"Zhu Qi came to my clinic at the end of October last year to start psychotherapy. To be honest, she was already in a terrible situation at the time. My first impression of her was not good, certainly not because of her unkempt hair and ill-fitting clothes......" Li Nan shook his head, "I remember the first thing she said to me was, I am Liu Zhenzhen's wife. She seems to think that everyone should know Liu Zhenzhen, or rather......

Of course, she is not the same as those nouveau riche wives I imagined, this kind of person I have seen many times on TV, a lucky person who flies on a branch and becomes a phoenix and a big husband participate in the show, and in the forty minutes of the show, she has said no more than ten sentences...... This is understandable, she used to be just a Dongguan female worker, just like Cinderella, and suddenly became a princess who was in the limelight, and it should be psychologically uncomfortable. I thought she was that kind of person, not good at words, and used her demeanor to hide her cowardice inside, but Zhu Qi is different, she is more like ...... I suppress my brilliance all the time! ”

I think Li Nan is really suitable for this profession, and the female psychiatrist used very short language to make our understanding of Zhu Qi more three-dimensional.

"And then?" Yu Zujia began to urge.

"She first told me about one of her dreams." Li Nan said.

"Dreams?"

"Yes, dreams are a kind of mental activity in our subconscious, although until now, there is still no consensus in psychology, whether dreams can be accurately measured and located, someone once put forward a statement, the dream in the first half of the night is related to the current day or recent events, the dream in the second half of the night is biased towards distant memory, and the dream before dawn is mostly marginal...... I hope that scientists will be able to answer such questions one day, of course, for me, I am not optimistic, people are far more complex than science, if everyone can be dissected like a guinea pig, like a transparent person can be seen through, then what is the meaning of the world? ”

Uh, Yu Zujia and I didn't have the courage to remind Li Nan, who was talking eloquently, that you digressed...... I had to look at each other.

Fortunately, Li Nan didn't run too far, and she came back soon, "...... Because I had a dream that I didn't like, or was sad or frightened, people often came to me for advice...... Actually, I don't comfort them at all, because I also have nightmares. Li Nan shook his head helplessly, and said, "However, Zhu Qidi's dream is really strange. ”

"What's weird??" Yu Zujia and I held back for a long time, and finally we were able to interject and say in unison.

"She dreamed that she had killed someone."

"What?!" I cried out, "Are you sure?" Is it to kill, not to be killed? ”

"I'm sure." Li Nan said firmly, "She spoke in detail, I remember it very clearly, I can repeat it to you......" Li Nan coughed lightly, opened a manuscript in the folder on the computer, and read softly, "...... I was standing in the garden, no, it wasn't a garden, it seemed to be a park, I didn't know, I saw the rockery and the water...... It was dark in the park, and I saw a man hurrying to the house behind the rockery...... I followed him and could hear his violent gasps, as if he had been running for a long time...... Then I took a knife out of my arms...... I don't know what kind of knife it is, so I just take it...... Slowly lift it up, aim it at his back, and stab it hard! ”

Li Nan read this story in a frustrated voice, uh, no, it's this dream.

"The man is dead?"

"Dead."

I swallowed and foamed. I often see it in film and television dramas when I dream of being chased and killed, I have never heard of it when I dream of killing, except for Cao Cao, who is good at killing people in my dreams! Think about it, or maybe it's as exciting as being hunted down?

Yu Zujia was very crisp and shouted with a big grin, "I also dreamed that I participated in the underworld in Chinatown and took a group of younger brothers out to cut people!" ”

I slowly turned my head to him...... I really want to know what it's like for the public to know that the police uncle dreamed of being a big dragon head.

Li Nan shook his head, "It's not that simple...... Zhu Qi said that after the man was stabbed, he turned around slowly, and she saw his face......"

"Is it Liu Zhenzhen?!" I shouted. It must be like this, so Zhu Qi felt strange and wanted to find a doctor for consultation.

Li Nan shook his head again, "It's a poet." ”

"Who?" I was stunned.

"Zhu Qi's ...... Ex-boyfriend, she doesn't want to mention his name, I know he's a private person. ”

In the late 80s and early 90s of the last century, the fruits of economic reforms were imperceptibly impacting the tradition of descent theory. Many Red Three* began to take over the banner of their fathers, but there were also people who went against the current, and that was poets.

It was a poetic era, the spiritual trend of thought made up for the lack of material, popular among thousands of girls, Zhu Qi was no exception, when Liu Zhenzhen disappeared in her life, she chose poetry as an emotional compensation, but like a moth to a fire, the madness of love made a group of * suitors angry and gritted their teeth.

However, I am reminded of Li Nan's description of the tragedy.

"Isn't her ex-boyfriend long dead?"

"Yes, as of this year, it's been twenty-five years."

"Maybe she's crazy about her husband?" It's incredible to think about it, I want you to think of killing you, doesn't that mean it?

"The poet has been dead for almost twenty-five years, and her relationship with Liu Zhenzhen is not very good, but it will be twenty years......" Li Nan said, "If this dream happened just after the poet died, I can still understand ......."

"There's nothing hard to understand, is it? After all, dreams are only subconscious mental activities, and many things may not be noticed until a long time has passed. "I don't think it's a problem, on the contrary, it's a little sad, the poet's death must have hit Zhu Qi very hard.

Li Nan smiled, "I thought the same way at first, but Zhu Qi told me that she had such a dream more than once?" ”

"The scenes are almost identical, it's all in a park. She used, knives, guns, poisons, axes, respectively...... Many, many murder weapons. Kill the poet. ”

"This ...... What does that mean? Yu Zujia asked dumbfounded.

"I don't know what to say," Li Nan held her chin in her hand, thought for a while, and said, "At that time, I thought that she might be under too much pressure and too much psychological burden to cause such a violent scene in her dream, because she also admitted that after marrying Liu Zhenzhen." Liu's shocking ...... Friends, almost all of them are people from the business world, she has no common language with them, but she has to socialize, although she insists on refusing to quit her job, but those in her former compound are gradually no longer in contact with her because of the disparity in status, and the campus is an ivory tower, so she has almost lost communication with the outside world, and she thinks everyone is laughing at herself. Because she found a person like Liu Zhenzhen...... She has low self-esteem. ”

I can't say a word...... Maybe from my heart, I have thoroughly understood Zhu Qi, because I, like her, have experienced such inferiority......

"And then?" Shi Ling asked anxiously.

She listened to me. It seems that the mood is a little better. Maybe I thought about the problem too simply......" Li Nan shook his head, "She and Liu Zhenzhen usually behave respectfully, I watched it with some little nurses, and the little nurses were very moved after reading it, although I was not as emotional as her, but I inevitably felt that Zhu Qi should be a happy woman...... But who knows that there is an undercurrent surging beneath the water's surface. ”

Shi Ling didn't speak this time, I think this pig's head is probably thinking about what happiness is, right? Well. For him, it was probably sleeping until he woke up naturally, counting the money until his hands cramped...... This is the happiness he has pursued all his life, and it must be so.

"After about two days, Zhu Qi came to me again." Li Nan is very suitable for writing, and he is depressed. Take-off-take-off. Whetted our appetites.

"She said she was scared because she suddenly had an affection for the knife......"

"What? What do you mean? ”

She said. When she was cooking, when she saw the knife, she suddenly felt the urge to pick it up and stab someone else. ”

I retract what I just said, this is not a madness, this is simply a serious outbreak of anger in the newspaper.

"What does that mean?" Yu Zujia asked for advice very humbly.

"I think it's a subconscious dissatisfaction with oneself and the people around you, resulting in a violent tendency." Li Nan said lightly, "I once had a patient, she was an only child, she was very demanding of herself, and then her husband had an affair, although they divorced soon, but she has not been able to accept this reality, she always feels that all the people on the street are pointing at her, she can't work normally, can't let herself relax, just surrounded by such emotions, she has a sense of dependence on the murder weapon...... In other words, she doesn't believe in men, she doesn't believe in herself, but she needs to be protected and taken care of, and of course, knives, guns, baseball bats and other murder weapons have become her sustenance. When she was at her worst, every time she went out, she had at least two knives, three anti-wolf sprays and a small electric baton in her purse......"

"Uh, so she's all right now?" I said sympathetically.

"No," Li Nan replied calmly, "she's dead." ”

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"She died of stomach cancer." Li Nan added, "Although it is a bit inappropriate to say this, I think that before she died, her psychological problems were under control, at least, she did not steal the needles in the hospital again." ”

…… It's hard to say if it's because I'm too sick to steal it.

"Does that mean that Zhu Qi is similar to yours? Is it because of too much pressure in my heart to do this? Shi Ling grabbed the professional question and asked.

"Zhu Qi is more serious than her," Li Nan shook her head and said, "She only fights back when she feels threatened, but Zhu Qi doesn't want to attack others all the time...... Zhu Qi sees the whole world as his enemy. ”

"It's a type of paranoia, isn't it?"

"So to speak," Li Nan nodded.

But she didn't show any strong performance, you see she robbed the little boy of a pacifier, robbed a pen from the bank, killed a cockroach...... It seemed like a joke, and, most importantly, if her psychological problems were really serious, how could Liu Zhenzhen and her children not know? Didn't they live in the same house? "I can't figure it out.

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