We hugged and kissed each other.

Feel each other's heartbeats.

Feel the other person's body temperature.

For a long time, lip parting!

Li Ruixue was intoxicated in my arms, like a gentle sheep, her arms hooked my neck, exhaling like an orchid.

"Xiaolong, I'm going to be your woman!" Her moist eyes looked at me with a look of expression.

She burst into tears

My heart trembled as if it had been struck by an electric current.

Reaching out and gently wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes, I held her tightly in my arms.

"Long Xiaoyang, Long Xiaoyang, can you accept this kind girl who loves you?"

I asked myself!

My conscience tells me, no...... I can't!

Life is like a flash in the pan, and it comes and goes involuntarily.

I let go of her softly, telling my self-righteous lies.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoxue, I can't deceive my heart, it's impossible between us!"

At this moment, I finally believed that in this world, there is a kind of pain that is ten thousand times stronger than the pain of the body and skin, and that is a kind of scorching sun.

The two are happy but have to say, "I don't love you!" ”

"And what is between us? What is just now? Li Ruixue's body trembled, she didn't expect me to say such a thing, and she held back her teeth to prevent tears from flowing out, but the tears were still flowing on her face and in my heart.

I wanted to hug her again, kiss her, and tell my young and wild heart, but I couldn't, let it all end!

"I'm sorry, I can't forget Xiao Ran."

My heart twitched so hard that my nails pierced my skin.

"You lied to me, you lied to me, right!" Li Xiaoran couldn't hold back her sobs anymore.

"I'm sorry ......"

"Long Xiaoyang, look at me, why don't you look at me, I want you to raise your head and look at me and say that you don't like me."

"Why don't you dare to look at me, are you lying to me, right, do you say...... Say you're lying to me, kidding me......"

Li Ruixue couldn't cry.

I never imagined that my life would be so messy as it is today, playing a role that I hated.

"Long Xiaoyang, why are you ...... If you don't speak, you can speak quickly......"

My heart was cold, to myself, to this cruel life.

I don't even know how I can hold my head up and say those words, "I don't love you!" ”

I only heard Li Ruixue's desperate voice: "I hate you......"

All I saw was her hiding her face and leaving!

My body was numb, as if all my strength had been drained, and finally my tears burst into the water.

This year, I was eighteen years old!

I don't know love, I don't know what love is, I only know that these two short loves are like God's sarcasm on me! Unforgettable.

I may be a man of flowers, a hypocrite! Because I like two girls at the same time, two different types of girls, and each one makes my heart ache.

However, I am also a cowardly person who lacks courage and determination.

I suddenly despised myself and hated myself.

This night is destined to be a sleepless night, what I think about the most in my mind is Li Ruixue, memories are like Gu worms gnawing my heart over and over again, I even hope that Li Ruixue can send me a WeChat.

I hurt a kind person who loves me!

Eighteen years old, like a mirror, illuminates everything in me.

However, I don't regret it, if it were to do it all over again, I would still choose this way, my fate is destined to be lonely, I told myself, who knows, how long I can live, there is no end in sight, a accidentally broken bones.

However, life goes on, and there is no way back in life.

The morning wind was a little cool, blowing through the window, and I lay on the bed with my clothes, staring blankly at the transparent glass, when in fact there was nothing.

A new day? I wanted to give myself a day off, but I couldn't because I wanted to live.

After washing, I warmed up last night's leftovers and fed Yao Zhanxun a little breakfast.

"You'll regret it!" Yao Zhanxun stared into my eyes and said.

"Senior brother, what if it's you?"

We looked at each other.

"Hey......"

I gave a phone call to Monk Jing Yi because we also had to arrange for the rest of the Central Plains Squad, and I didn't have much passion for these things!

The sunlight outside was a little harsh, and a silver sedan parked not far downstairs was a little familiar, and I glanced at it and stopped paying attention.

"Hey, little dragon, where are you?" The voice of a little monk came from the other end of the phone.

"Have you found the house?" I asked listlessly.

"Hey, what's wrong, it sounds unhappy, is it out of love?" Jing Yixiao's monk is usually the same, and he is not serious when he opens his mouth.

"I'll hang up if it's okay, I'll notify you when I'm ready." I'm not in the mood to discuss these topics.

"Don't don't, the house has been found, why don't you come over to meet your brothers, after all, you are the owner, everyone says they want to thank you!"

Hung up the phone, I stopped a taxi to the place where the little monk Jingyi said, this is a villa close to the suburbs, the environment is excellent, close to the mountains and rivers, the area is large enough, it should be a place where rich people live, but I don't know why no one lives in but wants to rent.

I met with a small monk Jing Yi in the courtyard, and at this moment the courtyard was full of thirty or forty people.

When the little monk Jingyi saw me coming, he hurriedly opened his voice and shouted: "Brothers, our rich man is here, and he will pay for food and accommodation!" ”

Sure enough, the young monks in the courtyard all smiled, obviously liking my generosity.

I struggled to squeeze out a trace of an ugly smile, greeted everyone, and then was led by a small monk Jing Yi to a very handsome middle-aged man.

"Xiaolong, this is the owner, the house is full of water and electricity, there is everything, I have to move in, I have already agreed with the landlord about the price, lease for half a year, 80,000 yuan."

"Oh!" I nodded listlessly.

"This little brother, since you have found here, I have nothing to say, although my house is rented cheaply, but the ugly words are in the front, you can't enter the room on the left side of the third floor of this house."

The words of the middle-aged thin man caught my attention, and then I looked up at him twice, this person looks about forty years old, with a thin face, and should be very handsome when he is young, but at this moment his hair is yellow, his face is dull, his eyelids are drooping, there are bloodshot foreheads in his eyes, and there are faint black threads on his head.

Seeing his face, I couldn't help frowning slightly, although I didn't want to meddle in things, but when I remembered the old man's teachings, I still decided to help him.

"Brother, you've bumped into a ghost, and you've been unlucky lately." I was not polite, I directly put out such a sentence, if he can accept it, I will help him, if he doesn't accept it, I can only blame him for not having anything to do with me.

The little monk Jingyi tugged at my sleeve: "Don't be nosy." ”

I gave him a blank look, this thing really saw it, I was still wondering, so many people in the Xuanmen are here, it is impossible not to see that the middle-aged people hit the ghost, it turned out to be the meaning of a little monk Jingyi, so no one was willing to speak, so I gave him a blank look and did not speak.

Who knew that when the middle-aged man heard me say this, he was stunned at first, and then grabbed my hand with some excitement: "Little brother, do you see something?" ”