Chapter 179: The World of Hypocrisy
In the past, Yuan Xi doubted it more than once...... This world is not real. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
It's not the rambling thoughts of some philosophers, nor the unrealistic fantasies of the second middle school boy, he just really suspects that the Linyang city he lives in now is itself false. The reason is also very simple, just like Yuan Xi said, "The spiritual world is limited, so the spiritual world cannot be the real world", and the "Linyang City" where Yuan Xi grew up is also limited, since it is limited and marginal, it cannot be true.
Yuan Xi once watched a movie a long time ago, called "Truman's World", in which the male protagonist has lived in a TV series all his life, he himself lives in a huge filming venue, and his daily life is observed and recorded by the director through ubiquitous cameras, and through editing into a TV series for countless people to watch, and everyone around him is all actors, all acting with him. What he loves, what he believes, and what he sees is all false, all of which are dreams, but he has been living in such a world without the slightest notice......
Yuan Xi felt at the time that this actor was too sad and pitiful, when he really finally discovered this cruel truth, how should he continue to live? How to face everything he was familiar with in the past? How do you fit into that "real world" life?
But sometimes, Yuan Xi feels that he may also be such a "male protagonist", maybe his life, his thoughts, his stories, and his experiences are also being manipulated by an invisible hand, and countless eyes are watching his every move in another dimension.
This is just a headless and brainless inference, but every time I think of Yuan Xi, I feel terrified to think about it. And his reasons for coming to this inference are not very sufficient-first of all, there are actually many things in this city that are logically difficult to govern, many things that Yuan Xi himself can't explain clearly, and many things that are regarded as common sense by the people around him but are full of disobedience. For example, the pair of parents who Yuan Xi himself can't confirm whether they are alive or dead, Yuan Xi's own childhood that is very vague in his mind, and Jiang Yi, who doesn't know when he became his friend...... Yuan Xi felt that there were too many disobediences in his life, so much that sometimes he would subconsciously ignore them.
Secondly, there is the record of the city's history from eight years ago. For many Linyang locals, Linyang eight years ago was a city full of disasters, serial killings, cult sacrifices, collusion between officials and businessmen, police and bandit wars, supernatural legends, and even typhoons at sea...... All sorts of incidents are happening in this place, which was originally only a "tourist-friendly second-tier city" in terms of design, is such a thing really happening in reality? Why does Yuan Xi think that these things are more like the boundless fantasies in the mind of a second-year teenager? Why did such a messy, chaotic and crazy year come to an end without any waves in Yuan Xi's mind? Did any of these things really happen? Yuan Xi felt that something here was more like something that was forcibly stuffed into everyone's brains by some existence that controlled everything?
And the reason for Yuan Xi's conjecture is very simple, there is still only one sentence, the city is finite - perhaps more precisely, the city has borders.
Four years ago, at Tianqing International Airport in Linyang City, an international flight bound for the United Kingdom was about to take off.
"Dear passengers, welcome to Air China flight B767 from Linyang, China to London, ...... United Kingdom"
Yuan Xi looked at the airport bathed in the sun outside the cabin window, listened to the cordial voice of the flight attendant in his ear, and looked at the warm and soft side face of Luo Ruyan next to him in the sun, and felt that the whole world was beautiful and quiet for a while, as if it was about to melt, he rubbed his slightly itchy temples, squinted his eyes, and was drowsy.
"What's wrong? Didn't sleep well last night? How many times have I told you not to stay up late! Luo Ruyan, who was flipping through the thick "Comprehensive Guide to Studying in the UK" beside him, saw that Yuan Xi seemed to be about to fall asleep again, and his elbow pushed against Yuan Xi, and said with a smile.
"You know, for me, I like to work at night and sleep during the day, I'm a night owl by nature, I can't sleep well at night!" Yuan Xi said with a faint smile, he simply leaned directly on Luo Ruyan's shoulder to sleep, he smelled the fragrance on Luo Ruyan's body, and felt that the happiest moment in the world was nothing more than that.
Everyone else is a girl leaning on a boy, but Yuan Xi is the opposite, and he wants to sleep on Luo Ruyan's shoulder, which is also unique. However, Yuan Xi has never cared about other people's opinions, so it doesn't matter.
Yuan Xi finally made up his mind, he wanted to go to the UK to study with his girlfriend Luo Ruyan, and it was more likely to improve than staying in Linyang like a walking corpse, perhaps letting Yuan Xi work hard in a foreign country. The cost of studying abroad can probably be explained by Luo Ruyan's funding and his own part-time job in the UK, although some have no male dignity, but if they don't use the resources they already have, they will be reckless for what ridiculous male dignity is not in line with Yuan Xi's character, saying that he will eat soft rice if he eats soft rice, and let them talk if someone likes to gossip. Anyway, with his ability, if his daughter is gone, he will come back, and he will not let Luo Ruyan suffer.
"Normal people have jet lag when they arrive in the UK, but it's good that you arrive in the UK, which just coincides with your schedule." Luo Ruyan looked at Yuan Xi who was leaning on his shoulder, and just smiled, without any resistance.
“…… Passengers are asked to fasten their seatbelts......" The gentle voice of the flight attendant was also heard on the announcement.
"Hey, your seat belt...... Luo Ruyan fastened his seat belt, and saw that Yuan Xi was still motionless, just smiled and pushed him with his elbow.
But Yuan Xi slept quite deadly, and he had already begun to make a slight snoring sound, maybe he didn't sleep at all last night, right? Luo Ruyan shook her head helplessly, gently pushed Yuan Xi's body away from her shoulder, and gently put on the seat belt for him, feeling Yuan Xi's slight breathing in her ear, Luo Ruyan's face turned slightly red, and she carefully looked at the side face of the man next to her who was sleeping peacefully.
Handsome and delicate, but the curves are faintly soft, so that Luo Ruyan sometimes can't help but think of another girl she once saw somewhere, he and her are obviously not like her at all, but Luo Ruyan just remembered that child for no reason, what is her name? Luo Ruyan remembered that the name was obviously a familiar syllable, as if she could say it by blurting it out, but in the blink of an eye, she couldn't remember it anymore......
And the girl's face, which should never have been forgotten in her mind, only appeared a little in her mind, and then sank deeper into the memory, without a trace, as if there was something intangible like the wind on the water, silently bringing a ripple, but the next moment it was gone.
The plane took off in such a morning light and flew to the other side of the ocean, so far away that it may not even exist......
This is where the story should have gont, and this is also the future that Yuan Xi had decided at the beginning.
However, there are already some indescribable things that are slowly changing......
(To be continued.) )