Originally, it was just a joke, but Jingwei suddenly took off his helmet with a laugh and said, "Then seduce once, why don't you take off the helmet and kiss me quickly?" ”

She didn't know what spell she had used, and the half-open snow cave was suddenly cut off from the outside world, and the temperature became no longer cold. Suspiciously www.biquge.info, I took off my spacesuit and put it under me, chatting with her to find out what she was thinking. But unexpectedly, in this hastily established ideal village, the idea of enjoying a moment of safety and warmth quickly overwhelmed reason. After pestering for a while, Jing Wei pushed away me who pounced again, closed her eyes and said, "That's enough, maintain your strength." ”

My heart sank, and I suddenly became rational. After some entanglement, my spirit relaxed a lot, and drowsiness finally hit my brain, and I wanted to sleep. But looking at Jing Wei's trembling shoulders, I suddenly felt like I had to do something. Stretched out his hand and brushed it on her face, and sure enough, there were cold tears on his hand. I couldn't help but sigh and leaned closer to her and said, "If you are so reluctant, why force yourself. ”

Jing Wei hurriedly wiped away her tears, turned around and pretended to be casual and said, "I didn't force myself, I was seriously seducing you just now." ”

I shook my head and said, "Fake, obviously fake." Only people who have carried unbearable burdens can smile so reluctantly, you can't fool me. ”

Jing Wei said: "Because you often do this, you know very well, right?" ”

"Tomorrow is the end of our story, so you don't have to worry about saying anything in one breath." I shrugged my shoulders and said, "For example, Chen Qi's matter, I can't arrange it for her now, I can only believe that even if something happens to me, Han Han and the others will help me arrange it well." Our only task and the only thing we should think about now is the great enemy we may encounter tomorrow, and we don't need to carry anything else. If you have something to worry about, just say it, it will be easier. ”

"What if this matter has anything to do with you?" Jing Wei looked at me, and the coldness in her tone was completely unusual: "Can you make sure that you are not affected?" ”

"Do your best, I don't think it's going to be a big problem. No matter how sinful it is, now is not the time for us to carry it. I laughed slightly: "I blew up the northern capital, killed my own wife, and then tired all mankind to shed blood and tears for more than 30 years, and now I don't remember it anymore." If we can get through tomorrow, let's talk about it. ”

"I thought I'd never tell you, but I changed my mind. Maybe I won't have a chance to talk about it anymore, and suddenly I don't want to hide this secret as if nothing happened. Jing Wei said lonely: "The night you just returned to Gandel, didn't you want to know everything?" Why is it not pursued after the fact? ”

My breathing and heartbeat were rapid, and it took me a while to speak, with difficulty, "What do you remember?" ”

Jing Wei said sadly: "I remembered everything, those memories that were enough to kill me, all of them." In the midst of great pain and intense guilt, the first thing that came to mind was the situation of me fighting side by side with my beloved. He tried his best to protect me, but he touched me. ”

I spread my hands and said, "You don't have to talk to me about the history with other men." Huh! You're talking about ......"

A strange feeling passed through my heart, and my face changed in an instant: "You!! ”

Jing Wei's expression became complicated, and he said slowly: "The fragments and order of memory recovery are reversed, and it took me a while to completely organize my thoughts. When the scenes of acquaintance and acquaintance with that beloved floated in front of my eyes, I felt so happy and satisfied, but those happy fragments were immersed in deep sorrow and sin, which made me suffer for a long time. When I first met him, it was in a spacious and uncrowded train station......"

My voice trembled, "Did you give him something?" ”

"Well, it was given to him by someone else, a handheld computer with a communication function." Jing Wei smiled bitterly at me: "Are we connected to the head?" Big brother, you remember these things very clearly! ”

"But I still don't understand what happened!" I was so excited that I held her hand tightly: "What the hell is going on?" I've gotten a lot of ambiguous information from many people, but none of them can tell me exactly what happened! ”

Jing Wei looked down at her pinched white fingers, and said lightly: "When I first came to work under you, I thought that I would never fall in love with anyone else again, but only miss the eldest brother who can never remember anymore, and make up for the vacancy in my heart with that unforgettable thought." Later, you gradually came into my heart, and while I felt happy, I often felt ashamed. I originally thought that although I was a lowly and abandoned princess who was snubbed by everyone, I was a fair and innocent person, but while you disturbed my heart, you also lost the chastity of my heart, what a hateful guy! However, the night you returned, after a long period of reminiscing and sorting, I finally understood: although I fell in love with different objects at different times, those two objects were just the same person. You are not my only favorite in this life, but you are the only man in my life. ”

She was awkward, but I understood exactly what she meant. The me between '59 and '66 is far different from the person I am now, and even before and after the July events of '67 seem to be the same now. The mystery seems to be solved, but more mysteries have reappeared. The only thing I could do was to reach out and take her in my arms and use my body temperature to warm her cold heart. After a while, she asked, "How much did you like me then?" ”

"I love it."

"What would happen to you if someone killed your first love? Will the ends of the earth also hunt down to take revenge? ”

My heart cooled, and I said in confusion, "I don't understand what you mean." ”

"When I was a child, my living conditions were very poor, my status was low, and I couldn't have many things I wanted. My adoptive parents taught me that there are many things that are not worthy of oneself and that there are many things that are never worthy of oneself, so there is no need to ask for extravagance. Later, my adoptive parents died, and my biological parents also died, and I happened to meet my half-sister who was born on the same day as me, and I realized that people's circumstances are really different. ”

Jing Wei took a deep breath and said, "Her biological parents don't care about her, she probably hasn't received more love than me since she was a child, so she is very affectionate to me, and I like this sister very much." She is as cute as a doll in a shop window, and the clothes she wears and the bags she carries are all unbranded, and she doesn't look like the kind that you would think is expensive at first glance. But I know that those things can't be bought even if you have a lot of money, and they are all specially customized products that only the highest-ranking dignitaries deserve. What are you laughing at? ”

I couldn't help the smile on my face, shook my head and said, "No wonder you walked around Nandu later as if you had been a countryman all your life in Nandu." It's strange to say that you secretly ran to the southern capital and then to the northern capital to find me, and you didn't go shopping first. ”

"How fresh you were at that time, the first thing I thought about was to be with you, if I could really be with you, maybe I would go out for a walk immediately......" Jing Weizheng said happily, and suddenly came to his senses: "You don't beat me less." ”

"Obviously, you were excited when you said shopping. Forget it, you can move on to the matter of expensive bags. ”

"My sister knew that she liked it, so she gave me a lot of things, ostensibly she didn't use them, but in fact many things were completely new, and I knew how good she was for me. But even then, there are still many things that I don't deserve, and even if I have them, I can't wear them on the street, and the difference between status and status is the same. However, my sister has a lot of hope of being the head of the house, and if she takes over as the head of the house, I will definitely be able to return to the days of the sun completely. Who knew I would meet you at that time. ”

I still had a dry smile on my face, but I couldn't laugh anymore. Her words clearly verified Li Jing's confession that day, and if what Li Jing said was completely true, and it was obviously a fact that did not need her to explain it - Jing only had a younger sister named Nagasaki Haruka, who would take over as the sixth head of the Nagasaki family at that time. And my ears never missed the fact that although Jingwei admitted that she was my first love back then, she said that the meeting at the station was our first meeting.

That's obviously not true, what's wrong? Am I mistaken? That was impossible, I knew every scene at that time, in fact, Hong Zhifeng and Liu Cheng had also seen the first girl who called herself "May" in front of me during the operation, and I only had to walk back a kilometer and drag them out of the snow cave for questioning.

Yet I was getting more and more scared in my heart, about whether I had done something I shouldn't have done, to uncover a wound that I shouldn't have done. No matter what kind of past Jing Wei had with me back then, since she came to work under me in her current capacity, the relationship between me and her is enough to remember for a lifetime. Even if the memories of first love are added to her, it will not change too much, and if something is discovered......

"It's a good mood, then." Jing Wei stared at the top intently, and said as if no one was around: "She lets me almost everything, and there is a kind of politeness like a distinguished guest to me outside of family affection, but I don't like it." When I met you and began to like you, I felt a kind of joy in my heart that I had taken away the things that my sister also liked very much. Even though that idea should not be ......"

My body inadvertently stepped back, and it wasn't until I leaned against the snow wall that I came to my senses, and my eyes widened and said, "You're kidding, aren't you?" I've only seen one May, you can't explain it reasonably anyway, if you don't believe it, we'll drag Liu Cheng and Hong Zhifeng out to confront us now, they must have seen you at that time......"

"They obviously hadn't seen me before the time of Leirondo, hadn't they?" Jing Wei shook her head and said, "It's not difficult to change your perception of things at that time, it's just a simple mental influence. And I actually have a bit of a resemblance to her, but it looks very different after dressing up. I went to the station for the farewell. After that, we chatted with you on the train, and we worked together. After discovering that my sister liked you very much, I suddenly had a kind of undeserved idea of fighting, so I quietly went to Nandu to find you. I wasn't serious at the time, but your performance caught me in. ”

I fixed my mind and said, "Let's not sleep tonight, let's make it clear." ”

"On my nineteenth birthday, I took the lead, and although I deceived Chunhua afterwards, she seemed to have become wary of me. The day before the conquest of Canaan in September '64, she sent me on a small mission of little importance. It wasn't until I returned in the evening that I realized that she had secretly left. After peeking through her diary, I discovered her purpose. In an instant, suddenly my whole body was filled with anger that I had never felt before. I felt like she cheated on me and stole my stuff. She's been robbing me of my happiness for twenty years, and I can't let her even take away the person I love the most! So, I also sneaked into the world and came to your house, only to see a scene that broke my heart, she was already lying in your arms! ”

I couldn't laugh anymore, and I couldn't believe that she was still joking, so I had to ask, "What happened next?" ”

"Then I lay in your arms, and you didn't notice it, and hugged me again." Jing Wei smiled faintly: "So my only man is you." ”

I opened my mouth, and the sentence tried to blurt out several times, but I forcibly endured it. By this time I had already known more than I had anticipated and could not bear to bear in advance, and I was really afraid to hear anything about the scenery again. Even though this is an evasive attitude - the most terrible thing has happened for decades, and it is a fact that cannot be changed, I really would rather lose my six senses at this time, and I don't want to accept anything but Jingwei is my May. However, the truth can't be escaped after all, Jing Wei smiled: "You didn't force me to say, I really thank you, but there is really no need to hide it." While we were together, my sister committed suicide by cutting her wrist in the kitchen. ”

My mind was dizzy, but there were countless voices inside me warning me not to pursue any further questions, so I muttered, "That...... That's none of your business......"

When I said this, I was also very uncomfortable, after all, I met her and had a good impression of her in the first place. You don't have to persuade anything, it's all my fault. My sister found out about me and quietly put you to sleep, and then came to the kitchen and had a big fight with me. The first time we tore our faces and started a fight, and in the course of the fight, I pushed her to the ground and crushed her skull. I was so angry that I didn't notice it at all, I just thought she was an ordinary faint, and I went to the bedroom without paying any attention to her. When I got back to the kitchen, I was scared to the point of madness. It's not like he hasn't killed anyone before, but his own sister died in front of him like this......"

I whispered, "Enough! ”

Jing Wei shook her head with a miserable smile and said, "You know what? The kitchen was covered in her blood, there were scratches from her fingernails on the floor, and she didn't know what the pain was like! How humiliated and unwilling she grabbed the knife and ended her life! ”

"Nonsense, you're talking nonsense!" I suddenly grabbed a life-saving straw in her words: "You were already crowned in the heavenly realm with a martial name at that time, and she was not a weak woman who was powerless, right?" How can you ...... in casual fighting?"

"In order to prevent the monitoring of GDI, we all infiltrated the Northern Capital with human blood. Because of this, each other's strength is greatly weakened, and the ability to control strength and the strength to protect the body are similar to nothing, so even small injuries that are common in daily training can kill you...... I never wanted to hurt her, but I actually killed her. When Jing Wei said this, she actually smiled: "I was probably stupid at the time, I can't remember how the contact person came to deal with the scene, and I only did one sober thing, which was to kneel on the ground and beg them not to kill you in a coma." ”

I stared blankly ahead, unable to utter a word, should I believe it? Or do you continue to deceive yourself and say: these are all fake?

The air was so silent that even a needle could hear it. After a long time, Jing Wei suddenly said, "What I told you just now was all a lie to you." ”

"Ah, what?" I was dumbfounded and said, "This kind of thing can be ......"

But then my heart sank - how could that lie to me! Jing Wei is not the kind of person who can make up seamless lies at will, this speech is interlocking before and after, every detail is the same as back then, how can it be fabricated by someone who has not experienced those things? This is obviously the most correct answer that explains everything, and is there any closer to the truth than this?

"Tianming is a decisive battle, you must take it as a joke and don't take it to heart." Shizuki put on her mask, and the frost on her face was quickly thawed by the warm air inside the spacesuit. With those thawing tears all over her face, she reluctantly smiled and said to me, "I hope I can make a good impression on you at the end, so I'll just make a joke." Feeling heavy? Don't take it too seriously – it's too late, go to sleep. ”

After saying this, Jing Wei quickly fell into a dream. However, my heart could not be calm for a long time, and her appropriate words were like the two prohibitions that Huilongjun cast on us, which deeply shook my inner world. Although in the physical world, because I was an attributeless body, I was not affected by Hui Longjun's blow in the slightest, but my inner world had countless cracks and dislocations due to Jing Wei's words. Decades of imagination and reminiscence, all seem wrong?

I muttered to myself: "Heaven and earth are separated, the universe is misplaced, what a powerful move......" (To be continued.) )