red, and he opened the door on the other side and sat in, rummaging in the car.
He was speechless. I'm just afraid that he will be hurt and want to try to avoid him touching some dangerous places. I didn't expect that for the feelings that can be entrusted with life and death, such an idea is simply "polite", a kind of contempt for others, and said wordlessly: You can't do it, hurry up and go home and sleep!
What is Zhe Xi's pain? Is it my estrangement from him? No, our relationship is the same as before. He is suffering, he is no longer the most solid barrier behind his brother of life and death; Pain: I unconsciously took a completely different path from mine; Pain oneself does not have great strength; Pain: I unwittingly dismantled our united front.
Maybe our relationship is the same now, but different paths are destined to separate us. At that time, how can we maintain this unbearable relationship so that it will not be slowly estranged?
Many years later, the stone is still a stone, and the promise on the stone is like an autumn leaf, withering and withering in the wind, gradually turning to dust. I know that the most irreparable thing in the world is not love and hatred, but unconsciously estranged. Alienation is the disappearance of no disease, we meet by fate, and drift to different places because of growth.
In a lyrical essay called "The Passing Years," I said this, and my heart trembled unconsciously.
Zhe Xi finally found what he was looking for. A thin piece of white paper was folded a few times, opened, and there was a little white powder inside, and when he raised his neck and opened his mouth, he was about to pour the powder into his mouth.
"What are you doing!" I was furious at once, snatched the white powder and threw it out, how could he be contaminated with such a thing! Unbuckle his belt, tie his hands, and secure him with the seat belt in the car.
Zhe Xi looked at me incredulously, forgot to close his open mouth, and the bloodshot in his eyes showed that he had overdrawn his body and mind and damaged his nerves, so he spoke for a while. "As long as we are in dangerous jobs, we must concentrate and not doze off. But sometimes it's seven or eight hours at a time, how can you keep it like that, so just use this small amount of refreshment. ”
"Change jobs and find a safe one. This addiction must be stopped, from now on. "In my memory, this was the first time I lost my temper with Zhe Xi, and I even wanted to punch him and slash him with my sword.
But he suddenly laughed heartbreakingly, and it was difficult to control himself, and the beer belly was inadvertently revealed, which was like the surface of the rainy water, and the ripples continued. "Brother, this is a headache powder, I didn't sleep well last night, I just have a little headache. The packaging is still there. ”
Today is really not a good day, I used it for the first time with Zhe Xi.
For the first time he sadly condemned me.
The first time I blushed at him.
"I didn't sleep well, I didn't rest at home, and I still drove." I untie him.
"Although you are unkind to me, brother, I can't be unjust to you, unless one day you cut your clothes with your sword and point it at me, tell me to get out of here, and I won't follow you." Zhe Xi rubbed his sore belly with a smile, and saw that I loosened his exposed abdominal muscles, "Hey, I just love these eight-pack abs too much, so I covered them with a piece of meat and protected them well." In the first half of the night last year, I thought about the mess and had insomnia, and finally fell asleep and dreamed of Uncle Wang, he finally gave me a dream, or a nightmare, and then woke up and couldn't sleep again. ”
"Nightmare? What do you remember? "Normally, dreams are forgotten quickly, and I have a bad premonition.
"It's quite strange, it seems that it was here that Uncle Wang was captured by a man with only one foot and a red robe. That's all I have to remember. Zhe Xi's forehead rested against the steering wheel, and his two hands hung down and swayed between his crotch.
"Do you have anything to eat?" I had the feeling of falling into a trap, but I had to bite the bullet and there weren't many clues at the moment.
"Of course there is, I was going to follow you when you're hungry and just pad a little bit." Zhe Xi went to the trunk and brought back a box of instant noodles, and it was a crispy noodle that was once very famous!
The memories are thick, the taste, name, brand and even the instructions are exactly the same as before, and the one hundred and eight Liangshan heroes on the cards inside are still the same, and the years have not left too many marks on them.
It's just how much memory these simple pieces of paper carry.
Zhe Xi asked for some equipment to go down the well, but it hasn't been delivered yet. I want to teach him something in this spare time, and I must be tight-lipped about swordsmanship, but there is always something else that can be used.
Knowing my thoughts, the surging power on Zhe Xi's body almost shook the sandstorm.
Twenty-eight Nakshatra Flags. It is arranged on the basis of the 28 constellations, with the Eastern Canglong, the Northern Xuanwu, the Western White Tiger, and the Southern Vermilion Bird each occupying seven Nakshatras. This seems to be a bit complicated, the pure natural animal oil of Zhe Xi under the sun has been exposed, absolutely safe, environmentally friendly and pollution-free, but he has never been able to find the way.
This is a normal phenomenon, if you are so studious, how can you end up almost lost, and how can there be all kinds of contradictory statements. Every arrangement must consider the correspondence, yellow and white equatorial scriptures, borrowing, bearing, and transferring, how can it be said that you can learn.
The beginner Zhe Xi is very impatient, and part of the sweat in his body is hot, and the other part is urgent. Although I repeatedly reminded him that it was impossible to learn it for a day or two, he even only knew the twenty-eight constellations, but he didn't know what they were, where they were, and what they were, how could they learn them.
And it should be carried out on a dark moon and starry night.
I don't want to embarrass him, but I want him to have a little familiarity, even if it's just a little bit. His dreams disturbed my heart.
But his performance was very different from what he used to be. The patience that filled the whole body was completely gone, and after being confused again and again, he was very violent.
"Alright." I patted him on the shoulder and tried to speak to him in the softest voice possible.
"Brother, what can I do to keep up with you again!" His eyes were red and his face was red.
"It's okay, I'll wait for you."
The sun was already on the horizon by the distant mountains, and the equipment for going down the well was delivered.