Chapter 36: Spiritual Healing
"I don't pray that you will believe what I see, even my heart cannot accept this personal experience, and it would be mad to expect you to understand my feelings." Sun Lei sighed, his words trembled slightly with excitement, even if he got up and took a sip of the water glass on the table, it didn't have any effect, so he lay down again. "Well, but I'm not really mad, and I'm sure it's not a dream, even my poor wife and children, who are dead, will eventually be forgotten in the years, and this is the only thing that has caused me to panic, to be tormented, and to ruin my life."
Mu Tianyu didn't know how to calm his nervous and panicked thoughts, the mentally ill person might fantasize that he had seen strange things, there were fragments of memories of supernatural events, but now he was no longer a psychiatrist, not to mention that the other party's personal experience was real. He just said helplessly: "Everyone who encounters such a thing almost breaks down in their hearts, people are always afraid of anything that they cannot understand, and if scientists go to watch a magnificent magic feast, they will be like children." Once the prescribed boundaries of common sense are exceeded, the ability of the mind to withstand repression plummets. He figuratively waved his hands, even when he was lying down. Do you know? There is a limit to what the heart can carry, so when people are caught in a huge vortex of panic, there are often only two endings, either they die or they act crazy. ”
Sun Lei frowned, thinking about Mu Tianyu's words, he suddenly sat up, reached out and patted the bottom of the iron frame of the upper bed. "You, you're ......"
"I used to be a psychiatrist."
"Oh, I see." Sun Lei took a deep breath and nodded. "I also wonder why what you say always makes people feel empowered. Actually, after this incident, I went to the psychiatrist more than once, hey, it's a pity......" He sighed and did not say what happened to him.
Mu Tianyu heard the content of the words, and said with a smile: "You have obtained some professional terms, such as complications such as neurasthenic sequelae caused by psychological trauma, depression and anxiety left behind by the shadow of terror. In fact, you know these symptoms yourself, and you don't need to spend money to ask them to talk about them again, which will only add fuel to the condition. ”
"Yes, yes, yes, that's right." Sun Lei looked haggard and said in a low voice: "I never expected that they would just sit on a chair with their legs crossed to talk about their condition, and then prescribe you a few medicines to stabilize your mood, and then charge a lot of money." After that, I ignored your painful experience, just waited for you to finish a course of medication, and then asked you to come back and repeat the same thing, and before leaving, I brought you a few boxes of new products of medicine, explaining that it was very effective for my condition. (The price of a new product is always higher, because all evaluations until it sells are just talk.) If there is an afterlife, I will definitely find a way to change jobs, and a psychiatrist can make money faster than a sheriff. Then Sun Lei realized something and hurriedly introduced: "Oh, I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to talk about it like this, I really ......"
"No, no, no, it's nothing." Mu Tianyu replied: "That's the truth, I have had the same experience when I was not in this industry before, when they were lying in the rocking chair and talking about it, I threw away the numbered ticket in my hand, and then rushed up, pointed at their noses, and scolded viciously, bastard!" If you just want to recount my pain, and give a few boxes of medicine to get rid of it, then it's too easy to make money! Then I threw the pill box in their faces and left without looking back. Mu Tianyu smiled and said, "I didn't give a penny." ”
Sun Lei could listen energetically, he got out of bed excitedly, stood in the narrow aisle, and looked at Mu Tianyu with his head tilted sideways. "You, you really didn't give a penny."
Mu Tianyu raised his head with his arms propped up, because he was not wide enough from the roof of the car, so he couldn't lie down, he smiled and said, "Of course, there is no help at all, and you still expect me to pay for it?" This is worse than the nature of open robbery. ”
Sun Lei's originally nervous face also smiled, and he exclaimed: "Oh my God, I knew I should have done the same, pointed at that gang of robbers and scolded angrily, and then smashed the medicine box on their faces!" ”
"Then do it now." Mu Tianyu glanced at the desk behind him. "You just think the bookshelf on the table is the group of psychiatrists, don't worry about my feelings, if it's me, you will also scream hysterically."
Sun Lei looked at the bookshelf behind him sluggishly, and asked again: "I, can I really do this?" ”
"Of course, of course, you have to, it's a blatant gang of robbers." Mu Tianyu raised his voice, agreeing with his point of view.
Sun Lei hesitated for a moment, then stared angrily at the bookshelf, and then stretched out his hand. In the memory of his mind, it was as if he had returned to that moment.
[The sun outside the windowsill was dim, and the eve of the storm made me irritable, but he still lay leisurely in his rocking chair, with the case in his hand, ignoring it.] In the fish tank on the front desk cabinet, a few golden shark eels also rolled their eyes in this dreary climate, soaked in the water and spitting bubbles, my eyes were messy, beating uneasily, and the words "Tong Huai Shu Jing Xin Pill" on the two boxes of medicine in my trembling hands made me angry. Then I walked over to the psychiatrist in a rage, and he probably saw my hideous expression, so he jumped up in fright and shivered in front of the case cabinet behind me. I could no longer hold back the resentment that had accumulated over the years, pointed at his nose, and scolded: "Damn bastard, I have spent all my savings on you, and my illness is not diminished, but it is serious, and I am depressed and depressed all day long, thanks to you robbers!" I wish we could switch roles and enjoy your knees and pray, and I'll turn you down! As the flames of rage skyrocketed, I slammed the pillbox in my hand into his panicked face, and even though he cowered and put his hands on his face, I slapped him hard. Smack......】
In the carriage, Sun Lei gasped, and the loud slap made him come back to his senses, and there were several books or magazines missing from the bookshelf in front of him, scattered on the table or on the ground. He quickly picked them all up, then looked at Mu Tianyu in confusion and asked, "Just now, just now, Fa, what happened?" ”
"It's nothing, you're just venting all your grievances for years." Mu Tianyu comforted.
"I ......" Sun Lei raised his trembling hands, and he could clearly feel the pain from the other four fingers of his right hand except for his thumb.
"If I fan the hard iron plate on the bookshelf with all my might, I'm afraid it will hurt even more."
Sun Lei's rapid breathing gradually calmed down, and the depression that had been condensed in his heart before, the lingering dark breath, seemed to dissipate with the catharsis of anger in the dream. He had never felt such a relaxed moment, although he was tired and confused, he just wanted to follow the empty heart, lie quietly at the head of the bed, and dream of Nanke. "Thank you, thank you." Sun Lei looked at Mu Tianyu with gratitude.
Mu Tianyu smiled indifferently and said, "Rest early, it's getting late." "If Sun Lei is allowed to recount the terrible event completely tonight, I am afraid that he will completely collapse, after all, when ordinary people encounter supernatural events, there are already mental problems, and retelling will only make him feel like he has experienced it again, and he will never recover.
At that moment, however, there was a knock on the door and it was pushed open. It was the young man, a young man named Lu Ming, who was only wearing a long-sleeved jacket similar to gauze and silk, and he was slightly emaciated. The first time he entered the door, he was full of surprise, looked at Mu Yu on the top bunk and Sun Lei who was standing in a daze, and asked suspiciously: "Two old men, what are you doing so late?" ”
"Hug, I'm sorry, I'...... He...... You ...... "Sun Lei is hesitant, he doesn't know how to explain this matter, do you want to recount the matter again?" He looked at Mu Tianyu and then to Lu Ming, speechless.
"He was so excited that he couldn't sleep at the thought of a million dollars, and asked me where I could buy a house to enjoy my old age." Mu Tianyu explained unhurriedly, and the lies he fabricated casually could convince outsiders.
Lu Ming glanced at Mu Tianyu, and then snorted coldly: "Don't make such a big move again!" You think it's just the two of you in this car? He slammed the door shut, signaling displeasure. Boom...... Leaving Mu Tianyu and Sun Lei to look at each other, they each lay down and said no more.
"What a dream, a million! Do you think it's that good to make? If you have a life to make money, you have to have a life to spend! Lu Ming whispered sarcastically, sat down next to a woman who was flipping through her notes, and sat on a stool and chair opposite her, this woman was Tan Lin.
"What's wrong? Did something happen? Tan Lin took a deep breath and closed the notebook in her hand.
"No, it's fine." Lu Ming's face was gloomy.
"You're angry." Tan Lin stared at Lu Ming's angry eyes. "Why? Who are you hating? ”
Lu Ming's eyes were stunned, and he shook his head: "No, I don't hate anyone, I just think they are not the best candidates, and I am worried about this ...... I'm afraid ......" In fact, Lu Ming had long been disgusted with Mu Yu in his heart, and from the first time he saw him, he became hostile. The reason is simple, when physiognomy becomes the only source of focus, those who are more attractive than themselves will be enemies.
"I won't allow anything to go wrong this time." Tan Lin is a tsundere woman, and her indifference and beauty come from the secret of her heart. "Do you know what's written on this?"
Lu Ming's eyes moved to the old gray-white cover notebook, and he secretly said in his heart, Tan Lin never talked about the content of the notebook, let alone let us see it, and she was not even allowed to touch it, but now she wants to talk about the content above, what the hell is she doing. "No, of course I don't." Lu Ming shook his head and replied.
Tan Lin got up and walked towards a compartment in the middle of the car, with a wooden sign wrapped with nylon rope on the doorknob with the words "Do Not Disturb" printed on it. She nudged open the door, and Xiyuan inside was already asleep, after all, it was past midnight. Stopping outside the gate, she read softly: "This is a record of why she committed suicide, I have lived with her for nearly twenty years, and no one knows her better than me, although she never admits that she is a devout believer in her mouth, but in her heart she has always been." The suicide victim cannot enter heaven after death, only goes to hell, and she knows better than anyone else. That island, that town, she must have something going on there, that's why she ......" Tan Lin's eyes were filled with tears, she stepped into the carriage door and stared back at Lu Ming. "The sheriff of Kennel Town, he's the only clue, so I don't want anything to go wrong this time, and neither does my father!"
Bang! The door was closed, Lu Ming swallowed his saliva, two months ago, Tan Lin ordered a team of people to investigate, but no one survived. Now, she has found her own team and contributed 20 million as a reward. Looking out the window, in the silent night sky, the strange fog spread endlessly like a thick backlog of dark clouds covering the moonlight. He prayed in his heart: "Long Xiao, you must not have an accident. ”
A week ago, the team's leader, Long Xiao, had set off for Kennel Town on his own, and he still hadn't made any contact with him.