This is a true story, thirty years later, and although the plot is a bit vague, the story is real and touching. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

It was a hazy love of mine, which is still entangled in my eternal memory, lingering, I don't know if it is friendship or love?

It was an afternoon in the early summer of '85, and the weather was clear, and the sky seemed to have just been washed, and it was blue. At the end of the two-day intense pre-exam, and the classmates were about to break up, Ling'er gave me a note: See you at the old place.

The old place is the bamboo forest near the school, and the cool breeze in the bamboo forest is a good place for boys and girls to talk about love and romance. I have been a classmate with Ling'er for a year, I don't know how many times I have been to the bamboo forest, at first we met unexpectedly, and then we had a heart, but this time it was Ling'er who took the initiative to ask me.

Speaking of the relationship between me and Ling'er, it's like brother and sister, no suspicion and no suspicion, and care about each other. At that time, my father died, my mother had many years of rheumatism and lost her ability to work, my sister was still young and had no ability to work, and the family was supported by my second brother, who had a wife and two sons, and was too busy to take care of myself. My tuition and living expenses were paid by my family, and some of them were borrowed. At school, I often stopped eating because I couldn't pay my living expenses, but it was Ling'er who extended a helping hand and gave me food stamps and money.

Ling'er's family is relatively well-off, her father is the principal of a middle school, and he receives a national salary, and her mother can also make money by farming and breeding at home. Although I am a dignified five-foot man, I have the character of a woman, and every time Ling'er sponsors me, I will be moved to tears. Ling'er said that I was like a woman, mother-in-law, mother-in-law, writhing and pinching, I don't deny that at that time, there was no reason to accept alms from others, and I was no different from a beggar.

"Ling'er, I will return the money and food stamps I borrowed from you, thank you for sending charcoal in the snow." I'm grateful.

"Radish seeds, don't say pay back, if you say so, I won't give it to you in the future. We are classmates, and classmates should help each other. You are the top student in the class, I hope you will help me with my studies a lot. My grades in history, geography, politics, and language are very poor, and I always can't catch up. Ling'er said.

"We learn from each other and make progress together." I said sincerely.

Since then, the bamboo forest has become Ling'er's second class for me and Ling'er, and every afternoon, we review our homework together, I teach her about history and geography, and I also make up some memory songs for her. Ling'er always buys me some malt cream, eggs, and candy every once in a while, saying that it is a treat for me. In the face of his meticulous care, I don't know how to repay?

Time is like flowing water, fleeting, at this moment, I am really a little nostalgic for the passing years, I can't wait to go back in time.

"I'm going to break up tomorrow, I don't know if there will be a chance to meet after the breakup? Ling'er asked me to meet, but I don't know what to say? How do I deal with her? I owe her so much this year, what should I say when I see her? "I'm in awe.

When I came to the bamboo forest, Ling'er was already waiting there, and my face was flushed.

Ling'er is a cheerful girl, she saw me coming, stood up, smiled and asked, "Radish Zi, we are classmates, is it so difficult to talk individually?" ”

I calmed down and sneered: "Ling'er, you are so good to me, I don't know how to face it?" So ......"

"So you don't want to see me, do you?" Ling'er looked at me with big beautiful eyes and asked.

"No, actually—I owe you so much that I can't afford to pay it back." I'll tell you the truth.

"I see! Radish seeds, I understand your feelings. However, I have long said: don't mention the repayment of the money. In my eyes, money is like dung, and love is worth a thousand gold. Ling'er said.

Ling'er spoke very straightforwardly, I still felt a little reluctant to listen to it, and I still want to thank you in person, which is human nature.

"Ling'er, thank you." I said from the bottom of my heart.

"Don't talk politely, we're going to break up tomorrow, so we might as well talk about something else. Radish seed, if you are admitted to university in the future, will you forget my old classmate? Ling'er asked suddenly.

"Don't forget each other. That's my answer.

"Good! However, I still have a few questions that I can't think of, can you clear up your doubts? Ling'er said.

"What's the problem? Speak up and listen? Maybe I'll be able to advise on that. I couldn't wait to ask.

"There are two people who have a very deep relationship and have always been inseparable, and suddenly one day, the two of them have to break up, do you say there is any way to alleviate the pain of their separation?" Ling'er asked.

"Save each other's photos and take them out when you miss them." I said without thinking.

"What's the use of looking at photos? It can only add to the sadness. Ling'er said.

"Heaven is on different sides, you can write letters to each other, and Hongyan can communicate feelings and increase friendship." I said.

"What's the use of writing a letter and not being able to hear the other person's voice? It would be nice to be able to hear voices and see people at the same time! Ling'er said innocently.

"Now that the country is in a period of rejuvenation, it is not yet developed, and this kind of thinking cannot be done for a while, and when everyone has a computer in the future, this may be done." I thought about it and said.

"There's no other way to do it?" Ling'er asked.

"I can't think of any other way." I said with an apologetic smile.

"You! Wooden Braincase One! It's not easy, isn't it okay for two people to get together? Ling'er Qianqianyu touched my head and smiled.

I didn't understand why Ling'er asked such a question, but I could understand what she was thinking, she must be hinting at me, but I was stupid at the time, and my mind was blank about romance.

"Radish seed, if you are admitted to university, what do you plan to do in the future?" Ling'er asked.

"Be a competent teacher, teach and educate people, and peach and plum are all over the world."

"What if you don't make the list?" Ling'er asked.

"Ploughing in Longmu, making a day at sunrise and resting, I don't want to compete for high and low among all living beings." I looked at the dense bamboo forest and said.

"When are you going to start a family?" Ling'er asked suddenly.

"Where can a family like mine take care of starting a family? This is a matter of the future, and I will talk about it in the future, maybe I will marry a wife and have children, or maybe I will wander the world and become a celibate. I smiled wryly.

Ling'er walked out of the bamboo forest, looked at the western sky, and sighed.

"It's not too early, I'm leaving, think about what I said to you, bye!" Ling'er said that she would leave without looking back.

Looking at the back of Ling'er leaving, my heart ached. Maybe I didn't know how to speak and hurt her heart, or maybe I didn't know anything about the love between men and women, which disappointed her. No matter what the reason, the scenes in the bamboo forest are deeply rooted in my mind and have become my permanent memory and concern.

It's hard to forget, this may be me I don't want this to be the last time I and Ling'er will get together in the bamboo forest, it can be said that I say goodbye, my heart is very sad, I dare not see Ling'er,