Chapter Eighty-Three: The Third Man

"The key to making it possible to jump elementary particles that can move through time and space...... There is a legacy left by ancient humanoids...... Transfer a large amount of technology that does not exist in the present world...... What is really going to happen in the future? No, it is not possible to judge directly in the future, and it is possible in the past, at least in the not-so-distant future......"

As if in a dream, I spoke slowly, unaware, and my own senses became more blurred as my will continued to disperse and penetrate like a huge web that had been unfolded.

When was this dream?

I don't remember clearly, as if in the distant past, there was an illusory future. Re-read library knowledge...... For a moment of memory, I felt as if I was no longer myself, and countless chaos was backing up to bury me.

"Remember? Grab my hand and never let go! ”

A woman with long hair prettier than me screamed, and I was just stunned.

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He's dead.

Everyone, everybody's dead.

Loved ones, friends, neighbors......

Death is rife in this place.

The hot winds, the thunder, the cracked earth, and the burning flames burned and burned everyone......

The lifeless eyes, the people who laughed at their fate, the fleeing children wept and screamed, begging, and the weak would be killed. This is the world I used to be in, but I'm just crying.

"This kind of thing...... Already ......"

Nasty, tired. Repeating it every day, witnessing these things called torture and killing. Only those who survive this torture can be allowed to live in this world, and only then can they be allowed to survive.

"Don't ...... I hate this kind of thing......"

The people who were talking to each other yesterday have fallen in front of their eyes today and have been killed.

Keep and on and on being killed, just because that person wants to show off the so-called glory of natural selection. This scene was repeated in front of him, and he had to run away desperately. In order to protect this life, which may die tomorrow, he had to continue to escape......

And these have been, fed up.

"It doesn't matter."

Thinking of this, I stopped acting and thinking.

The person in front of him saw it, just looked at it, and laughed......

I still didn't move, I felt like a doll. I think death must be happier than survival...... So you don't have to see your friend's death. In this way, when the night that cannot sleep due to the horror of death comes, there is no need to be afraid, and it is finally relaxed......

As I read these sad memories, I felt my consciousness grow heavier and my power began to grow uncontrollable. Originally, self-consciousness and intruder are two extreme existences, and it is impossible to merge with each other, and it seems that the greedy kitten is about to be punished.

Familiar people died.

People keep dying.

It's not the scene but the feeling that makes people's hearts ache, and my heart feels like a big hole has been opened, and a huge sense of loss permeates my heart.

"There must be an end...... Is there anyone in this world who has the courage to unravel it all? ”

No answer was found, but the answer must exist in this huge library. But I didn't have time, but a huge killing intent woke me up. The originally scattered consciousness quickly coalesced after feeling the threat, "This is not just a dream......

Just as my consciousness was about to completely disappear, I suddenly whispered, and my collapsed consciousness instantly began to condense, and began to detach from the library called memory. Surrounded by a vast sea of blood, it was like a life-devouring monster roaring and writhing in the distance.

There are countless paths underfoot, leading in all directions. Floating above each road are a variety of strange and shiny symbols, which are made up of words and numbers, and change into various contents.

On the widest and largest road, there were words such as "Fight to the Death" and "Go Forward", but at the end of the road, I saw a devouring void.

Undoubtedly, it symbolizes death.

There are also trails like "escape", like "surrender......

There are many roads here, but each one has been submerged by that sea of blood, and if you go up, you will go to a point of no return.

As far as the eye can see, all roads are dead, and you can't find a way to live.

Could it be that this natural selection of human beings is really the end of the world?

I can't find any chance of survival?

I don't believe it.

The dense web of choice is almost faint even to me.

What the hell should I do? Which path will lead my companion to victory over that fearsome adversary?

"Compromise, vacillation, disillusionment...... It's not my ......"

I whispered to myself, "But I will contain this sorrow together, I am the darkness that the darkness can swallow everything, the sorrow, the pain, the despair, all of this will be contained by the darkness......"

Just when I was confused, a white shadow suddenly flickered in front of me.

A young girl in a white wedding dress suddenly appeared in front of me.

With long black hair and bare feet, he walked on a path so narrow that there were almost no places to stay......

It was the same Mu Tongtong I had seen in junior high school, the girl who didn't wear the white wedding dress......

My heart shook.

How so?

I have already guessed that this is my own thinking world, a virtual space formed by someone using extrasensory abilities to materialize all my vague thoughts, and no one can exist in this world except for the other person and myself. The previous Mu Tongtong should be just a phantom of the past.

But the little girl...... How could another Mu Tongtong, who covered my memory, appear?

Is it a condensed manifestation of one's own thinking? Or is it objectively real?

I was confused, I didn't know the answer, but at that moment I instinctively chased after it.

Mu Tongtong, a girl in a white wedding dress, walked forward step by step, and surprisingly, I couldn't catch up no matter how I caught up. Mu Tongtong's bare feet were on that path, strolling and dancing, letting the sea of blood rage and roar, but he couldn't hit it.

"Wait a minute!" I screamed.

The little girl Mu Tongtong seemed to hear something and glanced back.

I saw a pair of eyes that were clear and bright, like morning stars in the dark night. Looking at me, I took a few steps forward: "Hello...... do you know where the exit from the library is?" ”

That Mu Tongtong raised his head to look at me, and his mouth opened for a moment, as if to say something.

Only then did I realize that the other party had no thickness. It's as light as a paper man! Because I was so surprised, I didn't hear clearly: what was the other party talking about?

The little girl who looked like Mu Tongtong looked at me, then looked around, and suddenly turned her head and ran away towards the end of a corridor on one side of the library.

I was in a hurry and chased after it. The corridor wasn't long, but after running for a while, I realized that no matter how I walked, I couldn't reach the end.

Suddenly there was silence, as if even the wind had stopped shaking.

I looked back in the direction Mu Tongtong had come from.

Mu Tongtong just stood there, motionless. He also looked at himself with a strange light in his eyes.

I tried to take a step closer to Na Mu Tongtong, but I found that I couldn't close the distance with the girl no matter what.

I stood between Mu Tongtong and the library, but I couldn't walk anywhere.

Even the walls around me seemed so close and far away that I couldn't even touch them.

Suddenly looking back.

A little light bloomed in front of me at the end of the hallway, and then a huge flame gate was formed, and I rushed into it without hesitation.

Rumble!

A loud buzz in my head.

"Thank you." I nodded to the invisible Mu Tongtong.

Then my brow furrowed slightly: "Third person, is this how you entertain guests?" ”

I don't know what happened, but I was able to quietly put myself in a situation where I couldn't advance or retreat, except for the third person who pretended to be Mu Tongtong to guide me, I'm afraid there would be no one else.

No response.

Only my cries echo from far to near.

The eerie atmosphere took my breath away.

I loosened the tie around my neck slightly, closed my eyes and walked towards the library.

One step, two steps, three steps......

After taking ten steps, I opened my eyes, only to find myself still standing still.

The person who seemed to be Mu Tongtong stood behind me, always looking at me.

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What the hell is going on?

Since this is a fantasy, then ...... I casually took out the police gun, which was based on the memory simulation I borrowed from Yu Zujia's police gun.

The muzzle of the gun was pointed at the light door of the library in the distance: "Third person, dispel the illusion, or I will shoot." ”

After waiting for three seconds to no avail, I shot decisively.

Then I saw that the bullet was standing still in the air at the moment when it flew out of the chamber.

The attached flame bloomed like a flower.

Then there was the whole library that went on fire.

"No......" I muttered, "it's not true...... These are all hallucinations. ”

I tried to reach out and touch the flames, only to hear a soft flutter, which left a burning scorch mark on my fingers, with a clear pain.

If it's an illusion, how can it burn itself?

I looked back and saw Mu Tongtong still standing there in the distance.

That one Mu Tongtong suddenly stretched out his hand, pointed at me with his finger, and then pointed at himself.

I was slightly stunned.

I noticed that Mu Tongtong was referring to his own head. It seems to remind myself of something.

"What do you want to tell me?" I yelled.

Mu Tongtong shook his head. Backwards, step by step, disappearing into the flames.

As Mu Tongtong disappeared, a white figure appeared in front of him.

It turned out to be a ...... in a white wedding dress I?

I was standing in a corner of myself not far from myself, barefoot, in the middle of the flames.

The long hair obscured my face, and I couldn't see it clearly. And then...... began to turn into countless white shadows approaching.

I looked at me in a white wedding dress, and suddenly my heart was clear.

I threw my head up and shouted, "Third man! Is this the self-consciousness you created for me? You're deliberately designing this, what are you trying to find out of my head?! ”

A melodious sigh finally sounded: it was the woman's sigh in an elegant tone, "Has the aura of 'light' expanded several times attracted a large number of demons?" What a troublemaker. I'm sorry, young man, and believe me not to mean anything, and this is not my handiwork, I just take this opportunity to get to know you better. ”

The third person finally appeared.

From the outside, this is a girl about 14 years old, whether it is handsome or beautiful, it is unforgettable as long as you see it. Like Mu Tongtong, he was wearing the uniform of the same school as our junior high school, with bottomless eyes, hair covering one eye, and a kind of otherworldly aura exuding from his body, giving people a strange sense of mystery. The various parts of the body fit together perfectly, giving the person who sees it a sense of detachment from reality.

"Disappear."

With an angelic smile on her face, the girl raised her hand towards the countless white shadows in midair. The next moment, a huge thunderbolt pierced through the dim sky wrapped in the sea of books, and countless white shadows disappeared in this hit, I remembered Professor Mo, such a huge power is probably only the attack of the Heavenly Tribulation, in this hit, the crack in the sea of books became even bigger, and it looked like it could shatter at any time.

The girl looked up into the distance, as if she had crossed countless distances and locked onto me. But in an instant, the girl frowned, and the raised hand stopped stiffly in mid-air, because I felt that someone had also locked me in the void. It was a pair of ice-blue eyes that appeared in the flames, undevoid of any distractions, extremely pure, almost like a god looking down on all beings from above, in a sense, this pair of eyes is very close to the girl's line of sight.

But the owner of those eyes was clearly harmonious, and I felt that it was an absolutely rational being, and the girl in front of me was like the heads and tails of a coin. As if to avoid a head-to-head confrontation, the big eyes in front of him disappeared into the flames. Only predator-like girls were left staring at me.

"Is the self-consciousness that eats up as soon as it goes berserk already self-controlled? It's a foul, so it's boring. The girl spun around and watched:

I couldn't help but ask, "Why don't you just peek into my mind?" ”

"I tried, I couldn't do it."

"But instead of giving up, you got me a library?"

"No, to be exact, I'm just borrowing chickens to lay eggs. Someone uses the technique of painting the moon and inviting you on the Laoshan Road to let you enter your own thinking. What you see is what you fantasize. It is a subconscious refraction of your mind. And I'm just a prisoner who took the opportunity to escape from prison, hoping to uncover some of the secrets I was looking for by disrupting their rhythm, and also make you see yourself more clearly. ”

Subconsciousness? I was stunned.

Could it be that Mu Tongtong, the library, the flames, and the white wedding dress I am looking for are all things that my subconscious is seeking? So what do they represent?

As if knowing what I was thinking, the third person's girl's voice came from the air: "Have you heard of the Three Souls and Seven Spirits?" The three souls refer to the "heavenly soul, the earth soul, and the life soul", while we practitioners call it "fetal light, refreshing spirit, and ghost spirit", and some people call it "the original god, the yin god, and the yang god". The fetal light is the original spirit, and the qi of the sun is too clear; It is the innate truthfulness; With the explanation of modern science and technology society, that is, the surface of the "ordinary consciousness", such as feeling, perception, memory, judgment, reasoning and other daily cognitive activities, belong to the level of "rational thinking", cultivation, after the transformation of the strengthening and purification of the birth of supernatural powers, those monks blow the conch, what Buddhist scriptures called the six senses supernatural powers, from this. In fact, it can only prove the four divine powers, "Heavenly Eye Communication, Heavenly Ear Communication, Other Heart Communication, and Divine Foot Communication", and the other two "Fatal Communication and Leakage Communication" without the six divine powers.

Shuang Ling is the god of yin, and the change of yin qi is also; It is the thinking mind used in acquired thinking; The scientific explanation is the deep-seated "subconscious", that is, the irrational consciousness activities caused by the psychological imprints left by the fetus, infants, and children discovered and studied by psychoanalysts such as Freud and Jung, the childhood memories left by stimulation during the psychologically immature period, and the various desires, desires, and psychological traumas of life. This kind of subconscious consciousness stimulated by a variety of life desires and physiological instincts buried in the deep layers of the psyche strongly affects the mental process of the surface of the normal consciousness, and people can decipher the "archetype" of the subconscious from various psychological states such as dreams, hallucinations, free movements, habits, psychosis, paranoia, and delusions.

In Buddhism, the "mana consciousness" and "alayya consciousness" roughly belong to this level of consciousness, and the unpurified subconscious is called the "mind demon" and the purified subconscious is called the "true mind." As you have seen, the Library represents your confusion about some unknown power. From your subconscious manifestation, it is benevolent, which means that you think that there is a force behind you that is helping you, or has helped you, and you have no understanding of me. As for that Mu Tongtong, it represents retrograde, that is, the consequence of violating something, and the reason why it is Mu Tongtong in the past is because you can't be sure what it is. As for those flames, it means that you understand the situation around you. You can see that the environment you are in is so dangerous that you could be engulfed in flames at any moment. You're going to be burned by the flames, and that's because you've been in pain. You can see the library, but you can't approach it, because you know that the path you're walking has an end, and you're going to have to have a hard time getting there. Look at where you are now, you ...... It's only been a fifth of the way through. ”

I understand.

All of this is the embodiment of my own consciousness.

Interestingly, the consciousness that the third person refers to is some subconscious that I have not self-discovered, in other words, the third person's interpretation may or may not be right.

That doesn't really represent what I think.

As for what these subconscious minds represent, even I can't be sure, let alone others.

Fortunately, the third person has no ill will towards him, and seems to just want to take the opportunity to discover something that is inconvenient for him to say. As for how much you can see and understand, that's a personal question. And...... She's just a prisoner? And who are the guards?

I pointed to the girl in the white wedding dress and said, "What about this 'me'?" Is it also my subconscious embodiment? ”

"There are many kinds of subconscious, some are vague and abstract, some are concrete and real. Those vague things that you can't be sure of yourself, such as your future; Those are the specific ones that were once deep in the memory, such as the girl...... Mu Tongtong. And this ...... Have you ever heard of "meta-consciousness"? β€œ

It always feels strange to listen to a prisoner from I don't know how many years ago explain to me what it is to enter science.

"I'm sorry to read some of your memories, and in return for a piece of advice. Don't be satisfied with the use of extra-perception from scientific explanations, indeed, starting from human understanding, if perception is what people often call psychology or spirit, then extra-perception is the so-called superpower or ...... obtained after the transformation of the three souls and seven spirits through special methods supernatural powers, but these so-called supernatural powers...... It is just a by-product of the practice of the Yin and Yang gods, and it is not the goal of the practice. What is the purpose of practice? The people of the world give up their roots and buy pearls, but they don't know the ghostly spirit, which is known as the miscellaneous yin qi. In fact, the main tendency is the lowest level of "meta-consciousness", which is a kind of innate instinctive consciousness and a kind of "spiritual thinking" ability. Meta-consciousness is an untapped repository of information inherited from human flesh and blood in the long biological evolution of hundreds of millions of years, and it contains the wisdom and potential that human beings have had in the history of biological evolution. Primal consciousness is equivalent to the "adhana consciousness" in Buddhism, also known as the "unsullied consciousness", which is the "unleaked seed" of the alayya consciousness, and the true "self" of the human body!

In the Buddhist scriptures, the consciousness of the Amora is generally included in the consciousness of the Arya without distinction, so the "Ode to the Consciousness of the Arya" cloud: "The vast and vast three Tibets are inexhaustible, and the deep seven waves are the wind." Smoked to hold the root body, go to the first lord first. This treats alayas as the samsaric seeds that take on the karma and habits of the individual person. And the "Explanation of the Profound Secret Sutra" says: "Adhana is very deep and detailed, and all seeds are like waterfalls." I am stupid and don't start acting, I am afraid that they will be me. "That is, the real Yang God, the light man in your body...... It's something I can't see clearly, and it looks like the result of the materialization of the legendary "Yang God...... In the modern society, Danxue's self-consciousness practice project is also a systematic project to condense the ordinary consciousness, purify the subconscious, and develop the meta-consciousness, and it is also a set of spiritual practice procedures for discovering and developing the "self". To the point of advanced primordial fetus, it is already an energy field and energy body with its material basis, so it is scientifically explained that it is a strongly observable energy body, and the elementary particles that make up it are called observation spirits!

Of course, you're still far behind, but you just stumbled into a leopard in the tube, even my master...... It's just a glimpse of the doorway. After all, the ultimate goal of all practices throughout the ages, whether it is Taoism's "longevity and long-term vision" or Buddhism's "enlightenment", is to achieve consciousness through observation, and finally to achieve the identity of time and space...... Unify matter, energy, and continuous sources of information. "The upper and lower four directions are called the universe, and the past and the present are called the universe", immortality refers to the combination of the yang god in the cosmic avenue, coexisting with heaven and earth, and being invincible. For a long time, the true meaning of the universe, the foundation of life, omniscient and omniscient, in the end, it is the same way, and the supreme wisdom of "next to the sun and the moon, and the universe". ”

Is that so?

I looked at me in a white wedding dress in a daze. Involuntarily raised his hand towards me, trying to part with the long hair that covered his face.

I wanted to see the face under the long hair, although I also knew that the girl was just a projection of my consciousness, and the real face of this girl was nothing more than myself, and I couldn't project anything else.

However, when I brushed my long hair, I was surprised to see a snow-white face with closed eyes.

The face was very beautiful, and there was still immaturity on the green face. As if he was sleeping, his expression was as peaceful as that of a newborn baby, his brows furrowed slightly, and he twitched a few times from time to time.

At that moment, I suddenly had a strange feeling in my heart.

Sadness, sorrow, despair, helplessness, confusion and other emotions are all in the heart. It's as if I've gone through countless changes in life and death, time expands into a straight line that stretches out, with no end in sight, and my mood goes up and down quickly...... It's similar, but that's not me, it's ......

My eyes, which had been closed, suddenly opened and looked at me.

I just felt like my brain was hurting like a needle sticking into it.

I let out an "ah" and flew backwards.

As soon as I stepped away, the white wedding dress had already turned and ran backwards.

"No!" I yelled, "Wait! ”

In the afterglow, the girl simply withdrew her hand as if she had given up, "It's not yet time for me to appear here."

I chased after her, and with a wave of her hand, the space changed, the flames disappeared, and everything disappeared.

Time and space changed, the whole world became trembling, and I found myself back in the library hallway. At some point, a black mist filled the library that was imperceptible to the naked eye, and these were the black energy emitted by the flames unconsciously, and by the time I felt it, it had covered a vast area. However, after harmonizing with the darkness of Fang Cai, my perceptual power rose even further, and some strange data appeared in my mind.

At that moment, my brain was fully stimulated and mobilized, and my intelligence was not fully applied to logical reasoning like Shi Lingren, nor could it be fully applied to scientific research like Professor Mo, but I felt that I could see all this clearly, I could see through time, space, life, order, and even the trajectory of fate. I could see the girl's look of surprise, surprise, and even the surprise, surprise, and joy in her heart that I could share and use the power of illusion at any time.

At this moment, I can find what I need from the library's memories like a sea of books. Is that...... Spells!

"Clap, no matter where you live, visualize the wheel of fire with thousands of strips in your vision turning in all directions, defending against all calamities, burning volcanoes, converging all demons and demons in the fundamental fire, inscribed with magic and mystery."

The flames and black mist suddenly shrank into a point and condensed into a cluster of crystals, and I carefully felt the cold majesty on the crystal-like lenses, as well as the hidden text spirits on the crystal cluster patterns inside.

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