89.Chapter 89
Since picking up Lechuan from the train station, the three of us had a simple meal and teased for a while.
At about nine o'clock in the evening, Lechuan went back to his room and went to sleep. It can be seen that he is indeed tired.
Maybe it's because I'm still a little uncomfortable coming to the south, and I don't feel sleepy at all at night.
I lit a cigarette and went to Nancheng's room, at this time, he was very rare without a code word, but stood on the windowsill, staring at the dark night, not knowing what he was thinking.
"It's a big night, why are you in a daze!" I asked with a smile as I walked up to him.
Nancheng didn't look back, he didn't speak for a while, and after half a sound, he sighed: "There is something that has been buried in my heart for a long time, and I don't know who to talk to"
"If you have something on your mind, just say it, don't hold yourself, after a long time, you will find that you can't untie this knot more and more" As soon as I heard Nancheng's words, I immediately enlightened.
"Hehe, you won't understand, in the past two years, I have become numb. In the final analysis, it was all my youth and ignorance, and I couldn't complain about others" Nancheng smiled self-deprecatingly, his expression was very vicissitudes.
"Say it, you'll be a lot easier," I comforted him by patting him on the shoulder.
Nancheng silently lit a cigarette, then took out two cans of beer from the refrigerator.
"Want to know, what do I choose to be an online writer?" Nancheng sat on the sofa, and after a few sips of beer in a row, he suddenly asked me.
I was speechless for a moment, and my heart said your own thoughts, how do I know.
As if knowing what I was thinking, Nancheng slowly lowered his head and said in a self-deprecating tone: "Because I'm running away, only in this way can I forget the fear in my heart"
"Fear?" My brow furrowed, and from his words, I seemed to guess something.
"You must be wondering what I'm running away from! In fact, this thing is really a bit unbelievable. Fusheng, I want to ask you, how do you know your appearance in daily life? Nancheng looked up and stared at me with a calm expression. I can still understand the first half of his words, but the second half of the sentence makes me confused.
"Of course it's a mirror, why are you asking this?" I replied puzzled.
"Huh, mirror? Fusheng, you are so naïve! Nancheng shook his head, his tone a little disdainful. In the past, like you, I thought that the face reflected in the mirror was my own appearance. But at the age of eighteen, I discovered one thing, you know what it is? ”
"What did you find......" I froze, thinking back to the ghost school, and my heart was shocked.
Nancheng's expression froze in an instant, and he said word by word: "I was shocked to find that the self in the mirror is different from what my friend described!" In other words, growing up, I never saw myself in real shape! Whether it's at home or outside! ”
"How is this possible!" My eyes widened, and I suddenly lost my voice.
"To be honest, I really regret it, when I found out about this matter, I shouldn't have blindly pursued the truth, and because of this, I touched some taboos" Nancheng sighed, his deep gaze gradually blurred......
The experience of Nancheng - the ghost in the mirror
I grew up in a greenhouse, and you should be able to see that.
Growing up in this environment, I naturally had some pride. When I was young, the friends I made were all rich kids.
At that time, my academic performance was poor, but I was not worried at all.
Score this thing. It's nothing to me, I failed the test, and at most I was scolded by my parents.
Moreover, they are away from home all year round, and the chance of being scolded because of their test results is really small.
You know, children have vanity, and in the face of the flattery of those fox friends and dogs, I am really beautiful, and I think I am a great person.
My parents do business outside all year round, so my home has also become a place for revelry.
When I was young, I hired a few servants at home, and every time we tossed it, they cleaned it up.
As I grew older, I grew to dislike these servants. Perhaps, it is the rebellion of adolescence.
Finally, when I reached the age of eighteen, I made a proposal to my parents to dismiss all the servants.
Everyone has secrets, and I'm no exception.
Back a few years ago, I secretly got a girlfriend. Don't laugh at me, this matter is on you, I guess you have to be sneaky, after all, no parent wants their children to fall in love.
The boy said that if the girl's parents knew about it, it would be a trivial matter to beat the mandarin ducks, and if it was serious, it might cause trouble at your house.
I'm an adult, so naturally I've long seen the faces of those fox friends. So, he resolutely cut off contact with them.
There are really few friends who treat each other sincerely, and I have to say that this is a kind of sadness.
However, the good times did not last long, and after graduating from high school, his girlfriend was admitted to a university in Beijing.
Although I was reluctant, I knew better that I couldn't change anything.
Not long after my girlfriend left, one day, I was at home entertaining a few buddies who had just returned from out of town.
Seriously, I was happy that day and drank quite a bit.
Eventually, I ran to the bathroom and threw up. When a buddy saw this, he immediately followed, and when I vomited, he kept slapping me on the back.
After throwing up, it was much better, I rinsed my mouth, and then washed my face again.
My buddy had been waiting for me in the bathroom, and when I looked up in the mirror, he gave me a cold look.
At first, he didn't pay much attention, but when I turned my head, the expression on his face froze.
I was puzzled, and I seemed shocked to see the way he looked.
Dude rubbed his eyes, then asked me to turn to the mirror.
I didn't say anything, I was a little strange, I turned around, and looked in the mirror with a stunned expression.
At that moment, the buddy's face suddenly turned pale. He raised his hand and pointed at me tremblingly, unable to say a word for a long time.
I'll never forget what my buddy said to me.
He said that my appearance was completely different from what was reflected in the mirror!
You can imagine how shocked I was, at first, I thought he was joking with me.
After laughing and scolding, he found that he didn't seem to be lying.
I looked at the mirror in front of me, my mind was blank, and the person reflected in the mirror was really not me?
I wanted to hit here, and my brain, which was originally a little drunk, suddenly sobered up.
I frantically called a few of the other people over and asked them to discern them.
What made my scalp tingle was that everyone said in unison that although the figure reflected in the mirror was the same as me, although the clothes, head shape, and body shape were the same, the face was not the same at all!