Why does it look at me? Why?

At this moment, I knew that animals, like people, have rich emotions, and the hatred of killing children is so deep.

Eventually, two lines of blood flowed out of its eyes, blood-red and blood-red, but more cruel was yet to come.

"Quick, quick, blood and tears, sure enough, there are blood and tears, next." The cripple used a small gourd to catch its bloody tears inside.

And the blind man, at this time, as if he had eyes, shot like lightning, and in my shocked gaze, deducted both eyes of the weasel.

"Chirp"

The weasel hissed in pain, twitching in pain.

The middle-aged man took the weasel's two small eyeballs, threw them into the bowl just now, quickly took out a black wooden nail with a curved shape from his arms, threw it into the bowl, and threw a copper coin into it.

"Lao Bi, I'm going to start, you can think about it, I only have a fifty percent chance of success, if I don't do it, this kid will die." The middle-aged man walked up to his grandfather's side.

"Will you die?" All I could hear with my ears were these two words.

"Grandpa, I don't want to die, I don't want to die, don't kill me, I'm not going to be Tao anymore, I'm obedient, can't I be obedient, don't kill me, don't kill me" My body twitched fiercely, and my mind was full of death.

"What a wreck!" Grandpa lamented in pain like grandpa, and finally, he waved his hand at the middle-aged man.

Although I am only six years old, I am not stupid, and I can see that my grandfather is going to kill me.

It was cold under the crotch of my pants, and I was so frightened that I was incontinent and the feces and urine flowed together.

I don't beg my grandfather anymore, because in this moment, I fell in love with my grandfather, and I fell in love with him deeply, because he was vicious and ruthless, because he wanted to kill me.

The middle-aged man held the bowl, walked to my side, looked at me peeing my pants, and shook his head unbearably, "Child, don't blame your grandfather, one day you will understand, he loves you more than anyone else." ”

I just sobbed and glared at everyone in the room, I wanted to kill them, especially my grandfather.

The middle-aged man reached into the bowl, took out the black wooden ding, wiped it clean with a white handkerchief, and the blood stained the handkerchief red.

The middle-aged man looked at me again, took a deep breath, showed a fierceness in his eyes, and suddenly raised his hand holding the wooden nail high, and steadily pierced the wound I had just made.

My heart hurt suddenly, it hurt my heart, because they did drill my heart, and my eyes went straight to the black.

In a daze, I heard a lot of chaos in the house, and a familiar voice shouted: "It's not good, Huangpizi has run away, chase after him, don't let him run, otherwise there will be endless trouble, we will all be unlucky." ”

Then there was a great confusion in the room, the door being opened, the sound of messy and panicked footsteps, and then I didn't know anything.

I had a dream that I was hanging on a meat rack, waiting to be sold like pork, and countless people with dark faces, hideous faces, and some with strange horns, they came to me with bowls and chopsticks with a smile on their faces, trying to divide my food.

I sat up from the bed abruptly, in a cold sweat.

"Xiaofei, are you okay, Mom is here." My mother sat on the edge of the bed and immediately noticed that I had woken up.

There was a cramp in my heart, and I screamed and spat out a mouthful of red liquid, and I didn't know if it was blood.

My mother took me in her arms and patted me on the back nervously, "Xiaofei, be good, don't move, the wound is not healed yet, be careful." ”

Holding back the pain, I pushed my mother away, pulled my neckline open, and looked inside, the white gauze was wrapped in layer after layer on my chest.

"Ahh I screamed in horror, desperately trying to get up, but my mother held me down and hugged me tightly in my arms, "Xiaofei, don't move, don't move, don't move anymore." As she spoke, her mother's tears fell.

I was held tightly in my mother's arms, soft and warm, and perhaps it was my mother's tears that moved me, my violent emotions gradually stabilized, and my head was blank and empty.

The door opened, and a majestic figure walked in, I knew it was my father, who had always been a great god in my young heart.

But where did my grandfather go when he was killed?

I hated my father.

But I don't hate my mother, and I don't know why!

My father didn't speak, just stood aside and watched quietly, I felt that he didn't care about me, otherwise, why didn't he comfort me, is this my father? I suspect I wasn't his own.

On this day, I learned three things.

First: I was nailed to my heart.

Second: Grandpa is gone, I guess he must have no face to see me, hid in the mountains to repent, I hate him very much, I swear that sooner or later, I will catch him, drive ten nails on him, and use that pig-killing board.

Third: We're moving. I don't care about this, I don't care about anything.

We moved to Niuweitang, sixty miles away, and I was ready to start elementary school.

On the third day I moved to this shabby village, a fifty-five-year-old Aunt Li from the next door was said to be pregnant.

The village was suddenly lively, and there was a storm for a while.

I secretly heard someone talking, "It's strange that people in their fifties can still get pregnant, you say it's strange, it's too abnormal." ”

"That's it, evil spirit!"

I didn't pay attention to it because I was going to school.

My mind is never on studying, the incident of my heart being nailed is a haunting nightmare that I will remember whenever I have time, no, to be precise, it will come to my mind on its own.

Even so, my grades were firmly at the top of the class, with 100 points, and the teacher was very satisfied with me, and by chance, I did the third grade exam paper and got a perfect score.

The principal was shocked, I was only six years old! What they don't know is that the roll is like a retarded mind to me, and I guess it must be because I have been through too much and become mature. After all, only mature can be like an adult, and only adults will be dismissive of the third-grade exam papers.

Just as they were discussing the skipping ceremony for me, the aunt in the village gave birth, six months pregnant, and just like that.

I read that the villain book said that it takes ten months to conceive, and she was ahead of her time, I admire her!

"It's unusual!"

The child was born in the township hospital, and on the day of birth, my mother took me to see Aunt Li, and I secretly stepped forward and took a look at the baby.

It's ugly, like an old woman, with a pleated face, I guess it's because his (her) mother is too old, because his (her) mother's face is a face of folds, and I also focused on her thighs in the middle, and there was no ******.

The girl is undoubtedly there. So I looked at it a few more times until I didn't think it was interesting.

Mother took a hundred dollars with us, and we left.

On the day of the banquet, the baby girl was full moon, and the whole village went, and there were more than a dozen tables, and the old couple were naturally very happy, especially Aunt Li, who has always been envious of people having daughters, and they all said that their daughters were mother's little padded jackets, intimate.

The two of them were busy, toasting from table to table with a smile on their faces, and I was eating meat with my head bored, because today's Bawang stewed chicken is really good.

Aunt Li and her man just came to our table, politely with everyone, the adults smiled and picked up the wine glasses, I subconsciously looked up, my eyes fell on the two of them, but I was suddenly stunned.

"Aunt Li, haven't you two washed your faces? Why is it so dark?" I asked, surprised.

My words made the whole table happy, but more than that, they were curious, and many of them looked at the faces of the two people, and finally thought I was playing a prank.

"Xiaofei, don't talk nonsense." My mother blamed me, after all, we had not been here for a long time, and my mother was afraid that I would talk nonsense.

A cousin surnamed Cai (our neighbors are all called cousins) asked me with a smile: "Bear child, why do you say that Lao Huang (Aunt Li's man) didn't wash his face?" ”

"Their faces are dark, like the bottom of a pot." I said disappreciatively.

"Haha......" My words made everyone at the table laugh, and the mother apologized awkwardly to the two of them: "The child is not sensible, don't mind." ”

As he was talking, several teenagers ran in the distance, panting, and their arrival immediately attracted everyone's attention.

"Something happened, something happened to Huzi!" A fat man sweated profusely and ran to Aunt Li and Lao Huang, and he was about to cry when he saw that look.

"What's wrong with the tiger?" Lao Huang grabbed Fat Dun's shoulder and asked nervously. (To be continued.) )