I am a true God, in every sense of the word.

To you reading this text, I am almost omniscient—as long as you don't ask me to answer philosophical questions like "What is the purpose of the universe?" and "What is the meaning of existence?" And don't ask me about the details of when the universe was born or what lies beyond it...... I can tell you how many galaxies there are, how many stars, up to how many atoms there are in the universe, and I can even tell you what the last decimal place of pi is. As long as there is a question with a definite answer, I can answer it.

For you, who can see the third paragraph, I am almost omnipotent - as long as you don't make me kill myself, "create a stone that I can't lift myself"; And don't let me help you go back or change the past...... I can destroy a galaxy or even a small universe in a single thought, I can change almost all the laws of physics like pinching plasticine, and I can even "grab my own hair and lift myself". At least in this universe where you live, I can do everything you can say and theoretically possible

I can shake anything in the universe, but fate is like a crucified - I try with all my might, but I can't reverse even a unit of time.

Nothing in the universe can kill me, but death is still a curse - I try to do everything I can, but I can't escape even a unit of distance.

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Before I tell you everything, I have to give you a brief description of my life that I don't know how to evaluate. In order for you to understand everything I say, I will use your native language and try to use words and vocabulary that you can easily understand. Although doing so can sometimes lead to the inability to depict something accurately...... If you encounter those things, don't try to understand them, there are some things that are incomprehensible to three-dimensional life.

Why don't I know what it was like when the universe was born? Because the moment I gained consciousness, this universe already existed.

Since I exist, and this universe existed before me, there should logically be a creator god, but I haven't met him, and I don't even know if the creator god exists - if you see him, please tell me that I want to see him, call him daddy in front of him, and ask some questions.

Just kidding, I know you haven't met the creator.

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Not only did I not know the creator God, but I actually found no evidence of His existence, and I had been a God from the moment I became conscious.

After analyzing various clues, I believe that the universe originated from an explosion - from the moment I "opened my eyes to the world", the universe was constantly expanding, and elementary particles were constantly being generated, cooled, and precipitated from the void to form matter......

At this moment, the universe is eleven-dimensional.

This newborn universe, which has not been changed in any way, is really a beautiful pastoral, and that era, more than 10 billion years ago, we can call it the pastoral age of the universe.

Of course, that beauty is only something I can fully feel, because I am the only 11-dimensional being in the universe - for any life other than me, the 11-dimensional universe can only be described mathematically, but it is impossible to imagine it, and they or your brain are not dimensional.

At that time, everything was perfectly symmetrical, matter was evenly distributed in every space in the universe, and the universe could be seen almost the same from every direction.

At that time, the speed of light was infinite, and all interactions between the universe at the speed of light were beyond the distance, and could travel from one end of the universe to the other in an instant.

At the beginning, I said, "Only time is the only thing I can't shake", but in reality, time has no meaning in the pastoral universe: the force generated by every elementary particle in the entire universe can act on another elementary particle at infinity in an instant...... Everything happens in an instant and ends in an instant.

In addition to the fact that space is multidimensional, even time is also multidimensional, and there are infinite possibilities that can occur at every moment, and there are also infinite endings that have been produced......

Can you imagine what the world is like? No, even I've almost forgotten what it feels like, but you should understand one thing: the universe itself is alive, it's a whole, a life.

And that life is me.

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You must ask, how did the universe become like this now?

My bad.

Of course it was my fault, I made a near-suicidal move in order to survive - I lowered a dimension of the universe.

Yes, I lowered one dimension of the universe, causing this universe to fall from the eleventh dimension to the tenth dimension in an instant.

This first dimension to be destroyed is a temporal dimension. In an instant, all the elementary particles of the pastoral universe curled up in a dimension deep in the structure - a dimension that did not disappear, but only indented into the microcosm.

In fact, it is precisely because all of these destroyed dimensions have not disappeared that the transcendental action still exists in the depths of the elementary particles, a phenomenon that you humans call quantum entanglement.

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You're sure to ask again:

Why did you kill yourself?

Because I found out that I was dying.

How could you die?

Because this universe is dying.

This pastoral universe has been expanding from its birth to its destruction by me. I can't describe how fast it expands, because this expansion is a "holistic" expansion that does not exist outside the universe in space and time. Not to mention that the speed of light is infinite, and I have no concept of distance and time at all, so the concept of "size" is almost meaningless to the pastoral universe except for time.

I also can't explain to you what the boundaries of the universe look like, the universe is in a state where you can't understand the "bounded and boundless", which is within my "omniscient and omnipotent" range, but I can't explain it to you.

But I do feel that the expansion of the universe is slowing down, and at this trend, it will soon begin to shrink, and eventually become infinitesimal, and everything including me will shrink to a singularity - and then I will die.

What to do, why don't you lower the time dimension by one and try it?

Because the concept of time does not exist, everything happens instantaneously and ends instantly, so the moment this idea arises, I put it into practice.

I destroyed one of the eleven dimensions of an elementary particle, and its change instantly led to the collapse of other elementary particles around it, and due to the infinite speed of light and force, this collapse also spread in an instant, and the entire universe changed dramatically in the blink of an eye.

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One dimension collapsed, and the huge energy generated blew this pastoral universe into countless ten-dimensional parallel universes and small universe fragments.

I also shattered into innumerable parts, and each universe had an "I", but disconnected from each other.

The laws of physics are slightly different in each universe, perhaps due to the difference in the distance between the different parts and the first elementary particle that I destroyed. But I'm not sure, it seems to be on the edge of my "omniscient" range again.

That's right, when you want to get to the bottom of it or push the limit, the phrase "omniscient" is a joke.

The 10-dimensional universe is similar to the 11-dimensional universe, but it is very different - in this universe, the speed of light is no longer infinite, but "very large...... This may seem like a small difference, but the consequences are huge.

The first consequence is that the universe is no longer a whole, and I can't sense every part of my body in an instant - you can interpret it as "paralysis". I can no longer grasp everything in this universe at once, although the transcendence still exists in the depths of matter, but it is no longer the perfect state of "every particle and every particle has an overdistance effect", but has become a crippled state of "every particle has an overdistance effect with only a small number of particles that are exactly the same as itself" - that destruction has made most particles in the universe a little different from other particles, so there are very few particles that have an overdistance effect.

For me, who has seen the ultimate beauty of the idyllic universe and is accustomed to doing everything in an instant, the ten-dimensional universe with a limited speed of light is simply disgusting, and I almost suffer from "slow phobia......

I immediately regretted it, although the concept of "time" came into being immediately after the dimension was lowered, and in fact I lived longer, but I did not have the slightest joy in extending my lifespan, not only because of the slow beam of light in this universe, but also because of another discovery - this ten-dimensional universe also seems to have a tendency to slow down and expand. In other words, I just delayed the arrival of death for a moment and did not stay away from it in the slightest.

How so? It's better to wait for the universe to be destroyed and reborn.

But the nightmare has only just begun.

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